synopsis - Annie Leonhart is getting used to being in a relationshipâŠ
cw -tooth rotting fluff | could be slightly kinda sorta angsty ig | wlw | blackcodedfem!reader | smoking | use of y/n | nothing much lol | mdni!!
Modern AU | Gf!Annie x Lovergirl!Reader
You and Your girlfriend, Annie have been together for a few months now. You first saw her at a Mitski concert in your city, somehow you worked up your courage to tell her you thought she was pretty. Eventually you saw her at a coffee shop close to your house.
âThis is fateâ
You thought
So you went up to her and talked a bit, asking for her number. Youâre surprised it even worked, but here you are nowâŠ
Overtime you figured out Annie wasnât used to real affection. Sure, she was always kinda mysterious and introverted- but she wasnât used to genuine loveâŠ
Love that you were eager to give to her. Itâs not like it was hard, she was always very protective and attentive to you and your needs. She listened, and she cared. She had a sense of humor, a pretty laugh.
What wasnât there to love?
You told her you loved her about a month in, and you said that you understand if she wasnât ready to say it back, but youâll wait as long as she needs.
You can remember the way her eyes widened and her cheeks flushed a rosy pink.
Ever since that day sheâs been more affectionate, her slight cold demeanor slipping away. She was less turned off by pda, got you anything you want- Even when fighting, sheâd just take a minute before kissing your forehead and calmly asking to talk it out.
She didnât need to say itâŠYou felt loved by her, and thatâs all you need.
Right now you were sitting on a picnic table in the park with your ice cream in your hand, eating it while you talk about your day. Annieâs sitting right next to you admiring you, the cigarette in her hand long forgotten.
âbut yeah- I missed you sooo much today baby, you should spend the night. We can watch a movie or watch the show you like with the weird, tall, violent baby things- Do you wanna do that?â
You look over at her, to see her face gazing at you, a little sparkle in her eye youâve never seen before..
âbaby?â
She brushes a curl back behind your ear to see your face betterâŠ
âHmm?â
âYou wanna sleepover?â
âSure Angelâ
âOkay! we should get going now then, the sun is about to setâ
You say before getting up, before your can annie grabs your wrist.
âWait- umâŠI need to say something firstâ
You sit back down and turn your full attention towards her
âOkayâŠthis is hard for me to sayâ
She looks down at the piece of wood yaâll are sitting on, trying to ignore the rush of blood to her face. She slightly pouts and huffs..
âYou can tell me Annie, iâll understandâ
She looks up at youâŠ
âOkayâŠ.You know- Iâm not very good with feelings- I never have been, thatâs just not how i was raised. And iâm not used to people being so..kind, and sweet like you are. Iâve always just done my own thing, and thatâs all i was ever going to do-â
She relaxes her body a bit
âUntil i met you.. Meeting you has changed me, a lot. And itâs weird to me, iâve never been around someone so loving- Most relationships iâve had I just broke up with people with no regards for theyâre feelings, but with you⊠I actually feelâŠwanted- and I donât wanna see you upset. And i want to be a better person for you- and be able to talk about how I feelâŠand it scares meâŠIâm not used to it- I justâŠ- What iâm trying to say isâŠâ
You swear you can feel tears ready to spill from your eyes. Annie looks deep into your eyes. The orange light coming from the purple- pink, cascading around her silhouetteâŠ
âIâm in love with youâ
âŠ
âAwh Annie- Iâm gonna cry- I love you too!â
You lean forward and hug her, you feel her arms tighten around you. Her face falls into your neck. You stay like that for awhileâŠ
You both come out the hug and kiss.
Just one sweet kiss.
âReady to go..?â
âMhm!â
âOkayâ
She stands up and holds out her hand for you⊠you grab it.
Annie thinks to herself, this is something she wonât lose.
a/n - i feel like this was a cute thought but the execution might be ass!! I love aot women sm⊠Thanks for reading, likes and reblogs are appreciated!!
you tell bkg you love his stubble and now he grows it out. hands always on his cheeks. i think he realises you think heâs sexier when he comes back from a trip without shaving, feeling insecure because his hair is a mess, he looks tired af and of course heâs unshaven. then he thinks youâre all over him because youâve not seen him in a while. but the next morning he brushes his hair off his forehead, washes his face and is about to shave when youâre rubbing up on him like a cat. youâre trying to distract him without telling him what to do. slowly putting his hand with the razor down. kissing his shoulder. sneaking your hands up his tank top. lots of big round eyes from you even though you just woke up. and you canât be subtle to save your life.
âyou look so sexy with stubble.â
and that changes the game because now bakugou keeps it. the five o clock shadow. the light littering of a beard. sooo sexy. on your thighs, on your cheeks, when heâs giving you your breakfast in the morning.
when heâs got a photoshoot for a brand and they shave it for him. he goes to meet you after and your face drops.
âdid they make you shave? did they make you? oh katsuki.â and youâre pouting before he gets a hello or a word in. your hand on his face moving side to side.
âitâll grow back in a few days,â he mumbles, cheeks squished.
cw - dark | mentions of sex | cussing | violence/abuse | implied daddy issues | black coded fem! reader | use of y/n |mdni!!
Toxic Dabi/ Touya Todoroki x ToxicFem!Reader
WARNINGGG: THIS MIGHT BE TRIGGERING
You lying down naked, tangled in sheets.
Next to your boyfriend? friend? situationship?
Coworker, Dabi
âŠAgain
âDo you have a lighter?â
âWhy the hell would I need a lighterâ
âAll you have to do is say noâŠâ
He stares at your furrowed brow for a moment before lighting a small fire in the palm of his hand.
You notice and quickly grab a cigarette out the box and light it. You put it to your bleeding lip and take a deep inhale before breathing the smoke out.
âI donât get a thank you?â
You ignore his sly comment and turn to look at his face. He has a slight smirk, though youâre not very sure why. Heâs always been so damn hard to read. Well thatâs except for when heâs hornyâŠ
You guys have been fucking on and off since a little after you joined the league. Itâs nothing serious, just a casual fuck here and there. Never getting personal or throwing off your work dynamic.
Until recentlyâŠ
Ever since The Jaku hospital Raid, heâs beenâŠpissy. Maybe itâs his restlessness finally bubbling to the surface, but itâs so fucking annoying.
To add on top of that, youâve been feeling yourself growing more attached to him, maybe itâs just for the sex, or maybe your catching feelingsâŠ
âWe have a league meeting soonâ
He says getting up, and looking for his clothes on the floor. He puts them on and throws yours right in your face.
âUh- the fuck is your problemâ
âJust get dressed already dollâ
He says before leaving, slamming the door.
You sit there by yourself⊠Maybe he was mad at you, or maybe he was just being a dick..
You put out you cigarette on the window sill and put your clothes on before leaving.
You went back to your dingy little shed youâve been living in. Itâs been a few hours since the meeting and surprisingly no sign of Dabi anywhere.
You look around the room and think..This is what your life has come toâŠhiding in a torn up fucking shed trying to kill a bunch of annoying kids- and fucking a burnt up assholeâŠPeachy..
You turn on the 7in TV, surfing through the channel.
Then on the news you see itâŠ
â12 people dead in a house fire- And 6 burnt bodies found on the shore of Taboka Municipal beach park-â
You turn the Tv off.
Fucking DabiâŠ
You normally wouldnât care, but earlier in your league meeting All for One specifically asked for everyone to keep a low profile until the big attack.
Heâs so fucking stupid, why would he do that- he couldâve gotten caught- he couldâve gotten followedâŠBut he doesnât give one shit.
Thereâs four knocks on the doorâŠ
Then two bangs..
You open the door and itâs Dabi.
Before you can even talk he grabs your neck and pulls you into a kiss. Itâs aggressiveâŠHe walks you back into the shed, kicking the door shut with his foot. he backs you up until you fall down to the bed.
âNo- fuck, No Dabiâ
You push him back and stand up.
âJesus christ what now?â
âDo you not understand what you did dumbassâ
He shrugs and raises an eyebrow
âThe fire- The dead bodiesâ
âUghhâ
He grunts throwing his head back
âDonât get irritated you know damn well that was fucking stupid- Youâre gonna get yourself caught, all for what? Just to kill random people?â
âI was bored- it wasnât that big a deal-â
âYes it was you were specifically told not to go out- To keep a low profile. And you go kill people to cure some boredom, what are you 5- Thatâs so fucking stupid Dabi- youâre gonna get yourself caughtâ
âWho gives a shit, I didnât get caught did I? No. So calm the fuck down and give me what I came for.â
He starts to raise his voice, his hands moving as he speaks
âOh so you only came to fuck- Youâre literally just using me. Youâve been so fucking bitchy lately, Go fuck yourselfâ
âMe? Iâm the bitchy one- Youâre the one whoâs been clinging to me, If anything Youâre the annoying one. All weâve ever done is fuck around, Youâre acting fucking stupid and getting attached.â
âKill yourself.â
âOh!?â He laughs âIs that your only response? Wowww- Iâm going. Iâm not going to stand here and argue with you.â
You look up as he turns away- how do you get him to stay- Anything..ANYTHING- Just make sure he stays.
âYou and your damn anger issues- Youâre your fathers son-â He stops âCanât even fix a fucking argumentâ
When he turns around you see a different look in his eyes. Pure hatred mixed with rage. Youâve never seen him so anger before, the look alone makes you step back.
âFucking Bitch-â He shoves you against the wall, grabbing your arm âYou little cunt- Donât ever compare me to that son of a bitch againâ His hold on your arm tightens, you can feel his palms heating up. âDa-â
âDonât fucking talk.â
A smile starts to grow on his faceâŠ
You can feel your arm starting to burn.
âYou donât know what the hell that motherfucker is like- I swear to god the the next time you bring up his name I will kill you.â
Tear rolls down your face..Youâre not sure if itâs from the burn on your arm or his yelling.
The moment he sees that he drops your arm, and steps back.
Turning his back towards you, he runs both his hands down his face letting out a sighâŠ
He stays on that position long enough for you to step forward and hug him from behind. Youâre forehead on his back.
you sniff âiâm sorry..â it comes out shaky and pathetic..
ââŠIâm sure you are.â
He turns to face you, looking down at you and your mascara stained faceâŠ
He brings his hands to your face, you flinch but he doesnât move them. He drags his thumbs across your cheeks wiping any excess tears away.
âGo lay down..â
And you do..
He hovers over you, and all you can think isâŠ
âThe burn doesnât hurt so badâ
a/n - wowâŠuhh idk, this got kinda crazy!!! I tried to make them both toxic cause, usually itâll only be one person, and thatâs not always the case..iâm kinda shocked i wrote this but umâŠi spent a long time doing it so im posting it. lmk if i should take it down or notâŠ
I wish my mother didn't emotionally neglect me my entire childhood, because it has unfortunately resulted in me seeking validation from the masses, which has resulted in me being discouraged when the validation is not given.
But I'm extremely aware that nobody owes me anything, and I feel borderline narcissistic for thinking I deserve immediate validation when theres people out there who are cooler and more talented than me, who get the validation I want, but they get it because they are more talented and cooler than I am, so I can't really complain.
Only think I can do is get better at my craft, but I get so discouraged, I don't want to practice.