when your best friend dresses up as leatherface for a costume party or when you find out steve harrington looks insanely good in a suit with a chainsaw in his hands.
warnings: MDNI! not proofread (sorry, I accidentally deleted this and I had to rewrite it and just gave up proofreading), chainsaw l can't stop thinking about that terrible gif of the texas chainsaw massacre 2 after I saw Steve with one), afab reader, reader is shorter than steve, rovickie, petnames, porn with a tiny bit of plot, softdom!steve, rough? sex, praise, degradation, choking, oral (m receiving + road head), fingering, bondage, hair pulling, penetration (p in v), backshots, multiple orgasms, a little bit of aftercare
It was nice to help out Steve and Robin at WSQK; you almost felt like a secret agent.
It would be better if some progress was being made, though.
You still remember vividly how it went last year, when Steve sat you down to explain why he hadn’t talked to you in a week and why the city was split in four. You remember how he told you not to get involved, that you didn’t have to, that he only told you to protect you and not invite you into the mess.
You told him you didn’t care, that even if it was terrifying, you wouldn’t be able to sleep at night knowing you weren’t doing anything.
Then, eventually, Steve gave in. After being so overprotective of you during your entire friendship, he came to realize you could fend for yourself almost better than he could defend you.
Another good thing about being Steve’s friend after all these years was that you could laugh about all the “popular kids” class reunions he’d get invited to—and there were a lot.
So when you were both in the hospital’s waiting room while Robin was with Vickie, and he told you he’d been invited to something on Friday and probably wasn’t going, you weren’t surprised.
“It’s like a costume thing, can you believe it?” he scoffed.
“It’s spring, for fuck’s sake.”
“Don’t try to come off like you’re morally superior, Steve,” you reply, grabbing the water bottle from his hands and taking a sip. “I like costume parties. If the people there weren’t so evil, I’d tell you it would be fun. You have that one you didn’t use last year!”
“Come with me, then,” he answers, like it’s the simplest thing in the world.
“Steve, I’m not crashing a party in this day and age. I’m not sixteen anymore,” you laugh at the suggestion.
“No, I mean—come with me. I’m inviting you,” he says, looking at you and furrowing his brows.
“Seriously?”
“Seriously. Come on, it’ll be fun. I’d hate it without you.”
“Okay, then,” you smile while your heart pounds. “Guess I have to find myself a costume now?”
It was no surprise when you figured out you were falling for Steve a few months before. You thought you’d get over it. He was your friend; it wasn’t like it was ever going to happen. Plus, you weren’t even his type.
But as time passed, it didn’t seem to go away. The feeling only got stronger. You’d get nervous over the stupidest things. The hugs you’d been giving for years started making your heart pound. The way he’d lead you around by your back became one of your biggest turn-ons. Wearing his clothes now felt like subtle domination.
And you loved every second of it. You also hated it.
You hated how it wouldn’t happen, how it couldn’t happen. You hated that he could never know that he had you, that you were fully his.
You started wondering if these feelings had always been there, if you’d only started to realize how real they were now. When you first became friends with Steve and he’d casually brush his hand over your thigh or let a touch linger, you’d always feel like your world was collapsing (in the most delicious way)—but that was probably just nothing, right? You were making it weird.
Then Friday came around. You had put together the best Dorothy outfit you could find. You had an old pair of red Converse shoes and used those as your ruby slippers. You wore the dress from when you acted in Oklahoma! at school a few years before; it had just gotten a bit shorter, almost a palm above the knees. You just had to find a picnic basket to pair with your stuffed puppy, and you were done.
For some reason, Steve didn’t want to tell you what he was dressing up as, so when he knocked on your door and you opened it to see him in a suit with a chainsaw in his hand, you froze.
“Is that real?” you asked, your heart pounding, because that definitely didn’t look like a toy.
“No. Surprised me the first time too. Isn’t it cool? It’s Dustin’s,” he said, waving it around. You swallowed hard—maybe the suit was a bit much for you. “I just need your help drawing scars on my face. Couldn’t get the mask. Can I come in?”
“Sure.” You closed the door behind him. “Robin’s not home, so I have the house to myself tonight.” That wasn’t rare lately—she was with Vickie a lot and often left you alone at home, which usually turned into a movie night with Steve. You really should be thanking her; you almost always fell asleep in Steve’s arms halfway through the film.
“There’s eyeliner in my room.” He followed you and sat on the bed as soon as he entered, watching you as you grabbed it from the vanity and stood in front of him.
“I like your dress,” he said, tugging at the hem to bring you closer. You stepped forward and watched him play with the fabric; it was nice seeing him from this angle. He suddenly looked up, his gaze landing directly on your breasts because of the way he was sitting.
“Steve,” you murmured. It barely came out as a sound.
He hummed in response, distracted, before lifting his eyes to meet yours. “Tilt your head up for me?”
Your non-dominant hand slid to the back of his head, fingers curling into his hair as you guided him. The contact felt too intimate, too natural. You focused on the eyeliner, on the careful lines of the scars you were drawing, but every time you looked at him, his eyes were already on you.
His skin was warm under your fingers. His cologne seemed stronger than usual—clean and familiar and dizzying. You knew you’d smell like him all night, and the thought sent a shiver through you.
“I think you’re good,” you said quietly.
As you pulled back, he caught your wrist. Not tight. Just enough.
“Thanks, honey.” His thumb brushed your pulse. “You okay?”
He’d been doing that lately—pet names, soft touches, like they didn’t mean anything. Like they didn’t undo you completely.
“Yeah,” you said, forcing a smile. “I’m fine. Wanna go?”
He released you and turned to the mirror, and you took a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding.
When he parked near the host’s house, the music was already spilling out onto the street—laughter, voices, a life you’d never really been part of. You watched him through the windshield and saw him at seventeen, slipping easily into rooms like this. It was strange how someone so different from you could feel like home. Stranger still how much you wanted him.
“Toto,” he said lightly, nodding toward your stuffed animal, “I’ve a feeling we’re not in Kansas anymore.”
You laughed, startled, and didn’t even notice him get out of the car until he opened your door.
Inside, the noise swallowed you whole. As you stepped closer to him, you leaned in and spoke softly, your lips just brushing his ear.
“Now I know we’re not in Kansas.”
He stilled beside you.
Just for a second.
The rest of the night went on like you thought it would. You stayed by Steve’s side as he made small talk to people he used to be close to and occasionally participated in conversations.
You both decided not to drink. It was fun for you to watch the people around you get drunker by the hour.
All was going well until a girl came up to talk to him. She was clearly flirting, and you thought it’d be better to leave him be, so you told him you were going to freshen up and get some water and quickly left.
As you were going from the bathroom to the kitchen, a guy came up to you. You remembered him from school, Kyle. He was in some of the same classes as you.
“Hi, do I know you? What’s your name?” He questioned, moving near you.
“We had class together in school.” You replied, taking a small step back and seeing he was blocking your way. His breath smelled like cheap whiskey.
“That’s weird, I don’t think I’d ever let someone like you go by unnoticed.”
“Someone like me?”
“Well, you’re fucking hot, sweetheart.” He slurred his words, and as you were trying to think of something to say, you felt a familiar pair of hands holding your waist from behind.
“She’s not interested, bud. Let’s get moving.” Steve said to him firmly.
“Steve, I don’t—“ he tried to question but was quickly interrupted.
“She’s with me, pal. You’re free to go.” He stated, making Kyle quickly leave. “That guy’s an asshole,” Steve muttered.
“Thanks for intervening. You didn’t have to. I could’ve handled him on my own.” You looked at him, but it was almost like something had changed in his eyes. You didn’t know what until he said it.
“I’m sure you could’ve, baby.” He squinted his eyes and smiled. “Listen, I’m about to do something very stupid.” He said, grabbing you by the hand and dragging you back to the bathroom with him, locking the door behind him once he came in.
He pulled you closer, you could feel his breath fanning on your face, his hands were gripping your waist and everything felt so surprisingly new.
“I was going to wait, but I don’t think I can handle it any longer.” He blurted out, you nodded in answer and that was all he needed.
Steve locked his lips to yours, bringing his right hand to the back of your neck and his left to cup your ass, squeezing as he pulled away for a second. “I didn’t want it to be like this—“ he whispered against your lips as you parted them, going back in with his tongue and using it to lick yours.
His hands roamed all over your body, squeezing and grabbing every single part he could. Your hands went straight to his hair and his jawline, trying to bring him as close as possible while your hips rutted against his.
“I’ve wanted you for so long.” He growled against your neck as he started to bite and kiss it, probably leaving marks.
Marks that meant you were his.
“Let’s go. Now.” He ordered, pulling away and fixing your dress, which was hiked up, making you look presentable enough to leave the bathroom and Irish goodbye.
The seven-minute car drive back to your house seemed like forever, especially with his hand on your upper thigh.
“Steve..." you whispered as his pinky finger grazed your clothed pussy. You knew exactly what you were going to do next. He stopped at a red light. It was late, and the streets were basically empty. You took off your seat belt and leaned closer to him. As soon as he looked at you, you locked your lips with his. His tongue was quick to enter your mouth, tasting the scotch you had been drinking earlier. Your lips quickly headed to his neck, your hand palming him through his pants, making him harder.
“What are you doing?" he asks you when the light goes green and you're still kissing his neck. He knew damn well what you were doing.
“Just drive, Stevie. ‘Want you so bad." He scoffs and steps on the gas pedal. You undo his belt and unbutton his pants. He sighs and swears under his breath. You smile at him, hand entering his underwear and stroking his dick. You could’ve never imagined he was this fucking big. He spreads his legs a bit, trying to readjust his position. His knuckles turned white as he gripped the wheel firmly, eyes darting from you to the road in front of him.
You slowly darted your tongue out, licking the tip and collecting precum.
“Shit.” He hissed once you flattened your tongue against him and swiped it along his length. You slowly took him in your mouth.
The groan he let out once you took him as far as you could is perfect, his head hitting back on the headrest as he struggled to keep his focus. The feeling of your mouth sure made driving way better for him.
You bobbed your head up and down along his shaft, you could see he was trying his best not to thrust into your mouth.
“Stop. Get off now.” He said with a moan.
“Is everything alright? Did I do something wrong?” You ask, worried.
“No, the opposite of that, baby,” he explained, his hand back on your upper thigh, “I just wanna finish all over your ass tonight.”
You could feel your underwear get wetter by the second.
Once you got home, you barely made it to the front door.
Steve pushed you on your back against the wood, his hands on both sides of your body. His tongue entered your mouth while you tried to put the key in without looking and failed miserably.
You turned around to open the door, but he just glued his hips to your ass, pulling you closer so you’d feel his erection. Your dress hiked up as he bit on your neck and shoulders, and you moaned.
Once you finally got the door open, you came in tripping, and he closed the door behind you with his foot, quickly taking off his shoes and tossing his blazer on the floor.
You took off your shoes on your way to your room, leaving them discarded on the hallway as you walked quickly, until you felt a tug on your pigtails.
“Wait for me, princess.” He said, quickly lifting you up, making you laugh and carrying you to the bed.
He tossed you onto the mattress and got on it, his right knee between your legs as he took off his tie.
He kissed you again, like he could never get enough of your taste. It was like Steve Harrington had been starving all his life and the only satiate him was you.
He held your wrists with his left hand while he tied the tie around them, looking into your eyes and giving your forehead a quick peck.
He hummed, “I’ve always wanted to see you like this. You’re so fucking pretty, baby.” He brought his lips to your neck, sucking hard and kissing his way to your collar while he lowered your dress, showing your breasts.
“I think you’re the prettiest thing I’ve ever seen.” He muttered, lowering his mouth and closing it around your left nipple, making your back arch as he pinched the other one.
You gasp, your whole body shivering under him. Steve chuckles, grinding down on you lightly, taking pleasure in the mewl you let out. "You have no idea how long l've wanted you." You whisper, causing him to groan
"Please fuck me, Steve." You whine, eyes shut.
He chuckles, intending on making you work a little harder for it. "So needy, hm?" he hums, smiling as you feel your face getting hotter by the second. "You want my cock?" he asks, grabbing your jaw softly. Your eyes open and you whimper as he kisses you. He reaches down to slip a hand into your waistband, fingers fluttering over your core.
"Please, please," you mumble, bucking into his hand. He chuckles, slipping his hand under your underwear and swirling his fingers through your wet pussy. "So wet, all for me?" he asks, watching you as he teases your clit with his fingertip. You nod and he grins, amazed at the immediate change in confidence that you'd had minutes ago in the car. Now you're a moaning mess, desperate for him, and he loves it.
"Keep being a good girl for me, and you'll get what you want, okay?" he mutters, thumb rubbing your bottom lip.
You open your mouth, and he slips two of his fingers in, groaning as you suck eagerly on them, your tongue swirling around. He pulls your dress off with your help as you lift your hips. Then he pulls your underwear to the side, slipping his middle finger immediately into your warmth. He feels you clench slightly around him as you moan and he thinks he's never seen anything so hot in his entire life.
"So good," he mutters, pumping his finger before adding another, palming himself as he grows fully hard, watching your reactions. "So perfect and ready for me."
His thumb rubs your clit, and you try to cover your mouth with your forearm, groaning loudly. "Nope. None of that, baby. I want to hear how good I'm making you feel!" He says, holding your hands back up, smirking as he sees your eyes roll back in pleasure. "You're being such a good girl."
You moan loudly at his words, and he smirks, not surprised you've got such a thing for praise. He takes note of that and curls his fingers as he pumps into you.
He feels you clenching and leans down, replacing his thumb with his lips to flick your clit with his tongue.
"Steve, I'm gonna.." you say with your hands threaded through his hair. He just pumps harder, and he feels you clench around him as you cum.
He crawls on top of you, his lips locking against yours as he licks your tongue with his, rutting into you a few times before pulling back and helping you take off your underwear.
He's pulling himself out of his pants, and you swallow your own saliva, resisting the shocked face that threatens to creep onto you when you have a better view of how big he is. You moan as you watch him pump himself, tossing his belt on the other side of the room.
He grins as he looks at you, "So good for me, my pretty girl. You want me to fuck you now?" he asks, and you eagerly pull yourself up to your elbows, "Yes, please fuck me."
He hums, pushing his cock against your slit, the tip rubbing your sensitive clit and making you moan sharply.
He continues to tease you, one hand on his cock and the other holding your waist. "Use me, please." You whisper in his ear, holding him to you in the space between your arms, your tied wrists around the back of his neck.
He lets out a sharp breath, his hand snaking to your neck and pushing you back onto the mattress. "You want me to use you?" he asks, thrusting against you slowly, teasing your slit. "Like my little plaything?"
"Yes, god, Steve, please-" but then he's sliding into you all at once, his large cock stretching you as he moves his hips, sheathing into you. You feel so full that all you can do is gasp, Steve kissing your forehead as his hand rests on your throat. "And you're gonna be good for me, right? My good little cockslut."
You nod, "just for you." You say, and he smiles. He starts to pull out, easing back in and starting a shallow rhythm, getting you used to his size. You're euphoric as he starts to slowly pump into you, one hand around your neck and the other on your chest, palming your tit.
He starts thrusting into you, picking up speed - rough and fast. His hips buck up against you, pulling back fully before filling you up. His thumb gently grazes your sensitive clit, and you close your fists, nails digging into your palm.
"Did you think about how it'd feel to get fucked by me, baby?" he whispers in your ear as he pounds you into the mattress.
"Yes, I've wanted you for so long," you trail off into a moan. "Feels so good"" You mutter, panting, words babbling from your mouth incoherently.
You barely have a warning before you cum a second time, clenching so hard that Steve's hips stutter, his moan ringing with your own. He looks down at you, thumb trailing into your open mouth, you eagerly sucking on it like a lollipop. "God, you're so tight, doll. Such a good little slut for me. I bet you'd let me do anything to you, anywhere."
Your legs are shaking as he keeps thrusting you through your orgasm, feeling sensitive and euphoric. He smirks, "Yeah? Bet you'd let me fuck you anywhere, just my little fuck toy. So perfect for me.!'
You nod, kissing him needily, tears from oversensitivity pricking your eyes. "Want you filling me up, feels so good."
"Anywhere?" he asks, eyebrows furrowed in pleasure as he fucks into you. He's so possessive, it makes your face warm. You nod, "Anywhere."
Then Steve pulls out of you, and you're being flipped onto your knees, Steve's large hand pushing your face towards the soft sheets. You can't help the moans that escape you as he spits onto your dripping cunt, fingers playing with your used pussy as you moan, sensitive and still desperate.
"Pretty baby, all fucked out. Can you take one more?" he asks, hands roaming your ass. you nod, yelping gently when a hand smacks down on your ass.
"Can you take one more?" he asks. "Yes!" you moan into the mattress with need. He mutters, "Good girl." As he pushes into you, the new angle making you moan loudly.
With every thrust, he pushes you down on the mattress, making you grip the pillow with pleasure, which takes a lot of effort. One of his hands drops down to rub your clit, and you buck needily against his touch. After only a few minutes, the combination of the snap of his hips, the few slaps on your ass, and his hands on your clit push you over the edge, clenching around his cock as you whimper. Your legs barely stay up after you cum, and his arm wraps around you to hold you as he pounds into you, chasing his own high.
"Yes, my pretty girl, so good." He praises again, hips speeding up. You think he's close because his breathing is faster, hands gripping your hips hard as he kisses down your spine, "Take it." He whispers onto your back as he finally cums, pulling out and finishing on your ass and lower back, moaning lightly.
You can't believe what just happened as Steve disappears, returning at the speed of light with a damp washcloth to clean you off. You blush at how sweet the gesture is before he falls next to you on the bed, sighing.
"I didn't expect that." He laughed as he untied your wrists, kissing them where his tie was before.
You laugh, "neither did I. I thought I was coming home to an empty house and some takeout from yesterday."
He's staring at you, a smirk on his face. "I'd apologize, but holy fuck, you look so pretty when you cum." You don't know what to say, feeling hot as you roll your eyes with a grin. He laughs and kisses you. "You're cute, you know."
"Say you." You mutter against his lips. You thank god Robin won't be back soon as you watch your best friend rise, naked, from beside you and grab a hoodie he left with you and shorts he forgot at your home from your closet, throwing them on before handing you his own button-up to wear.
"Next time we do this, I'm paying for dinner before, okay, baby?" He smiled against your lips.
"It's a date." You gave him a peck as he got up to grab you something to eat.
"So, lasagna?" he asks. You laugh as you stand on shaky legs, buttoning the middle buttons of the shirt.
STEVE HARRINGTON stands in the middle of your pastel rug, sleeves rolled to his elbows, hair still damp from the shower he took in your tiny bathroom just to “get the garage smell off.” his eyes haven’t left you once since he locked the door.
you’re sitting on the edge of your bed in that soft cotton sleep set you usually wear alone — the one with the little strawberries printed across the shorts.
he likes the little set. you can tell by the way his jaw keeps flexing.
“look at me when m’talking to you, sweetheart,” he says, voice low, almost gentle. the gentleness is worse than yelling.
your eyes snap up. he’s already undoing his belt, slow, deliberate, the metal clinking like a warning bell.
“you still sleep with the little nightlight shaped like a fucking cloud?” he asks, nodding toward the corner. “that’s cute. makes me wanna ruin you even more.”
heat crawls up your throat. you try to answer but your tongue feels too big.
he steps closer until his knees brush yours. then he crouches, eye level, thumb dragging across your bottom lip until it catches on the corner of your mouth.
he spits — not politely, not a delicate string. it’s thick, messy, landing heavy on your tongue. you flinch at the wet heat of it.
“swallow,” he murmurs. “good girl. see? already learning.”
his palm cracks across your cheek — not hard enough to bruise tomorrow, just sharp enough to make your eyes water and your cunt clench around nothing. the sting blooms fast.
“you cried the first time i called you my pretty little whore,” he says, almost fond. “now you’re dripping just from a slap. progress.”
he stands again, belt sliding free. instead of using it the way you expect, he loops it loosely around your throat — not tight, just a reminder. a leash made of worn black leather.
“hands behind your back. hold your own elbows.”
you obey. the position pushes your chest out. he notices. of course he does.
he drags two fingers down the center of your throat, over the makeshift collar, then lower, between your breasts, until he hooks the hem of your tiny strawberry top and yanks it up over your head without bothering to take it off properly. the fabric bunches under your arms, trapping them.
“there she is,” he breathes. “my good girl’s finally starting to look like the filthy thing she really is.”
he pushes you back until you’re flat on the bed, knees bent at the edge, feet dangling. then he kneels between your thighs — not to eat you out, not yet. he hooks both index fingers into the waistband of your shorts and panties at once and drags them down just far enough to expose you, leaving the cotton tangled around your thighs like makeshift cuffs.
he spits again.
this time straight onto your cunt.
the wet sound is obscene. it drips down your folds, warm, thick, mixing with how soaked you already are.
“you’re making a mess on your strawberry sheets,” he tuts, mock disappointed. “what would your mom say if she knew her sweet baby girl lets boys spit on her pussy?”
your hips twitch upward involuntarily.
he slaps your cunt — once, open-palmed, the wet smack echoing in the quiet room. you cry out, thighs trying to snap closed, but he forces them wide again.
“keep ‘em open or i’ll tie them to the bedposts with those pretty pink hair ribbons y’got on.”
you whimper. stay open.
he does it again. harder. the sting makes your vision blur for a second.
“say thank you.”
your voice cracks. “mmphf th-thank you, stevie.”
he smiles — the slow one that still makes your stomach flip even after months of this.
then he leans in close, breath hot against your ear.
“i’m gonna fuck you so deep you’ll feel me in your throat tomorrow. and every time you swallow — every time you take a drink of water, every time you try to talk to your friends like a normal girl — you’re gonna remember my spit was already there first.”
he lines himself up, not bothering to take off anything else — jeans still half-on, belt dangling, cock heavy and leaking against your entrance.
he doesn’t push in slow.
he punches in with one brutal stroke, bottoming out so hard your whole body jolts up the mattress.
your mouth opens on a silent scream. he fills the sound with another thick glob of spit, right onto your tongue.
“swallow around me,” he growls, hips snapping forward again. “let me feel it.”
you do. you choke on it while he fucks you like he’s trying to carve his name into your cervix.
the belt around your throat tightens slightly every time he bottoms out — not choking, just possessive.
his free hand finds your cheek again. another slap. then another. the rhythm matches his thrusts.
“you’re not allowed to come until i’ve spit in this little cunt too,” he pants against your mouth. “until it’s so full of me you’re leaking for days.”
your eyes roll. thighs shake. the strawberry shorts are soaked through now, ruined.
he grins against your lips.
“that’s it, baby. cry f’me. cry while i turn my innocent little baby into the nastiest fucking thing this room’s ever seen.”
summary: set between seasons 4 and 5. robin has a sneaking suspicion steve's in love. so of course she has to tell you. little does she know the two of you have secretly just started dating.
warnings: language, kissing, allusions to sex
author's note: i can only write when i'm hyperfixating on something and stranger things is this months lucky winner. we love steve harrington!!! i've had ideas for steve x reader for a bit now, so this can fit into a larger universe with connecting one shots so if i get motivation maybe i'll write more prequels/sequels. in my head she's a henderson but this fic could be read without that as canon. lmk if you like!!
“I think Steve is in love.”
You nearly choke on your coffee due to the absurdity of the statement.
It wasn’t out of the ordinary for you and Robin to gossip about Steve’s love life. In fact, you’ve done so many times through the duration of your nearly year long friendship.
At first, it was a method of bonding upon being introduced to Steve’s new coworker at Scoops last summer, sharing amusement over your mutual friend’s miserable attempts at flirting with the female patrons while donned in a sailor hat.
Then Robin became your resource when Steve started finally finding success in the Fall at Family Video, and you couldn’t keep us with who he was with any given week.
So it wasn’t uncharacteristic for the brunette to comment on Steve’s love life, especially to you. But it wasn’t common to actually use the word “love”.
Sure, you were both well aware Steve is capable of love. He was in love with Nancy of course, and Robin was convinced he was still recovering. But you knew he was long over that. But being in love? That couldn’t be right.
Because - even though Robin couldn’t know this - he had been dating you for the last month and there was no way he had fallen in love with you so fast.
You’d finally admitted your feelings for Steve after fighting demo-bats in the Upside Down version of the Wheeler House in a rare moment alone. However, with Hawkins under military lockdown, Max still in a coma, and your friends mourning Eddie’s death amongst the others the town lost, the two of you decided it might not be the best time to debut a new relationship to everyone, even Robin, for now.
That didn’t mean the two of you didn’t find time to sneak around and enjoy time together, not wanting to let the “end of the world” steal all chances of finding happiness. Despite everything else going on, your time with Steve made you the happiest you’ve ever been. You were smitten, and you had to admit you were dying to tell Robin about it. And even though this conversation presented the perfect opportunity, you were going to hold off for a little bit longer.
“What makes you think that?” you ask carefully, setting down your cup of coffee safely next to the turntable.
The two of you were currently perched in the booth at the WSQK Station. You, Robin, Nancy, Jonathan, and Steve had decided taking over the abandoned radio station was the perfect front for covert communications during the lockdown, especially while Hop and El were still in hiding. So the past couple weeks you’ve been setting up shop. At this current moment, Steve was sorting through some vinyls in the other room, but could be back at any moment.
“Well for starters, every other time I’ve asked him to meet me here, he’s been late.” she says, holding up her index finger.
“His lack of punctuality means he’s in love now?”
Robin rolls her eyes, “No. But every time he was late to a shift at Family Video, a girl was involved. So that was just my first clue. But this is different than that.”
“How so?”
“He’s…quiet about it. Which is so not like him. He always either bragged or complained about his dates before.”
“Maybe he thinks you got tired of hearing about it?”
“Oh he knows that. But that's never stopped him before! No. This is him being secretive - private. Protective about it, which means he cares; that he found someone deeper than a one night stand.”
“So tardiness plus secrecy equals love?”
Robin clenches her hands into claws, groaning, “Plus, don’t even get me started on that dopey smile on his face! Hawkins is literally falling apart, and the boy walks around like he’s on cloud nine. I’ve never seen him like this. He’s also been less irritable and…softer.”
“Softer?”
“Shut up. You know what I mean. He’s different. And based on what I know about our Steve, it has to be because of a girl.”
Your chest constricts involuntarily, and you have to fight the curve of your lip and even turn away from Robin to do so. Something about the idea you could be the cause of Steve’s mood, his happiness, and him having such an adorable reaction…made you feel all soft. The feeling was definitely mutual, but you’ve always been better at concealing your feelings, something he made a point of mentioning when you’d alluded to waiting around for him to ask you out. You make use of your skill set by shaking off the giddiness and goosebumps and turning back to Robin.
“So…have you asked him about it?”
“Once,” she nods, “The third time he was late and he turned into a tomato, which also supports my theory. But he didn’t admit to anything, so I figured he’d come clean in time but it's been over two weeks and I’m getting impatient, so it's your turn.”
“My turn?”
“Yeah. You have to ask him.”
You laugh, at both the irony of the situation and her thought process. “Robin, if he won’t talk to you, he won’t talk to me.”
“That’s not true. You’ve known him longer.”
“Barely.”
“But you’ve bonded over at least two additional traumatic events than we have. Therefore, you have a slightly higher probability of getting him to confide in you,” she looks at you with puppy dog eyes, clasping her hands together, “Please try?”
You roll your eyes, but it's fond. And only because you owed her for keeping this whole thing a secret from her in the first place, you give in, “Okay…fine. I’ll see what I can do.”
Maybe you’ll simply tell Steve you need to put your poor friend out of her misery.
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Later that evening, as the sun sets over the Squawk, you realize you’ve been abuzz over the thoughts Robin put into your head, thinking dreamily about the concept of Steve feeling all mushy because of you, blushing and dodging Robin's questions. So, when the girl departs for the night, giving you a pointed look as she knowingly leaves you and Steve alone on account of her mission, you slink over to where Steve is unboxing equipment by the couches.
“Hi,” you say softly, approaching him with his back turned to you.
He turns around, a warm smile instantly adorning his face when he takes you in. He sets down the headset he was detangling so his hands are free to rest on your hips, “Hi. It’s just us?”
You nod, resting your arms around his neck as he sidles up closer to you, “Mhmm. You know, a little birdy told me something.”
Steve raises his eyebrows, “Oh, yeah?”
“Yeah. Apparently you’ve been seeing someone?”
Steve’s grin widens as he pinches the skin at your waist lightly, “Yeah, that’s you. You know that.”
Your cheeks warm, “I know. But someone else thinks they know something, too.”
Steve throws his head back with a groan in realization, “Was this birdy a Robin?” Off of your laugh, he looks at you again with a sigh, “I’m sorry. I knew she might suspect something but I thought I’ve been more subtle lately.”
You shake your head, muffling your light laughter and brushing your hand across his cheek, “Don’t be sorry. I think it's sweet.”
He squints, “You do?”
“Uh huh. She said you’ve been ‘softer’.”
Your lips curl in amusement, reciting your friend’s descriptor. But your heart skips a beat, when when you feel the man you’re entangled with relax and melt into your arms, proving her point.
You can’t help but smile wider, once again recalling everything she said to you earlier, “Yeah. Softer, and happier than usual, and that you blushed when she asked you about it once. She thinks you being secretive means you care because you’re in-”
You cut yourself off when you realize what you’re about to imply.
Steve holds your gaze steadily, his voice quiet when he asks, “Because I’m..?”
You take a deep breath, attempting to word the rest of this carefully, “Well…Robin thinks you’re ‘in love’, which I know is crazy, cause you’ve only been with her - me - for like a month, so I know it's too soon to use that word in regards to us. But if you’re like this only one month in, I can only imagine what you’re like when you actually are in love, and-”
“I am.”
His voice was so quiet and dry, you’re not sure you hear him correctly.
“...what?”
Steve swallows, “I am…in love with you.”
Off of your stunned expression, Steve decides it's his turn to ramble, “And…yeah, it's been a month but I know how I feel. I’ve felt it for a longer, way longer than we’ve even been together. And if you don’t feel that way yet, thats-”
“I do,” you’re quick to interject this time, “I love you, too.”
Steve’s eyes widen before his whole face eases into awe, and just as Robin described, soft. “Really? You mean that? Because you don’t have to say it yet, or ever, if you don’t mean it.”
You shake your head, gently cupping his face, “Steve, I swear. I wouldn’t lie to you.”
He tilts his head, sheepishly laughing, “Well, you lied about not avoiding me earlier this year, when you definitely were.”
You smile teasingly, “Well that's when you were seeing all those girls, and I didn’t want you to know I was falling in love with you.”
Steve’s expression relaxes again, his eyes nearly glassy. His lip quivers just slightly before he tugs you closer and engulfs you in the tightest, warmest hug. You relax into him, squeezing him back, one hand scratching the hair at the nape of his neck. You huff when you hear him ask another, “are you sure?” that's almost muffled into your shoulder.
“Steve,” you pull back slightly, laughing as you shake your head, but you humor him nonetheless, “I’m very sure. Not that I’m an expert on love having never been in it before. Not like you have.”
Steve shakes his own head, “No, this is different.”
Your heart stutters, “It is?.”
He squeezes you reassuringly the second he feels you start to deflate. “No, I mean…sure, I loved Nancy. And still care about her a lot. But this, what we have, is completely different. The way I feel about you…feels so much deeper, and intense, and real. You get me in a way no one ever has, and make me feel like I’m worth a damn. And even just thinking about you takes my breath away. I believe you when you say you love me, which I was starting to think would never happen for me. Being around you makes me better, and I feel lighter and-”
“Softer?”
Steve chuckles softly with you but he nods, “Actually, yeah, softer. There’s so much bad shit going on around us all the time, but it all just disappears when we’re together. Even for a little while.”
You chew your lip, failing to fight the huge grin but knowing there’s no reason to hide how truly happy you are, because he’s just as happy.
He doesn’t seem like it, though, when he lets out a dramatic sigh and presses his head into your shoulder, “I can’t believe Robin blew my secret without even realizing she was doing it.”
You laugh loudly, “You know it was bound to happen like this one way or another.”
“Think we should just tell her, or make her suffer a little bit longer?” he asks, lifting his head.
You grin, sliding your hands further into his hair, “I’m sure we can figure out a way to mess with her, but we can do that tomorrow. Right now I’d rather do other things.”
You gently guide his face closer to yours, pressing your lips against his. Steve’s never one to hesitate reciprocating physical affection, instantly sliding his hands up and down your waist and back, sighing softly against you. You whisper another I love you against his lips, which he repeats. The words set your skin on fire and without much thought, you guide him and yourself towards the couch. Steve’s brain moves slower than his body, you’re moving to straddle him when he becomes cognizant again.
“Woah, woah, we can slow down.”
You give him a dopey smile, “Why? It's nothing we haven’t done before.”
He sighs in exasperation, “I’m not making love to you for the first time on this dusty, old couch.”
You roll your eyes, but your stomach does somersaults at the same time, “Steve, we could ‘make love’ in a dumpster and it would still be perfect,” you lean back in, brushing my nose against his, “Okay?”
Steve sighs. He’s never been able to resist you. In the blink of an eye, his lips are on yours, and his hand is slipping under your shirt.
You’d tell Robin the truth soon. But she could never know what you guys did in the WSQK common room tonight.
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when your best friend dresses up as leatherface for a costume party or when you find out steve harrington looks insanely good in a suit with a chainsaw in his hands.
warnings: MDNI! not proofread (sorry, I accidentally deleted this and I had to rewrite it and just gave up proofreading), chainsaw l can't stop thinking about that terrible gif of the texas chainsaw massacre 2 after I saw Steve with one), afab reader, reader is shorter than steve, rovickie, petnames, porn with a tiny bit of plot, softdom!steve, rough? sex, praise, degradation, choking, oral (m receiving + road head), fingering, bondage, hair pulling, penetration (p in v), backshots, multiple orgasms, a little bit of aftercare
It was nice to help out Steve and Robin at WSQK; you almost felt like a secret agent.
It would be better if some progress was being made, though.
You still remember vividly how it went last year, when Steve sat you down to explain why he hadn’t talked to you in a week and why the city was split in four. You remember how he told you not to get involved, that you didn’t have to, that he only told you to protect you and not invite you into the mess.
You told him you didn’t care, that even if it was terrifying, you wouldn’t be able to sleep at night knowing you weren’t doing anything.
Then, eventually, Steve gave in. After being so overprotective of you during your entire friendship, he came to realize you could fend for yourself almost better than he could defend you.
Another good thing about being Steve’s friend after all these years was that you could laugh about all the “popular kids” class reunions he’d get invited to—and there were a lot.
So when you were both in the hospital’s waiting room while Robin was with Vickie, and he told you he’d been invited to something on Friday and probably wasn’t going, you weren’t surprised.
“It’s like a costume thing, can you believe it?” he scoffed.
“It’s spring, for fuck’s sake.”
“Don’t try to come off like you’re morally superior, Steve,” you reply, grabbing the water bottle from his hands and taking a sip. “I like costume parties. If the people there weren’t so evil, I’d tell you it would be fun. You have that one you didn’t use last year!”
“Come with me, then,” he answers, like it’s the simplest thing in the world.
“Steve, I’m not crashing a party in this day and age. I’m not sixteen anymore,” you laugh at the suggestion.
“No, I mean—come with me. I’m inviting you,” he says, looking at you and furrowing his brows.
“Seriously?”
“Seriously. Come on, it’ll be fun. I’d hate it without you.”
“Okay, then,” you smile while your heart pounds. “Guess I have to find myself a costume now?”
It was no surprise when you figured out you were falling for Steve a few months before. You thought you’d get over it. He was your friend; it wasn’t like it was ever going to happen. Plus, you weren’t even his type.
But as time passed, it didn’t seem to go away. The feeling only got stronger. You’d get nervous over the stupidest things. The hugs you’d been giving for years started making your heart pound. The way he’d lead you around by your back became one of your biggest turn-ons. Wearing his clothes now felt like subtle domination.
And you loved every second of it. You also hated it.
You hated how it wouldn’t happen, how it couldn’t happen. You hated that he could never know that he had you, that you were fully his.
You started wondering if these feelings had always been there, if you’d only started to realize how real they were now. When you first became friends with Steve and he’d casually brush his hand over your thigh or let a touch linger, you’d always feel like your world was collapsing (in the most delicious way)—but that was probably just nothing, right? You were making it weird.
Then Friday came around. You had put together the best Dorothy outfit you could find. You had an old pair of red Converse shoes and used those as your ruby slippers. You wore the dress from when you acted in Oklahoma! at school a few years before; it had just gotten a bit shorter, almost a palm above the knees. You just had to find a picnic basket to pair with your stuffed puppy, and you were done.
For some reason, Steve didn’t want to tell you what he was dressing up as, so when he knocked on your door and you opened it to see him in a suit with a chainsaw in his hand, you froze.
“Is that real?” you asked, your heart pounding, because that definitely didn’t look like a toy.
“No. Surprised me the first time too. Isn’t it cool? It’s Dustin’s,” he said, waving it around. You swallowed hard—maybe the suit was a bit much for you. “I just need your help drawing scars on my face. Couldn’t get the mask. Can I come in?”
“Sure.” You closed the door behind him. “Robin’s not home, so I have the house to myself tonight.” That wasn’t rare lately—she was with Vickie a lot and often left you alone at home, which usually turned into a movie night with Steve. You really should be thanking her; you almost always fell asleep in Steve’s arms halfway through the film.
“There’s eyeliner in my room.” He followed you and sat on the bed as soon as he entered, watching you as you grabbed it from the vanity and stood in front of him.
“I like your dress,” he said, tugging at the hem to bring you closer. You stepped forward and watched him play with the fabric; it was nice seeing him from this angle. He suddenly looked up, his gaze landing directly on your breasts because of the way he was sitting.
“Steve,” you murmured. It barely came out as a sound.
He hummed in response, distracted, before lifting his eyes to meet yours. “Tilt your head up for me?”
Your non-dominant hand slid to the back of his head, fingers curling into his hair as you guided him. The contact felt too intimate, too natural. You focused on the eyeliner, on the careful lines of the scars you were drawing, but every time you looked at him, his eyes were already on you.
His skin was warm under your fingers. His cologne seemed stronger than usual—clean and familiar and dizzying. You knew you’d smell like him all night, and the thought sent a shiver through you.
“I think you’re good,” you said quietly.
As you pulled back, he caught your wrist. Not tight. Just enough.
“Thanks, honey.” His thumb brushed your pulse. “You okay?”
He’d been doing that lately—pet names, soft touches, like they didn’t mean anything. Like they didn’t undo you completely.
“Yeah,” you said, forcing a smile. “I’m fine. Wanna go?”
He released you and turned to the mirror, and you took a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding.
When he parked near the host’s house, the music was already spilling out onto the street—laughter, voices, a life you’d never really been part of. You watched him through the windshield and saw him at seventeen, slipping easily into rooms like this. It was strange how someone so different from you could feel like home. Stranger still how much you wanted him.
“Toto,” he said lightly, nodding toward your stuffed animal, “I’ve a feeling we’re not in Kansas anymore.”
You laughed, startled, and didn’t even notice him get out of the car until he opened your door.
Inside, the noise swallowed you whole. As you stepped closer to him, you leaned in and spoke softly, your lips just brushing his ear.
“Now I know we’re not in Kansas.”
He stilled beside you.
Just for a second.
The rest of the night went on like you thought it would. You stayed by Steve’s side as he made small talk to people he used to be close to and occasionally participated in conversations.
You both decided not to drink. It was fun for you to watch the people around you get drunker by the hour.
All was going well until a girl came up to talk to him. She was clearly flirting, and you thought it’d be better to leave him be, so you told him you were going to freshen up and get some water and quickly left.
As you were going from the bathroom to the kitchen, a guy came up to you. You remembered him from school, Kyle. He was in some of the same classes as you.
“Hi, do I know you? What’s your name?” He questioned, moving near you.
“We had class together in school.” You replied, taking a small step back and seeing he was blocking your way. His breath smelled like cheap whiskey.
“That’s weird, I don’t think I’d ever let someone like you go by unnoticed.”
“Someone like me?”
“Well, you’re fucking hot, sweetheart.” He slurred his words, and as you were trying to think of something to say, you felt a familiar pair of hands holding your waist from behind.
“She’s not interested, bud. Let’s get moving.” Steve said to him firmly.
“Steve, I don’t—“ he tried to question but was quickly interrupted.
“She’s with me, pal. You’re free to go.” He stated, making Kyle quickly leave. “That guy’s an asshole,” Steve muttered.
“Thanks for intervening. You didn’t have to. I could’ve handled him on my own.” You looked at him, but it was almost like something had changed in his eyes. You didn’t know what until he said it.
“I’m sure you could’ve, baby.” He squinted his eyes and smiled. “Listen, I’m about to do something very stupid.” He said, grabbing you by the hand and dragging you back to the bathroom with him, locking the door behind him once he came in.
He pulled you closer, you could feel his breath fanning on your face, his hands were gripping your waist and everything felt so surprisingly new.
“I was going to wait, but I don’t think I can handle it any longer.” He blurted out, you nodded in answer and that was all he needed.
Steve locked his lips to yours, bringing his right hand to the back of your neck and his left to cup your ass, squeezing as he pulled away for a second. “I didn’t want it to be like this—“ he whispered against your lips as you parted them, going back in with his tongue and using it to lick yours.
His hands roamed all over your body, squeezing and grabbing every single part he could. Your hands went straight to his hair and his jawline, trying to bring him as close as possible while your hips rutted against his.
“I’ve wanted you for so long.” He growled against your neck as he started to bite and kiss it, probably leaving marks.
Marks that meant you were his.
“Let’s go. Now.” He ordered, pulling away and fixing your dress, which was hiked up, making you look presentable enough to leave the bathroom and Irish goodbye.
The seven-minute car drive back to your house seemed like forever, especially with his hand on your upper thigh.
“Steve..." you whispered as his pinky finger grazed your clothed pussy. You knew exactly what you were going to do next. He stopped at a red light. It was late, and the streets were basically empty. You took off your seat belt and leaned closer to him. As soon as he looked at you, you locked your lips with his. His tongue was quick to enter your mouth, tasting the scotch you had been drinking earlier. Your lips quickly headed to his neck, your hand palming him through his pants, making him harder.
“What are you doing?" he asks you when the light goes green and you're still kissing his neck. He knew damn well what you were doing.
“Just drive, Stevie. ‘Want you so bad." He scoffs and steps on the gas pedal. You undo his belt and unbutton his pants. He sighs and swears under his breath. You smile at him, hand entering his underwear and stroking his dick. You could’ve never imagined he was this fucking big. He spreads his legs a bit, trying to readjust his position. His knuckles turned white as he gripped the wheel firmly, eyes darting from you to the road in front of him.
You slowly darted your tongue out, licking the tip and collecting precum.
“Shit.” He hissed once you flattened your tongue against him and swiped it along his length. You slowly took him in your mouth.
The groan he let out once you took him as far as you could is perfect, his head hitting back on the headrest as he struggled to keep his focus. The feeling of your mouth sure made driving way better for him.
You bobbed your head up and down along his shaft, you could see he was trying his best not to thrust into your mouth.
“Stop. Get off now.” He said with a moan.
“Is everything alright? Did I do something wrong?” You ask, worried.
“No, the opposite of that, baby,” he explained, his hand back on your upper thigh, “I just wanna finish all over your ass tonight.”
You could feel your underwear get wetter by the second.
Once you got home, you barely made it to the front door.
Steve pushed you on your back against the wood, his hands on both sides of your body. His tongue entered your mouth while you tried to put the key in without looking and failed miserably.
You turned around to open the door, but he just glued his hips to your ass, pulling you closer so you’d feel his erection. Your dress hiked up as he bit on your neck and shoulders, and you moaned.
Once you finally got the door open, you came in tripping, and he closed the door behind you with his foot, quickly taking off his shoes and tossing his blazer on the floor.
You took off your shoes on your way to your room, leaving them discarded on the hallway as you walked quickly, until you felt a tug on your pigtails.
“Wait for me, princess.” He said, quickly lifting you up, making you laugh and carrying you to the bed.
He tossed you onto the mattress and got on it, his right knee between your legs as he took off his tie.
He kissed you again, like he could never get enough of your taste. It was like Steve Harrington had been starving all his life and the only satiate him was you.
He held your wrists with his left hand while he tied the tie around them, looking into your eyes and giving your forehead a quick peck.
He hummed, “I’ve always wanted to see you like this. You’re so fucking pretty, baby.” He brought his lips to your neck, sucking hard and kissing his way to your collar while he lowered your dress, showing your breasts.
“I think you’re the prettiest thing I’ve ever seen.” He muttered, lowering his mouth and closing it around your left nipple, making your back arch as he pinched the other one.
You gasp, your whole body shivering under him. Steve chuckles, grinding down on you lightly, taking pleasure in the mewl you let out. "You have no idea how long l've wanted you." You whisper, causing him to groan
"Please fuck me, Steve." You whine, eyes shut.
He chuckles, intending on making you work a little harder for it. "So needy, hm?" he hums, smiling as you feel your face getting hotter by the second. "You want my cock?" he asks, grabbing your jaw softly. Your eyes open and you whimper as he kisses you. He reaches down to slip a hand into your waistband, fingers fluttering over your core.
"Please, please," you mumble, bucking into his hand. He chuckles, slipping his hand under your underwear and swirling his fingers through your wet pussy. "So wet, all for me?" he asks, watching you as he teases your clit with his fingertip. You nod and he grins, amazed at the immediate change in confidence that you'd had minutes ago in the car. Now you're a moaning mess, desperate for him, and he loves it.
"Keep being a good girl for me, and you'll get what you want, okay?" he mutters, thumb rubbing your bottom lip.
You open your mouth, and he slips two of his fingers in, groaning as you suck eagerly on them, your tongue swirling around. He pulls your dress off with your help as you lift your hips. Then he pulls your underwear to the side, slipping his middle finger immediately into your warmth. He feels you clench slightly around him as you moan and he thinks he's never seen anything so hot in his entire life.
"So good," he mutters, pumping his finger before adding another, palming himself as he grows fully hard, watching your reactions. "So perfect and ready for me."
His thumb rubs your clit, and you try to cover your mouth with your forearm, groaning loudly. "Nope. None of that, baby. I want to hear how good I'm making you feel!" He says, holding your hands back up, smirking as he sees your eyes roll back in pleasure. "You're being such a good girl."
You moan loudly at his words, and he smirks, not surprised you've got such a thing for praise. He takes note of that and curls his fingers as he pumps into you.
He feels you clenching and leans down, replacing his thumb with his lips to flick your clit with his tongue.
"Steve, I'm gonna.." you say with your hands threaded through his hair. He just pumps harder, and he feels you clench around him as you cum.
He crawls on top of you, his lips locking against yours as he licks your tongue with his, rutting into you a few times before pulling back and helping you take off your underwear.
He's pulling himself out of his pants, and you swallow your own saliva, resisting the shocked face that threatens to creep onto you when you have a better view of how big he is. You moan as you watch him pump himself, tossing his belt on the other side of the room.
He grins as he looks at you, "So good for me, my pretty girl. You want me to fuck you now?" he asks, and you eagerly pull yourself up to your elbows, "Yes, please fuck me."
He hums, pushing his cock against your slit, the tip rubbing your sensitive clit and making you moan sharply.
He continues to tease you, one hand on his cock and the other holding your waist. "Use me, please." You whisper in his ear, holding him to you in the space between your arms, your tied wrists around the back of his neck.
He lets out a sharp breath, his hand snaking to your neck and pushing you back onto the mattress. "You want me to use you?" he asks, thrusting against you slowly, teasing your slit. "Like my little plaything?"
"Yes, god, Steve, please-" but then he's sliding into you all at once, his large cock stretching you as he moves his hips, sheathing into you. You feel so full that all you can do is gasp, Steve kissing your forehead as his hand rests on your throat. "And you're gonna be good for me, right? My good little cockslut."
You nod, "just for you." You say, and he smiles. He starts to pull out, easing back in and starting a shallow rhythm, getting you used to his size. You're euphoric as he starts to slowly pump into you, one hand around your neck and the other on your chest, palming your tit.
He starts thrusting into you, picking up speed - rough and fast. His hips buck up against you, pulling back fully before filling you up. His thumb gently grazes your sensitive clit, and you close your fists, nails digging into your palm.
"Did you think about how it'd feel to get fucked by me, baby?" he whispers in your ear as he pounds you into the mattress.
"Yes, I've wanted you for so long," you trail off into a moan. "Feels so good"" You mutter, panting, words babbling from your mouth incoherently.
You barely have a warning before you cum a second time, clenching so hard that Steve's hips stutter, his moan ringing with your own. He looks down at you, thumb trailing into your open mouth, you eagerly sucking on it like a lollipop. "God, you're so tight, doll. Such a good little slut for me. I bet you'd let me do anything to you, anywhere."
Your legs are shaking as he keeps thrusting you through your orgasm, feeling sensitive and euphoric. He smirks, "Yeah? Bet you'd let me fuck you anywhere, just my little fuck toy. So perfect for me.!'
You nod, kissing him needily, tears from oversensitivity pricking your eyes. "Want you filling me up, feels so good."
"Anywhere?" he asks, eyebrows furrowed in pleasure as he fucks into you. He's so possessive, it makes your face warm. You nod, "Anywhere."
Then Steve pulls out of you, and you're being flipped onto your knees, Steve's large hand pushing your face towards the soft sheets. You can't help the moans that escape you as he spits onto your dripping cunt, fingers playing with your used pussy as you moan, sensitive and still desperate.
"Pretty baby, all fucked out. Can you take one more?" he asks, hands roaming your ass. you nod, yelping gently when a hand smacks down on your ass.
"Can you take one more?" he asks. "Yes!" you moan into the mattress with need. He mutters, "Good girl." As he pushes into you, the new angle making you moan loudly.
With every thrust, he pushes you down on the mattress, making you grip the pillow with pleasure, which takes a lot of effort. One of his hands drops down to rub your clit, and you buck needily against his touch. After only a few minutes, the combination of the snap of his hips, the few slaps on your ass, and his hands on your clit push you over the edge, clenching around his cock as you whimper. Your legs barely stay up after you cum, and his arm wraps around you to hold you as he pounds into you, chasing his own high.
"Yes, my pretty girl, so good." He praises again, hips speeding up. You think he's close because his breathing is faster, hands gripping your hips hard as he kisses down your spine, "Take it." He whispers onto your back as he finally cums, pulling out and finishing on your ass and lower back, moaning lightly.
You can't believe what just happened as Steve disappears, returning at the speed of light with a damp washcloth to clean you off. You blush at how sweet the gesture is before he falls next to you on the bed, sighing.
"I didn't expect that." He laughed as he untied your wrists, kissing them where his tie was before.
You laugh, "neither did I. I thought I was coming home to an empty house and some takeout from yesterday."
He's staring at you, a smirk on his face. "I'd apologize, but holy fuck, you look so pretty when you cum." You don't know what to say, feeling hot as you roll your eyes with a grin. He laughs and kisses you. "You're cute, you know."
"Say you." You mutter against his lips. You thank god Robin won't be back soon as you watch your best friend rise, naked, from beside you and grab a hoodie he left with you and shorts he forgot at your home from your closet, throwing them on before handing you his own button-up to wear.
"Next time we do this, I'm paying for dinner before, okay, baby?" He smiled against your lips.
"It's a date." You gave him a peck as he got up to grab you something to eat.
"So, lasagna?" he asks. You laugh as you stand on shaky legs, buttoning the middle buttons of the shirt.
in which! your dad gives you and Steve one rule to stay five feet apart at all costs, but you don’t hear his car pull into the driveway.
warnings: smut, no p-in-v, just fingers, making out, getting caught.
The cabin was stifling, the heavy summer air clinging to everything, but you and Steve didn’t seem to notice. He was pressed close to you, his lips hovering at that familiar spot on your neck that always made your breath hitch. You exhaled shakily and threaded your fingers through his hair, completely undoing the effort he’d put into it with half a can of hairspray. He didn’t even flinch.
"Fuck, Steve," you gasped out, the words muffled against his shoulder.
He grunted and his hands started to roam. They were calloused and warm as they slid over your skin. He was teasing you, moving slow and getting agonizingly close to where you actually wanted him. You were losing your mind and you couldn't take the slow pace anymore.
"Steve, please, just fuck me. I need you right now," you pleaded, your voice breaking.
He let out a low laugh against your skin and his breath was hot. "You're not being quiet, baby," he whispered, and his voice vibrated deep in his chest. "Let me remind you there's kids literally in the next room."
He was right. El and Mike were just on the other side of the wall. Your dad had that insane five feet apart rule for you two, while Mike and El got away with a three inch door crack. It was total bullshit, but usually you tried to play along so Hopper wouldn't lose his mind. He wasn't home today though, so the rules were out the window.
You both tumbled back onto the bed. Your hair was a complete disaster and your lips were stinging from how hard he had been kissing you. Steve looked down at you with dark eyes and a flushed face.
"You're so wet already," he moaned, and his fingers grazed you just right.
"I get wet just by the thought of you," you replied, and that was all the invitation he needed.
He pushed two fingers inside you and hit exactly where he needed to. You couldn't help it, and a loud, sharp moan ripped out of you. It was way too loud for a house this small.
The muffled conversation in the next room stopped instantly.
"What the hell was that?" Mike’s voice came through the wall. He sounded confused and annoyed.
"Fuck," Steve whispered, and his eyes went wide. He immediately smashed his lips against yours to stifle the next sound. You felt your eyes roll back and your body arched into him as he kept moving, your moans swallowed completely by his mouth.
The room went deathly silent as you and Steve froze. You could hear the floorboards creak in the hallway, and the sound of small, hesitant footsteps stopped right outside your bedroom door. Steve didn't move his mouth from yours. He stayed perfectly still.
A soft knock came at the wood.
"Are you... okay?" El’s voice was small and cautious.
Steve pulled back just a fraction, his lips still brushing yours as he held his breath. He looked down at you, his other hand staying busy. You bit your lip, trying so hard not to make a single sound.
"Are you... hurt?" El asked after a moment.
Steve cleared his throat, trying to make his voice sound normal. "Everything is fine, El," Steve called out, his voice cracking just a little bit. "We just... we dropped a heavy book. Go back to Mike. We're busy."
There was a long pause. "Not hurt?" she asked again.
"Not hurt, El. Promise," Steve said. "Go on. Go listen to your music."
You heard her feet shuffle away. "Okay," she murmured. A second later, her footsteps faded.
Steve let out a massive sigh of relief. He leaned down until his forehead touched yours. "That was too close," he whispered. "If she had used her powers to open that door, I’d be a dead man."
He moved his hand back down, his fingers finding their rhythm again. He moved closer, his weight pressing you further into the mattress to keep the springs from squeaking.
"Shh, stay quiet for me," he breathed, his voice barely a ghost of a sound against your ear.
He started moving his fingers again, but this time it was slow and deliberate. Every time you felt a gasp building in your chest, he would lock his lips over yours, drinking in every sound you tried to make so the hallway stayed silent. The tension was even worse now because you had to be silent.
You gripped the bedsheets until your knuckles turned white. You wanted to scream his name, but he kept his mouth crushed against yours, swallowing every whimpering moan.
"You're doing so good," he whispered against your lips. He was breathless too, his forehead damp with sweat. "Just like that, baby."
He picked up the pace just a little bit, his movements fluid and confident. You arched your back, your toes curling against the sheets as the feeling built up. You let out a muffled cry, but Steve reacted instantly, kissing you deeply to swallow the sound.
"your almost there baby," he murmured against your mouth, when he felt you squeeze his fingers, his own heart thudding wildly. "Don't make a sound."
“God” Steve leaned in close and a cocky, breathless smirk tugged at his mouth as he felt you peak. "No, not God, baby. It’s Steve."
Steve’s fingers were moving faster now, his lips right against your neck as he moved. You were arched back with your fingers tangled in his hair, completely lost in the heat of the moment.
That Neither of you heard the tires of the Chevy Blazer on the gravel outside. Neither of you heard the heavy boots on the porch or the front door unlock.
You were biting your lip to stay quiet while Steve moved, his mouth ready to cover yours at any second. He leaned in close to whisper sweet things to you, but then the bedroom door flew open and hit the wall with a loud bang.
"Harrington... Get off her."
The voice was quiet, so quiet that you barely heard it. Steve jumped so high he nearly fell off the bed. He scrambled to his feet and turned a shade of white you had never seen before. You sat up fast, trying to pull up a blanket to cover yourself with shaking hands. Your heart felt like it was going to jump out of your chest.
Hopper was standing in the doorway, his face a deep shade of red. His hands were curled into fists at his sides and his chest was heaving. He looked like he was about to explode.
"Dad, wait—" you started, but he held up a hand to silence you.
He turned his eyes on Steve, who was fumbling with his clothes and looking for any way out. "I told you. Five feet. Door open. I gave you one chance, Harrington."
"Chief, I can explain, we were just—" Steve stammered, his voice cracking.
"I don't want to hear it." Hopper stepped into the room, looming over him. "I want you out. Now! If I see your face in this house for the next month, I’m putting you in a cell."
Steve didn't need to be told twice. He grabbed his jacket off the floor, not even stopping to put it on. He scrambled past Hopper, nearly tripping over his own feet in his rush to get to the front door.
"I'm going! I'm gone!, i love you!" Steve yelled as he sprinted through the living room.
You heard the front door slam shut so hard the walls shook, followed by the sound of Steve’s car engine roaring to life and his tires screeching as he peeled out of the driveway.
Hopper stood in your room for a long moment, staring at the empty doorway before looking back at you. He pointed a finger toward the kitchen. "Kitchen. Chair. Now."
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a/n: hiii, i would love for you guys to send requests please! i’m lowkey on a writers block :(
| your boyfriend and your brother get into yet another silly argument over you at the squawk (harrington!reader).
it was a quiet night at the squawk, most of the party preparing for the crawl or talking to one another while loading guns and throwing on gear. you were sat next to mike, your knees bunched up against your chest and your head resting against his shoulder. he was messing around with a flashlight that was attached to his belt, with his other hand resting on your knee.
“you okay?” he asked you, his tone soft and welcoming as you nodded, looking toward him with a little smile. to be perfectly honest, you weren’t feeling the best. on top of at least ten missing assignments, your evenings and nights were now occupied by sitting at the squawk or camping out at the mac-z with mike and lucas with nothing to entertain yourself except for a pair of binoculars.
he kissed your forehead, his arm that was rested on your knee now sliding over your shoulder, pulling you further into him. just as you were about to shut your eyes, you heard someone clear their throat, your brother, steve, now plopping himself down on the chair in front of you and mike.
you gave steve a look, before turning to mike to see that he was mirroring your exact expression. if there was anyone who hated your brother, it was mike. and if there was anyone who hated your boyfriend, it was steve.
“did you need something, harrington?” mike asked, furrowing his brows at steve as you watched your brother tense up. oh boy.
“no, i didn’t. do i need your permission to sit down, wheeler?” he snapped back, a sigh leaving your lips as mike sat up suddenly, your body almost slipping down into his lap.
“dude, did you seriously just come here to do this? really?” mike said, rolling his eyes as steve tilted his head at him, an expression of disgust on his face.
“oh im sorry, can i not sit in proximity of my sister anymore without being snapped at by her stupid boyfriend?” steve said, his words leaving you pinching your nose bridge as robin gave you a look of pity from across the room.
“your so immature it’s actually funny. it amazes me everytime i remember your her brother.” mike said, gesturing to you as you gave him a look.
by now, jonathan, robin, nancy, lucas and will were all looking at the scene unfold before them. at the beginning of mike and steve’s hatred for one another, you did try to intervene along with many others, but the more it happened the more you realised it was best to just let them go off at one another.
“well sorry im not thrilled she chose you of all people.” steve said, his voice low as he scratched the back of his neck, mike instantly tensing up again.
“ok, now your just being an asshole. this isn’t even about y/n anymore.” he said, rolling his eyes as steve shrugged, running a hand through his hair.
“was it ever about y/n?” steve mumbled, looking away.
“the two of you, stop it! this is so embarrassing!” you hissed, your head in your hands as you let out an aggravated groan, the two boys completely ignoring you.
“so you actually do just hate me, that’s what your trying to say? not because im fucking your little sister or anything-” mike barked at him, before you lunged at him and slapped your hand over his mouth, everyone in the room now looking at the three of you.
“mike! what the fuck?” you hissed, removing your hand from him mouth as he shrugged at you.
most people found it amusing how steve and mike fought, for example, will, lucas, and jonathan were both in the corner giggling away, while nancy and robin looked on in genuine shock. there was a lot of mixed feelings in the party about how healthy it was to let the two of them continue to fight like cats.
“god, why would you ever say that to me?” steve said, his head in his hands as you cringed, your cheeks red.
“not my fault you have your head so far up your ass you can’t understand what two people in a relationship tend to do sometimes, steve.” mike mumbled, looking away as your hand slapped your head, a groan emitting from your mouth.
“i will never, understand why you had to do this to me, y/n.” steve said, looking at you with eyes like a kicked puppy as mike scoffed next to you.
“grow up.” he seethed, his hand pulling down the collar of his sweater to scratch his neck, or so you thought.
it wasn’t until you saw steve’s face drop and loose all colour that you realised what mike had done. sadly, it was a little too late for you to grab mike’s arm to stop him from showing your brother the purple marks you had left on his skin the night before. great.
“your vile, wheeler. vile!” steve said, rising from his chair as he walked away, visibly distraught as mike gave him a little wave, a stupid smile on his face as you elbowed him harshly in the ribs.
“ow! hey, m’sorry, ok? it had to be done.” he said, trying to make you less mad by giving you the infamous puppy eyes he knew you could never stay mad at, but unfortunately he had dug himself too deep for you to easily forgive him.
“it did not, have to be done.” you said, shrugging his arm off you as you stood up, walking away toward robin and nancy, leaving him alone on the couch as he called after you.
“i’ll talk to him soon. he can suffer for now.” you said, the two girls in front of you letting out huffs of amusement as you turned your head to the sound of hysteric laughter coming from will, lucas and dustin at mike looking full of sorrow on the couch. serves him right.
summary: steve likes to keep a photograph of you somewhere (anywhere). he thought he could keep it a secret, until you start finding them
established relationship
warnings: slight season 5 epilogue spoilers, nothing else really, just a bunch of fluff :)
word count: 3.2k
a/n: in honour of baseball coach steve harrington<3 i’ve had this idea for so long and the epilogue finally tied everything together for me to write this
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his wallet
the theater lobby glowed in soft neon, reds and blues bleeding together across the polished floor. the smell of popcorn clung to everything, mixing with the faint tang of soda syrup and cleaner. it was busy without being overwhelming, the kind of place that hummed rather than roared, full of people killing time before the lights went down.
steve walked beside you like he belonged there, like this was exactly where he was meant to be on a friday night. his hand rested at your lower back, thumb moving in slow, absent arcs as the line inched forward. it was an unconscious thing by now, his way of keeping you close without making a show of it. you leaned into the touch just as naturally, shoulder brushing his arm when you shifted your weight.
“this one looks awful,” he said quietly, nodding toward a poster plastered with explosions and overly dramatic taglines.
“you say that every time,” you replied.
“and i’m right every time.”
you smiled, tilting your head to read the tagline. even though the movie looked ridiculous, you’d probably end up seeing it anyway, just not tonight.
the two of you had been dating long enough that dates like this didn’t come with nerves anymore. no awkward silences, no second-guessing where to stand or how close was too close. just the easy comfort of shared space, of knowing exactly how the other person took their popcorn and which previews they’d complain about.
when you reached the counter, you stepped forward first. “one large popcorn,” you said, then glanced back at steve., “and two sodas, please.”
“cherry coke,” he added, quick, like he didn’t want to be difficult.
“i’ve got it.” you said as you reached for your bag.
steve immediately straightened, “no, you don’t.”
you paused, wallet halfway out “steve.”
he shook his head, already smiling. “i asked you out. that means i pay.”
“you’ve already paid for the tickets.” you kept your eyes on him, wallet still secured in your hand, “and you paid last time, too.”
“exactly,” he said, like that proved something. “it’s tradition now.”
you playfully rolled your eyes. “it’s just popcorn.”
“and i’m still paying.” he stepped closer, gently pressing your wrist back toward your bag with two fingers. “let me.”
you studied him for a second, then sighed, smiling despite yourself. “fine. but i’m paying next time.”
he huffed a quiet laugh. “we’ll see.”
you turned back toward the counter, half-focused on the rows of candy behind the glass. that was when movement in your peripheral vision caught your attention. steve opened his wallet. you weren’t trying to look, it just… happened. a flicker of worn leather, folded bills, and a small rectangle tucked neatly into one of the clear sleeves; a photo.
your breath caught before you could stop it.
it was you.
the image registered all at once, sharp and unmistakable. you were sitting sideways on the hood of his car, knees bent, hair loose and caught mid-motion, mouth open in a laugh you didn’t remember posing for. you remembered the day, though; the sun, the warmth, steve insisting the light was ‘better this way’ while you told him to hurry up.
the wallet snapped shut.
steve paid, thanked the cashier, and turned back toward you like nothing out of the ordinary had happened. “you good?” he asked, handing you a soda.
you took it, nodding “yeah, thanks.”
you didn’t mention what you thought you’d seen. the moment had passed too quickly, and you weren’t sure you trusted your own certainty. besides, saying something felt like it might turn a quiet thing into a conversation it didn’t need to be.
steve led the way down the hallway, popcorn tucked under his arm, holding the door open as you stepped into the theater. the space was cool and dim, the screen already lit with previews. you found your seats without much thought, close enough to share the armrest, close enough that your shoulders brushed when you sat down.
he settled in easily, stretching his legs out, passing you the popcorn. you leaned back, letting the familiar rhythm of it all take over; the previews, the low chatter, the way he glanced over during the louder moments just to see your reaction.
when the lights dimmed fully, steve reached for your hand without looking, fingers sliding into place like they belonged there. you squeezed once, grounding yourself in the moment. whatever you’d seen, whether it was real or imagined, you let it stay unspoken.
not in a dramatic way, nothing overpowering, but in the subtle accumulation of familiarity. clean upholstery with a hint of whatever soap he used, old leather warmed by the sun, a trace of something sweet that might’ve been gum or cologne. you noticed it every time you stepped inside his car. this time however, you slid into the driver’s seat, fingers curling instinctively around the steering wheel. “oh my god, okay.”
the door on the passenger side shut with a solid thunk, and steve leaned back into his seat like this was the most natural thing in the world. he turned his head toward you, mouth already twitching with amusement. “relax,” he said.
“i am relaxed,” you replied, sitting straighter despite yourself. “i just— this is your car.”
“yeah,” he said easily. “and you’re driving it.”
“that’s the problem.”
steve laughed softly, shaking his head. “you’re acting like i handed you a newborn.”
“you care about this car,” you said, glancing around at the pristine dashboard, the lack of clutter, the way everything seemed exactly where it belonged. “like… a lot.”
“i care about it a reasonable amount.”
“you named it.”
“that was a joke.”
“you wax it.”
“i maintain it.”
“you talk to it.”
he opened his mouth to argue, then closed it again. “okay, no, i don’t talk to it.”
you smiled despite the nerves buzzing in your chest and adjusted your grip on the wheel, suddenly very aware of how unfamiliar the driver’s side felt. the angle was wrong. no, everything was wrong.
you reached down and pulled the lever, sliding the seat forward a few inches. the sound was sharp in the quiet car. then you leaned back, testing it, and adjusted again. steve watched you with exaggerated patience, elbow propped against the door. “you know you’re allowed to move things,” he said. “it’s not permanent.”
“you say that now.”
“i mean it.” he smiled softly.
you tilted the seatback, then shifted it forward another notch. the steering wheel felt too high, so you lowered it, then nudged it closer. lastly, you adjusted the rear view mirror carefully until the view felt right.
steve tilted his head. “you good?”
“almost,” you said, tugging the lever to tilt the seatback once more. “your legs are longer than mine, and you sit like you’re auditioning for a commercial.”
“i sit like a normal person.” he acted insulted, but a smile was playing on his lips.
“you sit like you’re posing.”
he leaned slightly closer. “you like it.”
the sun slanted through the windshield, bright and low, hitting your eyes directly. you blinked against it, tension creeping back into your shoulders. something steve noticed immediately, “hey,” he said softly.
you turned your head toward him. he leaned in without hesitation, one hand coming up to rest at your jaw, thumb warm against your skin. he kissed you; slow, unhurried, familiar in the way that always made your thoughts settle. it wasn’t flashy or teasing, just steady, like he was reminding you where you were. when he pulled back, his forehead rested briefly against yours. “you’re doing fine,” he said quietly. “i trust you. and the car will survive.”
you let out a breath you hadn’t realized you were holding. “you’re very calm about this.”
“that’s because i know you,” he replied.
you smiled, nerves easing. the light still poured through the windshield, though, sharp enough to make you squint again. you reached up and flipped the sun visor down.
you startled as a small rectangle fluttered down, landing softly against your thigh. “what—”
when you picked it up you saw it was a photograph. it was small and slightly worn at the edges, like it had been handled more than once. once the image came into focus your breath caught, not sharply, just enough to still the moment.
you were pictured holding a giant teddy bear, a multitude of coloured lights caught your face, and your mouth was curved into a smile that looked unguarded and real. your hair was up in a ponytail, with a couple loose strands, most likely because of the wind. you remembered the day dimly; it was one of your first dates with steve, he’d won you the teddy bear at the town’s yearly fair.
you turned your head slowly and saw that steve had gone very still. “that—“ he started, then stopped.
before you could say anything, he reached over and took the photo from your hand a little too quickly. “okay,” he said. “so— before you ask—”
you stared at him. “steve.”
“it’s not—” he exhaled, rubbing the back of his neck. “it’s not a big deal.”
“you keep a photo of me in your sun visor.”
“it was convenient,” he said immediately, then winced. “that sounded bad.”
you waited, eyebrow raised.
“i didn’t want it to get bent,” he added. “or lost.”
“that’s your explanation?”
“yes.”
“it’s not a great one.”
he huffed a quiet laugh, cheeks faintly pink. “i’m not lying. i’m just—”
you cut him off as you held your hand out. he looked at you and after a beat, he gave the photo back. your fingers brushed briefly as you took it before looking at it again, slower this time. “how long has this been here?”
steve hesitated. “a while.”
you smiled, something warm settling in your chest. eventually, you slid the photo carefully back into the visor pocket and flipped it up again, smoothing it like it belonged there.
“there,” you said. “seems safe.”
steve watched you, a little dazed. “you’re not mad?”
“no.”
“not weirded out?”
“steve,” you said gently, “we’re dating. you liking me isn’t exactly shocking.”
he laughed softly, relief obvious. “yeah. i guess.”
you smiled and placed a quick kiss on his cheek before turning back to the dashboard. you adjusted your hands on the wheel, and finally reached for the ignition. “alright, now I’m ready.”
the engine hummed to life, smooth and steady. steve smiled, settling back into his seat. “told you. you’ve got this.”
you arrived early, mostly because you didn’t know what to do with yourself if you didn’t.
the middle school field looked different than you expected, smaller, obviously, but also brighter somehow. the grass was cut too short, the chalk lines too clean, the bleachers still cool when you sat down. parents filtered in slowly, carrying folding chairs and coffee cups, voices low and conversational. someone’s little sibling ran past you with a foam finger twice their size.
you scanned the field without meaning to.
steve was easy to spot.
he stood near the dugout in a windbreaker that still looked a little too new, clipboard tucked under one arm, cap pulled low against the sun. he was talking to one of the kids, crouched slightly so they were closer to eye level, expression focused but gentle. when the kid nodded and jogged off, steve straightened, clapped his hands once, and called something you couldn’t hear.
your chest did something small and stupid at the sight of him. you’d seen him nervous before, about plenty of things, but this wasn’t that. this was anticipation. pride. the kind of careful attention that came from wanting something to go right for reasons that weren’t about him.
when the game started, you settled in easily. it was a lot of starts and stops, the kind of pace only kids could manage without getting bored. steve paced near the dugout, occasionally calling out encouragement, sometimes crouching to talk quietly with a player before sending them back out. he celebrated small victories like they mattered. a solid throw. a clean catch. a kid remembering to back up first base. you found yourself smiling more than you expected.
by the third inning, you’d learned which kid was too serious, which one kept adjusting his helmet, which one looked at steve after every play like he was checking for approval. he gave it freely, without fuss; thumbs-up, nods, a quick clap.
the game was close. too close, judging by the way the parents leaned forward in their seats.
when it ended, hawkin’s team winning by a single run, the field erupted in uneven cheers and scattered applause. the kids piled toward steve, who laughed and herded them into something resembling a line, handing out high-fives like it was a sacred duty.
you waited and eventually, the crowd thinned. parents collected bags, kids disappeared toward cars, the field returned to something quieter. steve lingered, talking to one of the parents, gesturing animatedly, grin still stuck on his face like it hadn’t worn off yet.
when he finally looked up and spotted you, his smile softened into something familiar. he jogged over. “you came.”
“i said i would.”
“i know,” he said, a little sheepish. “still.”
you tilted your head. “you did good, coach.”
he laughed, shaking his head. “they did good. i just tried not to mess it up.”
“you didn’t.”
he hesitated, then nodded toward the building behind the bleachers. “you wanna see the office?”
you immediately said yes and walked after him eagerly. “this is it huh?” you asked as you followed him inside, the door creaking slightly. “the big leagues?”
he smirked. “careful. you’re standing where the magic happens.”
“is that what we’re calling it?”
he flicked the light on, revealing a small, functional space that smelled faintly of coffee and dry-erase markers. a desk shoved against one wall, a filing cabinet, and a bulletin board crowded with schedules, team photos, and handwritten notes from kids in uneven penmanship.
steve leaned against the desk, still buzzing. “okay, so— this is where i pretend i know what i’m doing.”
you stepped farther in, taking it all in slowly. “you look like you know what you’re doing.”
“that’s because i practice in the mirror,” he said easily. “very convincing.”
he straightened and moved around the room as he talked, pointing things out; equipment lists, lineups, the whiteboard where he’d written reminders in blocky handwriting. you half-listened, content to watch him instead. he was animated in a different way here. looser. like this space had made room for something in him.
“and then,” he continued, tapping the bulletin board, “we’re supposed to have another game next week, but the schedule might change if—”
you drifted closer to the desk without realizing it and that was when you saw it: a photograph, tucked into a simple frame near the corner of the desk.
you stopped.
the noise of steve’s voice faded into the background as you leaned in slightly, recognizing it instantly.
it was from his birthday last year.
you remembered the night clearly; the cake that leaned a little to one side, the way he’d laughed when someone lit the candles crooked, the warm blur of voices and music. in the photo, you were smiling directly at the camera, relaxed and carefree.
steve was turned toward you, eyes fixed on your face like the camera didn’t exist. his expression wasn’t dramatic. just open and intent. like you were the only thing he’d registered in that moment.
your chest tightened.
“…and yeah,” steve was saying, tapping the edge of the desk. “that’s where i keep all the paperwork i’m definitely not losing this season— hey.” his voice softened when you didn’t answer.
you hadn’t realized you’d stopped moving until he did. you were standing near the desk now, gaze fixed on the framed photograph tucked neatly beside a stack of folders.
steve followed your line of sight. “oh,” he said, smiling immediately. “you found that.”
you glanced back at him, then at the photo again. “i didn’t know you brought this here.”
he crossed the room and leaned against the desk beside you, casual and unbothered. “yeah. thought it deserved a better view than a drawer.”
you laughed quietly. “you’re ridiculous.”
“hey,” he said, mock-offended. “that’s a great picture.”
“it is,” you agreed. you tilted your head, studying it more closely. “i remember that night. you wouldn’t let anyone cut the cake until dustin got back from the bathroom.”
“he picked the flavour,” he defended. “he deserved the first slice.”
you smiled, eyes tracing the familiar details. “i look happy.”
steve’s grin widened as he stepped closer to you. “you were.”
you nudged his hip lightly. “you weren’t even looking at the camera.”
he didn’t pretend not to know what you meant. “yeah,” he said easily. “i know.”
“why?”
he shrugged, relaxed, like the answer was obvious. “because you were right there. why would i look anywhere else?”
you rolled your eyes, but there was no bite in it. “you’re such a sap.”
“and you love me for it.”
you turned to him, smiling. “unfortunately.”
he laughed, warm and unguarded, the sound filling the small office. “i figured if i’m gonna be stuck in here half the week, i might as well have something that makes me smile.”
you gestured around the room. “the inspirational sticky notes from twelve-year-olds aren’t enough?”
“they help,” he admitted. “but this one’s my favorite.”
your chest warmed in that familiar, steady way; no rush, no surprise, just the comfort of knowing exactly where you stood. “you did really good out there,” you said, nodding toward the field. “they adore you.”
steve shrugged, but he looked pleased. “they’re good kids. i just try to show up.”
“you do more than that.”
he reached out, fingers brushing a loose strand of hair behind your ear. “means a lot that you came.”
“you kidding?” you said. “i wouldn’t miss your first official game.”
“coach harrington,” he teased.
you snorted. “don’t let it go to your head.”
he grinned. “too late.”
you leaned in and kissed him, quick and familiar, the kind that comes from years of shared space and quiet certainty. when you pulled back, he was still smiling. “think you’ll keep the photo here all season?” you asked.
“absolutely,” he said. “unless you object.”
you shook your head with a small smile playing on your lips. “nope. just don’t let it distract you.”
he glanced at the frame, then back at you. “no promises.”
you laughed, leaning in for another soft kiss as the late afternoon light filtered through the window. outside, the field was empty now, quiet and sunlit, but inside the office everything felt full.
Steve Harrington x fem!reader who has suffered a head injury [1.9k words]
summary: Of course Steve leaves you under Robin’s supervision for maybe twenty-seven-and-a-half minutes only for you to wake up after suffering a head injury unable to recall that you’re dating the biggest dingus from high school in your severely concussed state.
CW: hospital fic, brief mention of a fall and injury, Robin's POV so it's a little spirally, mostly fluff
Robin honest to God feels really, really bad and wishes she could take back her internal moaning and groaning about how she wished you would just wake up already and save her from this boredom because this is much, much worse.
Really, she should have just relaxed and been grateful that you’re still kicking it at all; head injuries are no joke. Still, unconscious people make terrible company.
But now she wishes she was merely bored again.
You see, a good friend – an average friend, even – might’ve responded to you waking up for the first time in over fifteen hours after suffering a head injury by saying things like oh, thank god you’re awake! Or, are you okay? How are you feeling? Do you want some water? Let me go get a nurse.
But maybe Robin isn’t a good friend because her immediate response to the sound of you shifting in your bed before blinking blearily up at her is “oh my god, thank god you’re awake. I’m so bored. Also, Max said something really funny to Mike earlier and I’ve been dying to tell you.”
You blink at her – not unlike a frog, if she’s being completely honest, one eye closing before the other – with furrowed brows before your eyes flit towards the stark whiteness of your surroundings.
“Hospital.” She explains at your confused expression. “You fell. Big time. We thought you were dead at first. Steve was hysterical and wouldn’t let anyone touch you until Nancy called an ambulance. He’s going to be so pissed that you woke up while he was gone.” Robin recounts with a nervous chuckle. You really did scare the shit out of her; out of all of them.
“Steve?”
Robin misinterprets the confusion in your tone as she shifts her chair closer to you. “Yeah, he’s been here the whole time; the nurses were not impressed, but he wouldn’t leave. Dustin finally managed to convince him to leave long enough to shower and change at least. We had to tell him he was starting to smell bad. He didn’t, mind you, but don’t tell him that.”
You blink at her again, this one less amphibian in nature. “Steve?”
“Yes…Steve,” she parrots, wondering how long the two of you might sit here volleying the man's name back and forth.
“As in Harrington?”
“No, as in Steve Guttenburg from Police Academy,” she deadpans. “Yes, Steve Harrington.”
“Why on Earth would Steve Harrington care if I was in the hospital?” And Robin can’t even take the time to be proud of you for getting all of those words out together in a row when reality crashes down on her.
Now, Robin will admit that it’s a little shameful how long it takes her to realize something isn’t quite right. She probably could have – should have – assumed, seeing as you are currently laying in a hospital bed; nothing is quite right about a person hooked up to a heart monitor.
Of course, of course Steve leaves you under Robin’s supervision for maybe twenty-seven-and-a-half minutes only for you to wake up in your severely concussed state unable to recall that you’re dating the biggest dingus from high school, and have been for a while.
Why did Robin insist Steve leave? Why would she tell him she could handle this? Why does anyone ever trust her with anything ever?
Fortunately, she’s saved from needing to find answers to those burning questions at Dustin and Steve’s return. Unfortunately, she has no time to answer your burning question (or warn a certain Steve of the current predicament) either.
“The coconut ruins it,” Robin hears Steve argue with his mouth full as the two boys materialize in the doorway, both too wrapped up in whatever argument they’re having to see the two occupants staring at them in bemusement and horror.
“The coconut rui- the coconut ruins it!? Steve, the bar is coconut. Coconut is the fundamental component of it,” Dustin sputters.
“I just think it’d be better if it was, like, peanut butter or something.”
Dustin scoffs incredulously. “Then you buy Reese’s or a Bopper! Why would you buy an Almond Joy if you don’t like coconut?”
“I didn’t say I don’t like coconut,” Steve argues, looking at the teen as though he was an idiot. “I just meant it would be better if it wasn’t coconut.”
“You’re insane.”
Robin’s inclined to agree.
She clears her throat. “Hey, so-”
“Whoa! Look who’s up!” Dustin interrupts with a smile, Steve’s head whipping to the side to see you staring at them with wide eyes.
“Whoa, hey! Hey, hey hey hey, wow. Holy shit, hi baby. How long have you been up?”
“Uh, not long,” Robin interjects, voice steadily rising in both volume and pitch. “Listen, we-”
“How are you feeling?” Steve continues as he abandons his coconut monstrosity on a rolling table and makes for your bedside, ignoring Robin and the pointed looks she’s shooting at him. “Are you hurting? Are you thirsty?”
You go to respond but Robin beats you to it. “Steve, I-”
“Have you had any water yet? Robin, where’s her water?” Steve continues, fussing with the blankets that have been untucked from your legs as his eyes flit around the room for the bottle of water he’d set aside for when you needed it. “Why haven’t you given her water yet?”
“We haven’t exactly had time, Steve. Listen-”
“Have you called the nurse?” Steve asks, shaking his head before even waiting for a response. “Dustin, go get a nurse.”
Dustin doesn’t hesitate before he’s jogging out of the room in search of a nurse.
“What’s Robin doin’ to ya, huh?” Steve coos at you as he perches on the edge of your bed and presses a careful kiss to your temple, flagrantly ignoring the way Robin is frantically waving at him and mentally screaming Earth to dingus!! “She’s got terrible bedside manners, can’t even take care of my girl properly.”
You turn your horrified gaze to Robin as though you dating Steve the Hair Harrington is somehow her fault (it is a little bit; she’s the one who re-introduced you two, insisting he was a changed man since high school).
“Steve!” Robin finally shrieks, missing the way you wince at the volume as Steve turns to look at her like she’s grown three heads.
“Well, it’s true! You didn’t even get her water, never flagged a nurse-”
“We didn’t exactly have a lot of time before you two showed up,” Robin counters as Dustin returns.
“The nurses are just doing a shift change, said someone will be with her shortly.” Dustin reports as he hands Steve a new, cold bottle of water for you.
“Okay, alright. That’s alright, yeah?” Steve confirms with you as he cracks it open. “Are you in pain? If you’re in pain, I can go tell them you need help now.”
Robin watches as you take stock of yourself before side-eyeing her. “I…don’t think so.”
“You don’t think you’re in any pain?” Steve asks gently, bending over slightly in an attempt to regain your attention. Robin finds her heart squeezing at how soft he’s being with you.
Your heart seems to do the same, eyes flooding with tears as all three occupants in the room tense at the sight.
“Hey, hey hey hey, what’s the matter, huh? What’s with the tears?”
Robin stands. “Steve, I really-”
“Are you in pain? What hurts?”
“Steve-”
“What, Robin?” Steve finally snaps, turning towards her like she’s a fly that finally landed on a lampshade after spending the entire afternoon bothering the shit out of him.
“She woke up a little…” Robin pauses, looking towards your teary form as she considers how to explain this gently, “confused.”
“Confused?” Steve parrots before turning back to you. “Confused how?”
“Confused as in she didn’t understand why Steve Harrington has been haunting her hospital room.”
Steve’s brows furrow as he considers you before realization dawns on his face.
The sound that escapes you in response borders a sob. Robin feels a little bit like doing the same.
“Don’t cry, honey,” Steve all but begs as he scooches closer towards you on the bed, one hand grasping yours and leaning his weight on the other as he rests it against the bed by your opposite hip. “Hey, did Robin tell you about the wicked burn Max delivered to Mike earlier?”
Dustin perks up. “Oh man, he got so red; worse when El started repeating it afterwards.”
“Mike accused Max of purposefully turning El against him.” Steve agrees.
“Again. Hey, when they get here, make sure to call Mike a-”
“I don’t want anyone else in here,” you interrupt Dustin quickly, wiping roughly at your face with the hand not currently occupied by Steve’s. “I don’t- it’s…they’re too loud.”
Robin laughs. “Yeah, they are too loud. You comin’ around?”
You suck in a deep, shuddering breath and let out a noncommittal hum in response.
“Okay, no one else will come in here,” Steve agrees, gaze locked onto your face as he rubs his thumb along the back of your knuckles, cautious of the IV taped to the back of your hand. “Do you want any of us to leave?”
The question is innocent enough, though Robin knows he’s mostly asking you if you’d like him to leave.
You shake your head no, though, and give his hand a gentle squeeze.
“Okay,” he whispers, leaning forward to press another kiss to your head and humming at you in question when you lift your chin, obviously asking for a real one.
Steve hesitates, clearly concerned he’s not reading your queues right and wondering if you’re feeling at all more cognizant. Apparently, though, rushing your unconscious girlfriend to the hospital and being without kisses for nearly sixteen hours makes a man a little desperate, finding him ultimately pressing a cautious kiss to your lips anyways.
“You’re okay, hm?” Steve murmurs into the corner of your mouth, dotting a few more kisses to your face before sitting up. “Scared the shit out of me.”
“M’sorry,” your whisper back.
“Yeah, you should be. He’s been insufferable,” Dustin comments, earning him a glare from Steve and a half-smile from you.
“Yeah, yeah. Okay, that’s enough out of you, wise guy. What the hell are you two still doing here, anyway? Shouldn’t you guys go alert the others that she’s awake?”
“Alright, dingus. Say less,” Robin sighs as she stands, Dustin playfully muttering about how he knows when he’s not wanted.
You pay them no mind, looking up at Steve shyly; it reminds Robin of when the two of you first started hanging out. Awkward, tentative, careful. Steve looks like he’s shielding you from the entire world with the way he’s leaning over your form, you’re looking at him like he might disappear if you blink for too long.
The two of you are disgusting; she loves you both so much.
Robin pauses at the door to take one last look at two of her favourite people, you bite your lip as you ask Steve a question that Robin can’t hear, he chuckles before replying, a little louder, “’course, sweetheart. You can have as many kisses as you want.”
summary: steve shows up with hickeys and robin is determined to discovered who gave them, but you were the one who did it and the problem is that both of you can't stop having flashbacks about it.
pairing: steve harrington x reader
warnings: 18+ mdni, smut, fluff, fem reader, oral sex (f receiving), secret relationship, friends or something like that, pet names, y/n mentioned.
word count: 2.2k
"OH. MY. GOD! What are those blood-sucking-vampire-demobats type of shit marks on your neck? Jesus Christ!" Robin exclaims while holding Steve's face the opposite way to reveal four marks on his neck.
He tries to free himself from her embrace and get as far away as possible so she can't see them that clearly.
"C'mon, Steve! You have to tell me!" Robin was following Steve around trying to get an precious (to her) information out of him.
"Why do you care so much? It's just a hickey." He runnaway from her at the same time he tries to avoid you. The thing is: you were the criminal responsible for it, and just reminding about it might be enough to get Steve rock hard in front of an audience. You were loving it, while trying to hide a smirk.
"One?! There is definitely more than that. Y/N, you need to back me up here."
"Sorry, I'm just not as interested in Harrington's sex life as much as everyone else." Lies and lies. You were very much interest in Steve's sex life since it became your sex life too.
"Oh, please! That's bullshit." She rolled her eyes, seeming not even close to give up. "Sorry, Steve. Triggering word."
"Yeah, thank you." He said in a huff.
You don't take your eyes off the magazine you have in hands, pretending to read but having the same page open since Robin notice the marks on Steve's neck.
You did that a few days ago, three, to be exact. They were pretty dark now and it's impressive how long it took for anyone to notice and mention. You admit you went a little too far but that's just how Steve makes you feel and you couldn't even pretend not being proud of your work. Steve had parked his car a few houses before your house. It was your secret spot, hidden by some trees.
"Someone is feeling a little territorialist..." He says between moans. He loves it. You were sitting on his lap, on the driver's reclined seat.
"Maybe I am. You are very a envied man, remember?" You look into his eyes while getting your hand between his legs over his pants.
"Yeah? I didn't even realize it, especially with what I have in front of me." He said into your mouth, before catching it with his teeth.
The thought made you cross your legs for some relief but that just made it even worse.
"Do I know her?"
"For god sakes, Robin. Why do you wanna know?"
"Because we are best friends and we tell each other everything? I told you two my biggest secret! I can excuse Y/N because she really is private about her love life, I mean, when she has something going on."
"OUCH! That was harsh!" You frowned. She didn't lie, though. At least, about what you've told her. You do feel awful keeping so much from her but it's just for the best for now.
"Shit! I'm sorry, I didn't mean it as a offense. I swear! It's not like I have the craziest experiences too, so... You actually did so much more stuff than me." She starts to nervously rumble. That makes Steve look at you, confused. He will ask about it.
"It's okay, Rob. I get it." You laugh. You know she actually didn't mean anything bad.
She smiles softly at you and takes a deep sigh of relief.
That whole change of topic and getting the spotlight off Steve to you allow him to stare you as he's been wanting to all day. You two try to keep it cool but sometimes it's really difficult and right now was one of these moments, 'cause there you were. Laying on the couch with your legs out and a beautiful pink top he absolutely loved it. And, of course, you knew he did. That's specifically why you started to wear it a lot more since he confessed to you.
He loved you in pink. He even suspects that it's becoming his own favorite color because it's your favorite and you pick it for everything. When you noticed his eyes on you, you start to play with your necklace's heartshaped pendant. That immediately brings him back to the last night you saw each other, the same one where the main reason to Robin's curiosity happened.
You broke the kiss and stared at him, taking a deep breath. His touch travelled from your waist, where he was holding still like he was afraid you might slip from his lap, to the side of your neck, at the same time he caress you check. His hands went down a little to your cleavage. He took that same pendant between his fingers, playing with it the same way you just did it. His attention was back to your eyes while he still holds the necklace. It felt really intimate.
"So pretty. I just can't believe you're real." He said like a whisper. "Why did I take so long to notice it?"
You took a few seconds to answer, putting your lips in a line while thinking about your words.
"Did you mean notice me? I was there since forever, Harrington, you just chose to ignore me." You said in a playfully way. It is the truth, both of you have been hanging out with the same general people since ever. Frequenting the same parties, taking the same classes, you did talk a few times but Steve swears it didn't happen, claiming he would remember every interaction he ever had with you. I mean, he was very drunk in every single one of them.
You don't really blame him or takes personally. He was King Steve back then and had a full gorgeous girlfriend, also, it's not like you had the biggest of conversations. But when you started helping Jonathan find Will, one thing led to another and you and Steve got to know each other better through the big group.
"Shut up, that is such a lie. I've told you i would've remember every interaction I ever had with you." That again. Now he has that bright puppy eyes mode on, low even for him 'cause he knows you can't resist it. "I never not noticed you."
"Yeah, sure." You laughed and pushed his shoulder.
The car went silent. He looked you with a defeated but smirking smile, like he knew you would not believe him right now. He just takes your face and kisses you, like really, deeply kisses you.
"Maybe...Do you want to continue this argument in my... Room?"
"I would love to argument with you in your room. Is your mother home?" He now was playing with the side seam of your denim shorts.
"What? Are you scared now?" You mocked him.
"No, just wanna know how loud I can get you to be tonight." You stared open-mouthed while nervously laughing. "What? Are you embarrassed now?
"You asshole!" You punched his chest unsuccessfully trying to hide your smile.
You took his hand to second you got of his car, guiding him to your room, where he had been before, just not under the same circustances. You usually hung out in his car or his house.
He smiled while entering your pink perfect world. It's just so you.
You closed the door, trying not to make too much noise and wake up your mom. She definitely wouldn't mind, you had a good and honest relationship and she, as every mother often does, loves Steve. He can trick them very well with his good boy posture.
When you turned to face him, he was already close enough, cornering your back to the door while framing his arms around you.
"I remember every presentation you nailed, which were every single one of them. Probably the only few stuff I remember from High School was because you explained it at some point." You started laughing so hard and he joined you "I'm not even kidding." He added.
"I knew your favorite class was English. I knew you loved cold days 'cause you could with your cute skirts with your cute socks. I knew you hated school lunch so bad." Between every point he made, he threatened to kiss you very slightly.
"I remember everytime I saw you at a party, it really felt like I could feel your presence when you arrived. It was fucking crazy." He held your face, saying while starring into your eyes. "I noticed you. All. The Time."
I couldn't contain your smile once again. That's how he gets you all the time. You take his mouth again and really takes your time, while he presses you against the door once more.
You put your arms on his shoulders and, almost instinctively, he got you up in his arms, putting his legs around him. His hands sustain you by holding your ass, to which he does very firmly.
He puts you on the bed, getting on top of you without breaking the kiss like his life depended on it.
"Take your shirt off. Now." You demand.
"Bossy." He answered, already doing as he was told. You started to work on your own button-up blouse, doing it slowly and never breaking eye contact with him. By the time the lacy bra you were wearing had him in trance already. He layed down, destining his kisses to your chest. His hand travelled to your back where he found the clasp of the fabric covering you, then looking at you and nodding, asking for permission to do it. You shook your head signing positive almost despesperly.
He got comfortable between your legs, distribuiting wet kisses on your left breast and playing with your nipple.
"So beautiful, babe." he fulled his hands with both of them, holding firmly enough to not hurt but get a breathy moan out of you. "Like every other part of you." He start kissing every part of your body.
He goes down your belly and you know where he's headed, literally. You get yourself on your elbows, ready to enjoy the view you love so bad.
"I really have to taste you. I've been missing it hard." He starts to open your bottom part and slips off your legs.
He traces the inside of your thighs with his nose softly enough. He does the same with the inbetween of your legs, over your panties.
"My sweet girl, you're so perfect." He says with his mouth so close to your cunt, it drives you crazy. He kisses all around and then starts to take the fabric off. He gets your inner folds on his mouth and then starts exploring you with his tongue and really takes his time. You can already feel it building up. Steve wasn't lying when he said how much he enjoyed giving.
God, he's so good at this. You put your hands on his hair, pulling it hard.
"You good, babe? Tell me." He looks up with his shiny relusent mouth and that does it even more for you.
"Y-Yes. Keep going, please."
He sucks your sensitive spot making you close your thighs around his head, which makes him more deep on you. You can already feel it building up.
You roll your hips on him, while he keeps going like before, making your own progressively faster. He assists you with his fingers, putting two inside you in a hook movement.
One of your hands goes from his hair to your mouth, trying your best to cover any sound you'll make next. You can feel it, arching your back and holding him hard and you press your own hand to your face.
And then, when you swear you were about to get out of air, your body relaxed. You closed your eyes and tried to catch your breath. Steve got up and kissed you small pecks.
"I need to clean up too, just came in my pants." He said, walking to your bathroom and getting everything you need it.
When he was back on the bed, you layed on his chest and played with his little hairs.
"I'm sorry I didn't return the favor." His fingers were running through your hair and he stopped, getting your chin up to face him.
"Are you kidding? Babe, you got me off just by letting me get down on you." He sounds even offended by the suggestion. "That's very enough for me, okay?" He kissed your head.
"You got me good, I still feel like jell-o." He laughes in response to a very sleppy you.
"Always my pleasure, princess. Sleep now." He holds even closer.
"Steve!" Robin screams. Suddenly, he's back to the WSQK.
"Are you okay?" You asked, worrying where he went.
"Just daydreaming. Sorry." He stares back at you, bitting his lip and shaking his head.
You understood, because you've been suffering all day too.
"Daydreaming about... The Hickey Girl?" Robin tries her shot again. "Just tell me if I know her, please!"
"Fine! You do know her. Satisfied?" He gestures his hands up very angrily. You panicked for a second and couldn't hide it.
"A-ha! I knew it! And look who seems interested on Steve's sex life now, Y/N!"
"I am not!" You sounded like a child.
"Oh, you totally are." He answeres without even looking at you.
Robin doesn't give up and spends the whole day trying to guess the identity of the "Hickey Girl", as she gently nicknamed you, like it's some secret santa game. It was a nice break from the hell you all have been living too, maybe you two can tell her soon enough... We'll see.
Summary: The last time Steve's (now ex) girlfriend got drunk with him, she called their entire relationship bullshit and told him she didn't love him. Steve's current girlfriend now suffers the consequences because the man won't stop avoiding her when she get's drunk.
Warnings: Alcohol, Drunk People, Cursing, Fluff, Minor Miscommunication, Hurt/Comfort, Insecurity, Established Relationship, Crying
Word Count: 2.1K
Masterlist
Steve avoids his girlfriend every single time she drinks.
He never serves her drinks unless prompted, doesn’t crack open those fancy bottles of wine in his Dad’s basement when she stays over, doesn’t even look in the direction of a bar when they’re planning their dates.
It’s not like it's a frequent occurrence, she’s not an alcoholic or anything. But it’s happened often enough that she’s noticed. Maybe a handful of times in the entirety of their relationship. Seen the way he seems to disappear once he’s confirmed she’s being sufficiently supervised by Robin or some other trusted individual. He lingers, eyeing her from a distance, making sure no weirdos get too close. And by the end of the night, he’s always there to swoop in and take her home.
But otherwise, he avoids her like the plague. She can’t figure out why— it’s driving her nuts. Yeah, drunk people can be annoying. She gets that. But it's your girlfriend of all people, she wasn’t acting that crazy while inebriated. She didn’t usually think much about it, or at least she tried not to. But she's at a point of tipsy-ness that she wants to be around her boyfriend who very clearly doesn’t want to be around her for some reason.
So now, she’s staring at him. Really staring at him, all doe-eyed, bottom lip pouting as she hangs off Robin’s shoulder. She’d gotten drunker than usual in her fit of frustration regarding Steve’s distance.
“Steve!” She squeals his name, launching herself at him, her arms wrapping around his neck in a way that has Robin mouthing ‘sorry’ and gesturing to an equally drunk Vickie.
Steve blinks, a bit stiff as she throws herself at him. His arms instinctively loop around her waist to hold her upright. “Hey sweetheart.” He greets, bringing one of his hands to pat her head, albeit a tad awkwardly. She preens at the affection, trying to bury herself in his chest all the while Steve stares Robin down. “We’re gonna head out, alright?”
She pouts, shifting to look up at him, she rests her chin on his chest. “Mkay.” She relents, contented by the simple fact that she’s in his arms. She locks her hands together around his waist and sighs happily, in a bit of an exaggerated fashion. Looking over her shoulder to wave goodbye to Robin absently.
Steve’s hand drifts to the small of her back as he guides her to his beloved Beamer, her head resting on his shoulder as she hums a little tune to herself. He opens the car door, helping her settle into her seat before rounding the car to the driver’s side— he stares at her for a second, confirming she's buckled in before starting the car.
“Can I stay over tonight?” She asks almost immediately, looking at him. It’s far from an abnormal request. She stays over all the time.
Steve blinks, his gaze focused on the road. “I— Yeah sure, of course, Angel.” Comes his swift response, though he swallows a bit nervously.
It’s silly, Steve knows it's silly. But he’s a bit on edge around her when she gets drunk.
The last time his (now ex) girlfriend got drunk, she denounced their entire relationship as bullshit and admitted she didn’t love him. Okay, maybe that's a bit exaggerative but that’s certainly how it felt. And naturally, his sweet girlfriend was not Nancy Wheeler, they’re two completely different people. But he can’t help but fear what words will come out of her mouth when she's drunk and free of all inhibitions.
Drunk words are sober thoughts. And Steve doesn’t think he can hear how his girlfriend doesn’t really love him again. He doesn’t want to hear it. It's irrational, he knows it's irrational, but he can’t help but be scared. Because he really likes this girl and well, he hopes she really likes him too. Loves him, even. She hasn’t said it before, not once. And he hasn’t either, so he can’t really fault her for it. But it leaves him feeling nervous, maybe even a bit insecure in their relationship. But those are feelings he buries, shaking his head in an effort to wipe them from his mind.
He clears his throat awkwardly, gaze flicking over to her as she toys with his radio, humming along to the music and bobbing her head. Cute. She’s cute, his distress diminishes at the sight. How can he think such negative things about his delightful girlfriend? He begins scolding himself mentally, puffing out his cheeks in an effort to free himself of his thoughts as he returns his eyes to the road and—
A poke to his cheek.
He blinks, turning to look at her. “Sweetheart? You need something?” He asks, bringing his gaze to the road.
“Nuh uh.” She says simply. “Just wanted t’ poke ya.”
He nods, as if that response made complete sense. “Right, right, of course.” He murmurs absently.
It’s only a couple more minutes before Steve is pulling into his driveway. Putting the car in park and rounding the vehicle to come and open her door. He guides her out of the car and into his house.
It’s empty, per usual.
She kicks off her shoes upon entry, shrugging off her jacket— which almost falls to the floor before Steve catches it with a quiet curse under his breath. Hanging it in the coat closet swiftly as he tries to keep up with her. “Let’s get you to bed, yeah?” He tries to coax her, he really does. Treating her like a bomb about to blow. But instead, much to his dismay, she’s padding to the kitchen and opening his fridge with a pout.
“But ‘m hungry.”
He hums, hand coming to her waist to guide her to the stairs as he gently shuts the fridge. “I can bring you a snack.” He responds, making an attempt at directing her to his room, “while you get ready for bed. How’s that sound?”
She pouts, again, feet rooted in the floor. “But I wanna be with you.” She responds, arms wrapping around his waist, she presses her face into his chest again. “My boyfie. Can’t I just be with my boyfie?”
He goes a bit stiff, surprised by the action, but brings a hand to her hair nonetheless, patting her head gently. He pecks her forehead. “‘Course you can. But you gotta get ready for bed.”
When she looks up at him, her eyes are teary. And now Steve is really panicking. Fuck, fuck, fuck. What did he do? What does he do?
“Stevie, why don’t you wanna hang out with me?” It comes out like a whine, but she sounds genuinely hurt. Eyes darting over his face, brows strewn together as she looks at him in search of an answer. Genuinely confused by his avoidance and distance. Drunken emotions amplified and washing over her like a tsunami. It's not like she wants to cry, but she's growing frustrated and hurt.
He blinks, clearly surprised as he shakes his head rapidly, trying to reassure her as his hands come to her cheeks. “Baby, of course I wanna hang out with you. I just…” He smooths his thumbs over her cheeks. “Just wanna take care of you first, yeah? Got to get you nice and comfy in bed and we can chat all night.”
She sniffles, and much to his dismay, shakes her head. “Liar.” She says. “You always avoid me when we go out. Am I no fun or somethin’ Stevie?” She asks, tugging at his shirt absently, she looks down to evade his gaze. “I just wanna dance with you. But you’re always sitting in the booth or— or nowhere to be found at all!” She frowns.
Oh, she’d noticed that. Well now he just feels like a dick. “You are the most fun, sweet girl.” He responds, and she seems to perk up at the pet name, leaning into his touch. She tilts her head to press a kiss to his palm, gazing up at him through her lashes. He swipes his thumb under her eye to catch a stray tear. “It’s not your fault at all. I’m just being silly.”
Her brows furrow, and her brain is still a bit fuzzy from the drinks, but she’s not stupid, nor is she plastered. “Whatcha mean?”
Steve purses his lips, looking away for a moment. “I… we can talk about it tomorrow.”
Oh that was not a good thing to say.
She looks at him like he’s committed a felony, mouth gaping open. Her hands come to his shoulders to shake him back and forth. “Tomorrow? Stevie, now I’m not gonna sleep at all, why would you say that?!” She cries out, and her eyes are beading with tears again.
He mentally face palms, his hands coming to grip her face to keep her still, he says her name firmly to get her attention. Waiting for her to acknowledge him, she eventually pauses her movements, blinking up at him. “Sorry.” He breathes out, brows furrowing a bit, trying to figure out how to handle… this. “I– it’s just something easier to talk about while you’re sober.” He explains.
That does not help at all. And he quickly realizes his mistake when she starts to open her mouth to express her newfound distress. “I— I’m nervous!” He blurts out, trying to halt another minor meltdown. “When you get drunk, I get nervous.”
She blinks, registering his words. Her brows furrow and she tilts her head curiously, hand slipping into his. “Why?” She asks. “‘M not… I didn’t think I did anything too crazy, do I?”
Steve shakes his head rapidly, his hair bouncing a bit with the movement. “No, no baby. Not at all. It’s just…” The sight of his hair distracts her, a hand coming to gently caress and tug at the strands as he tries to speak, his face reddening at the action. “Y’know, some people are mean when they’re drunk.”
It takes a second for his words to process in her head, her hand in his hair slipping down to cup his cheek. The affection taking him a bit by surprise, he lets his head lull in her hold as he watches her carefully, awaiting a response. “Mean?” She repeats with a frown. “Am I mean?”
He shakes his head, hand coming to cup hers and hold it against his face. Steve tilts his head to kiss her palm. “No, never.” He responds. “But sometimes people say really honest things while they’re drunk and that can feel mean.” He tries to articulate his thoughts. “Like maybe you’ll reveal you actually hate my hair or something.” The joke doesn’t really land as his eyes dart over her face.
She purses her lips. “But I love your hair.” She murmurs absently. “‘S pretty. Just like you. My Stevie is the prettiest.” She leans forward to peck his chest through his top and he swears his heart explodes. Cute. So completely and utterly cute, she’s going to kill him. “All soft and fluffy.” She adds, pressing her forehead against him, her eyes flutter shut sleepily.
“Course.” He breathes out, hand coming to rub her back gently. “I just—”
“This about the bullshit incident?”
The words are a tad slurred as they leave her lips, but they have him stiffening. “P-Pardon?”
“We went to the same high school, Steve, I wasn’t popular but the gossip got around.” She sounds surprisingly sober as she says it, nuzzling into his chest. “Our relationship isn’t bullshit.” Her voice is soft, sweet as she shifts to gaze up at him through her lashes, extending a pinky. “Promise.”
He lets out a shaky breath, a part of him feeling oddly moved by her action, and a bit embarrassed that his failing relationship with Nancy evidently made local news at Hawkins High all those years ago. But he extends his pinky to lock with hers. “Promise.” He echoes the words.
“‘M a very pleasant drunk too.” She adds with a rapid nod of her head. “Just wanna cuddle you all the time. But you’re always gone.” A pout dawns her face once more, though it's no longer one filled with genuine tears.
His face warms again and he breathes out a laugh. “Yeah?” His pinky releases hers, hand traveling to her waist to try and return to his initial goal of getting her upstairs. “Next time, then.”
She nods, this time allowing him to redirect her towards the stares. “Next time.” She agrees with a swift nod.
He leans down to peck her cheek, and she giggles at the action. Affection stirs in his chest as he litters kisses over her skin. Her forehead, her nose, her chin, everywhere he can reach. Her laugh warms his head and he can’t help but grin at the sound, it’s like listening to light itself.
Yeah, he loves her.
He’ll have to tell her that, tomorrow.
Note: Had fun writing this. Oops if the grammar is bad. Proofreading is not my strong suit. Hope it was good!
when your best friend dresses up as leatherface for a costume party or when you find out steve harrington looks insanely good in a suit with a chainsaw in his hands.
warnings: MDNI! not proofread (sorry, I accidentally deleted this and I had to rewrite it and just gave up proofreading), chainsaw l can't stop thinking about that terrible gif of the texas chainsaw massacre 2 after I saw Steve with one), afab reader, reader is shorter than steve, rovickie, petnames, porn with a tiny bit of plot, softdom!steve, rough? sex, praise, degradation, choking, oral (m receiving + road head), fingering, bondage, hair pulling, penetration (p in v), backshots, multiple orgasms, a little bit of aftercare
It was nice to help out Steve and Robin at WSQK; you almost felt like a secret agent.
It would be better if some progress was being made, though.
You still remember vividly how it went last year, when Steve sat you down to explain why he hadn’t talked to you in a week and why the city was split in four. You remember how he told you not to get involved, that you didn’t have to, that he only told you to protect you and not invite you into the mess.
You told him you didn’t care, that even if it was terrifying, you wouldn’t be able to sleep at night knowing you weren’t doing anything.
Then, eventually, Steve gave in. After being so overprotective of you during your entire friendship, he came to realize you could fend for yourself almost better than he could defend you.
Another good thing about being Steve’s friend after all these years was that you could laugh about all the “popular kids” class reunions he’d get invited to—and there were a lot.
So when you were both in the hospital’s waiting room while Robin was with Vickie, and he told you he’d been invited to something on Friday and probably wasn’t going, you weren’t surprised.
“It’s like a costume thing, can you believe it?” he scoffed.
“It’s spring, for fuck’s sake.”
“Don’t try to come off like you’re morally superior, Steve,” you reply, grabbing the water bottle from his hands and taking a sip. “I like costume parties. If the people there weren’t so evil, I’d tell you it would be fun. You have that one you didn’t use last year!”
“Come with me, then,” he answers, like it’s the simplest thing in the world.
“Steve, I’m not crashing a party in this day and age. I’m not sixteen anymore,” you laugh at the suggestion.
“No, I mean—come with me. I’m inviting you,” he says, looking at you and furrowing his brows.
“Seriously?”
“Seriously. Come on, it’ll be fun. I’d hate it without you.”
“Okay, then,” you smile while your heart pounds. “Guess I have to find myself a costume now?”
It was no surprise when you figured out you were falling for Steve a few months before. You thought you’d get over it. He was your friend; it wasn’t like it was ever going to happen. Plus, you weren’t even his type.
But as time passed, it didn’t seem to go away. The feeling only got stronger. You’d get nervous over the stupidest things. The hugs you’d been giving for years started making your heart pound. The way he’d lead you around by your back became one of your biggest turn-ons. Wearing his clothes now felt like subtle domination.
And you loved every second of it. You also hated it.
You hated how it wouldn’t happen, how it couldn’t happen. You hated that he could never know that he had you, that you were fully his.
You started wondering if these feelings had always been there, if you’d only started to realize how real they were now. When you first became friends with Steve and he’d casually brush his hand over your thigh or let a touch linger, you’d always feel like your world was collapsing (in the most delicious way)—but that was probably just nothing, right? You were making it weird.
Then Friday came around. You had put together the best Dorothy outfit you could find. You had an old pair of red Converse shoes and used those as your ruby slippers. You wore the dress from when you acted in Oklahoma! at school a few years before; it had just gotten a bit shorter, almost a palm above the knees. You just had to find a picnic basket to pair with your stuffed puppy, and you were done.
For some reason, Steve didn’t want to tell you what he was dressing up as, so when he knocked on your door and you opened it to see him in a suit with a chainsaw in his hand, you froze.
“Is that real?” you asked, your heart pounding, because that definitely didn’t look like a toy.
“No. Surprised me the first time too. Isn’t it cool? It’s Dustin’s,” he said, waving it around. You swallowed hard—maybe the suit was a bit much for you. “I just need your help drawing scars on my face. Couldn’t get the mask. Can I come in?”
“Sure.” You closed the door behind him. “Robin’s not home, so I have the house to myself tonight.” That wasn’t rare lately—she was with Vickie a lot and often left you alone at home, which usually turned into a movie night with Steve. You really should be thanking her; you almost always fell asleep in Steve’s arms halfway through the film.
“There’s eyeliner in my room.” He followed you and sat on the bed as soon as he entered, watching you as you grabbed it from the vanity and stood in front of him.
“I like your dress,” he said, tugging at the hem to bring you closer. You stepped forward and watched him play with the fabric; it was nice seeing him from this angle. He suddenly looked up, his gaze landing directly on your breasts because of the way he was sitting.
“Steve,” you murmured. It barely came out as a sound.
He hummed in response, distracted, before lifting his eyes to meet yours. “Tilt your head up for me?”
Your non-dominant hand slid to the back of his head, fingers curling into his hair as you guided him. The contact felt too intimate, too natural. You focused on the eyeliner, on the careful lines of the scars you were drawing, but every time you looked at him, his eyes were already on you.
His skin was warm under your fingers. His cologne seemed stronger than usual—clean and familiar and dizzying. You knew you’d smell like him all night, and the thought sent a shiver through you.
“I think you’re good,” you said quietly.
As you pulled back, he caught your wrist. Not tight. Just enough.
“Thanks, honey.” His thumb brushed your pulse. “You okay?”
He’d been doing that lately—pet names, soft touches, like they didn’t mean anything. Like they didn’t undo you completely.
“Yeah,” you said, forcing a smile. “I’m fine. Wanna go?”
He released you and turned to the mirror, and you took a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding.
When he parked near the host’s house, the music was already spilling out onto the street—laughter, voices, a life you’d never really been part of. You watched him through the windshield and saw him at seventeen, slipping easily into rooms like this. It was strange how someone so different from you could feel like home. Stranger still how much you wanted him.
“Toto,” he said lightly, nodding toward your stuffed animal, “I’ve a feeling we’re not in Kansas anymore.”
You laughed, startled, and didn’t even notice him get out of the car until he opened your door.
Inside, the noise swallowed you whole. As you stepped closer to him, you leaned in and spoke softly, your lips just brushing his ear.
“Now I know we’re not in Kansas.”
He stilled beside you.
Just for a second.
The rest of the night went on like you thought it would. You stayed by Steve’s side as he made small talk to people he used to be close to and occasionally participated in conversations.
You both decided not to drink. It was fun for you to watch the people around you get drunker by the hour.
All was going well until a girl came up to talk to him. She was clearly flirting, and you thought it’d be better to leave him be, so you told him you were going to freshen up and get some water and quickly left.
As you were going from the bathroom to the kitchen, a guy came up to you. You remembered him from school, Kyle. He was in some of the same classes as you.
“Hi, do I know you? What’s your name?” He questioned, moving near you.
“We had class together in school.” You replied, taking a small step back and seeing he was blocking your way. His breath smelled like cheap whiskey.
“That’s weird, I don’t think I’d ever let someone like you go by unnoticed.”
“Someone like me?”
“Well, you’re fucking hot, sweetheart.” He slurred his words, and as you were trying to think of something to say, you felt a familiar pair of hands holding your waist from behind.
“She’s not interested, bud. Let’s get moving.” Steve said to him firmly.
“Steve, I don’t—“ he tried to question but was quickly interrupted.
“She’s with me, pal. You’re free to go.” He stated, making Kyle quickly leave. “That guy’s an asshole,” Steve muttered.
“Thanks for intervening. You didn’t have to. I could’ve handled him on my own.” You looked at him, but it was almost like something had changed in his eyes. You didn’t know what until he said it.
“I’m sure you could’ve, baby.” He squinted his eyes and smiled. “Listen, I’m about to do something very stupid.” He said, grabbing you by the hand and dragging you back to the bathroom with him, locking the door behind him once he came in.
He pulled you closer, you could feel his breath fanning on your face, his hands were gripping your waist and everything felt so surprisingly new.
“I was going to wait, but I don’t think I can handle it any longer.” He blurted out, you nodded in answer and that was all he needed.
Steve locked his lips to yours, bringing his right hand to the back of your neck and his left to cup your ass, squeezing as he pulled away for a second. “I didn’t want it to be like this—“ he whispered against your lips as you parted them, going back in with his tongue and using it to lick yours.
His hands roamed all over your body, squeezing and grabbing every single part he could. Your hands went straight to his hair and his jawline, trying to bring him as close as possible while your hips rutted against his.
“I’ve wanted you for so long.” He growled against your neck as he started to bite and kiss it, probably leaving marks.
Marks that meant you were his.
“Let’s go. Now.” He ordered, pulling away and fixing your dress, which was hiked up, making you look presentable enough to leave the bathroom and Irish goodbye.
The seven-minute car drive back to your house seemed like forever, especially with his hand on your upper thigh.
“Steve..." you whispered as his pinky finger grazed your clothed pussy. You knew exactly what you were going to do next. He stopped at a red light. It was late, and the streets were basically empty. You took off your seat belt and leaned closer to him. As soon as he looked at you, you locked your lips with his. His tongue was quick to enter your mouth, tasting the scotch you had been drinking earlier. Your lips quickly headed to his neck, your hand palming him through his pants, making him harder.
“What are you doing?" he asks you when the light goes green and you're still kissing his neck. He knew damn well what you were doing.
“Just drive, Stevie. ‘Want you so bad." He scoffs and steps on the gas pedal. You undo his belt and unbutton his pants. He sighs and swears under his breath. You smile at him, hand entering his underwear and stroking his dick. You could’ve never imagined he was this fucking big. He spreads his legs a bit, trying to readjust his position. His knuckles turned white as he gripped the wheel firmly, eyes darting from you to the road in front of him.
You slowly darted your tongue out, licking the tip and collecting precum.
“Shit.” He hissed once you flattened your tongue against him and swiped it along his length. You slowly took him in your mouth.
The groan he let out once you took him as far as you could is perfect, his head hitting back on the headrest as he struggled to keep his focus. The feeling of your mouth sure made driving way better for him.
You bobbed your head up and down along his shaft, you could see he was trying his best not to thrust into your mouth.
“Stop. Get off now.” He said with a moan.
“Is everything alright? Did I do something wrong?” You ask, worried.
“No, the opposite of that, baby,” he explained, his hand back on your upper thigh, “I just wanna finish all over your ass tonight.”
You could feel your underwear get wetter by the second.
Once you got home, you barely made it to the front door.
Steve pushed you on your back against the wood, his hands on both sides of your body. His tongue entered your mouth while you tried to put the key in without looking and failed miserably.
You turned around to open the door, but he just glued his hips to your ass, pulling you closer so you’d feel his erection. Your dress hiked up as he bit on your neck and shoulders, and you moaned.
Once you finally got the door open, you came in tripping, and he closed the door behind you with his foot, quickly taking off his shoes and tossing his blazer on the floor.
You took off your shoes on your way to your room, leaving them discarded on the hallway as you walked quickly, until you felt a tug on your pigtails.
“Wait for me, princess.” He said, quickly lifting you up, making you laugh and carrying you to the bed.
He tossed you onto the mattress and got on it, his right knee between your legs as he took off his tie.
He kissed you again, like he could never get enough of your taste. It was like Steve Harrington had been starving all his life and the only satiate him was you.
He held your wrists with his left hand while he tied the tie around them, looking into your eyes and giving your forehead a quick peck.
He hummed, “I’ve always wanted to see you like this. You’re so fucking pretty, baby.” He brought his lips to your neck, sucking hard and kissing his way to your collar while he lowered your dress, showing your breasts.
“I think you’re the prettiest thing I’ve ever seen.” He muttered, lowering his mouth and closing it around your left nipple, making your back arch as he pinched the other one.
You gasp, your whole body shivering under him. Steve chuckles, grinding down on you lightly, taking pleasure in the mewl you let out. "You have no idea how long l've wanted you." You whisper, causing him to groan
"Please fuck me, Steve." You whine, eyes shut.
He chuckles, intending on making you work a little harder for it. "So needy, hm?" he hums, smiling as you feel your face getting hotter by the second. "You want my cock?" he asks, grabbing your jaw softly. Your eyes open and you whimper as he kisses you. He reaches down to slip a hand into your waistband, fingers fluttering over your core.
"Please, please," you mumble, bucking into his hand. He chuckles, slipping his hand under your underwear and swirling his fingers through your wet pussy. "So wet, all for me?" he asks, watching you as he teases your clit with his fingertip. You nod and he grins, amazed at the immediate change in confidence that you'd had minutes ago in the car. Now you're a moaning mess, desperate for him, and he loves it.
"Keep being a good girl for me, and you'll get what you want, okay?" he mutters, thumb rubbing your bottom lip.
You open your mouth, and he slips two of his fingers in, groaning as you suck eagerly on them, your tongue swirling around. He pulls your dress off with your help as you lift your hips. Then he pulls your underwear to the side, slipping his middle finger immediately into your warmth. He feels you clench slightly around him as you moan and he thinks he's never seen anything so hot in his entire life.
"So good," he mutters, pumping his finger before adding another, palming himself as he grows fully hard, watching your reactions. "So perfect and ready for me."
His thumb rubs your clit, and you try to cover your mouth with your forearm, groaning loudly. "Nope. None of that, baby. I want to hear how good I'm making you feel!" He says, holding your hands back up, smirking as he sees your eyes roll back in pleasure. "You're being such a good girl."
You moan loudly at his words, and he smirks, not surprised you've got such a thing for praise. He takes note of that and curls his fingers as he pumps into you.
He feels you clenching and leans down, replacing his thumb with his lips to flick your clit with his tongue.
"Steve, I'm gonna.." you say with your hands threaded through his hair. He just pumps harder, and he feels you clench around him as you cum.
He crawls on top of you, his lips locking against yours as he licks your tongue with his, rutting into you a few times before pulling back and helping you take off your underwear.
He's pulling himself out of his pants, and you swallow your own saliva, resisting the shocked face that threatens to creep onto you when you have a better view of how big he is. You moan as you watch him pump himself, tossing his belt on the other side of the room.
He grins as he looks at you, "So good for me, my pretty girl. You want me to fuck you now?" he asks, and you eagerly pull yourself up to your elbows, "Yes, please fuck me."
He hums, pushing his cock against your slit, the tip rubbing your sensitive clit and making you moan sharply.
He continues to tease you, one hand on his cock and the other holding your waist. "Use me, please." You whisper in his ear, holding him to you in the space between your arms, your tied wrists around the back of his neck.
He lets out a sharp breath, his hand snaking to your neck and pushing you back onto the mattress. "You want me to use you?" he asks, thrusting against you slowly, teasing your slit. "Like my little plaything?"
"Yes, god, Steve, please-" but then he's sliding into you all at once, his large cock stretching you as he moves his hips, sheathing into you. You feel so full that all you can do is gasp, Steve kissing your forehead as his hand rests on your throat. "And you're gonna be good for me, right? My good little cockslut."
You nod, "just for you." You say, and he smiles. He starts to pull out, easing back in and starting a shallow rhythm, getting you used to his size. You're euphoric as he starts to slowly pump into you, one hand around your neck and the other on your chest, palming your tit.
He starts thrusting into you, picking up speed - rough and fast. His hips buck up against you, pulling back fully before filling you up. His thumb gently grazes your sensitive clit, and you close your fists, nails digging into your palm.
"Did you think about how it'd feel to get fucked by me, baby?" he whispers in your ear as he pounds you into the mattress.
"Yes, I've wanted you for so long," you trail off into a moan. "Feels so good"" You mutter, panting, words babbling from your mouth incoherently.
You barely have a warning before you cum a second time, clenching so hard that Steve's hips stutter, his moan ringing with your own. He looks down at you, thumb trailing into your open mouth, you eagerly sucking on it like a lollipop. "God, you're so tight, doll. Such a good little slut for me. I bet you'd let me do anything to you, anywhere."
Your legs are shaking as he keeps thrusting you through your orgasm, feeling sensitive and euphoric. He smirks, "Yeah? Bet you'd let me fuck you anywhere, just my little fuck toy. So perfect for me.!'
You nod, kissing him needily, tears from oversensitivity pricking your eyes. "Want you filling me up, feels so good."
"Anywhere?" he asks, eyebrows furrowed in pleasure as he fucks into you. He's so possessive, it makes your face warm. You nod, "Anywhere."
Then Steve pulls out of you, and you're being flipped onto your knees, Steve's large hand pushing your face towards the soft sheets. You can't help the moans that escape you as he spits onto your dripping cunt, fingers playing with your used pussy as you moan, sensitive and still desperate.
"Pretty baby, all fucked out. Can you take one more?" he asks, hands roaming your ass. you nod, yelping gently when a hand smacks down on your ass.
"Can you take one more?" he asks. "Yes!" you moan into the mattress with need. He mutters, "Good girl." As he pushes into you, the new angle making you moan loudly.
With every thrust, he pushes you down on the mattress, making you grip the pillow with pleasure, which takes a lot of effort. One of his hands drops down to rub your clit, and you buck needily against his touch. After only a few minutes, the combination of the snap of his hips, the few slaps on your ass, and his hands on your clit push you over the edge, clenching around his cock as you whimper. Your legs barely stay up after you cum, and his arm wraps around you to hold you as he pounds into you, chasing his own high.
"Yes, my pretty girl, so good." He praises again, hips speeding up. You think he's close because his breathing is faster, hands gripping your hips hard as he kisses down your spine, "Take it." He whispers onto your back as he finally cums, pulling out and finishing on your ass and lower back, moaning lightly.
You can't believe what just happened as Steve disappears, returning at the speed of light with a damp washcloth to clean you off. You blush at how sweet the gesture is before he falls next to you on the bed, sighing.
"I didn't expect that." He laughed as he untied your wrists, kissing them where his tie was before.
You laugh, "neither did I. I thought I was coming home to an empty house and some takeout from yesterday."
He's staring at you, a smirk on his face. "I'd apologize, but holy fuck, you look so pretty when you cum." You don't know what to say, feeling hot as you roll your eyes with a grin. He laughs and kisses you. "You're cute, you know."
"Say you." You mutter against his lips. You thank god Robin won't be back soon as you watch your best friend rise, naked, from beside you and grab a hoodie he left with you and shorts he forgot at your home from your closet, throwing them on before handing you his own button-up to wear.
"Next time we do this, I'm paying for dinner before, okay, baby?" He smiled against your lips.
"It's a date." You gave him a peck as he got up to grab you something to eat.
"So, lasagna?" he asks. You laugh as you stand on shaky legs, buttoning the middle buttons of the shirt.
when your best friend dresses up as leatherface for a costume party or when you find out steve harrington looks insanely good in a suit with a chainsaw in his hands.
“It was like Steve Harrington had been starving all his life and the only satiate him was you.”
warnings: MDNI! not proofread (sorry, I accidentally deleted this and I had to rewrite it and just gave up proofreading), chainsaw l can't stop thinking about that terrible gif of the texas chainsaw massacre 2 after I saw Steve with one), afab reader, reader is shorter than steve, rovickie, petnames, porn with a tiny bit of plot, softdom!steve, rough? sex, praise, degradation, choking, oral (m receiving + road head), fingering, bondage, hair pulling, penetration (p in v), backshots, multiple orgasms, a little bit of aftercare
It was nice to help out Steve and Robin at WSQK; you almost felt like a secret agent.
It would be better if some progress was being made, though.
You still remember vividly how it went last year, when Steve sat you down to explain why he hadn’t talked to you in a week and why the city was split in four. You remember how he told you not to get involved, that you didn’t have to, that he only told you to protect you and not invite you into the mess.
You told him you didn’t care, that even if it was terrifying, you wouldn’t be able to sleep at night knowing you weren’t doing anything.
Then, eventually, Steve gave in. After being so overprotective of you during your entire friendship, he came to realize you could fend for yourself almost better than he could defend you.
Another good thing about being Steve’s friend after all these years was that you could laugh about all the “popular kids” class reunions he’d get invited to—and there were a lot.
So when you were both in the hospital’s waiting room while Robin was with Vickie, and he told you he’d been invited to something on Friday and probably wasn’t going, you weren’t surprised.
“It’s like a costume thing, can you believe it?” he scoffed.
“It’s spring, for fuck’s sake.”
“Don’t try to come off like you’re morally superior, Steve,” you reply, grabbing the water bottle from his hands and taking a sip. “I like costume parties. If the people there weren’t so evil, I’d tell you it would be fun. You have that one you didn’t use last year!”
“Come with me, then,” he answers, like it’s the simplest thing in the world.
“Steve, I’m not crashing a party in this day and age. I’m not sixteen anymore,” you laugh at the suggestion.
“No, I mean—come with me. I’m inviting you,” he says, looking at you and furrowing his brows.
“Seriously?”
“Seriously. Come on, it’ll be fun. I’d hate it without you.”
“Okay, then,” you smile while your heart pounds. “Guess I have to find myself a costume now?”
It was no surprise when you figured out you were falling for Steve a few months before. You thought you’d get over it. He was your friend; it wasn’t like it was ever going to happen. Plus, you weren’t even his type.
But as time passed, it didn’t seem to go away. The feeling only got stronger. You’d get nervous over the stupidest things. The hugs you’d been giving for years started making your heart pound. The way he’d lead you around by your back became one of your biggest turn-ons. Wearing his clothes now felt like subtle domination.
And you loved every second of it. You also hated it.
You hated how it wouldn’t happen, how it couldn’t happen. You hated that he could never know that he had you, that you were fully his.
You started wondering if these feelings had always been there, if you’d only started to realize how real they were now. When you first became friends with Steve and he’d casually brush his hand over your thigh or let a touch linger, you’d always feel like your world was collapsing (in the most delicious way)—but that was probably just nothing, right? You were making it weird.
Then Friday came around. You had put together the best Dorothy outfit you could find. You had an old pair of red Converse shoes and used those as your ruby slippers. You wore the dress from when you acted in Oklahoma! at school a few years before; it had just gotten a bit shorter, almost a palm above the knees. You just had to find a picnic basket to pair with your stuffed puppy, and you were done.
For some reason, Steve didn’t want to tell you what he was dressing up as, so when he knocked on your door and you opened it to see him in a suit with a chainsaw in his hand, you froze.
“Is that real?” you asked, your heart pounding, because that definitely didn’t look like a toy.
“No. Surprised me the first time too. Isn’t it cool? It’s Dustin’s,” he said, waving it around. You swallowed hard—maybe the suit was a bit much for you. “I just need your help drawing scars on my face. Couldn’t get the mask. Can I come in?”
“Sure.” You closed the door behind him. “Robin’s not home, so I have the house to myself tonight.” That wasn’t rare lately—she was with Vickie a lot and often left you alone at home, which usually turned into a movie night with Steve. You really should be thanking her; you almost always fell asleep in Steve’s arms halfway through the film.
“There’s eyeliner in my room.” He followed you and sat on the bed as soon as he entered, watching you as you grabbed it from the vanity and stood in front of him.
“I like your dress,” he said, tugging at the hem to bring you closer. You stepped forward and watched him play with the fabric; it was nice seeing him from this angle. He suddenly looked up, his gaze landing directly on your breasts because of the way he was sitting.
“Steve,” you murmured. It barely came out as a sound.
He hummed in response, distracted, before lifting his eyes to meet yours. “Tilt your head up for me?”
Your non-dominant hand slid to the back of his head, fingers curling into his hair as you guided him. The contact felt too intimate, too natural. You focused on the eyeliner, on the careful lines of the scars you were drawing, but every time you looked at him, his eyes were already on you.
His skin was warm under your fingers. His cologne seemed stronger than usual—clean and familiar and dizzying. You knew you’d smell like him all night, and the thought sent a shiver through you.
“I think you’re good,” you said quietly.
As you pulled back, he caught your wrist. Not tight. Just enough.
“Thanks, honey.” His thumb brushed your pulse. “You okay?”
He’d been doing that lately—pet names, soft touches, like they didn’t mean anything. Like they didn’t undo you completely.
“Yeah,” you said, forcing a smile. “I’m fine. Wanna go?”
He released you and turned to the mirror, and you took a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding.
When he parked near the host’s house, the music was already spilling out onto the street—laughter, voices, a life you’d never really been part of. You watched him through the windshield and saw him at seventeen, slipping easily into rooms like this. It was strange how someone so different from you could feel like home. Stranger still how much you wanted him.
“Toto,” he said lightly, nodding toward your stuffed animal, “I’ve a feeling we’re not in Kansas anymore.”
You laughed, startled, and didn’t even notice him get out of the car until he opened your door.
Inside, the noise swallowed you whole. As you stepped closer to him, you leaned in and spoke softly, your lips just brushing his ear.
“Now I know we’re not in Kansas.”
He stilled beside you.
Just for a second.
The rest of the night went on like you thought it would. You stayed by Steve’s side as he made small talk to people he used to be close to and occasionally participated in conversations.
You both decided not to drink. It was fun for you to watch the people around you get drunker by the hour.
All was going well until a girl came up to talk to him. She was clearly flirting, and you thought it’d be better to leave him be, so you told him you were going to freshen up and get some water and quickly left.
As you were going from the bathroom to the kitchen, a guy came up to you. You remembered him from school, Kyle. He was in some of the same classes as you.
“Hi, do I know you? What’s your name?” He questioned, moving near you.
“We had class together in school.” You replied, taking a small step back and seeing he was blocking your way. His breath smelled like cheap whiskey.
“That’s weird, I don’t think I’d ever let someone like you go by unnoticed.”
“Someone like me?”
“Well, you’re fucking hot, sweetheart.” He slurred his words, and as you were trying to think of something to say, you felt a familiar pair of hands holding your waist from behind.
“She’s not interested, bud. Let’s get moving.” Steve said to him firmly.
“Steve, I don’t—“ he tried to question but was quickly interrupted.
“She’s with me, pal. You’re free to go.” He stated, making Kyle quickly leave. “That guy’s an asshole,” Steve muttered.
“Thanks for intervening. You didn’t have to. I could’ve handled him on my own.” You looked at him, but it was almost like something had changed in his eyes. You didn’t know what until he said it.
“I’m sure you could’ve, baby.” He squinted his eyes and smiled. “Listen, I’m about to do something very stupid.” He said, grabbing you by the hand and dragging you back to the bathroom with him, locking the door behind him once he came in.
He pulled you closer, you could feel his breath fanning on your face, his hands were gripping your waist and everything felt so surprisingly new.
“I was going to wait, but I don’t think I can handle it any longer.” He blurted out, you nodded in answer and that was all he needed.
Steve locked his lips to yours, bringing his right hand to the back of your neck and his left to cup your ass, squeezing as he pulled away for a second. “I didn’t want it to be like this—“ he whispered against your lips as you parted them, going back in with his tongue and using it to lick yours.
His hands roamed all over your body, squeezing and grabbing every single part he could. Your hands went straight to his hair and his jawline, trying to bring him as close as possible while your hips rutted against his.
“I’ve wanted you for so long.” He growled against your neck as he started to bite and kiss it, probably leaving marks.
Marks that meant you were his.
“Let’s go. Now.” He ordered, pulling away and fixing your dress, which was hiked up, making you look presentable enough to leave the bathroom and Irish goodbye.
The seven-minute car drive back to your house seemed like forever, especially with his hand on your upper thigh.
“Steve..." you whispered as his pinky finger grazed your clothed pussy. You knew exactly what you were going to do next. He stopped at a red light. It was late, and the streets were basically empty. You took off your seat belt and leaned closer to him. As soon as he looked at you, you locked your lips with his. His tongue was quick to enter your mouth, tasting the scotch you had been drinking earlier. Your lips quickly headed to his neck, your hand palming him through his pants, making him harder.
“What are you doing?" he asks you when the light goes green and you're still kissing his neck. He knew damn well what you were doing.
“Just drive, Stevie. ‘Want you so bad." He scoffs and steps on the gas pedal. You undo his belt and unbutton his pants. He sighs and swears under his breath. You smile at him, hand entering his underwear and stroking his dick. You could’ve never imagined he was this fucking big. He spreads his legs a bit, trying to readjust his position. His knuckles turned white as he gripped the wheel firmly, eyes darting from you to the road in front of him.
You slowly darted your tongue out, licking the tip and collecting precum.
“Shit.” He hissed once you flattened your tongue against him and swiped it along his length. You slowly took him in your mouth.
The groan he let out once you took him as far as you could is perfect, his head hitting back on the headrest as he struggled to keep his focus. The feeling of your mouth sure made driving way better for him.
You bobbed your head up and down along his shaft, you could see he was trying his best not to thrust into your mouth.
“Stop. Get off now.” He said with a moan.
“Is everything alright? Did I do something wrong?” You ask, worried.
“No, the opposite of that, baby,” he explained, his hand back on your upper thigh, “I just wanna finish all over your ass tonight.”
You could feel your underwear get wetter by the second.
Once you got home, you barely made it to the front door.
Steve pushed you on your back against the wood, his hands on both sides of your body. His tongue entered your mouth while you tried to put the key in without looking and failed miserably.
You turned around to open the door, but he just glued his hips to your ass, pulling you closer so you’d feel his erection. Your dress hiked up as he bit on your neck and shoulders, and you moaned.
Once you finally got the door open, you came in tripping, and he closed the door behind you with his foot, quickly taking off his shoes and tossing his blazer on the floor.
You took off your shoes on your way to your room, leaving them discarded on the hallway as you walked quickly, until you felt a tug on your pigtails.
“Wait for me, princess.” He said, quickly lifting you up, making you laugh and carrying you to the bed.
He tossed you onto the mattress and got on it, his right knee between your legs as he took off his tie.
He kissed you again, like he could never get enough of your taste. It was like Steve Harrington had been starving all his life and the only satiate him was you.
He held your wrists with his left hand while he tied the tie around them, looking into your eyes and giving your forehead a quick peck.
He hummed, “I’ve always wanted to see you like this. You’re so fucking pretty, baby.” He brought his lips to your neck, sucking hard and kissing his way to your collar while he lowered your dress, showing your breasts.
“I think you’re the prettiest thing I’ve ever seen.” He muttered, lowering his mouth and closing it around your left nipple, making your back arch as he pinched the other one.
You gasp, your whole body shivering under him. Steve chuckles, grinding down on you lightly, taking pleasure in the mewl you let out. "You have no idea how long l've wanted you." You whisper, causing him to groan
"Please fuck me, Steve." You whine, eyes shut.
He chuckles, intending on making you work a little harder for it. "So needy, hm?" he hums, smiling as you feel your face getting hotter by the second. "You want my cock?" he asks, grabbing your jaw softly. Your eyes open and you whimper as he kisses you. He reaches down to slip a hand into your waistband, fingers fluttering over your core.
"Please, please," you mumble, bucking into his hand. He chuckles, slipping his hand under your underwear and swirling his fingers through your wet pussy. "So wet, all for me?" he asks, watching you as he teases your clit with his fingertip. You nod and he grins, amazed at the immediate change in confidence that you'd had minutes ago in the car. Now you're a moaning mess, desperate for him, and he loves it.
"Keep being a good girl for me, and you'll get what you want, okay?" he mutters, thumb rubbing your bottom lip.
You open your mouth, and he slips two of his fingers in, groaning as you suck eagerly on them, your tongue swirling around. He pulls your dress off with your help as you lift your hips. Then he pulls your underwear to the side, slipping his middle finger immediately into your warmth. He feels you clench slightly around him as you moan and he thinks he's never seen anything so hot in his entire life.
"So good," he mutters, pumping his finger before adding another, palming himself as he grows fully hard, watching your reactions. "So perfect and ready for me."
His thumb rubs your clit, and you try to cover your mouth with your forearm, groaning loudly. "Nope. None of that, baby. I want to hear how good I'm making you feel!" He says, holding your hands back up, smirking as he sees your eyes roll back in pleasure. "You're being such a good girl."
You moan loudly at his words, and he smirks, not surprised you've got such a thing for praise. He takes note of that and curls his fingers as he pumps into you.
He feels you clenching and leans down, replacing his thumb with his lips to flick your clit with his tongue.
"Steve, I'm gonna.." you say with your hands threaded through his hair. He just pumps harder, and he feels you clench around him as you cum.
He crawls on top of you, his lips locking against yours as he licks your tongue with his, rutting into you a few times before pulling back and helping you take off your underwear.
He's pulling himself out of his pants, and you swallow your own saliva, resisting the shocked face that threatens to creep onto you when you have a better view of how big he is. You moan as you watch him pump himself, tossing his belt on the other side of the room.
He grins as he looks at you, "So good for me, my pretty girl. You want me to fuck you now?" he asks, and you eagerly pull yourself up to your elbows, "Yes, please fuck me."
He hums, pushing his cock against your slit, the tip rubbing your sensitive clit and making you moan sharply.
He continues to tease you, one hand on his cock and the other holding your waist. "Use me, please." You whisper in his ear, holding him to you in the space between your arms, your tied wrists around the back of his neck.
He lets out a sharp breath, his hand snaking to your neck and pushing you back onto the mattress. "You want me to use you?" he asks, thrusting against you slowly, teasing your slit. "Like my little plaything?"
"Yes, god, Steve, please-" but then he's sliding into you all at once, his large cock stretching you as he moves his hips, sheathing into you. You feel so full that all you can do is gasp, Steve kissing your forehead as his hand rests on your throat. "And you're gonna be good for me, right? My good little cockslut."
You nod, "just for you." You say, and he smiles. He starts to pull out, easing back in and starting a shallow rhythm, getting you used to his size. You're euphoric as he starts to slowly pump into you, one hand around your neck and the other on your chest, palming your tit.
He starts thrusting into you, picking up speed - rough and fast. His hips buck up against you, pulling back fully before filling you up. His thumb gently grazes your sensitive clit, and you close your fists, nails digging into your palm.
"Did you think about how it'd feel to get fucked by me, baby?" he whispers in your ear as he pounds you into the mattress.
"Yes, I've wanted you for so long," you trail off into a moan. "Feels so good"" You mutter, panting, words babbling from your mouth incoherently.
You barely have a warning before you cum a second time, clenching so hard that Steve's hips stutter, his moan ringing with your own. He looks down at you, thumb trailing into your open mouth, you eagerly sucking on it like a lollipop. "God, you're so tight, doll. Such a good little slut for me. I bet you'd let me do anything to you, anywhere."
Your legs are shaking as he keeps thrusting you through your orgasm, feeling sensitive and euphoric. He smirks, "Yeah? Bet you'd let me fuck you anywhere, just my little fuck toy. So perfect for me.!'
You nod, kissing him needily, tears from oversensitivity pricking your eyes. "Want you filling me up, feels so good."
"Anywhere?" he asks, eyebrows furrowed in pleasure as he fucks into you. He's so possessive, it makes your face warm. You nod, "Anywhere."
Then Steve pulls out of you, and you're being flipped onto your knees, Steve's large hand pushing your face towards the soft sheets. You can't help the moans that escape you as he spits onto your dripping cunt, fingers playing with your used pussy as you moan, sensitive and still desperate.
"Pretty baby, all fucked out. Can you take one more?" he asks, hands roaming your ass. you nod, yelping gently when a hand smacks down on your ass.
"Can you take one more?" he asks. "Yes!" you moan into the mattress with need. He mutters, "Good girl." As he pushes into you, the new angle making you moan loudly.
With every thrust, he pushes you down on the mattress, making you grip the pillow with pleasure, which takes a lot of effort. One of his hands drops down to rub your clit, and you buck needily against his touch. After only a few minutes, the combination of the snap of his hips, the few slaps on your ass, and his hands on your clit push you over the edge, clenching around his cock as you whimper. Your legs barely stay up after you cum, and his arm wraps around you to hold you as he pounds into you, chasing his own high.
"Yes, my pretty girl, so good." He praises again, hips speeding up. You think he's close because his breathing is faster, hands gripping your hips hard as he kisses down your spine, "Take it." He whispers onto your back as he finally cums, pulling out and finishing on your ass and lower back, moaning lightly.
You can't believe what just happened as Steve disappears, returning at the speed of light with a damp washcloth to clean you off. You blush at how sweet the gesture is before he falls next to you on the bed, sighing.
"I didn't expect that." He laughed as he untied your wrists, kissing them where his tie was before.
You laugh, "neither did I. I thought I was coming home to an empty house and some takeout from yesterday."
He's staring at you, a smirk on his face. "I'd apologize, but holy fuck, you look so pretty when you cum." You don't know what to say, feeling hot as you roll your eyes with a grin. He laughs and kisses you. "You're cute, you know."
"Say you." You mutter against his lips. You thank god Robin won't be back soon as you watch your best friend rise, naked, from beside you and grab a hoodie he left with you and shorts he forgot at your home from your closet, throwing them on before handing you his own button-up to wear.
"Next time we do this, I'm paying for dinner before, okay, baby?" He smiled against your lips.
"It's a date." You gave him a peck as he got up to grab you something to eat.
"So, lasagna?" he asks. You laugh as you stand on shaky legs, buttoning the middle buttons of the shirt.
˖ ࣪⭑ december with boyfriend!steve harrington ˖ ࣪⭑
sharing sweaters that smell like each other, soft green hems that stretch too far past your wrists stolen from his bedroom draws, oversized knitted white wool borrowed from your wardrobe that smells like your perfume paired with steve's classic blue jeans, fluffy blankets pulled over your legs as you cuddle into your boyfriends side, some old christmas movie playing on the tv as you fight the urge to fall asleep and miss the end
snowy days spent outside, getting into competitive snowball fights that end with kisses on cheeks and pouted lips, red/white/gold ribbons tied around banisters, the gifts under the tree, and the loop in steve's jeans, snow dusted trees spotted on woodland walks, ducking from lower branches as you both do your best to not get lost, everything's covered in soft white fresh snow and the lakes frozen over so it's sometimes hard to tell where you going
waking your boyfriend up far too early as deer pass by your bedroom window, calmly making there way through town before anyone wakes up, drinking hot chocolate covered in cream and marshmallows, steve making sure you get all the pink ones because he's cute like that and he knows it'll make you smile, candy cane/peppermint kisses, born from drinking tea late at night and breaking off pieces of red and white from a gingerbread house
summary: you had been james’ girlfriend for more than a year, his close relationship with his friend lily has always bothered you, specially because he would always pick her instead of you. once you find out they almost dated when they were younger, things change.
100% inspired by logical - olivia rodrigo, the beginning of the fight was inspired by the all too well short film (it was also lari’s idea because she’s a genius)
warnings: muggle au, drinking, swearing, jealousy, breaking up, fighting, shouting, mentions of younger jily, petnames (babe, love, darling), use of y/n once, mention of sex, kind of short, sad ending
special thanks to @mrsaluado for helping me and giving me ideas for this one!!!!! you’re incredible, lari!!!!
when you first started dating james, the first friend he introduced you to was lily. he said she was one of his best friends and that she was incredibly important for him. it was almost as if he said: don’t fuck it up with her. afterwards, he said she absolutely loved you, it made you feel great about yourself, but a part of you wondered what would happen if she didn’t.
there were times when you’d ask if he wanted to hang out or do something different during the weekend. most times you were too late, he was already doing something with lily, but you could come if you wanted to. you always did. you wanted to be with your boyfriend, it shouldn’t matter that his girl best friend was always around, right?
you even asked him once or twice if he ever had anything with lily, which he defensively denied every single time. most of your friends saw it as a red flag, but what could you do? you had never loved anyone like you loved james potter.
until it all fell apart.
you both had been together for a year. you were always invited to his reunions with his friends, so when he told you he was hosting a small one at his place, you were excited to go. you helped him get the house ready. you even bought appetizers.
so when his friends showed up, you tried talking to most of them, but when you got to sirius, you both ended up talking a lot.
you both had been chatting for about half an hour when he asked:
“where’s that boyfriend of yours anyway?” he took a sip from the cheap wine remus had brought.
“with lily, i think.” you say, looking down at your cup.
“really? doesn’t it bother you?” he asked innocently, like you already knew.
“no, i mean, why would it?”
“well, i’d be stressed knowing remus was so close with someone he almost dated like two years back” he casually stated. your heart could’ve just fallen to your feet then, he never told you that. sirius quickly realized he’d fucked up because of how quiet you got. “you didn’t know?” he questioned, his brows furrowed and his voice more caring now.
“oh, i did, don’t worry.” you lied, your voice quiet.
god, you felt so stupid. you had asked so many times, and he lied, he always said no.
you never thought james could hurt you like that, until he did.
“that reminds me, i have to talk to james about what time we’re putting out the dessert. i’ll be back soon.” you didn’t have to talk to him about anything. you knew that you’d bring out the dessert at 10:30. you just wanted to know what they were talking about.
“hi, babe.” he greeted you, pressing a kiss on your cheek as you sat next to him. “my two girls at the same table, how lucky am i?” he joked, but you didn’t laugh. since when was lily his girl? “sorry, that was badly phrased.” he apologized to you, chuckling and going back to lily, not bothering to insert you in the conversation.
you didn’t really mind staying quiet, he usually did that. they talked for about 10 minutes, during that time stayed quiet and didn’t even touch him, you listened to their conversation, smiling every single time she looked at you.
the night ended for you when he didn’t hold your hand. as he excitedly laughed and talked to her. you tried to interlace his fingers with yours, which he did, giving your hand a quick squeeze before letting go of it and laying it carelessly on the table.
you take a deep breath.
you count to ten.
you hold back your tears.
he had never denied your touch before. ever.
“excuse me,” you said lowly. “i’m gonna freshen up.” you fake a smile, going as quickly as possible to the bathroom. you shut the door behind you and lock it, giving the key two turns.
you can’t believe him. he couldn’t possibly be doing this to you.
you had known ever since he introduced you to her that if he had to choose it’d be her. you knew that deep down, you just didn’t believe it.
you couldn’t believe he lied like that.
he made you believe it was in your head. everything he ever said just always sounded right. how could he do that?
you weren’t going to fight. not in the middle of a party.
you look at yourself in the mirror,
inhale, exhale.
inhale, exhale.
it was fine. you’d talk to him about it later. it was probably a misunderstanding, right? you probably heard him wrong, right?
still, you took it in and kept quiet until everybody left.
james had obviously realized how mad you were when you dodged his hug in the kitchen.
“what’s wrong?” he asked, looking all sad and lonely like a wet dog. like it was your fault.
“you dropped my hand, you know that, right?” you stop and look at him, your hands hugging your own torso nervously.
“what? when?”
“when you were talking to lily.” you say, looking down.
“sorry, i don’t really remember.” he casually brushes it off. he did remember.
“did you and her ever have a thing? tell me the truth, did you ever like her romantically or anything like that?”
“god, no! why are you bringing this up again? i’ve told you before, she’s just my friend, why are you-”
“you’re lying to me.” you cut him off, staring at him.
“no, i’m not. what’s gotten into you?” he squints his eyes at you.
“why are you lying? i know you both had a thing a year before we started dating!” you didn’t want to speak loudly, but you couldn’t not raise your voice at him.
“who told you that?” he questioned quietly.
“it doesn’t matter! why did you lie to me about this?” he didn’t answer. “god, i’m so fucking stupid!” you exclaim, laughing at yourself.
“darling, stop. it’s not like that.”
“i should’ve known something was happening. you spent more time with her than with me ever since i became your girlfriend.”
“I’m not cheating on you, you have to believe me” he tried holding your face in his hands. his touch was inviting, but you pulled away.
“but you love her, don’t you?” he doesn’t answer. “how can i possibly believe you?” you ask, your eyes tearing up. you were trying to hold back the tears, but they were just begging to come out.
“i don’t know. i just need you to trust me, love. please.”
“i don’t know if i can.” you turn around, facing the refrigerator door. you rub your eyes, stressed.
“hey, james.” you call, not turning around to face him.
“yeah?” he answers, staring at your back, a confused look on his face.
“what color are lily’s eyes?” he wanted to bury himself in a hole and never come out. he knew what you were doing and he knew he’d fail.
“i don’t see how that-”
“james, what color are they?”
“green.” he replies, his voice low.
“what color are my eyes?” no answer. you can feel your stomach twist and turn. “james, what color are my eyes?” your voice was louder now.
“i don’t know.” he whispers. you started crying, and he never hated himself so much. you turn around to face him, your head moving in a ‘no’ motion as he tried hugging you. “darling, please. you’re the love of my life, stop it.”
“sure, and you’ve only ever seen her as a friend, right?!” you push him away. “i’m the love of your life and you can’t even tell me my eye color! that’s not fucking right, isn’t it?!”
“you know how much i love you!” he shouts, desperately trying to fix it.
“do i? because you never even say it anymore! hell, you don’t even hold my hand!” you shout back at him. he can’t answer you, he doesn’t know how to. he doesn’t know what to do anymore. “i’m going home.” you announce, grabbing your purse from the kitchen table and heading to his front door.
you didn’t want to leave, but you knew that if you stayed he’d probably find a way to make you believe him. he’d hug you. he’d say he was sorry and that everything would turn out okay.
that wasn’t what you wanted to hear that night, you weren’t really sure of what it was you wanted from him in that moment, but some stupid apology and sex wasn’t going to help.
“i have been your boyfriend for the past year! I haven’t been lily’s!” he exclaimed, following you. you ignored him, cleaning your tears from off your face
“you’re not being fucking logical about this, y/n!” he screamed at you, his voice strained as you open the door to his apartment.
“i guess love isn’t logical, is it?” you say, shutting the door harshly as you head out.
you stop in front of the door, waiting to see if he’d open it and try going after you. if he’d try to make you forgive him.
hiii, idk if ur still active but I love ur writing and I was wondering if u could maybe do a james smut with a Christmas theme! tyyy💓
Merry Christmas, I miss you
james potter x f!reader
summary: you and James have been broken up since Halloween. Until he calls you on Christmas Day after finding out that you both were spending the evening alone. (muggle+modern day au)
warnings: use of y/n, reader is shorter than James, swearing, smut (MDNI!), afab reader, nipple sucking, oral/fingering (f receiving), praise!!!, penetration, multiple orgasms(2), slight dom!james, reader has hair long enough to be stroked, kind of make-up sex tbh, unprotected + use of the pill, creampie, not proofread at all 😭
a/n: thank you so so much for requesting! I immediately thought of this song, hope you like it <3
You hated spending Christmas alone.
When your family was getting plane tickets two months ago, you said you’d spend Christmas with James, who also cancelled his plans with his family, just for him to break up with you two weeks later.
There was no one you could spend the end of year holidays with, all of your friends were with their families or together.
James absolutely hated the silence in his apartment.
Sirius and Remus were spending the holiday together at cabin they found online and Peter had gone home to his family.
James hated having brought this upon himself.
Were you with somebody else out there? Were you meeting their family? Were they in your apartment?
It was killing him.
What he hated most of all was breaking up with you during a stupid fight which he didn’t even remember the reason why it happened. He just remembers being drunk and stupid.
So he called Sirius, because that was what he usually did when things went to shit, and also because Sirius was close to you and he would probably know what James had been asking himself for the past hour.
The phone rang about six times until he finally picked up.
“What do you want?”
“What do you think y/n is doing right now?” He heard Sirius groan.
“Why do you care about what she’s doing?” James didn’t answer. “She’s alone at her place, don’t call her.”
“You think I should call her?” He decided to ignore any advice that went against whatever he wanted.
“God, he’s so fucking confusing.” he heard Remus say.
“Moony, do you think I should call her?”
“James, you’re going to do whatever you want, aren’t you?”
“Always, but that’s not the point.”
“Do what your heart says and leave us alone pleeeeaseee!” Sirius said and hung up.
James dialed your number on his phone, he memorized it so there was no real meaning to why he deleted it a while ago.
When you read the name on your phone’s screen once it started vibrating you thought you’d faint.
You wished that he had butt dialed you, or that maybe he called the wrong person. You knew you were wrong.
“James?” You said as you picked up and paused the TV in front of you.
“y/n. Hi, merry Christmas.” He sat up straight on the couch. “What are you doing?”
You couldn’t believe him.
“What?” You asked, even though you heard him clearly the first time.
“What are you doing tonight?”
So he was booty calling you on Christmas, was that it?
“I’m currently watching every single sitcom Christmas episode I can think of. You?”
“I’ve been staring at the ceiling for the past three hours. Are you by yourself?”
“Yes.” You replied, almost whispering. You couldn’t understand him.
“Me too. Can I come pick you up? We could maybe watch every single sitcom Christmas episode together. I have some food here.” He was already getting up and putting on his shoes outside of the apartment.
“Sure.”
You sighed after hanging up, what could go wrong? You’d go, you’d eat his food, you wouldn’t hook up with him and you’d be home by midnight. It was fine. Everything was under control.
Until you got into his car.
Until you felt his smell, the three in one shampoo that had the sweetest smell a three in one shampoo could ever have.
“Hey, you look great.” He said, looking at you as you put on the seatbelt.
“Thanks, you too.”
“Did you change your hair?” James asked, starting to drive.
“Kind of, yes.” You looked out the window and then back at him. “You look the same.”
He let out a small laugh. “I do.”
It was usually a 10 minute drive from your apartment to his, in which you awkwardly played with the hem of your skirt and made small talk.
“I have some frozen pizza at home, we could make popcorn too if you like, I bought one of those air popping machine things a few weeks ago. Actually, Sirius got that.” He said as he parked the car on the empty street in front of the apartment complex.
“I’d like that.”
Maybe you believed everything was still in control until you entered his apartment, the floor was cold and you left your shoes at the door. He locked it behind you.
“You remember the place don’t you?” You nodded. “There’s a few blankets and a sweater on the couch and you can turn on the TV if you want to. I’ll take the pizza out of the freezer and get the popcorn machine ready.”
You decided on starting with The Office’s season two Christmas episode, then you watch the other eight. Or you’d move to New Girl, then maybe Brooklyn 99, possibly Seinfeld.
“Bad news!” You heard James say from the kitchen. “Theres no corn to pop” he said, coming out and looking at you sitting on the couch.
“It’s alright, how about we watch this one and then I can help you out with the pizza?” You moved to the right side of the couch, inviting him to sit on your left.
You did realize you had no control over anything once he sat and instinctively wrapped his left arm around your shoulder. That might’ve also been when he realized he had no control.
“What are we watching?” He asked as you covered your legs with the blanket on the couch, he pulled some of it to himself and shared with you, your knees touching under it.
“I thought we could start by the office, we obviously won’t watch all of them, so we can move to New Girl afterwards, then maybe we could do Brooklyn 99 or Seinfeld because I know you like those two.” You looked at him and he hummed.
“That’s a good plan.” You smiled at him and started the episode.
When Micheal started talking about the Yankee Swap, James took his left arm from off your shoulder and put it under the covers to scratch his calf. You missed the feeling of him over your shoulders, until he rested his hand on your upper knee.
You felt your entire body go hot until the end of the episode, when he took the blanket from off you both and supported himself on your thigh to get up from the couch, ‘accidentally’ giving it a light squeeze. You thought you were about to go insane and paused the TV, maybe it really was a Christmas booty call.
“I only have pepperoni, if you don’t mind.”
“I don’t.”
“Can you put it in the oven? I’ll get us something to drink.”
“Sure.” He brushed his hand against your waist as he moved behind you to open the fridge.
“There’s Diet Coke, wine and orange juice.” He looked back at you.
“Wine.” You answered, watching him take the bottle out along with a can of Coke.
“Aren’t you going to drink with me?” You grabbed two glasses from the cupboard and moved next to him.
“I have to drive you home.” He smiled at you.
“Maybe you shouldn’t.” You smiled back at him.
“I can’t let you walk or uber home.” He put your hair behind your ear.
“I could crash here, if there’s space for me.” You almost whispered, looking at him doe eyed.
“There’s always space for you in my bed.” He stated, his voice low as he poured wine into both of the glasses.
He watched you take a sip and realized you were holding back a laugh.
“What is it?” He smiled.
“This sucks.” You giggled softly. He took a sip from his glass and made a face.
“Oh my god,” he laughed “you have to blame Remus though, I don’t think I bought wine more than once in my entire life.” You smiled, remembering the bottle he brought to your house on your third date. He moved closer to you, resting his hands on your waist.
“I’m sorry about the wine.” He whispered and you felt his breathing against your face, you hummed and looked up at him, moving your hands to the back of his neck, gently stroking his hair.
“Fuck.” He whispered, looking into your eyes. He slowly leaned in, you could feel your heartbeat as he got closer to you. You felt his lips brush against yours and then his phone’s alarm went off, scaring the both of you.
“The damn pizza” he muttered, turning off the oven but not taking the food out. You leaned against the counter and looked at James, who put his hands on your waist again, asking you “Where were we?”, making you laugh for the first time in a while.
You threw your hands over his neck as he hugged you so tightly that you thought maybe you both could merge into one.
“I missed you.” You whispered into his ear.
“Yeah?” He teased you and you hummed. “I missed you so much, love.” He started kissing your neck, holding you tightly by your lower waist.
“I’m so sorry. For everything.” He pulled away, looking into your eyes. “Let me make it up to you, please.” You nodded.
He brought his lips to yours and kissed you quickly.
“Use your words.” He muttered against your mouth and your breath hitched.
“Yes, please.” You replied and he brought his lips back against yours, this time you parted your mouth and he let his tongue slip into it. His lips moved hungrily against yours, the hands on your waist quickly moving to cup your ass firmly. Before you knew it, you were moving against him, glad you’d chosen to wear a skirt as breathy moans slipped from your lips against his.
All of a sudden James pulled his lips away from yours,
“Go to my room, I’ll be there in a second.” He said, pointing to the corridor.
You left the door open and sat on his bed, waiting for him. Everything was the same, except for the photograph of the both of you he had framed and left on his desk, which was now nowhere to be seen. He came into the room with something behind his back.
“I got this for you in November, in case we saw each other today. I know it’s not much but it reminded me of you.” He handed you a black corduroy box, which had a gold necklace with a small heart pendant.
“Oh James, this is so pretty.” You looked at him smiling and closing the box and putting it on his nightstand “I’ll put it on later, thank you so much.”
“Let me make everything up to you, I truly am sorry.” He said, taking off his glasses and sitting in front of you on the bed. You put your hands behind his neck and pulled him in, kissing him gently as he moved closer to you, his knee between your legs.
You laid down and his mouth started to make its way to your neck, giving it soft kisses then gently biting and sucking, making sure to leave a few marks. Meanwhile, his hands trailed their way to your breasts, going under your already loose bra and playing with your nipples. He quickly helped you take off your shirt, also removing his own.
James quickly kissed your mouth and started to trail small kisses from it to your right nipple, which he brought to his mouth and sucked on, nipping at it with his front teeth every once in a while, meanwhile his left hand stimulated your other nipple.
Your hands moved to his hair, stroking it and tugging on it every once in a while, leading to groans that would send vibrations to your breasts.
Suddenly, he pressed his knee against your damp underwear as you desperately tried to get more friction from it, until he held down your hips.
“Let me help you, baby.” he hummed against your chest. “I’m going to take care of you, don’t worry.”
He helped you take off your skirt as you raised your hips, tossing it next to the bed and kissing your tummy, making his way down to your underwear, lowering it and kissing the skin right above your slit, almost where you needed him the most. He started to kiss your inner thighs, going up to your clothed core, pressing another kiss right on top of your covered clit, making you moan as he took off your panties, carefully placing them on top of your skirt on the floor.
“You’re so beautiful.” He whispered, his breath fanning against your pussy.
He started slowly at first, licking from your entrance to your clit, sucking it in the most careful way he could. Until you couldn’t hold back your moaning and you remembered how James Potter gave head like a starved man.
He held your thighs open as he sucked on your sensitive bud and fucked two fingers into you, making your back arch and causing you release the most incoherent sentences from your mouth, a mix of swearing, the word god and his name, but really, in that moment, the later two were probably the same to you.
Your hands tugged onto his hair as you reached your high, he looked up at you and kept stimulating your clit with his thumb, inserting a third finger into your hole.
“Cum for me, honey.” He said, sensing you were close to your high and going back to sucking your bud.
Your eyes rolled back in pleasure as you moaned out his name, squeezing his head in between your thighs as he carried you through your orgasm.
Once you were finished, James moved up to kiss you. His mouth moving hungrily against yours.
“I want you.” you said as you pulled away, looking into his eyes.
“You already have me, sweetheart.” He smiled, getting up to get something to clean you up with. You pulled him back by the wrist.
“No, I want you in me. Please. ‘Need more.” You said lowly, giving him a quick peck.
“You sure?” You knew he wanted it too, he just wanted to make you feel good and forget about himself for the rest of the night.
“Yes, please James.” You replied, pulling him by the wrist again once he went to reach for a condom in the nightstand drawer. “I want to feel you. I’m on the pill, please.”
He smiled, taking off his sweatpants and going on top of you, his knees pressed against the mattress next to your thighs as he kissed you, tilting your head to deepen it.
He started kissing your neck, giving soft pecks on the marks he had left behind earlier, while taking his length out of his underwear and lining himself up against your entrance, teasing you with his tip as you practically begged him to get inside of you.
“Patience, baby.” He muttered, slowly starting to thrust into your needy hole whilst pulling your right leg up and bending it, almost making your leg shin touch your thigh as he tried to go as deep as possible.
You couldn’t help but moan out his name once he started thrusting and kept hitting the most perfect spot he could whilst stimulating your bean with his thumb. You clenched around his cock as he started to thrust rapidly into you.
“That’s it baby, you’re doing so good.” He’d whisper in between grunts in your ear while you scratched his back in pleasure. “So- mhm so good for me, baby.” He said, his mouth clashing against yours, his tongue entering your mouth as you opened it. You clenched your pussy around him and you both can’t help but moan into each other’s mouths, his thrusts getting faster and his grunts and moans only louder, showing you how close he also is.
You felt your second orgasm building up as he pinched your clit and you squealed onto his tongue, your teeth clashing, causing him to pull away and smile against your mouth, his teeth against your lips.
“Are you close, princess?” He whispered and you replied with a nod, your nose against his cheek. He thrusted quickly and made circular motions on your clit at the same pace. “Hm, cum for me baby, cum on my cock.” He commanded as you reached your second high, pulling him in by the back of his neck to kiss you again. The kiss was sloppy as he shot his load into you and you clenched around him, his thrusts faltering.
He collapsed right next to you, grabbing his glasses on the bedside table to look at you properly.
“You’re so beautiful.” He praised you, smiling as he stroked your hair. “Thank you for picking up. Thank you for being here. For everything.” He whispered.
“Thank you for calling.” You smiled.
“The pizza’s probably cold.” He muttered, looking at his bedroom door.
“I don’t care.” You gave him a peck. “Merry Christmas, James.”
hiii, idk if ur still active but I love ur writing and I was wondering if u could maybe do a james smut with a Christmas theme! tyyy💓
Merry Christmas, I miss you
james potter x f!reader
summary: you and James have been broken up since Halloween. Until he calls you on Christmas Day after finding out that you both were spending the evening alone. (muggle+modern day au)
warnings: use of y/n, reader is shorter than James, swearing, smut (MDNI!), afab reader, nipple sucking, oral/fingering (f receiving), praise!!!, penetration, multiple orgasms(2), slight dom!james, reader has hair long enough to be stroked, kind of make-up sex tbh, unprotected + use of the pill, creampie, not proofread at all 😭
a/n: thank you so so much for requesting! I immediately thought of this song, hope you like it <3
You hated spending Christmas alone.
When your family was getting plane tickets two months ago, you said you’d spend Christmas with James, who also cancelled his plans with his family, just for him to break up with you two weeks later.
There was no one you could spend the end of year holidays with, all of your friends were with their families or together.
James absolutely hated the silence in his apartment.
Sirius and Remus were spending the holiday together at cabin they found online and Peter had gone home to his family.
James hated having brought this upon himself.
Were you with somebody else out there? Were you meeting their family? Were they in your apartment?
It was killing him.
What he hated most of all was breaking up with you during a stupid fight which he didn’t even remember the reason why it happened. He just remembers being drunk and stupid.
So he called Sirius, because that was what he usually did when things went to shit, and also because Sirius was close to you and he would probably know what James had been asking himself for the past hour.
The phone rang about six times until he finally picked up.
“What do you want?”
“What do you think y/n is doing right now?” He heard Sirius groan.
“Why do you care about what she’s doing?” James didn’t answer. “She’s alone at her place, don’t call her.”
“You think I should call her?” He decided to ignore any advice that went against whatever he wanted.
“God, he’s so fucking confusing.” he heard Remus say.
“Moony, do you think I should call her?”
“James, you’re going to do whatever you want, aren’t you?”
“Always, but that’s not the point.”
“Do what your heart says and leave us alone pleeeeaseee!” Sirius said and hung up.
James dialed your number on his phone, he memorized it so there was no real meaning to why he deleted it a while ago.
When you read the name on your phone’s screen once it started vibrating you thought you’d faint.
You wished that he had butt dialed you, or that maybe he called the wrong person. You knew you were wrong.
“James?” You said as you picked up and paused the TV in front of you.
“y/n. Hi, merry Christmas.” He sat up straight on the couch. “What are you doing?”
You couldn’t believe him.
“What?” You asked, even though you heard him clearly the first time.
“What are you doing tonight?”
So he was booty calling you on Christmas, was that it?
“I’m currently watching every single sitcom Christmas episode I can think of. You?”
“I’ve been staring at the ceiling for the past three hours. Are you by yourself?”
“Yes.” You replied, almost whispering. You couldn’t understand him.
“Me too. Can I come pick you up? We could maybe watch every single sitcom Christmas episode together. I have some food here.” He was already getting up and putting on his shoes outside of the apartment.
“Sure.”
You sighed after hanging up, what could go wrong? You’d go, you’d eat his food, you wouldn’t hook up with him and you’d be home by midnight. It was fine. Everything was under control.
Until you got into his car.
Until you felt his smell, the three in one shampoo that had the sweetest smell a three in one shampoo could ever have.
“Hey, you look great.” He said, looking at you as you put on the seatbelt.
“Thanks, you too.”
“Did you change your hair?” James asked, starting to drive.
“Kind of, yes.” You looked out the window and then back at him. “You look the same.”
He let out a small laugh. “I do.”
It was usually a 10 minute drive from your apartment to his, in which you awkwardly played with the hem of your skirt and made small talk.
“I have some frozen pizza at home, we could make popcorn too if you like, I bought one of those air popping machine things a few weeks ago. Actually, Sirius got that.” He said as he parked the car on the empty street in front of the apartment complex.
“I’d like that.”
Maybe you believed everything was still in control until you entered his apartment, the floor was cold and you left your shoes at the door. He locked it behind you.
“You remember the place don’t you?” You nodded. “There’s a few blankets and a sweater on the couch and you can turn on the TV if you want to. I’ll take the pizza out of the freezer and get the popcorn machine ready.”
You decided on starting with The Office’s season two Christmas episode, then you watch the other eight. Or you’d move to New Girl, then maybe Brooklyn 99, possibly Seinfeld.
“Bad news!” You heard James say from the kitchen. “Theres no corn to pop” he said, coming out and looking at you sitting on the couch.
“It’s alright, how about we watch this one and then I can help you out with the pizza?” You moved to the right side of the couch, inviting him to sit on your left.
You did realize you had no control over anything once he sat and instinctively wrapped his left arm around your shoulder. That might’ve also been when he realized he had no control.
“What are we watching?” He asked as you covered your legs with the blanket on the couch, he pulled some of it to himself and shared with you, your knees touching under it.
“I thought we could start by the office, we obviously won’t watch all of them, so we can move to New Girl afterwards, then maybe we could do Brooklyn 99 or Seinfeld because I know you like those two.” You looked at him and he hummed.
“That’s a good plan.” You smiled at him and started the episode.
When Micheal started talking about the Yankee Swap, James took his left arm from off your shoulder and put it under the covers to scratch his calf. You missed the feeling of him over your shoulders, until he rested his hand on your upper knee.
You felt your entire body go hot until the end of the episode, when he took the blanket from off you both and supported himself on your thigh to get up from the couch, ‘accidentally’ giving it a light squeeze. You thought you were about to go insane and paused the TV, maybe it really was a Christmas booty call.
“I only have pepperoni, if you don’t mind.”
“I don’t.”
“Can you put it in the oven? I’ll get us something to drink.”
“Sure.” He brushed his hand against your waist as he moved behind you to open the fridge.
“There’s Diet Coke, wine and orange juice.” He looked back at you.
“Wine.” You answered, watching him take the bottle out along with a can of Coke.
“Aren’t you going to drink with me?” You grabbed two glasses from the cupboard and moved next to him.
“I have to drive you home.” He smiled at you.
“Maybe you shouldn’t.” You smiled back at him.
“I can’t let you walk or uber home.” He put your hair behind your ear.
“I could crash here, if there’s space for me.” You almost whispered, looking at him doe eyed.
“There’s always space for you in my bed.” He stated, his voice low as he poured wine into both of the glasses.
He watched you take a sip and realized you were holding back a laugh.
“What is it?” He smiled.
“This sucks.” You giggled softly. He took a sip from his glass and made a face.
“Oh my god,” he laughed “you have to blame Remus though, I don’t think I bought wine more than once in my entire life.” You smiled, remembering the bottle he brought to your house on your third date. He moved closer to you, resting his hands on your waist.
“I’m sorry about the wine.” He whispered and you felt his breathing against your face, you hummed and looked up at him, moving your hands to the back of his neck, gently stroking his hair.
“Fuck.” He whispered, looking into your eyes. He slowly leaned in, you could feel your heartbeat as he got closer to you. You felt his lips brush against yours and then his phone’s alarm went off, scaring the both of you.
“The damn pizza” he muttered, turning off the oven but not taking the food out. You leaned against the counter and looked at James, who put his hands on your waist again, asking you “Where were we?”, making you laugh for the first time in a while.
You threw your hands over his neck as he hugged you so tightly that you thought maybe you both could merge into one.
“I missed you.” You whispered into his ear.
“Yeah?” He teased you and you hummed. “I missed you so much, love.” He started kissing your neck, holding you tightly by your lower waist.
“I’m so sorry. For everything.” He pulled away, looking into your eyes. “Let me make it up to you, please.” You nodded.
He brought his lips to yours and kissed you quickly.
“Use your words.” He muttered against your mouth and your breath hitched.
“Yes, please.” You replied and he brought his lips back against yours, this time you parted your mouth and he let his tongue slip into it. His lips moved hungrily against yours, the hands on your waist quickly moving to cup your ass firmly. Before you knew it, you were moving against him, glad you’d chosen to wear a skirt as breathy moans slipped from your lips against his.
All of a sudden James pulled his lips away from yours,
“Go to my room, I’ll be there in a second.” He said, pointing to the corridor.
You left the door open and sat on his bed, waiting for him. Everything was the same, except for the photograph of the both of you he had framed and left on his desk, which was now nowhere to be seen. He came into the room with something behind his back.
“I got this for you in November, in case we saw each other today. I know it’s not much but it reminded me of you.” He handed you a black corduroy box, which had a gold necklace with a small heart pendant.
“Oh James, this is so pretty.” You looked at him smiling and closing the box and putting it on his nightstand “I’ll put it on later, thank you so much.”
“Let me make everything up to you, I truly am sorry.” He said, taking off his glasses and sitting in front of you on the bed. You put your hands behind his neck and pulled him in, kissing him gently as he moved closer to you, his knee between your legs.
You laid down and his mouth started to make its way to your neck, giving it soft kisses then gently biting and sucking, making sure to leave a few marks. Meanwhile, his hands trailed their way to your breasts, going under your already loose bra and playing with your nipples. He quickly helped you take off your shirt, also removing his own.
James quickly kissed your mouth and started to trail small kisses from it to your right nipple, which he brought to his mouth and sucked on, nipping at it with his front teeth every once in a while, meanwhile his left hand stimulated your other nipple.
Your hands moved to his hair, stroking it and tugging on it every once in a while, leading to groans that would send vibrations to your breasts.
Suddenly, he pressed his knee against your damp underwear as you desperately tried to get more friction from it, until he held down your hips.
“Let me help you, baby.” he hummed against your chest. “I’m going to take care of you, don’t worry.”
He helped you take off your skirt as you raised your hips, tossing it next to the bed and kissing your tummy, making his way down to your underwear, lowering it and kissing the skin right above your slit, almost where you needed him the most. He started to kiss your inner thighs, going up to your clothed core, pressing another kiss right on top of your covered clit, making you moan as he took off your panties, carefully placing them on top of your skirt on the floor.
“You’re so beautiful.” He whispered, his breath fanning against your pussy.
He started slowly at first, licking from your entrance to your clit, sucking it in the most careful way he could. Until you couldn’t hold back your moaning and you remembered how James Potter gave head like a starved man.
He held your thighs open as he sucked on your sensitive bud and fucked two fingers into you, making your back arch and causing you release the most incoherent sentences from your mouth, a mix of swearing, the word god and his name, but really, in that moment, the later two were probably the same to you.
Your hands tugged onto his hair as you reached your high, he looked up at you and kept stimulating your clit with his thumb, inserting a third finger into your hole.
“Cum for me, honey.” He said, sensing you were close to your high and going back to sucking your bud.
Your eyes rolled back in pleasure as you moaned out his name, squeezing his head in between your thighs as he carried you through your orgasm.
Once you were finished, James moved up to kiss you. His mouth moving hungrily against yours.
“I want you.” you said as you pulled away, looking into his eyes.
“You already have me, sweetheart.” He smiled, getting up to get something to clean you up with. You pulled him back by the wrist.
“No, I want you in me. Please. ‘Need more.” You said lowly, giving him a quick peck.
“You sure?” You knew he wanted it too, he just wanted to make you feel good and forget about himself for the rest of the night.
“Yes, please James.” You replied, pulling him by the wrist again once he went to reach for a condom in the nightstand drawer. “I want to feel you. I’m on the pill, please.”
He smiled, taking off his sweatpants and going on top of you, his knees pressed against the mattress next to your thighs as he kissed you, tilting your head to deepen it.
He started kissing your neck, giving soft pecks on the marks he had left behind earlier, while taking his length out of his underwear and lining himself up against your entrance, teasing you with his tip as you practically begged him to get inside of you.
“Patience, baby.” He muttered, slowly starting to thrust into your needy hole whilst pulling your right leg up and bending it, almost making your leg shin touch your thigh as he tried to go as deep as possible.
You couldn’t help but moan out his name once he started thrusting and kept hitting the most perfect spot he could whilst stimulating your bean with his thumb. You clenched around his cock as he started to thrust rapidly into you.
“That’s it baby, you’re doing so good.” He’d whisper in between grunts in your ear while you scratched his back in pleasure. “So- mhm so good for me, baby.” He said, his mouth clashing against yours, his tongue entering your mouth as you opened it. You clenched your pussy around him and you both can’t help but moan into each other’s mouths, his thrusts getting faster and his grunts and moans only louder, showing you how close he also is.
You felt your second orgasm building up as he pinched your clit and you squealed onto his tongue, your teeth clashing, causing him to pull away and smile against your mouth, his teeth against your lips.
“Are you close, princess?” He whispered and you replied with a nod, your nose against his cheek. He thrusted quickly and made circular motions on your clit at the same pace. “Hm, cum for me baby, cum on my cock.” He commanded as you reached your second high, pulling him in by the back of his neck to kiss you again. The kiss was sloppy as he shot his load into you and you clenched around him, his thrusts faltering.
He collapsed right next to you, grabbing his glasses on the bedside table to look at you properly.
“You’re so beautiful.” He praised you, smiling as he stroked your hair. “Thank you for picking up. Thank you for being here. For everything.” He whispered.
“Thank you for calling.” You smiled.
“The pizza’s probably cold.” He muttered, looking at his bedroom door.
“I don’t care.” You gave him a peck. “Merry Christmas, James.”