Keep Shooting at the Devil in the Moonlight (Shirou, RE: MM Trial Round Two!)
And as the trial came to an end, Shirou was accosted by a very familiar experience. Being suddenly very aware of the fact his lungs still drew breath, his heart still beating so hard he could feel the reverberations in his bones, blood pounding in his veins so loudly it drowned out everything else, adrenaline amplifying every sensation and drawing out every moment.
It was a reminder he was still impossibly alive, the certain result of a near-death experience. That was something he was a bit too accustomed to.
He was back in Roppongi, crashed a bit too literally for comfort on the couch belonging to his fence. The apartment was as trashy as itād always been, a bit worse since one of the only chairs there had broken. In its stead, there was a mat on the floor, and one of his associates was sitting playing cards with his fence.
(Fence, heād thought, was such a peculiar word, because it didnāt describe what they did at all. They didnāt exactly block anything, they were more of a bridge between the thief and potential buyers.)
āAttack with Tormented Soul, tap for two and summon Ninja of the Deep Hours in its place. You take two damage, and I draw a card,ā his associate said, a triumphant smile on their face.
āI think I liked it when we played blackjack better.ā They looked around, a frown on their face, before turning their focus on Shirou. āHey. Sonozaki. Not trying to rush you out the door or anything, but Iād rather not have your sister come knocking with, uh, things as they are. Might want to think of a reason why youāre bleeding before you leave.ā
He sighed and put a hand on his injured arm. āIāll just tell her the truth. I was attacked.ā
They let out a small groan. āCome on. Youāre going to have to learn how to lie eventually, Sonozaki.ā
āYeah!ā His associate chimed in. āWhatāre you going to do if the police ever came asking about me, Shirou?ā Their eyes brimmed with what he knew well enough were fake tears, but he still couldnāt help but feel a pang of guilt.
āJust because I wonāt make something up doesnāt mean I wonāt get myself or you caught.ā He cast his gaze askance. āI was in a dangerous part of town. She knew that. I donāt have to tell her why I was really there. Sheāllā¦assume I was busking. And if someone tried to get to either of you through me, Iādā¦ā He paused. āIād figure something out. Iām not a good liar, anyway. Itās better to just be honest.ā
The fence raised an eyebrow. āRight. Thatās not that encouraging. Look, think of it this way. You agree with us, right? Lying is better than losing the ability to accomplish our goals. Betes Noires canāt afford to lose anyone.ā
āBesides, lying should be easy for you with all thatā¦word-twisting stuff you do so youāre technically telling the truth,ā his associate said, bright tone never betraying any hint of malice. āI mean, the trick to lying is always putting a little bit of truth in it. That way people latch onto it and think youāre being honest. Then, from there, you just have to believe everything you say!ā
āLike, really believe it.ā His fence leaned in, heavily-lidded eyes narrowing.
āBottom-of-your-heart believe it!ā The associate nodded, their face mock-solemn. āSeriously, youād be amazed what people will think is real if you just say it enough times and sound confident enough.ā
At the time, it had left such a bad taste in his mouth. Of course, heād known he was taking a fairly serious burden of sin upon himself when he started stealing, and there would be certain stains heād need to leave on his soul, but heād never accounted for the kind of people heād need to work with.
(And heād certainly never imagined himself here. If heād died, that would have been fine, it was in practice a martyrās death, well-deserved, butā¦heād have the risk of a certain someone trying to stop him. Heād have to deal with someone mourning, someone whoā mistakenly, he thoughtā believed he did not deserve to die. Heād always imagined his death in some backalley, where nobody would have to witness his passing and nobody would have to cry. That wasnāt something he could afford here.)
Then again, nothing he said really felt like a lie to him. When you got down to it, the masterminds were the ones at fault for starting at all. So, really, the majority of the blood was on their hands, and their other captors. And it wasnāt Kumiās first time killing so it wasnāt as if they were innocent, and he didnāt have a choice, the traps wouldāve killed them all eventually and it wouldāve been drawn out over probably weeks, andā¦
(It occurred to him this may have been what his associate meant when theyād said that he would be good at lying.)
He sighed. There were more important matters than to dwell on this.
āWell, I suppose it may have been Hanzo-san then. My apologies. But I donāt think heās going to avoid justice for long.ā
āI believe Iāve said all there is to say about Kobayashi-san. I think the evidence is condemning enough. I have however, not yet brought up some matters relating to the mastermind of my class, because they werenāt relevant at the time.ā
(That, and all his focus had been spent up frantically trying to figure out how he was going to get out of this mess.)
āI am completely certain that not only Hanzo-san is alive, but in some regard the ādeceasedā students are as well. Weā¦encountered each other while I was trying to explore. He was able to elaborate on some matters. He said they believed they were ghosts bound to the castleā the insinuation being that wasnāt actually true. Iām not sure if thereās a way to revive them, but if there isā¦Iād want to see that come to pass. Far too many innocent people have died. On a more alarming noteā¦ā
Because saying that guy everyone thought was dead actually wasnāt didnāt qualify as alarming.
āHe very strongly implied he was working on some sort of time limit. To what end, Iām not sure. Either way, we donāt have much of a choice but to work quickly here.ā
And with that, he locked in his votes.