you seem so down today

[block]

[sigh-eg]

Day 64

I longed for you to call me yours which ever one of you

[sigh-eg]

Day 60

You made my knees weak

[sigh-eg]

Day 59

She was all love because she knew of nothing else

[sigh-eg]

Day 58

You were a 1am sky

[sigh-eg]

Day 57

you loved her and I loved you 

[sigh-eg]

Day 56

On these sick days all I want is you.......in bed, with me, watching Netflix and eating soup and cuddling and nature documentaries and lights burning low and these cars to fill up the white noise in between all the laughs and I want you to tell me you love me...but laying here alone is ok too

[sigh-eg]

Day 55

I found this home in you and here I was left homeless

[wereyoulookingforsomething-deac]

people with mental illness doesn’t always look like soft spoken skinny white girls there are mentally ill people who are large who stutter who can’t form sentences “correctly” who are always drooling who constantly shake who have bad skin who shout who aren’t white who are mean who are angry who are physically disabled who dont/cant talk who you can’t understand who scare you who are what you consider to be “ugly” and that doesn’t make them any less fucking valid or less worthy of your support, respect, and activism

[sigh-eg]

Day 54

we sat in your car still strangers, still longing for each other 

[sigh-eg]

Day 53

you only look at me when hallways are empty and you only kiss me when our half of the world is asleep

[sigh-eg]

Day 52

there you are watching her a daily routine I dreaded to see left me dying knowing she isn't me

[sigh-eg]

Day 51

whenever you're around I feel a surrounding presence that is suffocating at the same time so soothing

[sigh-eg]

Day 50

You could love me in life's other version And I could be the girl of your dreams But here I'll call you names And you could despise the sound of mine

[sigh-eg]

You don’t know it’s been a bad day until you’re home left alone with nothing but the voice inside your head achingly telling you that everything is okay

im not ok

[sigh-eg]

Day 49

Perfectly fine with being your secret

[sigh-eg]

Something in me feels so missing

maybe it's u