sick yumes 🌓

inspired by @SickYumes on twt!! only one mod, please be patient! safe space for yumeshippers with darker relationships with their f/os!

[sick-yumes]

--- INTRO.

~​˖⁺. ༶꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦♡꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦~​˖⁺. ༶

hello and welcome to another yumeship confession blog! (shocking ik...)

this is a safe space for any yumeshippers with darker themes in their relationship with their f/o!

run by one mod, 💉💌! i use it/he/they and host a system- so technically there are more mods? we'll collectively post as 💉💌.

here's the blog's strawpage for more info. please read this before submitting a request, as it contains the rules! (you can also submit confessions there <3)

this blog is strictly 13+ at minimum.

dni: anti-endo, anti-alterhuman, zionists, pedo/zoo/necro, minors dni blogs, etc. pro/dark/comshippers are allowed to interact as well as antis but please for my mental state be civil to each other

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tagging system:

bloody-confessions.txt - submissions

syringe-speaks.jpeg - non-submission posts

addition-of-sins.pdf - reblogs ig? those won't be here much tho

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I indulge in fictional villains because i know that being a villain is the wrong thing to do in real life, but i need a way to deal with my pain. Yumeshipping lets me dream about siding with the villains without ever having to hurt a real living human.

So why am i seeing things that equate fans of my f/o to actual criminals who have actually committed violent crimes? The most illegal thing I’ve done is jaywalking in the city. Why can’t i just love my fictional family and the freedom they give me to vent my trauma?

💉💌 - im so sorry this is happening to you anon, as a fellow yume with villain f/os you dont deserve that comparison

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💉💌 - truth nuke

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Gender re affirming my mtf f/o as i make her cry and mock her for ever thinking she could actually " take it like a man" obv ur a girl XD

(t4t)

💉💌 - ykw this is actually fire

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Once I had a terrible week, so to cope I wrote a fic where my f/o awkwardly rejects me, which leads to me being murdered the next day (by some random guy), and for the rest of the story he's falling for me and regretting everything he said that day...

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Hi!!! I’m 🥩 anon!!!

Am I the only one that’s protective as fuck over my f/o’s? Most (of mine) are fully capable if not enthusiastic to defend themselves, physically or not, but I love swooning over the thought of cuddling with one of them, her <3, while covered in the blood of some *bitch* that tried to hurt her. I love it so much~

💉💌 - anon you are NOT the only one im super duper protective over them too

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My f/o wouldn't exist if some gruesome things didn't happen. Whenever people talk about fix-it aus, I think about myself being the type of villain who'd prevent better timeline just for their love. here's the punchline: my f/o would hate that. he is the suffering caused by the main events.

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as much as i love a particular f/o of mine, I hate his canon actions... goong to beat him upside the head and then take care of him gently and softly <3

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Love my f/o, I find them relatable. We're both unlovable. They should remember one thing – they don't need to work on their insecurities. That anybody who'll try to help them is going to betray them. What if they get better, reveal their true self and that person realises that they're not a good fit? Sure, they could make them feel good for a moment, but in the end it's not true love, because it's not forever. But me? Oh, I'm stuck with you, and you're stuck with me. We know we're the only ones who can truly understand each other. If something makes us incompatible, it still means nothing in comparison to our bond.

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Two of my f/os are royalty and everyday I think ab them enforcing policies around me.... they beg and beg me to allow them to give any and all who disrespect me to get the death penalty. They're so sickly obsessed that there's separate places within their chambers specifically meant for me to lock me in. Of course, I have the last say in all of these decisions. They wouldn't dare defy my word, not that they'd want to anyway. Feels less like they're royalty but rather my subjects, easy to bend and will to do my bidding <3

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https://www.tumblr.com/sick-yumes/782933448946073600/this-this-this?source=share

you seriously need to put trigger warnings on posts. ESPECIALLY if you tag them with the main selfship tags. seeing posts like these come up on my feed with no warning is really upsetting and could potentially trigger someone into relapsing. posting about self harm with NO warning on the post itself is pure negligence.

wait i didnt realize i forgot to tag that with warnings i'm actually so sorry. i'll make sure to add those rn

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villain f/o that is beaten up and bullied by s/i so much (bonus if their actions are worse than the villain f/o).. then after their defeat, as much as f/o hated what the s/i did to them...they became weirdly attached and missed s/i.

(This is a bit tame but yeah)

💉💌 - this is NOT tame anon this is actually so fire

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i have a shrine dedicated to one of my f /os!! there’s 213 photos of him and candles that i know he likes ❤️ i sometimes leave offerings for him but i live with some really religious folk so i can’t do that anymore :(

💉💌 - thats actually so cool omfg

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Your f/o leaving bite marks on you

At first they're just simple marks, feeling their teeth sink in so your skin will have permanent markings

But soon your f/o sinking so deep that it's drawing blood

More and more the bite marks become harsher, leaving purple bruises to the point it's becoming hard to hide

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stalker f/o or s/i, but they're very pathetic about it. maybe they're abusing their power to watch the other through security cameras, but they always make excuses to themselves like "it's my job" and "they look so innocent, they NEED more attention". maybe they write down every small detail they can find about their crush, but see nothing wrong with it, because this info was public. slowly they begin to push the line. well, they don't intend to hurt anybody, so it must be fine, they think. when they actually think about hurting someone over their love, they keep it under control, convincing themselves that stalking is what gives them just enough sense of closeness to cope. it's all justified in their head. they are totally not a stalker!

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f/o constantly finding themselves stuck in uncomfortable situations with obsessive s/i who they barely even know. s/i actively tries to fix everything, and they do everything BUT leaving f/o alone. acting like they're close friends and that f/o should just trust them and let s/i comfort them. pretending like they aren't the reason of f/o's discomfort

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s/i who makes their love their whole personality, so when it begins to fade away, they become more intense and keep pushing boundaries, chasing lost feelings. just wanting to feel like it was first time again

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