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eating would be fine if it was only a recreational activity. instead, its a horrible sisiphean nightmare and you need to do it every day without fail on threat of pain and death

Its so funny i hate when social media recommends you people you may know.

No i didn't want to see the account of the person who messed me up on sa awareness month. That feels very mean. I'm already very stressed. Fuck you. I miss you and stalked all your accounts I could possibly find but fuck you fuck you fuck you

Quiting vaping is so so frustrating I'm every way possible or is it because im having withdraws

I need people online to stop saying its so easy. I need people to stop talking about day 3 or whatever. Guys I can't get through an hour I've been so heavily vaping for so many years save me

#quiting nicotine #stoping vaping #vaping #save me

Call me sensitive but all the grooming amino jokes are so horrible uncomfortable for me. I just hate that me getting groomed on amino, it completely destroying my life is a joke,

#amino #i get that maybe alot of is jokes from victims too and thats fine #but they feel so gross and unconscious

I don't see people talk about how being deathly afraid of other people is actually the most miserable thing in the entitr world.

I can't makes friends in real life, I can't speak in public games to people. I've put myself in a utterly miserable hole of loneliness that I cannot escape from.. and I have no idea how to fix it.

#undiagnosed #nothing makes me more depressed than not being able to talk to other people #maybe my therapist can fix me lmao #but that is gonna take time #and i dont know how much longer i can take this loneliness #i cant expect anyone else to save me but man #how in the world do i stop being like this #i cannot cope with the loneliness anymore

redstonedust

never catch me writing a callout post because if you did something bad to me i probably 💯💯 forgor it happened 💯💯💯i have severe memory issues 💯💯💯💯

My lack of empathy does not mean a lack of kindness. It was a weird thing to realise today, when this little girl was being really aggressive and either trying to anger me or scare me a little

And all I did was be nice to her. And something inside me told me, that maybe instead of feeling so jaded, instead of his deep distrust of everyone I meet. I should be a little kinder.

Its not that I ever go out of my way to be cruel. But my anxiety always makes it hard for me to just act normal around people.

Maybe I cant stop how much people scare me, but learning kindness despite that fear is maybe what I need to do.

#no empathy #undiagnosed #low empathy #ofc that doesn’t mean letting myself get all walked over #but i think kindness truly does go a much longer way #writing my thoughts out as poetry has helped me kind of learn new versions of myself #huh

wolfertinger666

being autistic means that people will get mad at you for something you don't understand and they actively refuse to tell you why :)

wolfertinger666

I wonder if the mostly autistic userbase website will relate to this one!

#I still just completed can't understand this #will never forget my mum crying because I did not laugh at a joke if hers #i am to this day baffled #undiagnosed

gamechangershow

No kings in this country! ...except a few of the nice people we found walking along the Venice Beach Boardwalk 👑

Watch the full Game Changer episode on Dropout

vanitypup

Ugh i LOVE blocking ' narc abuse ' believers

got me feeling like this ↓

Buhbyeeeee (>ᴗ<)

Love life has gotten so bad I'm gonna go back to edating

#no words actually

Desperately trying to figure out if I have arfid because most foods make me actively gag and want to be sick, or is it something else and I gotta keep trying to figure out what's wrong with me

#arfid #maybe #its so hard to know or tell #like I've always known my relationship with food is weird and not normal #i wish i could just figure out specifically what it is man

Everyone's always like, when you need help reach out to someone TO WHOO

lobotomyscars

"everybody experiences that" says mother who has the same symptom of the same mental illness

Why am I paranoid my parents are going to kill me when I know they're not mental health what is this ??

#and also that fact that all my food must be rotten and im eating expired food and im goimg to die #like i already struggle with disordered eating i don't need this too

How do I mentally process the thoughts that like, My ex has multiple times ruined days/events that were existing or important to me

When the reason he acted like that in those moments, was because he was mentally going through it and like, having rough days.

I cannot blame him for that, I can't blame him for being mentally ill when so was I.. but God. How do I ever process the idea that those days and events were so important to me.. to get absolutely ruined

A cutie almost got me to open up, then seemingly backed out last minute. At least he tried <3 takes far more than that but I appreciated it tehe

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