Heartbeat. Heartbreak

another nonsense world of mine

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another year another milestone to be reached

grateful for every moment spent with and around these devoted, hard-working and talented individuals. almost a month and a half passed and the feeling somewhat lingers.

this post is going to sound like a typical “we did this together - we win this as a team” but i truly want to to cherish each and everyone for putting in the hard work the entire time. some are more involved than others in the process, more attached to the piece, more proud when things come together; while other time, more sensitive to see their own voices that didn’t get much attention or the appreciation as they deserve. 

this is just me appreciating everyone in the vincef iweek 2018 squad. even though this post may never be read and these appreciations may never come across these wonderful people 

but the post is here to stay, so are the feelings.

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deeply thankful for all these people who has been a part of my life and made it a better yet. now that i’m 5ever grateful for each and every individual of these pretty faces, i can definitely say that i have learn pleasant things about ya :>

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Clean Sheet

(n) - specific term for not conceding any goals from the opposite team First clean sheet felt so unreal. Of course, it wouldn't be achievable without solid defense. When was the last I'm having a sense of winning over myself and also feeling relevant for the first time? Not just a fill-in position because no one has the desire to glove up and take hits. A place where they count on you to be their last hope. Putting my heart and my body on the line so this wouldn't the last time I feel concentrated and confident. Better keep this mentality going and consistency in check. Whoops.

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Just quick remark that keepers should be more appreciated. Placing the team on top of everything else and not hesitating to put themselves on the line. Equally important as strikers nonetheless less praised.

Oftentimes “stay in the kitchen and come out with the fire".

H A P P Y

W E D N E S D A Y !

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2015 recollection of useful thoughts

1. Don’t be afraid to die. Be afraid that life is not lived to the fullest. 

2. Kindness goes a long way. Be kind to those around you and you will be certain to receive most beautiful feelings and feedback from the world. 

3. Go grab the chance whenever possible so you don’t regret not knowing the outcome on the deathbed. Even if the result is undesired to call for, I recall feeling fulfilled knowing the solid answer rather spending my life wonder about the what could had happened.

4. Try out new things. You never know what you might be good at and have a burning passion for except that you get your hand dirty.

5. Being content while striving to be better. There’s always room for improvement.

6. Surround yourself with people that you can learn from as learning is continuous process that don’t ever stop unless you do.

7. Say what you meant and mean what you said. Don’t go around throwing tantrum with your temper. 

8. Be mindful of people and look out for your friends. They will be appreciated to know there’s always someone there to back them up regardless your contribution goes unnoticed. Not all trophies are tangible, but you know this kind of trophy can’t be with money.

9. Pay attention to details. That what makes the big picture a whole.

10. PHOTOGRAPHY. PERIOD.

11. Road trips to anywhere or nowhere. Anyone?

12. Oh Mah Allah, how to decorate houses and interior design. Desperate. *gasping for air*

13. People are interesting. Learn the adjectives and ways to describe people and feelings.

14. Drink water. It solves every problem in the world.

15. First, be thankful for the greatest gift, life. Secondly, a normal functional body. Third, use those two listed previously to do the same to the world.

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Sticks are touching but munching has alredy begun

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today was different from yesterday and so will tomorrow as compared to any other day

i’m not overly overwhelmed by the pouring affection that you have for me anymore. because i am slowly adapting the way life operates and everything in it has it own way. very much like my fondness to you

i’m not afraid to publicly proclaim my feelings i have for you (or maybe that how i would like to think of myself, stupidly superior and overconfident ). i never thought of creating an image of my sentimental self and projecting my compassion through random kind acts as a tangible result of getting hardcore “sunstroke” by you

may i learn to cherish and appreciate every moment of you. 

so that i can foster our growth 

and every moves i make

isn’t without purpose or meaning

i feel a sense of direction

when i’m with you

because you are the journey 

as well as the destination to my adventure

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hello december (a.k.a greatest month of the year) with the biggest smile

[boredpanda]

Japanese Photographer Documents The Beauty Of Everyday Life In Japan

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Dem negative space doe

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nửa ngày yêu thương

giữa những ngày cuối hè vẫn còn vương vấn ba tháng rong rủi và vẫn còn đấy sự ngự trị cái nóng oi bức. bỗng chợt nhận ra là mình lạc đâu vô cái xứ xở lao nhao, nơi có cái xóm nhà lá lúc nào cũng chực để cào cấu xe nhau một cách không thương tiếc/ vô nhân đạo 

và cũng từ lúc không rõ nào mình mà cái xóm nhà lá này lại chiếm hữu một cục không nhỏ tâm hồn (cứ tưởng là k thể chinh phục) mà mỗi ngày là một cuộc phiêu lưu đến những chân trời rộng mở. càng đi nhiều bao nhiêu mình mới thấy mình “ì-lít-tơ-rây” bấy nhiêu. 

thế lại mới thấy mình phải cố gắng nhiều để cho bằng chị bằng em bởi vì khách quan mà nhìn nhận thì mình chả là cái cây đinh gì so với mọi ng` cả. cơ mà đấy cũng là thứ cần phải học hỏi.

cốt yếu mà nói thì cái xóm nhà lá này k phải là cái nơi chốn xa hoa phồn vinh mà là một nơi xuề xòa, không câu nệ cũng không trịnh trọng nghiêm trang, nói năng trước sau mà chẳng cần phải sợ sẹt gì, chỉ sợ bị thọc hông móc lốp đến chết trong một cách vinh quang và huy hoàng thôi.

nhìn nó đơn sơ mộc mạc thế chứ đầy ắp tình (chó cắn) người. nội cứ nhìn cái cách mà mọi ng` tranh nhau khí thế để châu đầu vào một nồi nước sôi và nhìn cái gói mì ăn liền một cách thảm thương. bao đấy thì cũng đủ biết là tất cả tình đồng chí và tinh thần quyết chiến quyết thắng nó máu lửa đến cỡ nào.

thật lòng mà nói thì mỗi cái húp sùm sụp của gói mì “dinh dưỡng tột độ” đấy ngon hơn cả sơn hào hải vị từng nếm ở trên những 2,3 châu lục gì mà mình từng đặt chân đến đấy. nghe có vẻ chém gió (vì nó là chém thật) nhưng mà k có mà chém tích cực ra dc từng này thì chắc là luyện công chắc cũng dc chánh quả, sắp lên cõi niết bàn rồi.

tất cả tóm lại mà nói thì cái xóm nhà lá này bựa hết chỗ nói/ếu chịu dc cơ mà nếu k ở đây thì mình còn ở đâu dc cơ chứ.

p/s: đêm khuya gà gáy hót nhảm để mai làm test mà ăn cám là ngậm shiet vào mồm luôn =))

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Greatest fambam in the whole wide world that I would give my complete back. 

But I died a little inside knowing what I want and before I even get to play the hero part.

Then after realizing there are more to it, we grew in each other's care. 

Seeing myself in each and every individuals, I decide not to hold back and give them my all.

There’s nowhere else I’d rather be.

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i guess i should learn how to cook.

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Those who are fail to plan, plan to fail.

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Why is it that whenever I'm try to be good people misunderstood my intention and brought it down to the earth?

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Parents

It's amazing how our parents are the most selfless people we have ever known and yet we don't acknowledge that.

The moment our parents decide to settle down and raise a family under the hood, they gave up their personal freedom and unfulfilled dreams to fuel our dreams. They no longer work for the benefits of themselves but for ours, to better our worlds, our lives and our futures. Little things like that seems obvious to most of us everyday yet we realize that our parents are living and doing what they are doing because of us. Sometimes we just need to credit them what they deserve with a hug or surprise dinner.

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STOP BEING SO FCKING FORGETFUL

stop being so forgetful, will ya?

i'm tired of your shiet after having to realize that you always forget something by the end of the day pissed me off. i can't just cordially ask you not to, but rather be forceful and telling you to keep your mind in check wherever you go and pay attention to what's important. 

nevertheless i know how much you like to have fun, stay alert and caution on what you do know will have place a heavy impact on what you will become in the future. 

the consequence is unavoidable.

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I just need some hardcore console