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she got that thang (scrambled egg brain)

#self criticism #wtf would I even tag this?#its funny as long as you dont think too hard about it #siliposting #sillyposting

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my favorite part of the emotional meltdown is when its over

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especially when I get to investigate after and find out that I created the game, the rules, and assigned the loser (me)

#she cant keep getting away with it #self criticism #liliposting

my favorite part of the emotional meltdown is when its over

#this was not even the whole post but damn it came out too perfect #liliposting #accidental siliposting #siliposting

It's so cool how you transition and everyone realizes how much you love paperwork! 🥰 I just love filling in the same meaningless sheets of paper over and over. It's Trans enrichment scurrying around to print and hand sign and scan back to the computer so I have irl trash for this completely digital interaction.

Even better when they wont tell me what form I need to fill out or what info I would need to put on that mystery form! We just cant get enough repetitive paperwork, am I right girls!?

#okay but actually signing your real name does feel pretty good #trans experiences #trans #transfem #transition #paperwork #trans enrichment #liliposting #siliposting

one of my favorite Trans Experiences has to be relearning you own memories and realizing things that you could never make sense of are just clear as day now

#trans #transfem #transition #queer #that poor girl had no idea #trans experiences #liliposting

I cant believe I spent so long on tumblr, literally years, and still took like a decade after to figure out I wasnt just like a really really good ally. Like I was staring at 4 puzzle pieces with 2 already connected *hands in the air* I guess they just dont fit together, Ill just keep on dragging myself through the days not wondering why it is impossible for me to feel like a whole person oh well teehee Im just like that 🙃

#trans #transfem #transition #queer #seriously girl wtf #liliposting

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thank god im transgender. like in many ways it sucks complete ass but its so fucking worth it.

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absolutely one of the hardest most painful challenging miserable things I have ever done, that I would do again 1000000x over again and again.

#trans #transfem #transition #queer #literally the best worst thing I have ever done to myself

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Drafting a post: *slams fist on table* No, no, no, Lili this wont do! Your 0 followers deserve better! *crumples up my phone and throws it in the overflowing garbage bin*

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My therapist would be so interested hear about the minor panic attack as my finger hovered over the post button for multiple minutes

#shy #self criticism #writing #text post #garbage #anxiety #liliposting

Drafting a post: *slams fist on table* No, no, no, Lili this wont do! Your 0 followers deserve better! *crumples up my phone and throws it in the overflowing garbage bin*

#writing #self criticism #as the whole point is not letting myself write without trying to make something #PERFECT #siliposting #liliposting

So glad tumblr is still here and I can be a silly online Trans girl like I was always meant to be

#transfem #trans #return to tumblr #liliposting

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