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Rainbow after the rain

Not all questions will have answers,

Not all confusions will have clarity.

Not all that's separated will be reunited,

And that's just reality.

Sometimes you don't get a chance,

To make up for all the wrong you did.

Sometimes you don't have a say,

They'll let your heart bleed.

You'll lose the person most important to you,

You'll go on separate ways.

They'll move on and meet someone new,

It's painful but that's okay.

You'll learn to sit with grief and longing,

And then you'll learn to smile again.

Then you'll realize you forgot to think about them,

That's when you become the rainbow after the rain

#poemsandpoetry

Stay

The feet that dances lightly,

Is dragging on its way to me.

The eyes that once looked at me lovingly,

Now stares at me blankly.

It's not that I didn't see the signs,

When they cut me as sharp as a knife.

I just refused to whine,

When I'm used to keeping it all in all my life.

You choose the easy way out,

When I'm ready to hold my ground.

Would have been better to hear you shout,

But you did not make any sound.

You already made up your mind,

And there's nothing else that I could say.

I think I'll lose my mind,

All I wanted was for you to stay.

#poems and poetry

Let You Go

The conversation I rehearsed so much in my head,

Not to manifest but the thing I am most afraid of happening.

Now finally unfolds in front of me,

Didn't expect it to be this terrifying.

It takes me time to collect my thoughts,

When my pen and paper had been my friend for too long.

And because this love is the most precious thing I got,

Giving it up without a proper fight is just wrong.

I always pray to God - "Let Your will be done",

I trust in Him and His mighty plan.

For what have come may now be probably gone,

Still thank you Lord for the amazing run.

Once a Fairytale

You were humming the song,

I know you sing not for me.

Dont you think it's wrong,

To make me fall for you so deeply.

While i was singing love songs,

You were singing sad songs.

Your mouth smiles,

But there's so much sadness in your eyes.

When i loved you so,

You loved her still.

I let you go,

Even when i may never heal.

I tried so hard to mend my heart,

Only for you to break it apart.

Did you have to tear me to pieces,

My heart had enough stitches.

Why'd you have to break my heart,

Why'd you have to leave me scars.

You're once my fairtale.

Now turned into a nightmare.

#poetry #poems

At the rainbow bridge

Go, my love, at the rainbow bridge,

Run as fast as you've never been before.

I'll leave your spot free beside the fridge,

I'll never forget you and that I swore.

Your puppies must have been waiting for you for so long,

Although you are just a puppy too.

But i must accept it's where you now belong,

Know i love you and i really do.

At the rainbow bridge, on a bright sunny day,

Someday we'll meet each other.

Don't go astray anymore like today,

You left us nothing but memories,love and laughter.

A Farewell to My Loved Ones

If time must come that I have to bid farewell to you, my love. Take comfort in the fact that I am up in the clouds dancing to the tune of the harp playing. I'm strolling past the garden full of fruit bearing trees with the smell of magnolias, roses and cherry blossoms all over the place. I shall spend my afternoon chatting with God of the life I'd lived, thanking Him for letting us cross our paths and allowing me to walk on the wonders of the earth. I did not leave you, but rather, we're living in a two parallel universe.

My time with you was always precious to me and I shall patiently wait for you at the gates of heaven. But not too soon, my love. For there is still a lot in store for you and the best is yet to come. So take your time and know that I love you always.

A Plea

I had stripped all my defenses,

And showed you all my weaknesses.

But if still, you cannot read these pages,

God will be my witness.

You've become someone I thought I would never need.

Even when I'm shaking, I welcome all the love you give.

By letting go, i am freed.

Fragile, but the bravest I had ever been.

I don't want to turn this into a melancholy,

I like you and the choice is now yours freely.

Bid your farewell openly;

Or, say how much you love me dearly.

Please don't make me sing sad songs,

Or make me write wreched poems.

Don't let this end,

With a broken heart that is hard to mend.

There are several types of rain:

A strong rain, continous and fast.

There is also a rain accompanied by thunder and lightning, having their own fiesta. And;

A calm rain,slow and saying both hi and goodbye.

Keeping My Distance: An Answer to In-Between

With you, I know is where I should be.

Your smile, so bright, I longed to see.

But fear in me is what's keeping me,

From keeping you for eternity.

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When you laid your cards and risk it all,

I turn away and shut my door.

When you choose to walk away,

I grabbed your hand to make you stay.

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The number of times I saw you smile,

Is the same with the number of times I saw you cry.

Even when I know that I am a rose,

I still pull you close.

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I know it's mean,

To keep you in between.

Praying, though you may think it's strange,

That your feelings will never change.

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My life is still a mess,

You don't deserve less.

There is so much that I need to mend,

I am this broken.

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After this flight,

I will hold you tight.

I don't want to risk my chance,

That's why I'm keeping my distance.

The paper,

that have long been left blank.

Now words are coming

One by one, slowly rushing.

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The ink,

So red and tempting.

A blood escaping

The heart, throbbing.

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I had lingered here for too long

And wrote so much songs.

Now my lips are pale.

My body frail

Poems and Rhymes

I'm too busy:

Always running out of time,

Always running out of rhyme.

Can't even breathe sometimes.

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Don't even have the time to think,

Don't even have the time to blink.

When feeling becomes a luxury,

Can’t even tell myself that I am sorry.

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My poems are running out of rhyme,

My speeches are running out of lines.

It’s already too late.

Could not even escape.

#myversionof #fromthevault

The Day Without You

My eyes swell,

My tears fell

Like a river flowing

Quietly, smoothly, unending.

I dread each day. I don't care whether a day is about to end or a new one is about to start. All I want is to lie in my bed with my pillows either sleeping or staring into nothingness.

In Between

When I’m tired of waiting, I think of quitting

Cause all it do is left me hurting

I tried to move on but you went to me and started joking

And like a fool, you left me unconsciously smiling.

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You’re the reason why I cry

You’re the reason why I’m high

You are the reason why I’m alive

And you’re the reason why I die.

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You are my happiness and sadness