Moody me.

34. Awkward. Notorious Klutz. Public Health. Doctor. Foodie. Random shit at it best.

[phantomreverie]

[les-fleur]

me

[kes-k-se]

[not-your-average-url]

I miss when ads were a single click and then they’re gone. Now every ad has a minimum of three phases where you watch a video, exit the still frame of fake gameplay, and then exit the app download. That doesn’t even touch on the ones that forcibly take you to another app after opening a tab in safari without you ever touching the screen.

I hate advertising. I hate that you can’t do anything without companies jumping down your throat with mostly bullshit ads. I hate that billboards exist. I hate that every company unanimously decided to make their ads longer and longer. I hate that ad blockers try to charge you money and there are in app purchases to remove ads. I hate that my attention has become commodified. I hate that there’s nothing I can do about it.

[sillystrikes]

Day 75/100

The best day in a week.

Felt more alive....more energetic.

Didn't do much..but updated some stuff on my laptop.

Work also has been smooth.

Didn't study

[pnglove]

[an-english-girl-1-deactivated20]

The Oregon Coast

[witchesversuspatriarchy]

me whenever the stars are visible

[sillystrikes]

Day 74/100

Truly didn't do anything..

Paralysed with indecision.

Still there is time to get back on track..

Nothing much. Sadly..

[sillystrikes]

Need to create some distance. It's getting out of hand. I need to get out of my head.

[girlonabreak]

may i offer you something ? water ? food ? my heart ?? a whole life together ???

[sillystrikes]

Okay people I am gonna visit tomorrow. Overthinking it....never done anything this sort. I am visiting somebody's home after all, a forced visit . Patient cannot talk so gotta see for myself how the present condition is .

[tiktoks-i-enjoyed]

[sillystrikes]

Day 73/100

Not the best of the days mentally and physically.

Tried to keep my spirits up and I did try.

Spoke to 2 of my friends. One was very annoying, the other was very okay...we are dealing with stuff.

Work was okay. The cold's making the brain foggy..

Also I learnt that I had to trust the process and not make everything about me.

Now I gotta make it work. One step at a time. Just do what I have to do.

[sillystrikes]

Turns out he's been very sick and I cannot do much. Maybe I can visit but I am not sure how that will be taken...by the family and the patient himself.

Ughhhh

[etherea1ity]

Kuju Flower Park, Japan

[sillystrikes]

2 days of silence after a very progressive week. Dude you'll make me go insane

[midnightinshadow]