Noah already knew Liv had feelings for him when she couldn’t look him in the eyes and say she doesn’t like him. So when he asked again and Liv said she doesn’t like him, Noah obviously noticed she was lying. But her words still broke his heart – that instead of saying anything back he simply walked away – because whether truth or lie, her words mean so much to him. Every word from her mouth affects him. That’s how much he is in love with her.
Hey! Actually, third year "literature" is French literature, so we only study French authors. I did read Shakespeare for class at some point, but it wasn't specifically a 'L' thing, it was a European section (some kind of AP English) thing :)
Yeah, it works for European section as well. And thank you, I realize now I know literally nothing about what you guys study in L even though I did have friends in L…guess we didn’t talk about class 😂 - C.
Ship: Skam France | Lucas Lallemant and Eliot Demaury (Elu)
He had fainted.
Manon had come home from Emma’s and found Lucas sitting on the couch, his face more pasty than usual. Just like her, life hadn’t been kind to him lately. With all the drama with Chloé and Eliott, Lucas had neglected himself to a point where he fainted in the middle of the living room.
“Lucas, you okay?” she had asked worriedly.
Lucas nodded, standing up to use the bathroom when he suddenly felt dizzy and having hot flashes.
Mika was cooking in the kitchen - aka warming up leftovers from last night when he heard a loud thud followed by Manon yelling the smelly teenager’s name. Rapidly, he quitted the microwave and ran over to the living room, calling 911 when he saw Lucas on the floor.
3,383 Likes, 101 Comments - france·tv slash (@francetvslash) on Instagram: “Derrière Elliot, il y a donc @maxencefvl. Mais qui est-il donc ? 🤔 . SKAMFrance, le lycée, le…”
I woke up and I told myself: “oh yeah, I’d like to be an actor”.
“Who are you, Maxence Danet Fauvel?”
My name is Maxence Danet Fauvel, I’m 25, I’m currently starring in season 3 of Skam and I play Eliott.
“What is Skam France?”
It’s a show. It’s built on one character for each season, and every season deals with a social issue that affects young people, and actually not just them.
Our season deals with finding out you’re gay at 16.
“Have you always wanted to be an actor?”
No. I never knew what I wanted to do. I studied law, human relations, I had a job at a bank, it was shitty. And one day in the street, I was scouted as a model. That allowed me to make some money, and one morning two and a half years ago, I woke up and I told myself: “oh yeah, I’d like to be an actor”. I enrolled at a school, and I started the next day. And that’s all I’ve been doing since.
“How were you in high school?”
I was confident, but I had an awesome group of friends…that I still have, actually. We’d known each other since we were really young, so I evolved in a very close-knit, very benevolent environment. It was great, those were the best years of my life.
“Is it true you love partying?”
Yeah. I think it’s also the case for other actors, and especially actresses. Actually, I have a story! It was on October 31st, so on the morning of November 1st, bank holiday, but we started shooting at 5am, and I celebrated Halloween the night before. I thought it was 1am, and I thought “I’m gonna get a taxi, go home, sleep for three hours, and I only had to shoot in the morning.”. And I looked at the time and it was actually 5:30am. So I took a taxi, I went directly to set, I was wearing a costume, all painted in white with silicon everywhere, the make up artist lost it.
“Do you have anything in common with Eliott?”
I’m very romantic, for starters. I didn’t know, but I was told so. He’s a really sensitive person, like me. He alternates between being really confident and feeling terrible. I have a lot in common with Eliott.
“Breaking stereotypes about homosexuality?”
Yeah. That’s really important. We’re doing a job that’s about appearances, a job that touches people, which allows us to be seen. And you know, sometimes you’ll think like “fuck, what am I doing with my life? I could be doing something better, something more important, etc.”. And for the first time with Skam, you actually have something to fight for. But I was so happy to defend that with Axel and David and everyone else.
“Can Skam help teenagers to accept themselves?”
That’s what we told ourselves with Axel: if we could help one kid, then we would have really made it, and the two months of work were worth it…three months actually. And when we see the impact that it has, we’re really shocked.
“A message for the Skam Family?”
You’re awesome and it…I can’t really wrap my head around it actually, I’m so touched and what we’re experiencing is so beautiful, and you guys are actually just perfect. It’s really nice for us to see, because we really gave it everything, and you see it, you understand it, and I think that for a young audience you have a crazy capacity for analysis. You’re so invested, it’s…it’s beautiful. Thank you.
someone on twitter and forgive me but I don’t know what language the tweet is in to credit the appropriate person but apparently she found this in Marilyn’s pictures of background shots from filming. Is that Lucas in the hospital with Mika standing?! What the fuck is this?? Does Lulu have a breakdown? Faint for lack of food? Beat up by bullies?! Whattttt is happennning?!
*faints*
-I’ve never seen this before so perhaps this photo has already been discussed.
Eliott stood outside a familiar building, as the storm washed over him and rendered him immobile.
Or the fic where Eliott waited outside Lucas’ apartment the night shit hits the proverbial ceiling.
He was standing, his clothes dampened by the pouring rain. His hair stuck to his temple haphazardly, his eyes glossed-either by the water falling from above or from within, he doesn’t give a moment’s thought as to which it was, because what fucking difference would it make.
Eliott’s mind ran through what he’s heard the past couple of hours, all renditions of two things.
He was there tonight.
But more of dire consequences was that-
Eliott drew his brows inward, chewing at his lower lip in discontent.
The persistent ringing of his doorbell cuts through the silence in his flat. It’s dark in his bedroom. When had it gotten dark? Eliott shifts to his side.
He knows it’s his mother. Lucille probably called her. Told her the things she told him. “This is exactly like last time, Eliott.” and “You don’t really feel that way, Eliott.”
It hurts to remember her say it. He closes his eyes in an attempt to shut the memories out. She’s wrong. He knows she’s wrong. This isn’t like last time. This isn’t just some infatuation. Lucas is … he’s everything.
Eliott’s chest aches. Lucas. He hasn’t talked to him since saturday. Shame wells up in him when he realises he’s not even sure what day it is right now. He thinks it’s monday….or tuesday?
It doesn’t matter. He takes a shaky breath. It doesn’t matter because either way it’s been too long. That saturday seems so unreal now. A dream completely out of reach.
His eyes stare into the dark room as he lets the memories wash over him. Soft skin basking in golden light. Big blue eyes, so open. For him.
The doorbell rings again and he closes his eyes tighter against the harsh sound. The interruption lets him remember that he left Lucas. Left him after he told him he’d stay. And he wanted to, he meant it but then… he just couldn’t. Even though he so, so wanted to.
He lay there, Lucas beside him on his stomach, snoring ever so softly. It warmed his heart, his chest, his whole body. Fingers itching to draw Lucas. Not just doodle the tiny hedgehog his school notes were full of, but really draw him.
But the thoughts that raced in his mind weren’t on his side, as always. He kept thinking about what this meant. He had to talk to Lucille. He cheated on her. Yes, their relationship was over in a lot of ways and had been for a long time, but neither of them had ended it.
Lucille obviously stayed because she felt obligated to do so. Thought he’d not be able to go on without her.
He swallowed. Because he wasn’t sure he could do it without her. She had been there - from the moment of his diagnosis until now. And fuck. He just went and cheated on her.
Guilt spread through him. For betraying Lucille but also for thinking of this special, beautiful thing he experienced with Lucas as something he did to his girlfriend.
The guilt threatened to turn this magical morning ugly. So he left.
To end things with Lucille.
He didn’t expect it to get so bad afterwards.
It wasn’t because he still loves her. Her words had played right into his insecurities. Even though he knew his feelings were real- are real. It had drained him.
The cocktail of all those intense emotions broke his neck.
With the third ring of the doorbell a silent sob drives through him. He’s not even sure he’s crying right now. Isn’t sure he has any tears left in him. It feels more like his body tries to cry because it doesn’t know what else to do.
He just wishes his mother would leave already. Thankfully she doesn’t have the spare key to his flat yet. The thought of her insisting voice makes him pull the blanket up over his head.
*
Lucas forces an exhale past the lump in his throat. Tears make the stairs swim in front of his eyes as he makes his way down from Eliott’s flat. He doesn’t know what he expected. Some explanation? Had he really been hoping for Eliott to not be ok? To open the door and have a high fever and no power and that’s why he hasn’t heard anything for the last four days?
Pathetic.
He pushes through the door into the cold and roughly rubs at his cheek as the tears begin to fall.
Honestly, after hearing from Alex that Eliott freaked out in class and never goes anymore, I’m starting to understand how Eliott could stay with Lucille. He clearly doesn’t adapt well to change. The change of school probably triggers his immense anxiety which then triggers other things. Eliott knows Lucille, she has been his safety blanket for many years. She knows the worst about him and yet sticks around. I’m sure his experience over the weekend was completely overwhelming for Eliott, feeling a way he’s never felt before, and that scares him to death. I don’t think he thinks he would survive if Lucas rejects him so instead of finding out, he retreats into the familiar. Better the devil you know than the devil you don’t.
When Eliott said that he’s been with boys before, I got the impression that he has loved/liked boys before who rejected him because of his erratic behavior. Those rejections triggered episodes which is why Lucille associates intimate time spent with boys to manic behavior. When Lucas eventually tells him that he doesn’t want to deal with mentally ill people, Eliott automatically assumes (and rightly so based on experience) that Lucas will never accept him and will find him and his illness not worth his time. And, again, before with other boys, he’s found a way to survive, mostly with Lucille’s help, but if he leaves Lucille and then Lucas rejects him then he won’t make it and won’t have anyone. And it’s that much more terrifying because with the other boys he probably was in lust/like/puppy love with. With Lucas it was literally love at first sight, all consuming and otherworldly.
ETA: And yet he keeps going back to Lucas, even though he knows Lucas will eventually reject him when he finds out about his illness because he is totally in love and can’t help it.
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