[thearmyofgrunge]

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[thepersonalquotes]

[blowedd]

[euesworld]

"Your eyes are as beautiful as your smile which is a reflection of your soul, windows if you will.."

And that is why my heart spills this ink, beauty such as you will always makes me weak - eUë

[depresion-quotes]

They say killing yourself is selfish… because then all you’re doing is putting your problems at onto someone else, but I almost feel it’s selfish to hurt just because I don’t want anyone else to hurt.. why is it that I have to have sleepless night full of crying just because I don’t want anyone else to have sleepless nights wondering what they could’ve done to save me when it wasn’t their fault in the first place.. I think about killing myself all the time, I won’t do it.. but fuck I dream of it sometimes, we live in a world where we wake up to the same mundane routine just to hope to have enough to pass something off to our next generation if we even decide to have the next generation of us.. I’ve told people I’m not happy and that I don’t wanna be here and it’s always “but Cameron you’re so funny and all you do is bring joy to everyone’s heart” and yeah of course I do why would I want anyone to feel as low as I do all of the time… it’s always “but what are you depressed about you have a job and a girlfriend and a place to live?” I just, I guess I expected more out of life… the worlds an ugly place people die every day people get kidnapped sold into human trafficking and you expect me to find joy in the little things when there’s so many big problems with the world.

-C

[depresion-quotes]

It’s sad the only good reasons I’ve heard not to kill myself are just other peoples feelings

-C

[heartofmuse]

I arrived in the deep silence of a spring night and tenderly embraced you with the warm breath of my love, and so I also left without saying a word when the leaves had already fallen from the trees and there was nothing but winter between us.

e.v.e.

[in-my-attic]

I’m not sure why I hide my arms.

There are no scars,

no marks,

or anything else unusual.

I guess

I just got used to hiding myself

within the soft fabric embrace

of too-big sweaters.

Whatever the reason,

whenever it started,

now I pull the ends of sleeves

down over my hands,

and short sleeves leave me feeling

exposed and vulnerable.

But today I stretched my arms out

across the table,

and let my sleeves roll up just past

the tangle of bracelets on my wrists,

and I let you put your hands over mine.

It might not have looked like much to you,

but it felt like a damn victory to me.

[flowerytale]

Susan Sontag, from “Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1963″

[broken-from-memories]

i just want someone to want me, like to want to be in my life and would be willing to do anything to make that happen :( why am I never enough, why won't i ever be enough.

[iglovequotes]

[kinda-sad-but-hella-rad]

having depression and anxiety is so conflicting because

its wanting to do everything, but wanting to do nothing at all

its wanting to score high on a test, but not having the energy to study

its being afraid to lose your best friends, but not having the energy to hang out with them

its sitting in your bed at 3 in the morning worrying about the future you dont even want to have. 

[toogaay]

Last one hits hard

[curfola-blog-blog]

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[konoko]

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