ostende mihi tuum et ostendam tibi meum @silent-november - Tumblr Blog

i can tell someone all the times ive been hurt and i can vent and complain about every way my parents fucked me up but i cant trust that same person wont let me down i cant tell someone when they hurt me because i dont want them to know they found a way in i dont want them to know where my weak spots are and when they tell me they love me when they give me birthday and christmas presents i look at them and still cant believe they're gonna be in my life tomorrow i still cant trust them to stick around

#luke.txt #to delete

we’re boys together in the summer

i remember your lips, your neck,

i want to trace your teeth.

i like that light in your eyes.

i dreamt that owls swarmed.

i am like water and filtering out;

i am like a wave stretching always breaking

going carazy

physical altercation my house 9 pm tonight

Getting a little HomoErotic (2008)

#boy

i think maybe if i beat him up and then we'd both start crying and after we'd be lying on the ground covered in dirt and blood and then look at each other and start laughing i think everything would be fine again. just a fistfight between friends to break the ice and get the feelings and conversations flowing again

#i dont know maybe its just my dad speaking but maybe getting into a physical altercation every now and then could do a friendship good #just socking him again and again saying i missed you and you left me alone how could you when you know thats the worst thing you could do t #me is just leave me by myself thinking its over i dont want it to be over i miss you youre my friend dont *punch* fucking *punch* leave me #luke.txt

you let it all burn down and did nothing

#luke.txt