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We used to create dreams about our future when we were still together, but now I wonder— do those dreams still mean anything?

In the quiet of her room, she sat surrounded by echoes of their past, memories unfolding like the opening scenes of a familiar movie. Each moment played out in her mind— the laughter they shared, the dreams they built together, everything felt so vibrant and alive. As she reminisced, she couldn’t help but wish for him to stay, to take one more chance on what they had. The longing weighed heavily on her heart, filling the space with unspoken words and desperate hopes.

But as the initial warmth of those memories began to fade, reality crept in, bringing a stark clarity she could no longer ignore. The laughter that once filled her days turned into silence, and the colors of their love dulled into shades of gray. She realized that no amount of wishing could change the outcome; their story had reached its painful conclusion. The denial she clung to began to unravel, leaving her feeling lost and heartbroken, trapped in a narrative she didn’t know how to rewrite.

As the weight of the truth settled in, regret filled her thoughts. She questioned every decision, wondering what she could have done differently to keep him by her side. The blame she felt was suffocating, a constant reminder of what she had lost. Yet, in that moment of sorrow, she began to understand that healing takes time. Though their love story had ended, her own journey was still unfolding, and with each passing day, she hoped to find the strength to embrace a new beginning.

July 12nd 2024.

Kamu, yang disana, apa kabar? Sudah lama tidak mendengar kabarmu sejak pertemuan terakhir kita. Sebenarnya pertemuan itu bukanlah pertemuan terakhir kita, masih ada pertemuan lainnya. Namun, pertemuan lainnya itu hanya menjadi kenangan pahit untuk kita berdua, bukan?

“Mengapa sampai sekarang aku masih saja memikirkanmu?”, pertanyaan yang selalu muncul di kepalaku sampai hari ini.

Apakah aku masih menyayangimu?

Apakah aku merindukanmu?

Atau, apakah aku hanya merindukan kenangan kita berdua?

Entah, aku tidak akan pernah bisa menjawab pertanyaan yang muncul di kepalaku ini. Tetapi, jika boleh hatiku yang menjawab pertanyaan itu, hatiku akan menjawab, “Ya, aku masih menyayangimu. Selalu.”

Sialnya, Hidup Harus Tetap Berjalan, tulisan ini aku rangkai saat mendengarkan lagu menyakitkan ini. Gila, bagaimana bisa seseorang menuliskan lagu menyakitkan ini? Bernadya, kamu berhasil membuatku menangis dengan lagu ini karena lagu ini mengingatkanku olehmu.

Benar, aku masih jauh dari kata sembuh.

Dan, benar, aku masih bangun dan harus menerima kenyataan ini semua.

Namun, aku selalu mendoakan kamu untuk selalu bahagia dengan dirimu sendiri dan dengan pilihanmu. Aku selalu menyukai senyuman yang terdapat di wajahmu, sangat manis. Jadi, tolong jangan hapus senyuman itu, ya?

Dariku, yang selalu menyayangimu, ‎♡.

You.

In the garden of our shared moments

A delicate flower has been plucked

Leaving behind a void where once its beauty bloomed

Though time may heal the wounds

The fragrance of their essence lingers

A gentle reminder of the love that forever resides

In the garden of our hearts

April 4th,

From a writer who once loved you most.

weltenwellen

Hanif Abdurraqib, They Can't Kill Us Until They Kill Us

Valentine's Day.

Here goes the Valentine's Day that I sincerely hope I can celebrate with you. And here goes the heartfelt letter I pen amidst the chokehold of Cupid's lovestruck arrows. There could be an endless penning I could write for you to preserve within your embracing arms since these words could never suffice to describe how much of a blessing it is to have you standing by my side (of which I hope it could be forevermore, not only for a year). I may have owed you a token of regret for loving you till the very last breath I had.

However, you were always aware of the blatant truth: I have always loved you.

I should have maintained my word that day, but I couldn't, so here's a toast to that; possibly it's not time for me to carry on and leave the memoirs behind me just yet. (But one day, I swear, I will). Your gentle canoodles became rather dear to me because they have always brought me solace. I have my unchanging adoration towards you. And you know that well. No one could ever replace you.

Revel the Valentine's Day, ♡. From a writer who once loved you most.

brianskangs

(240321) DAY6 x WELCOME TO THE SHOW ✧･ﾟ:* ENDING FAIRIES

You are a blessing to have in my life. I want to thank you for being that one person whom I admire with my whole heart. I think the world of you. Of how genuine your heart and soul are, how you are always there for me when I need it most.

Thank you, for being the one I know I can always rely on. You are always offering a shoulder for me to cry on when I want to. And, you somehow always know how to make me smile. You always know the right thing to say at the right time. I love you for that. I love you for a lot of things, but mostly I love you for being you. For all that you are.

You know no matter how much time has gone by you will always have that special space in my heart, right? I'll think about you a lot and make wishes so that you'll always be happy. Because you deserve it, more than anything. So I need you to look after yourself too, alright? Eat well and don't forget to take your medicines.

Having you in my life is something that I'd cherish for life. But if God forbid, someday in the future we won't be together side by side again, remember that I'll always think so highly of you and wish you the best. Wherever you might be that day, please, please be happy. There's nothing in the world that could make me smile more than knowing you are having the time of your life. And if there's another life where we can meet again, I'd like to be your girlfriend all over again.

I love you so much that my heart could burst sometimes. Thank you for being the person that you are, the best one.

This is the last falsetto I'll ever sing to you,

my great last love.