i'm ready to wake up

Hi, I'm silentxsymphony! Just an elder millennial who likes to fangirl about stuff. Current status: hyperfixating on teddypine and Heated Rivalry. Perma-fixations: Josh Groban, Broadway, Moulin Rouge, lokius, and destiel. That one time Glee and Moulin Rouge collided and destroyed my life.

[whatthebodygraspsnot]

[evrikka]

[spider-mann]

Tom Holland attending "The Odyssey" premiere in London, July 06 (2026)

[justslightlyconfused]

That ‘comment on your a03 work’ email hits like a line of cocaine every time. unmatched dopamine increase. shoutout to everyone who leaves a comment on fics. you deserve the world

[dilfgifs]

PEDRO PASCAL The Puppy Interview

[calva-daily]

Diego Calva for Grazia México 2023

[calva-daily]

Diego Calva as Juan Olvera — Celda 211 (2025)

[blackbirdofasgard]

Lokius Post-Finale Fic Recs

For @bayta-darell, who just finished the Loki S2 finale and needs some fix-it fics STAT after that ending 🥲

In no particular order:

Serendipitous - @e-milieeee (emilieee on ao3)

augury - @mirilyawrites (Mirilya on ao3)

nowhere man - @bookinit02 (bookinit on ao3)

wish upon a star - thumbird

Revival (series) - @elodiah (Sariele on ao3)

Please Try (Your Call) Again - @kcscribbler (kcscribbler on ao3)

Photoautomat - @lokimobius (userlokimobius on ao3)

He'll Make it Back - @elodiah (Sariele on ao3)

The Storyteller Saga (series) - @kcscribbler (kcscribbler on ao3)

Finding You, in Time - jupitcrs

We'll Fix It Together - @insert-witty-user-name-here (Insert_Witty_User_Name_Here on ao3)

i'll leave this life behind me - @sanctuaryforalluniverses (sanctuary_for_all on ao3)

Bigger Than the Whole Sky - Captain_Kieren

Kissed You Atop The Ferris Wheel - @kittyhazelnut (kittyhazelnut on ao3)

touching the horizon - @burlesquecomposer (burlesquecomposer on ao3)

My Light, Your Love - jupitcrs

i bet on losing dogs - thumbbird

as you find the string - athousandteeth

Where You Go, I Will Follow - @charcubed (CharCubed on ao3)

i look up at the gaps of sunlight (i miss you more than anything) - teaandjam

BONUS! Also have some AU recs, just in case canon is way too painful, even with the fix-its.

What If...? (An Avengers AU) (series) - @in-my-loki-feels (wanderingflame on ao3)

Priests AU: It's a Love Story (series) - @distracteddream (DistractedDream on ao3)

Cowboys AU: Unwavering Forces (series) - @in-my-loki-feels (wanderingflame on ao3)

Pirates AU: I Won't Lead and You Won't Follow (series) - @distracteddream (DistractedDream on ao3)

Regency AU: Oh, what a tangled web we weave - @lgwilt (lydiagwilt on ao3)

Human, Next-Door Neighbors AU: Only a Knock Away - @lokimobius (userlokimobius on ao3)

CIA Agents AU: What Makes a Good Man (series) - @cha-melodius (chamel on ao3)

[loki-is-my-kink-awakening]

[hiddlestonspot]

The Night Manager Season 2 (2026)

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[olemisekunst]

The Night Manager Season 2, Episode 3 (2026)

[pinesloki]

I've never noticed before the way it's Jonathan that leans into Teddy first and initiates contact. You can see him turn his head pointedly away from Roxanna and toward Teddy. He may have been dazed and not thinking straight (pun intended) but that definitely was NOT an accident. The way his nose is practically touching Teddy’s cheek before Teddy’s even looks at Jonathan. They kill me

[calva-daily]

Diego Calva for Vogue Mexico, July 2023

[teddydossantos]

Tom Hiddleston as Jonathan Pine & Diego Calva as Teddy Dos Santos

The Night Manager, Series 2 (2026)

[juliawvicker]

[loki-is-my-kink-awakening]

But if you loved me, why'd you leave me?

All I Want | Kodaline

[revolted-nycto]

i love the underlying factor in brokeback mountain that jack taught ennis it's okay to love

there's no doubt in my head that ennis loved his daughters, but he never really had a strong bond with them. he definitely valued jack over his own family, because that was somebody he truly loved and had, probably his first, real connection

i never have doubts that ennis loved jack, it's clear he did, but they loved so differently it could be hard to see it. compared to jack, ennis is very closed off and guarded, especially with his emotions and sexual orientation (even with jack, someone who also was gay)

over time jack obviously was able to get through whatever walls ennis had built up around himself, we see it in how comfortable ennis grows with jack. the tent scene where jack takes the lead, pulling ennis in and lying on top of him. the speech scene, where ennis breaks down in jacks arms. the motel (?) scene where jack is holding ennis in bed

jack showed ennis that love wasn't something to be scared of or run away from. connections and bonds weren't the monster under the bed, and especially in their case, ennis unfortunately learned not to take any relationships for granted, or overlook their importance to you

i love the end of the movie where ennis' daughter comes by, because that's where we really see jacks impact on ennis life, even after his death. ennis tells his daughter he'll be at her wedding, and he wants to see her more often. ennis is finally letting people in, finally accepting that love is okay. with jack gone, he realizes now the importance of the relationships and the people you have in your life

jack taught ennis it's okay to love.