Silmeria Lafleur

Artist - FFXIV Player - Lost in Deepspace

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Loft talk (meeting) with our sassy boys! Pt. Extremely tall people

Rafayel: How do extremely tall people people possibly sleep at night when the blanket can't possibly cover you?

Sylus: Fish, it's four o'clock in the morning.

Rafayel: So, you can't sleep, huh? Is it because of the blanket?

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I just like this photo \^o^/

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Bodyguard - Silmeria Lafleur

I'm back to my beloved elezen ( She looks so good, even better, with the graphical update!) which means I had to update the name too, something closer to the lore, as well as a change in her backgroud story, again. Time to update things :'D

I was planning to main a Gunbreaker, I've always wanted to have a tank role but I haven't given it much of a chance until now because I get nervous… Tank Anxiety Mode ON. But I think it would be interesting for Silmeria's development.

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Artoirel de Fortemps.

I "finished" this some days ago, and I was doubting myself again if this is good enough... but you know what? Even if I find many mistakes here, I did it with my heart, even if I'm unsure that it's finished or not... I tried my best.

That's fine.

That's enough.

[silmeria-lafleur]

What Does Your Soul Smell Like?

Coffee

Key words: intelligent, old soul, complex. You are an extremely thoughtful individual with a creative mind and loving heart. Being around you is like sinking into a warm bath. There's something truly wise about the advice you give others, and being in your presence leaves others feeling warm, reassured, and inspired. Compatible with: coffee, candle smoke, freshly baked bread.

I love how much this describes Reika. Emotional yet thoughtful. Ready to listen and help anyone who needs her. Just thinking about the aroma of coffee me feel like home, comfortable and safe, and that's who she is.

EDIT: Since most people post their OCs and ships, here's mine. Artoirel got the same, so I suppose they are compatible xD That's good to know. 💖😊

Thanks to @starrysnowdrop for tagging me! 🥰

Tagging @pumpkinmagekupo @airis-ray @traveler-of-light @spotofmummery @mimble-sparklepudding @dragonsongmakhali @handhourgalleries @safrona-shadowsun and anyone who wants to take this quiz -> Here <-

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WIP - My beloved

How? How am I supposed to finish this one without faint? Oh dear, I just wanted to try my new marker set.

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What Poisonous Flowering Plant Are You:

Belladonna

This is the poison of falling in love. You taste it and your heart beats fast. Your eyes dilate, you fall into deep delirium. You may be a bit dramatic and impulsive, and it gets you into trouble sometimes, but you just can't help yourself. It's in your blood. You love because it is the truest beauty you've found in this harsh world. Even when it's hurt you before, when it's poisoned you, you still find a way. They may call you naive for still believing in it, or vain for making yourself and your surroundings so meticulously lovely. But to love like this is brave and noble, and I hope you find the beauty you seek. Chances are, it's within and all around you already, if you know where to look.

I don't know what to say at this point. So accurate!

Tagged by @irisopranta. Thank you so much! 🥰

Tagging @starrysnowdrop @starforger @airis-ray @mimble-sparklepudding @pumpkinmagekupo @spotofmummery @traveler-of-light @eorzeanflowers @dragonsongmakhali and anyone who wants to do it 😉

I'm curious 👀

->Here <-

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Oh~ they look so cute here! I wanted to make her more like a miqo'te ( Which is what Reika is at the moment, not more comments here xD )

Thanks to @starrysnowdrop for tagging me. 💖😊

If anyone wants to do it and hasn't been tagged yet, Here is the link!😉

I love doing this stuff!! ( And not because sometimes I'm lazy to draw them-) Wait. Have I posted a drawing of them yet? I can't remember! *gasp* I really should post them.

Now that I think about it, I think I've been reluctant to post drawings because Reika changes her appearance so often (she's not aware of that, poor thing) that in the end I never decide what to do. *sighs*

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🌺 send this to ten blogs you think are wonderful 🌺

I just want you to know my appreciation! Please do not feel obligated to return this or post this!!

Thank you so much @mimble-sparklepudding! You made my day, no, my whole week! I am so depressed lately, especially today, because a I have a lot of work to do, wich it's always good, of course. But I haven't been able to do any of my personal proyects here or anywhere else. And to make matters even worse, now I have injured my right elbow once again… yay 😣

So thank you again 🥰

[silmeria-lafleur]

Basics

Name: Reika Tsukihana

Nicknames: Not yet. Maybe in the not so distant future. Like Rei o My Little Blossom.

Age: 27 at the beggining of ARR.

Nameday: 7th Sun of the 1nd Umbral Moon

Race: Half Raen Au Ra and half midlander ishgardian hyur.

Gender: Female

Orientation: Heterosexual ( With some weakness to high men and pointed ears)

Profession: Adventurer and Scion of the Seventh Dawn

P H Y S I C A L A S P E C T S

Hair: Straight hair. At the beginning she dyed her hair to brown, but her natural color is ash blond. She likes to change her style constantly depending on her activities

Eyes: Large, wide teal/light green eyes ( It depends on the lights) Her limbal rings are dark bluish green

Skin: Fair so Reika usually gets red easily, she often avoids the sun (like a vampire?)

Tattoos/scars: No tattoos. She has a huge scar in her right arm that was inflicted by Zenos in her first battle against him.

F A M I L Y

Parents: Her unknown isgardian mother.

Reika's father is Takumi Tsukihana and her foster mother Sayaka.

Siblings: None

Grandparents: Still unknown.

Children: None yet 🥰 She would like to have her own child, and if possible, to adopt. After the Dragonsong war many children were orphaned and homeless, so it is a possibility.

Pets: She has a nutkin has a pet. I would like to think that it's the very same or related with the one in Thancred scenes lol She casually found it near Tailfeather's aetheryte and from there they have been almost inseparable, but when Reika has to travel far away due to her dangerous adventures, then Artoirel would take care of it.

S K I L L S

Abilities: Arcanima, Painting, Archery, Singing and some musical Instruments ( Mostly Lute, Harp and Piano), Alchemy and Botany.

Hobbies: Repostery, Botany, Music... and anything related to Arts, Reading ( a lot!), sightseeing... and sleep.

T R A I T S

Most Positive Trait: Reika tends to be comprehensive, does not judge first and always wants to understand a situation well before saying anything. She is always willing to listen and offer different solutions to something. Although she is quite emotional due to her artistic side, she tries to think about the logical side of things.

Most Negative Trait: When she has been repressing her emotions for a long time, she tends to be a nihilist. As it is common for her, she knows that sooner or later it will end, so she simply ignores any negative thought and eventually everything will return to her "normal state"

L I K E S

Colors: Purple, Teal, Pastel Pink, Black.

Smells: Flowers! Flowers everywhere! To smell the pages of a new book or that earthy smell that rises after a light summer rain.

Textures: Soft and warm blankets, Nutkin's fur lol the grain of a piece of paper, petals and leaves.

Drinks: She doesn't drink any alcoholic beverage, but inhuman amounts of tea ... Whenever. It's always a good time for a good cup of tea

O T H E R D E T A I L S

Smokes: Never

Drinks: Did I mention Tea? She. Loves. Every. Single. Cup. Of. Tea.

She is 70% tea and 40% sleep.

Drugs: No. Nope ( perhaps Fantasia? but that's my addiction, not hers)

Mount Issuance: Idk what this means, sry >.< Can I answer this later?

Been Arrested: Not yet 👀 ( Does the bloody banquet count? That one was the closest)

That took a while, but I enjoyed doing it. Thank you @starrysnowdrop for tagging me! 🥹💖

I don't who hasn't been tagged yet so anyone who wants to do this please tag me back, so I'll know.

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Guess who is back!

I am a little late but I adore the new version of Reika in the benchmark!

Could this end my addiction to Fantasia? I hope so.

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Greng Jai: A feeling of unwillingess to accept help from someone, out of concern for the trouble it might cause them.

Every

Single

Day.

Thank you very much @mimble-sparklepudding for your question! I love every prompt list that you do, and I have to add all of these new words for my personal vocabulary, although I will probably never use them in my daily life Lol ~

As I said, Reika is one of those people who will always want Better share, habit strength is difficult to change. In her head there will always be the thought of not wanting to be a burden, after all, everyone has problems to deal with, so, why would they have to deal with her problems/feelings too?

Over the years, Reika learned to share little by little. First mundane things. Then if her conscience allows it, important or complicated things for her, but it will only be to have a new perspective, an opinion, or only to be heard and not feel alone. And after all, Reika can act knowing that despite everything, good and bad things, everything is better when shared and that she can trust others as well as they trust her.

The world is a place full of colors... and we have to learn to see them all.

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A Little OC Ask List of Difficult to Describe Emotions.

Some emotions are difficult to explain clearly. Perhaps your OC has experienced one of these? Can they remember a specific example? If they haven't then can they imagine what it might be like to experience?

Sonder: The profound feeling of realizing that everyone, including strangers passing in the street, has a life as complex as one's own, which they are constantly living despite one's personal lack of awareness of it.

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.

Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that's usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.

Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation you compulsively play out in your head.

Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you've always had - the same flaws and weaknesses that you've been gnawing on continuously for years.

Greng Jai: A feeling of unwillingess to accept help from someone, out of concern for the trouble it might cause them.

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things than one does.

Dolce Far Niente: A feeling of pleasure from doing absolutely nothing.

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push other people away, even close friends, lovers or those that you trust.

Enouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in what was once the future, seeing how things turned out, but being unable to tell (or warn) your past self.

Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by exposure to acts of senseless violence.

Exulansis: The urge to give up trying to talk about an experience, because other people are unable to relate to it.

Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know another person.

Attriage: The state of having lost all control over how you feel about someone.

Wildred: The feeling of haunting solitude in extremely remote places.

Mudita: A feeling of joy at another person's good fortune.

Aulasy: The sadness that there’s no way to convey a powerful memory to people who weren’t there at the time.

Ioia: The wish that you could see statistics overlaid on every person you encounter, perhaps to check the strength of their compatibility, measure their trustworthiness, or even just know for certain how they’re really feeling.

Yeorie: A certain scent that has the power to sweep you back into memories of childhood.

Thrapt: Being awed at the impact someone has had on your life, feeling intimidated by how profoundly they helped shape your identity.

Dolonia: A state of unease prompted by people who seem to like you too much, which makes you wonder if they must have you confused with someone else — and feeling vaguely disappointed that they’re unwilling to spend the time it takes getting to know the real you.

Antiophobia: A fear experienced while leaving a loved one, wondering if this will turn out to be the last time you’ll ever see them, and whatever good-bye you tossed their way might have to serve as your final farewell.

Harmonoia: An itchy sense of dread when life feels just a hint too peaceful.

Dolorifuge: Something which brings about a feeling which banishes or mitigates grief.

Compunctious: Feeling remorse or regret, but wishing to avoid actually apologising.

Callosity: A lack of feeling or capacity for emotion.

Mimeomia: The frustration of knowing how easily you fit into a stereotype, even if you never intended to do so.

Pronoia: A strange, creeping feeling that everyone’s out to help you...

Awumbuk: A feeling of emptiness or heaviness after someone else departs.

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Wich Flower Are You?

Rose

You are a hopeless romantic, driven by your heart in everything you do. You likely love classic movies or music, and find inspiration in poetry and lyrics. You dream of living within a story, day dreaming of soulmates and fate. The mom friend, you are a Type A planner who probably has a bit of anxiety. A bit of a night owl, you have always been fascinated with exploring old European cities and imagining the stories that have lived within their streets. You prefer the city over the country, and try to see the best in people. But you have built up your walls high, you do not trust easily. Don't forget to step down from your day dreams and let people prove you wrong my love, it's okay to shed your thorns and let others enjoy your scent.

It is perfect! 🥹 This would explain why Reika spends most of her time in Ishgard ... Its architecture reminds Europe, and has that charm of medieval romance, it can be a bit cold, but for Reika it is the warmest place in the world.

Although she is not a fan of the roses, she feels identified with them, mainly because of the thorns. They are her defense mechanism to not feel vulnerable and be hurt, but you already know ... as soon as the right person arrives ... 💖😉

( oh gods i haven't written in a while so i feel kind of... rusty)

Thank you so much for @starrysnowdrop and @irisopranta for tagging me! I know it took a while~😣

Tagging: @mimble-sparklepudding @airis-ray @pumpkinmagekupo @dragonsongmakhali @traveler-of-light @idol-ffxiv and anyone who wants to do it! -> Here's the link <-

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Artoirel x Reader: Who would say "I love you" first?

A/N: Do I have a bit of a soft spot for Artoirel? Yes, yes I do.

He'd be the first to say

however, it may take some time

he has to be sure of his affections

he wouldn't say anything if it was just a measly crush

his heart would have to beat for you and only you

his mind would have to be occupied by you til the point that it was driving him crazy

the realization would hit him square in the face and it would be so overwhelming

he would need a moment to collect himself

or days to get everything figured out

he would be so distant from you

and you'd surely notice

he would ask you to meet him at his usual spot in Ishgard

when you'd see him next, he'd look at you with this new warmth

your fears of what-ifs suddenly washed away

and you'd be a bit surprised when he just outwardly says those three little words

"I love you."

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What’s At Your Core?

Flimsy Conviction

Your confidence in yourself seems fairly weak. It's easy enough for your friends and peers to ask if you're okay, but what's the point? You're just going to say you're doing fine, you're doing alright, you don't need anything at all. Your selfless pursuit of what's important to you has stripped you dry, rinsed you clean like pork bones for soup. There's only so much to keep running from and only so much to hold back until you explode. It's okay to not be okay!

Ouch... Emotional Damage!

Honestly! How this quizzes are getting more and more precise every time?! It gives me chills >.<

As is known, Reika is a very reserved person with her emotions, carrying the mask and the weight of "I am always well, always impeccable." This self-demanding that she has imposed has taken her in more that once to the edge of self-contempt, thinking that she will never be enough, no matter how much she tries. Added to the fact that she was not able to easily trust others.

Fortunately that is changing slowly over time, as she knows people that she really appreciates.

Thanks to @starrysnowdrop for tagging me, as always! I love doing this 🤭😘

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Which Aesthetic™ Colour Are You?

Dusty Rose

My friend, you are hella aesthetic. Everything about you is thoughtful and intentional, from the way you present yourself to the way you've constructed your space. You'd probably make the most impressive cakes. You have a few close relationships that you've poured yourself into, and you both value the little every-day moments you have together. That said, sometimes you get a bit lost in the details and forget to take a holistic look at your life. Who have you left behind? Are you happy, or do you just look it? Remember to have an honest check-in with yourself sometimes

YES! She absolutely loves that color and it suits her so well~ She often choose her glamours with at least a touch of that shade. And the description… What kind of sorcery is this? xD So true!

Thank you very much @starrysnowdrop for tagging me!🥰💖

I don't know who wants to do take this quiz because I'm kind of late, I think.

>Here is the Link < Just in case 😉