Crying drunk in the bathroom

A huge walking shitpost

[ventdetourment]

“… Ok but u didn’t seem traumatized before”

ahah yeah it’s because I was repressing it so that it could age like fine wine and slap me in the face later

[sighsad]

i get so so sad when i look at myself in the mirror :/

[zayngf]

i love being in bed like yea everything is terrible but at least i’m in bed

[sighsad]

GIRL CULTURE is waking up with TEARS IN YOUR EYES bc u are NOT EXCITED about having to live another TIRESOME day

[sighsad]

brb I'm gonna get a New Piercing to feel momentary excitement about my appearance until I start to dread my looks again 

[sighsad]

Mr. cop, please, i beg of you... this is only my humble weed.... for emotional support,, please....

[sighsad]

do u ever remember who u are and what u've said/done and u just... *gags*

[ryebreadgf]

god said let's give this bitch so much self awareness it's going to stop her from doing literally anything

[sighsad]

yeah, sex is cool and all, but have you ever felt loved unconditionally in the same way that you love other people?

me neither, pass the bong

[sighsad]

Thinking that ur fav person is Losing Interest in You is like waiting to be executed publicly. the ANTICIPATION, the NERVES, the never ending FEELING OF GUILT... immaculate

[bddiaries]

i see all the other girls with their feminine delicate features: their slender hands and fingers, smooth skin, small straight button nose, big eyes, long eyelashes, smooth thick silky hair, narrow jawline and heart shaped face. i feel this intense disconnect. we’re supposed to both be women but i feel like we’re not even the same species. me with my small hooded eyes complete with purple eyebags, wide hooked nose, acne and scar ridden skin, short pudgy fingers, fine frizzy stringy hair, chubby cheeks, oval shaped face with a wide jaw. i seem to be the complete opposite of them. does this mean i’m the opposite of feminine beauty? i can’t even call myself an ugly ducking, a ducking is too cute. no, i’m more like an ugly warthog, and every other girl is a beautiful swan.

[hellslittlestangel]

I hope someone will actually think that I’m good enough for them one day

[impaled]

[toofemmetofunction]

[l77l77ll]

people will push you away and say you gave up on them

[sighsad]

Tag urself challenge, im people

[sadboiblues]

I wish so badly that I knew what I looked like from fresh eyes and not my own. I wish I could know when people were being honest with me. I wish I wasn’t so hard on myself because I consider judging someone by their looks one of the most shallow things ever yet I do it to myself. Like, what the fuck? What kind of sick irony is that.

I flip-flop between not giving a shit about being unattractive and thinking I deserve nothing because of it. I feel safest with people who know me because they see beyond this crooked scribble of a flesh suit.

What do I look like? I know it doesn’t fucking matter but what do I look like?? holy shit

[rubyblush]

me: chilling, minding my own business

body dysmorphia: hey bitch u look like this