Im A Beacon Of Sin

Archiving things I would never post on main (And posing 3D models) - Yes this is a kink blog, leave me alone - If you don't like it, just block the content and leave She/They(?) - 25

[siineko]

Intro Post?

Hii! Might as well make this post since this is the one (1) place where I get to unleash my full self on the internet-

For the sake of this blog, I’m Siineko!~

I’m a 18+ (24) girl- Maybe Demi-Girl(?), idk,, I’m figuring it out still

I uhhh reblog mainly emetophilia things because my brain decided to like that kind of thing, I guess, and there’s no way in hell I’m letting any of that reach my main blog lmao

I’m Demi/Asexual- and though I mainly normally(?) like guys,, I’ve found that girls, in general, and especially in these vids,, are just 👌👌👌 also all in between are wonderful and attractive, so honestly I view my sexuality as a giant “????” At least at the moment

Well,, uhhh, if you have found this blog, you are probably as Weird as I am, so enjoy your stay! :D

I’m also a bit on the shy/anxious side, but if you *do* happen to have any questions,, I will be here~

Also I’m sure this goes without saying in this community, but please don’t reblog my posts to non-kink blogs ;;

Oh and no offence to minors but I will block any I see- If you want to come back when you are over 18, please do, but do not interact with my content if you aren’t...

And if you see anything relating to me on other blogs ever, no you didn’t.  Besides @siinchantwo, because I made that blog to specifically be the “main blog” that connects to this one, as I didn’t want my actual main anywhere near here lmao

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Pixiv Link (Mainly for archiving/NSFW content that Tumblr doesn’t like): https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/76244003

Twitter Link (For One-Off characters/Short Content) (Privated, so feel free to request following it!): https://twitter.com/Siinneko

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FAQ (Will add questions as they pop up) - “What program do you use to make models/Pictures?”      - I use the game “Koikatsu” for character models and their “Character Studio” for making pics/scenarios!

- “When will you post?” / “Its been awhile” / Etc.      - You see, the Fun Part™ about running this blog as a Demi/Gray Ace is that I will have sudden bursts of inspiration, followed by varying periods of no content at all- Sometimes I’m just,, not interested in making things, and it doesn’t matter what ideas people send in, but I just will only make content when I’m (1) - Completely in the Mood to do so, and (2) - When I know that no one in my irl life is going to be close enough by me to actually see what I’m doing, because I’d reeeeeaaaaaallly rather not ANY chances of that happening. (Hence why most of my posts here are really late at night in my time zone, lmao)

[siineko]

Motivation/desire is WEIRD because the only things my brain wants to focus on in terms of -gestures vaguely at blog- ...just-

1 (A) - Fandom I just got back into, and I KNOW that fics exist/I Don't Remember Who Wrote them/One of the blogs that had The Good Shit (correct character in the Suffering Chair) poofed out of existence (Also no- I don't wanna write for it myself- I have no Good Ideas about it that don't involve my fun little personal OC for plot reasons- Why won't I write for her? See Bullet Point #2)

1 (B) - SO MANY PEOPLE who write for that fandom pick the character who I Do NOT give a shit about. I KNOW he's low hanging fruit because [canon redacted] but like. I do not care for him- More fics of the pretttyyyy one getting his day ruined please <3

2 - OCs of mine that are my MAIN OCs and I leave them off of this blog on purpose because nah man I don't need anyone connecting my main to THIS

In conclusion

[siineko]

Did you still active? Or you changed platform to post your works?

I mean- Technically I'm around, but I haven't had proper motivation for new things-

[siineko]

What do Rio and Kira's voices sound like?

You know, I've never thought about how to describe their voices- May eventually do one of those Voice Claim things by giving an example of someone they'd sound close to, but for now, if I were to describe

Kira: Higher pitched (not in a squeaky way, but Very Girly ✨), bubbly/energetic way of speaking

Rio: Lower, androgynous (leans slightly more feminine in pitch though, regardless of how they may or may not want it)- Calm/level tone

A lot of Opposites Attract energy w/ them

But yea, sorry if its not exactly the answer you were looking for? I hear them clearly in my head when I write them, but I have trouble figuring out how to word what I'm hearing

[siineko]

Just wanted to say I love the other anon’s ask about the nurse’s office fic. Also I just wanted to let you know your fics are amazing and they have helped me discover so much about my sexuality. I’m so grateful to you. ❤️

Thank you so much!! I'm so glad you enjoy them 😊

I wish I had more time/energy to do some more of these more frequently tbh

irl/college stuff has been getting in the way though which is. a hassle.

[siineko]

Hey its the story anon again, what your favorite cause of sickness

Ah!

Well, to start- I *did* fill out this list someone made, so I'm gonna start with that before any explaining--

Generally, especially for my stories, my main thing is, I like the often sudden/unexpected/uncontrollable kinds (I mean yea, characters like Milo still exist, who clearly will induce it for his own means, but especially once I flesh things out better, he has his own plotline and character arc to go through regarding that)

Even in content I watch, I like more natural reasons, or hell even "uh oh, we may have intended this, but its still happening semi-naturally" ex. no fingers/meds/etc.

Meanwhile, idk why, just a lot of the pain reasons or completely self induced reasons just- don't click for me- just doesn't spark in the same way, if that makes sense?

So yea- I like the more unpredictable (for the characters) moments, or ones where the plot of the situation gives them more conflict (in public/busy and they don't have time to stop/in the middle of something else/even Wanting to induce it *stares at Milo* but going further than intended)

I can't explain why, but it feels more fun to write/make content about, I guess?

[siineko]

ok not *actually* answering this ask officially yet, but I did want to point it out since I'm already answering asks-

Anon I see you- I actually know what character I'm gonna use/generally how to start it- but I'm mentally working on some details, so its not ready yet

[siineko]

Whats your favorite story that youve written

Hm.

That's actually a really difficult question- If I had to pick one, I'd probably say this one?

As for my reasoning, I know that my main struggle in making new content is finding the mix of motivation + Trying to figure out the direction I want to take these characters + wanting JUST enough plot for it to not just be "uh oh, character #4 is sick in x place"- and I feel like that one's gentle plot nudging, mixed with a relatively interesting setting, was going in a direction that I enjoyed writing-

I just. um. am having enough writer block that more like it has been hard, and as I typically think of at least *some* reasoning for the situation in my head as I use the editor, not having a general story in mind makes it hard to actually make the content

[siineko]

Has Kiara ever gotten carsick before

For Kira? Not really-

[pvke-princess]

poor angel sounds so nauseous 🥺🥺

such a good natural sickie emeto audio 💗

[siineko]

if it isn't too much of a bother, could you put a read more on your posts that have lots of images?

Sure! Idk when my next one will be, but I can try to see if editing them works

Some of the things on the editor didn't work right before, which is why they weren't already, but now that the new post editor actually functions on my blog, I'll check to see now-

[siineko]

Ok! Reblogging to say I think it worked? I mean, let me know if it didn't, of course, but I think all the "read more"s went through

[siineko]

if it isn't too much of a bother, could you put a read more on your posts that have lots of images?

Sure! Idk when my next one will be, but I can try to see if editing them works

Some of the things on the editor didn't work right before, which is why they weren't already, but now that the new post editor actually functions on my blog, I'll check to see now-

[siineko]

pstpst- I swear I'm not dead (And I'm SO sorry to the two requests in my inbox) but irl things + brain has gotten in the way- I'll make content once I can find the time . . .

[siineko]

How does emma usally get to places due to her motion sickness being so bad

If she can plan things properly w/ timing, meds, etc. she can manage pretty ok-

Also- on top of that, it depends on who's driving- If its a friend who she knows can drive safely/calmly, a lot of it isn't as bad- but you can't exactly micromanage the driving for public transport Hence why in her own debut post, a lot of her initial internal angst could be boiled down to a mix of "damn, sucks that none of my friends could have actually taken me back instead of this train-" and "wow I should have planned this better, because if I knew I was taking said train, I would have prepped better and been more careful w/ food"

So yea, longer trips for her take a LOT more effort than your typical, everyday person- Hell, honestly, most things near her are within walking/biking distance so she uses it as her excuse for some exercise at least-

[siineko]

Do you post on your Twitter often?

I meant to and then forgot about it, really-

[siineko]

Hey so guys, about my last reblog- you guys HAVE to try that new generator. I keep trying it with slightly more complex characters/scenarios each time and it keeps managing to keep up! It's really cool!!

[siineko]

Would love to see two characters who are both feeling bloated, perhaps in bed? Your work is amazing btw :)

Ooh~ Sounds nice for once I drag my brain into doing more content besides the little bits of things that pop into my head- noting it for later Also, thank you!