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there are some things that you really just don’t get over no matter how sure you are that you are over it or how much time has passed and it will always be revealed in your dreams

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the past seems like a whole other lifetime now

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where are you? are you happy now?

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I wake up in the middle of the night and think of you

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I could’ve stayed there forever

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I just wish it had been different

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I worshipped the ground you walked on and it still wasn’t enough

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I think about death

from the moment my eyes open in the morning,

to the moment they close at night,

and in between that,

in my dreams.

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In my dreams you still love me

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I’m doing ok. I’m not haunted by the memory of you anymore, nor am I eaten alive by the loneliness.

You still visit me in my dreams sometimes, though. The only difference is I don’t cry when I wake up anymore.

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I dreamed about the inevitable, and I cried and cried and cried

My dreams [1/?] // @sicksweetlove

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