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Level 3: Practicing Self Love - Day 1: What is your power base?

My first power base: emotional pillar

- When I would be in pain, I would process it emotionally by crying and venting to my significant other and friends. My relationship with my family wasn’t close when I was 1st out of high school. And I would internalize my pain and cry by myself and went to my significant other. But my significant others wouldn’t understand my pain.

My 2nd power base: mental pillar

- More recently in the last 2 years I’ve been more into my mental pillar being my power base. This is because I’ve been journaling more and more recently have been video and voice recording. I have been able to get out my feelings and frustrations in voice and video recording.

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05.28.2020 10:45p

So here I am a year later after breaking up with my ex, JR. It’s so crazy how much things can change in year. I’m now dating Angelo. And I can honestly say I don’t think I have ever been this happy. My heart is exceptionally happy. I’m happy in all most all aspects except with myself. Which I have recently started working on about myself and past due to starting therapy in March of 2020. This year so far has been a pretty interesting year. Especially with the pandemic of the Coronavirus. This virus has gotten so intense that we have been mandated to self quarantine. Which has recently been turned into the second phase of the process where restaurants are starting to open up their dining areas for people to eat in.  Since the home quarantine started we have only been able to do take out and doordash (a food delivery service). Life lately has really been interesting to say the least. I’m so glad I’m finally working on myself and bettering myself in so many aspects of life. Such as, work, love, self-love and even my home life. I’ve learned to love my me time and enjoying staying home and taking time for myself. Granted we have been forced to our own alone time. This will have to end here. I have to get ready for bed.

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Couple Questions Answered by Me (Christine)

1.       When your partner was a child, what did they want to be when they grew up?

Doctor

2.       Name a country your partner would love to visit.

Japan

3.       Did your partner have a nickname as a child? What was it? Bonus point: Did they like the nickname? Why?

Angel. Yes, because your mom gave it to you.

4.       What disappointment or rejection from your partner’s past still stings?

Being compared to everyone. And mom situation.

5.       Which of your partner's achievements are they most proud of?

Graduating from college

6.       What is your partner’s least favorite housework task?

Vacuum

7.       Name two of your partner's grandparents.

Lola Aurora. Lolo Faustino

8.       Outside of their career, what's something your partner considers themselves naturally talented at?

Being an amazing person

9.       What is your partner's favorite smell?

Cranberry and snowflake candle

 10.   What is your partner’s favorite flavor of ice cream?

Mocha almond fudge

11.   What is a personality trait your partner dislikes about themselves, and that they share with a parent?

OCD

12.   Of all the ways there are to die, which does your partner fear the most?

Slow death

13.   What type of music does your partner secretly like? What's a musical taste they have that most people wouldn't know they enjoy?

Classical

14.   What does your partner typically look forward to most about the weekend?

Sleep

15.   Who is someone your partner considers to be a mentor, or who has been a strong positive influence on their professional development?

Parents

16.   How did your partner spend their summers as a child?

At home with his brother

17.   What are your partner’s least favorite aspects of their work?

Least: tax season

18.   Does your partner consider themselves more like their mother or their father in terms of personality? In what way?

Mom because of how strong willed she is as a person

 19.   What purchase is your partner currently considering? What's on their wish list?

Any kind of camera lens, bag, or filter to enhance his photography needs. And a hard drive for his pictures.

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Couple Questions Answered by Gelo

25 How Well Do You Know Me Questions for Couples

What is my full name?

Christine Abigail Abucay

When is my birthday?

12/25/1993

What am I insecure about?

Your teeth

What is my favorite food?

Everything, seafood

What food do I hate?

Coconut

What is my biggest pet peeve?

When someone says that they’re going to do something but they don’t do it.

What's my favorite TV show?

This Is Us

What's something that always cheers me up when I'm sad?

Food.

What did we do for our first date?

Fire Wings.

What is my biggest fear?

Being Alone.

If I could travel anywhere, where would I go?

Philippines.

What are my long-term goals?

To get married and have kids.

Get hire in job.

What are my main career goals?

Becoming an administrator

 What three things do I like most about you?

How nice you are. How caring I am. How thoughtful I am.

What is my favorite song or artist?

Gravity.

What are my talents?

Dancing, singing, and double jointed-ness.

What's my favorite smell?

The smell of Malaysian Curry rub from Fire Wings.

What are my parent's names?

Danny

Estrellita

What are my favorite pastimes?

Dancing, Reading, Writing, Netflix, Drawing, Coloring, and artsy things.

What is one of my best childhood memories?

Manang Anna

Am I a dog or a cat person?

Dog

Do I have any allergies?

Yes, cat and allergic to bullshit.

If I could bring a famous person back to life, who would it be?

Kobe Bryant

What is something that I would never admit to anyone else?

Suicidal moments

If I could be any animal, what would it be?

Phoenix

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Life as I know it...

Trying to be friends with girls is extremely hard. Sometimes, I just feel like I can never keep friends. 

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I hate that I did it again. But I know it's with someone I truely care about, but why does it hurt?!

I don't know why I feel this way.. I honestly feel like not doing anything physical for awhile is better because you might think you're ready but you're not.. I love him tho.

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"The fate of your heart is your choice, and no one else gets a vote."

This Lullaby: pg. 265