Henry was furious as he opened his door and went next door and banged on the door. “Josh open the damn door.”
Josh heard someone banging on his door and moved to open the door. “Henry? Is there a fire? Why are you banging on my door?”
“There will be if he doesn’t leave. Get out.” He tells Jake as his eyes glowed bright red. “I am tired of hearing you two having fun. I haven’t had a single second with my boyfriend since you got here and that is going to change. He is my boyfriend so get out.”
Henry went into the room and noticed Jake getting up and moving past him to go to his room. “And you.” He said as he turned to face Josh before kissing him roughly as he moves them into the room and closing the door with his foot. “You are mine.”
“Having fun? What are you talking about?” He asked as Henry stormed into his room. When he kicked Jake out he was beyond confused. “What are you…Henry can I talk?” He asked before feeling the boy’s lips against his and moaning softly before hearing his words. “I know that already. Jake is just a friend.”
“He is spending more time with you than I am and I am your boyfriend. I don’t think you know that and I think I need to remind you that you are mine and he isn't a priority here.” He growled before pushing the other against the wall. “We haven’t spent time together in over a month. I am done being patient.” He says as he kisses the other once more, his hips pushing into the others as his hands pinned the male’s hips to the wall.
“I am hanging out with a friend. You are being ridiculous. You are the one that kept going back home. And you have a ton of friends here and I don’t get mad at you for spending time with them.” He says before feeling him pushing him against a wall. “What has gotten into you?” He asked before kissing him back before feeling the boy pinning his hips.
“I don’t spend time with anyone when I haven’t spent time with you. I went home because my sister tried to kill herself. That doesn’t mean you just ignore me when I am here for some dumbass friend who needs to learn when to fucking get the hint.” He snarled before kissing down the other’s neck and sucking on the most tender spot on Josh’s neck until a hickey was evident plain as day.
“I am not ignoring you. I text you all the time and I have been asking about your sister. You don’t respond and you ignore me in class. That’s not my fault Henry.” He says before feeling the boy’s lips moving down his neck and moaning softly as he marked his neck.
“I ignore you in class because I am tired of Jake blatantly flirting with you and you not saying shit about it. It’s because the other Josh told me he liked Jake and wanted to sleep with him and proceeded to go back to the room with Jake in it.”
He growled. “You said we could hang out later and every fucking time I try to come over he is fucking over and I am sick of it. Even my friends know when to back the hell off. I am tired of having to feel jealous when I want to spend time with you.” Henry bit down on Josh’s neck as his hands made quick work of Josh’s pants.
Josh gasped as Henry bit his neck and he was trying to process what Henry was saying before feeling him pulling down Josh’s pants. “Wait what? I don’t even remember that happening. If you are angry shouldn't we talk about it?”
“How convenient you don’t remember breaking my fucking heart that night. You know that him coming out and hurting me would cause me to distance myself but you either didn’t care or didn’t bother to notice. We can discuss that later. I need everyone to know you are mine. I need him to know you are mine or I will lose my fucking mind.” He snapped as he released his pheromones into the air.
“What are you talking about? How would I know that if you don’t talk to me about it. I never know what bullshit he says, you always tell me. All of sudden you don’t?” He asked. “Him? Jake? He already knows.”
“How can I tell you with your new fucking puppy dog not leaving you alone? You would just say I am being ridiculous like you did when I came here. Well Jake doesn’t seem to think that the other you is off fucking limits. You think I couldn’t hear you two through the wall?”
“And me not telling you didn’t make you stop to think mhm that’s weird that my boyfriend is acting weird. The fuck Josh I would know if you were acting weird.” His eyes glowed bright red as he could feel himself just getting even more angry as he continued to leave marks against the other’s skin.
“He is not my puppy. You aren’t being fair. If you can hear us through the wall, then you know we are only talking about the club we are a part of. So you know we aren’t flirting so you are being dramatic. He doesn’t even want me.”
“And you wonder why I didn’t want to tell you about what others had said to me. I knew you would defend him. I knew you would just think I am being dramatic. That’s why I fucking recorded the fucking moans coming from your stupid room after he left me alone that night. You think I would want to talk to you after hearing that?”
“Just shut up. The more you defend him the more it pisses me off.” He snapped before kissing the other roughly as he grinded his hips against Josh. “You liked Jake begging for your fucking dick so much it’s your turn.” His eyes darkened.
“I definitely wasn’t moaning so that’s a lie. Don’t know who you heard, but that wasn’t me.” He stated before feeling Henry’s lips against his. “Begging for my dick? When has he ever done that? You aren’t even making sense right now Henry. If you are angry we should talk about it.”
“I am tired of trying to fucking talk about it. I tried so many times to talk to you about it and you just brushed it off as me being fucking jealous. You really think I don’t know what my boyfriend sounds like when I am fucking him?” He growled as his hand went down to stroke the other. “I am not giving him the chance to fuck me up again. Not now.”
“Well no one was fucking me so yeah I think you were dreaming about it. Who is fucking you up? Can you just like explain please?” He asked in confusion before moaning softly as he bucked his hips up.
“The other Josh was fucking him. He is fucking with my mind and I hate it. I fucking hate it.” He let his teeth graze against Josh’s sweet spot on the other side and marked him once more as he started to stroke him faster.
“Jake would have mentioned us having sex and he didn’t. So it never happened, and it will never happen.” Josh stated clearly before bucking his hips wildly as Henry’s actions sped up. “Fuck…”
“Yeah because having sex with your alter ego is something he would want you to know. The other you made it very clear that that was going to happen without you knowing.” He growled as his thumb swiped over the male’s tip. “If you want to cum you need to earn it.”
“You are being fucking ridiculous. He would have told me if we kissed. Or literally did anything. Jake wouldn’t lie about that. Maybe all of this is just being made up in your head. He knows you are my boyfriend and knows I am not that type of person. But it seems my boyfriend thinks I’m some slut who is just cheating on him.”
“Yeah because if you were the other person in someone’s relationship you would tell them right? I just fucking said that your alter is fucking with my head. Just because he knows you aren’t that kind of person doesn’t mean he will fucking respect that. He has done a bunch of shit without you being okay with it. Why is he even coming out when with Jake? Huh? Why? Stop treating me like I am crazy when you don’t even know nor remember what the other you does. You aren’t but your alter seems to want me to think otherwise.”
“You have been ignoring me so how the fuck would I know any of this when you know when he comes out I don’t remember? You wait weeks to tell me then come in here and basically boss people around to get out. I never asked you to leave or never come around, you knew I was in the club with him. You know how much I want to succeed in everything I do, so yeah I don’t mind the president of the club giving me extra work.”
“If you seriously thought I was cheating on you, why would you wait all this time to say something? I would never do that and if the other me did Jake would have said something, but he didn’t. Not once. Because it never happened. He hasn’t tried to kiss me or touch me. All things you do after fucking someone. He only comes over as a friend. Which I have made very clear to him is all I want from him.”
“You really think I didn’t try coming over here to talk to you? Every time I did, he was out so I did fucking try. And you seriously don’t think that maybe me being distant meant something fucking happened between us? You think I would just stop talking to you out of nowhere for no fucking reason? You didn’t even bother asking me if something was wrong. You haven’t ever not done that before. You always used to ask. Do you even give a shit?”
“You know that your alter has come out and fucked me and then told me to leave. Why would he stay around after Jake leaves? They said that the way to get rid of your alter is being loved and loving someone else so why is he out? Your alter knows how to hide things from you and has hid things from me too and you know that.” He growled as his eyes turned red. “He keeps telling me you have this huge thing you are keeping from me and refuses to tell me what it is. How can I trust you if you hide things from me? You promised to talk to me about things and you aren’t.”
“What am I hiding Henry? Do you even hear yourself? Why would I do any of that? I gave you your space that you needed when everything was going on and the second you needed me to do something I did it. You know I can get in big trouble for hacking something and you didn’t care and neither did I because you needed me. So why the fuck would I do that if I didn’t want you? I have been doing your homework for months and when you come back you are mad because I made a friend? That is all he is a friend.”
“Yeah and you said that me and my other side are different, yet you keep acting like we are the same person and out to get you. I don’t know why he is here. I never know. I didn’t ask for this and I don’t fucking want it, but I have to live with it. If you can’t accept that then just tell me and stop using Jake as an excuse because we both fucking know you know I would never ever cheat on you.”
“Then why the fuck are you constantly putting him first? Even before shit hit the fan you were hanging out with him every time I wanted to come over. I know you two are different but you share the same fucking body. We have ways to get rid of it and you know it. There are medications and even I am on them to keep my bipolar under control. So what now you are telling me that if your alter decides to go and do something with someone else I should just pretend it never happened? How would you feel if you were in my shoes? If I see your alter walking around with someone else I am supposed to be okay with it? We said we would work on it and instead of working on it you have only been hanging out with him. Not even other people you have been hanging out with just him.”
“If it was a group of people or more than one person I wouldn’t fucking care. If I blew off a date with you to hang out with a friend multiple times you would be pissed off too.” He tells him. “You did my homework for a few days. It wasn't the whole month because I have been here. Maybe I don’t fucking want space maybe I just want someone to know that I am not actually okay and I don’t want to be alone. You said we would be able to go on our date and hang out after the project and nothing has happened, nothing.” He says as his claws started to dig into the wall as his hand started to shift.
“Then use your fucking words Henry!” Josh snapped. “How am I supposed to know if you are not okay with any of this if you are talking to me. The only time you came over and said anything was for sex. So yeah of course I thought you were fine. You didn’t even want to be in the hospital with your sister. So yes Henry, I assumed you were handling things. You never gave me a reason not to. You never said there was a problem, so I didn’t think there was. I gave you advice and you said you didn’t want to do that. You are mad that I am not working on getting rid of the other side or me, but yet when I give you advice you don’t take it?”
“How does that make sense? You never should have come back to school after all of that. You should have stayed at home and used your fucking words to tell me you needed me and I would have come to visit. You shouldn’t be here Henry. But you only listen to what you like. So I can stand here all day telling you I would never sleep with Jake, but that’s not good enough for you because the other side said I would. I am not nor have I ever slept with Jake. If you don’t believe me, get out.”
“I came to talk to you and cuddle in between all of this. My sister is gone. She went somewhere else. Why would I need to be home? I came back because I wanted to see you and I even said that and you said ‘well I am busy with Jake but I can come by later’ and I waited. I texted you and got no response.”
“I told you I wasn’t okay when we cuddled. I told you that I just wanted to be with you and you were the one insisting that I leave and stay home. When I was home I texted you multiple times and got no response back. That was why I came back. I let you hang out with your friend because if I didn’t you would say I was just being jealous and kick me out. I use my words and you fucking brush them off and kick me out and I am sick of it.”
“You know I shut down and you know you are the only one that can get me out of it. I am sick of being ignored by everyone and you of all people know me better than anyone else. We grew up together. You know more about me than anyone. You were never like this when we had friends before, never. You still made time for me and now you don’t. When you found out about your alter I was there checking in on you even when you didn’t ask me to because I knew you wouldn’t want to say anything due to your parents.”
“So what is your excuse for not coming by like you said you would? If you forgot about me then just say that. If you didn’t want to be with me then you should just say that. If you prefer to spend time with him over me then fucking say that but don’t tell me you will come see me and never show up.”
“You aren’t the only one going through things Henry. My life and what I am doing matters to. You didn’t even ask me why I had to go back home. All you care about is yourself. You can be so incredibly selfish sometimes. I have literally never had friends before. Most people use me to go to you or the friends I have are your friends who tolerate me because I am your boyfriend. One time I make a friend who likes me for me and doesn’t give a fuck who my boyfriend is and that is a big problem?”
“I am sorry I didn’t put you and your problems first like I always do. I am sorry I can’t read your mind about how sad you are when you leave your family to be here. I am sorry your sister left, when I told you to be there with her and you didn’t want to be. I did respond to every text message you sent so you are lying. I never not text you. I text you all the time about your medicine and to wish you a great day. But again I am so sorry I have things going on in my life that require me to prioritize myself and not you. I am such a terrible person, from now on I will only care about you and what you are feeling. Happy? Now that’s that’s been cleared calm the fuck down.” He said pushing the boy away and pulling up his pants.
“You think I don’t know why you went home? It was because of the fight we had and you wanted a break from everything. Charlie told me about it when I asked him about those pictures you told me about because you weren’t going to tell me.” He tells him.
“Stop lying! You have had friends before that have nothing to do with me. Not everyone used you to get to me. You know anyone who even tried I would kick out of the group. You said this isn’t the first time you have an actual friend and now you are saying it is. He is the ‘only person’ who likes you for you? What the fuck was I then Josh? Before being your boyfriend was I not your friend then? Was I not someone who liked you for who you are? If he is the ‘only person’ then I guess I was just no one.”
He took out his phone and showed him that his messages were delivered and none were sent to him. “There is nothing there. See? Nothing.” Henry tells him before putting his phone away proving he never got any messages. “Out of the entire month I asked for one fucking day. One date. One day to spend as just us without anyone else fucking interrupting. And you know I would ditch my friends to spend time with you because you were more important than them. You are always more important than them.” His eyes turned bright blue.
“I would never put my friends above you regardless of who they were. Never. Even when you were going through what you were going through I would put you first even when you didn’t ask me to because I know you would never ask me to not hang out with them. I chose you because I loved you and wanted you to know I wasn’t going anywhere.”
“Oh my god, yes Henry please tell me my experience with the friends I have. Thank you so much. You are always right. You are the only person who can be right.” He rolled his eyes as he fixed his pants before seeing the phone and pushing it out of his face before pulling out his and showing the countless texts he sent Henry everyday. “But you are the one who is right, right?” He put his phone back in his pocket and shook his head. “You need to leave. Right now. That’s not why I went back home. But yes continue to explain my experience. Since you know everything. Do you ever get tired of trying to be so fucking perfect?”
He listened to Henry’s words and just nodded. “You loved me? Good to know. Didn’t know that love was over, but now I do, so thank you. Please leave now.”
“I use loved in reference to the past situation we were in don’t you dare mix up my words. You are the one being ridiculous. I loved you then and I love you now. You couldn’t even answer me earlier when I asked you if you cared and you deflected. I never said the love was over, those are your words not mine.” He snapped. “You are my fucking imprint Josh. There is no one else I could love or will ever love more than I love you.”
“If you don’t love me then just fucking say so don’t try to put words into my mouth because you know I would do anything for you. I would kill for you if it came down to it.” His eyes darkened and flickered.
“When you use the word loved that means in the past. You know this. You aren’t stupid so don’t use words you know the definition of and then try and make new meanings for. I would never ask you to kill someone for me so you don’t need to take things that far. I definitely don’t need or want that. Thanks though.” Josh just sighed as he shook his head.
“If I didn’t care or love you, you wouldn’t be standing here. I don’t like being yelled at and I certainly don’t like trying to have a conversation with you stroking my dick. I wanted to know what was wrong because I do care, but I am just so tired of fighting right now. So what do you want? Because I feel like if you just say that, it would make this conversation stop going in circles.”
“You wanted to know what was wrong and when I told you, you just said I was being ridiculous. Whenever I hang out with someone from the clubs I am in, I hang out with them with a group of people. I have never brought one person back to my room regardless of who they are. It’s either a group or nothing.”
“I thought we agreed on that before coming here because we could tell the difference between if it was other josh bringing someone back because real you wouldn’t do it. And since you can’t remember your alter that was why we came up with that. Do you not remember that? That was the rule we had in high school.”
“You live right next door, if I planned on cheating I would have gone to his dorm, but I didn’t. Did you even think of that? You are so busy thinking of all the worst possibilities you don’t even look at the good ones. And we were broken up all last year, I didn’t see you or talk to you at school so yes I remember but I have to get used to being with you again. Things changed when we weren’t together. I didn’t think me hanging out with friends would be such a big problem.”
“What do you mean things changed? Your alter told me things changed that you weren’t going to tell me about so what is it? I don’t want whatever it is being dangled over my head by the one person who hates me. I know you wouldn’t cheat on me Josh, I am talking about the other you that hates me. Whenever it’s something bad it is always him doing it to mess with me because he hates me after what happened during our break. It wasn’t a whole year, I would have died if it was.” He mumbled.
“Yeah, well I am just…not in the mindset to talk about all that stuff with you right now. I’m sorry…I just…not today.” Josh said as he looked at the boy. “Are we fine now?”
“No, it's fine. Sorry. You are right I should have told you sooner. I was just too scared…I didn’t want to find…the other you with him.” He tells him before going over and hugging Josh. “I do love you, you know, more than you ever know. That’s why I am so scared to lose you.”
Josh hugged him back before nodding, “Yeah I know. I love you too.” He said before pulling away. “I’m sorry about everything. And your sister leaving…sorry.”
“She left to work on herself so it’s not forever. It’s like what Emmett did but he is…my family is so fucked up. And I am sure you heard about my grandparents remarrying…I am not going to go to that though. I know they want it as stress free as possible.” He sighed. “I should apologize to Jake shouldn’t I? At some point for being an asshole since you want to keep him as a friend.”
“You aren’t going to their wedding? Isn’t that like a big deal to them? And he is what?” He asked before shrugging. “Yeah, maybe later though. Might be nice to give it some time since you did just cuss him out.”
“I mean yeah but I wouldn’t want to go without you there with me. We always talked about how we wanted ours to look.” He smiles. “Mhm him scared of lil’ old me? I am harmless.” Henry jokes.
“You just told me you would kill for me. That’s not harmless.” He laughed before looking at him. “If you want to ask me something…just ask.” He teased.
“Well I mean we sort of missed the wedding but there is an after party that we can go to tomorrow?” He asks with a smile. “Mhm you would have to come as my boyfriend though…I think that might be a perk.”
“Yeah, I will come with you.” He nods before laughing. “Who else would I be there as?”
“Mhm good question. But I know that Charlie is bringing his new boyfriend too. Obviously my parents will be there. My aunts and uncles…we get to dress up though and you know how much I like seeing you in a suit.” He winked before giving the other a kiss.
Josh kissed him back before laughing. “Okay, I think I have one that works.” He smiled before taking the boy's hand and sitting them on his bed. “So tell me, where did your sister go? Is she with Emmett? Did they…I guess run away together?”
Henry sat on the bed with Josh and shook his head as he took the other hand too. “She went to another kingdom to figure out who she is and try to come back stronger. I think if anything David went with her and DJ. I know she can’t be away from my nephew for too long.”
“She wrote that she wasn’t running away with Emmett so I think things went south in that regard. It was weird though when my mom came here. I was asking my dad for advice and my mom snapped at me for feeling how I was feeling. And I guess that kind of just unleashed everything that I was holding back and that led me to your door.” He says as he plays with the others fingers. “What about you? Why did you go home?”
“Well that’s good right? That they aren’t together? I mean I am sure your parents are happy. It might hurt them for a while but did they even really like each other?” He asked before hearing his words. “That’s not too weird. I mean honestly I don’t know how your parents haven’t burned their house down yet with everything they seem to be going through.” He smiled softly before shrugging. “Just needed to take care of few things. Nothing important.”
“Yeah, but I think my brother was in a bit too deep and my sister was probably confused but I am not too sure. I am sure they have tried to burn it down but then again my father built it as a present so…maybe not.”
“You can tell me you know? I know Charlie went to you for help with his new boyfriend or something about E’s. I have never seen him step foot in a library before.”
“I don’t know about that. Hallie was willing to give up her whole family for Emmett. I don’t think Emmett really liked her. I think it was just you know…people have urges. He has never been in love from what you said so it is easy to confuse that new feeling with that. If he loved her, he would have done everything not to get caught. He knew there was a possibility of losing her. He did it in public knowing that he could be caught. That’s not love.”
“I know. I will tell you everything when I am ready. Just not now. I promise.” He smiled.
“Yeah I think he just confused himself. But then again love causes you to do things without thinking sometimes. I also think he thought she would choose him instead of just having to share. Emmett doesn’t like to share and he never has. I had to use Hallie’s toys growing up since Emmett didn’t want me using his from when he was younger.”
“Mhm okay. Take your time.” He tells him as he pulls the other onto his lap missing the feeling of being close to Josh. His arms wrapped around his waist as he rested his head against Josh’s shoulder. “So I take it everything was going well at the library then? Any new books come in yet?”
“Yeah I am sure he thought that, but that again proves he didn’t love her. He expected her to drop her family for him when asking that of anyone is incredibly difficult. When I talked to your grandma about Dylan, the one thing she said is that he never asked her to give up the thing he knew made her happy. Emmett knew Hallie loved David and Dylan knew your grandmother loved Nibs, he didn’t expect her to drop those feelings immediately. That is love.”
Josh felt Henry pulling him to his lap and he nodded, “Yeah it’s fine. A ton of new books actually. People always donate some too, so you should check some out. I am sure there are some that you like.”
“Well the after party of the after party is going to be tomorrow night but I am sure that someone from the kingdom can write the principal explaining the circumstances of us not being here tomorrow. Probably my grandfather.” He shrugged.
“Oh really? They got a ton of them? I will definitely have to take a look when we go back there and maybe hit on that cute boy that works there.” He teases, knowing he was referring to Josh. “The ones people donate don’t tend to be in the nicest of shapes though and some smell. I know you know what I am talking about.”
Josh laughed and just nodded, “Yes, I know what you are talking about but we do work very hard to make sure all the books smell nice and are in good condition. Not everyone can pay for books so we try to make it easy for people to rent or take the donated books.” He smiled.
“Mhm well it’s a good thing we have libraries around then.” He smiles. “You also look really cute when you put on your librarian glasses too.” The teases with a small laugh before kissing Josh’s neck.
“Thank you.” He smiled before looking at him. “Maybe we can buy a gift for your grandparents together? I have a ton of books they might like? But you know them more and what they like.”
“Oh I think they would like that. I am not sure what genre though. The only reading my grandfather does is usually with my grandmother.” He shrugged. “And I think it’s mostly recipes. I know they have a cook but she likes to cook anyway sometimes.”
“Well…” Josh trailed off as he stood up and moved to his closet before taking out a box of books. “These are all the new ones. Do you think they will like any of these?”
“Oh? Let’s see.” He says before going over to look at the box of books. “Well the holidays are coming up…is there one for christmas?” The male asks as he looks through some of them.
Josh nodded as he flipped through the books and pulled out two cookbooks. “Here are two Christmas themed ones. They are really popular.”
“Which one do you think has better recipes?” He asks before looking through them as he tries to figure out which one would be best. “Maybe we should give them both? That way it is one from me and one from you?”
“Yeah I think that’s a great idea. I mean they might like things from both books. It gives them more options.” He smiled before putting the rest of the books away.
“Did you want to spend the night together then? That way we can leave together tomorrow morning for the party.” He tells him as he continues to look through the books.
“Sure I don’t mind.” He smiled as he closed his closet door. “You can sleep over tonight and then I am assuming your parents are picking us up?”
“Actually I am going to rent us a car. I think my dad took my mom somewhere. Unless you rather ride on my back the whole way there.” He smirked with a teasing wink.
“No, I hate flying. I always get sick. I don’t know how you do that.” He laughed before hearing his words. “Your parents went somewhere? Like a trip?”
“Oh that’s right…then rental car it is.” He smiles. “Yeah every time it gets to be too much family wise my dad takes her on a trip to help destress and decompress from everything so she doesn’t get too overwhelmed.” Henry says before going back over to the bed and sitting down.
“Aw that’s sweet. Your dad looks all tough and scary but he is very very sweet to your mom.” He laughs before moving over to the bed. “I think destressing is a great idea.”
“It happened a lot more after my dad finally imprinted on my mom.” He tells him as he pulls Josh onto his lap again. “Mhm and what do you suggest we do to destress, baby?”
“Ah okay.” He nods in understanding before smiling, “I love reading my favorite book cuddled up in my bed. It’s just comforting.” He says before looking at Henry. “What do you do?”
“Sometimes flying around helps me to destress. I just feel the wind and don’t have to worry about much of anything.” He shrugged. “If I can’t fly then I will make myself some hot chocolate and curl up in bed.”
“Well you are free to fly around as much as you want but I will stay down here waiting for you.” He smiled before kissing him softly. “Why don’t we watch a movie and just cuddle. I think that might help you distress too.”
“I think that sounds perfect.” He smiles after kissing the other back and pulls Josh down so that they could cuddle. “What movie should we watch?”
“Don’t you like that dragon movie? I think I have a copy of it here.” He smiled. “But I have to get up to put it on.” He laughed.
“Yes, but I want us to watch something we can both enjoy baby.” He tells him as he reluctantly moves a bit so that Josh could get up and he tucked himself under the covers as he waited.
“I like that movie too or I wouldn’t have it.” He laughed before moving to put the movie on and start it. He turned the lights off and moved back into the bed and cuddled against Henry. “There I am back.”
“That is very true.” He laughed before watching as the other turned off the lights and got back into bed with him. Henry cuddled Josh closer as he gave the other a kiss on the cheek.
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