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𓉸ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི she / they / doll https://spidolly.straw.page/aishite

[shuumaai]

anxiety: if you want to be anything more than worthless, you NEED to complete every task on your to-do list (we made plenty of them)

depression: that isn't happening. in fact, you're not getting out of bed ❤️

anxiety: and it'll be entirely your fault that you're struggling with literally everything

adhd: address me please

[shuumaai]

having untreated anxiety, depression, and undiagnosed ADHD while also a high-achiever is a death sentence. i do not recommend

[shuumaai]

is it too woke to say that it is entirely bogus that students are expected to use the weekend, a “break” (quotations bc it’s literally two days), for more school which is the Thing They Are Break-ing From. seriously

[shuumaai]

“can you just turn into a phantom animatronic and jumpscare me every time i think of you” — adriel, 2025

[shuumaai]

someone tell me to delete my channel or smth i sound like a loser on here

[shuumaai]

i never thought i’d be saying this but i miss freshmen year. if i could go in knowing what i know now, i’d be much happier

[shuumaai]

pro tip for history classes: meme the shit out of the material until you know it by heart. yes, philip II was a little soy boy bitch, i hate him and he’s stupid. die

[shuumaai]

i went from D1 man hater to lovestruck nerd. what the fuck happened. why am i sniffing the sweater he gave me like i’m some freaking animal hello

[shuumaai]

me when im in a biggest nerf competition and overfunctioning + compartmentalizing + audhd (undiagnosed) combo is my opponent

(im cooked)

[shuumaai]

idea: art of your favorite characters except it’s gi-hun’s photo in S1 vs. S2 with the caption "____ before and after (event)"

"terrance before and after the death of ricky / his older brother"

"mayumi before and after american college & med-student experience"

hm: meishu before and after zombie apocalypse (interchangeable with chad but we don’t speak of SICK here)

[tenyai]

(Part 1? lol)This got more ridiculous than I intended but here we are, a little rujinu aquarium date shenanigan inspired by @galaxyspeaking ‘s great aquarium date concept! I have a part 2 sketched out that’s more romantic and sappy but we’ll see if and when I get to it 🐠

[shuumaai]

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﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉ ﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉drop your “canon vs. fanon” but for your favorite characters / ocs — ill start!

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canon terrance: a traumatized man who dedicated himself to rebelling against the system that killed his brother. he’s deathly afraid of vulnerability, as he had only been hurt by it before. he’s like a loyal dog once he opens up—it just takes him a while

fanon terrance: a heartless bad-boy with no regard for anybody but himself. he’s cold, uncaring, uninterested, and pessimistic; his relationships are merely means to an end. overall, just a massive jerk. bonus points if his whole punk-rock motif is erased in favor of gentrified bad-boy biker

[shuumaai]

why is tumblr so cheery Like “omg baby got her first five reblogs!!!”

[shuumaai]

fun fact: terrance quit smoking cigarettes after becoming closer with mayumi. she’d always make comments about how the smell reminded her of back home (but not in a fond memory way) and how she would always avoid people who smoked as a kid

like she never explicitly told him to stop, but something in him kind of just. Did. he would smoke cigarettes less and less around her, then stop altogether, and now all he does is the occasional 420 when he needs some stress relief. mostly with his stoner bros (old habits die hard)

[shuumaai]

my 100th liked post was a rujinu aquarium date fan art, i think ive won tumblr

[shuumaai]

(im theming my tumblr next trust)

*counts my ships* dear lord all of you follow the same “one character being quiet and emotionally closed off—partially due to their nature and partially due to trauma—who believed that they were undeserving or incapable of giving and receiving romantic affection until they met the other character, who is the exact opposite of them in terms of personality, but is equally as damaged by life. regardless of their state, this other manages to bring out the best in the first character because something about them feels secure. safe.” trope 🥀 smh unoriginal

[shuumaai]

having ocs who are in a relationship is so funny because how the actual FUCK did HE pull HER