May I have some Lucio headcanons? With a dash of lemon?
Absolutely! Okay, soā¦ Lucio. Count Lucihoe āThotticusā McHeartthrob the Third. (Sorry, sorry. Iām done. All joking aside, let the headcanons commence.)
Side note: I wrote all of this in a long free-form stream, so hopefully itās not too all over the place. And thereās a bit more than a dash of lemon, sorry! I got a biiiiiit carried away.
So Lucio is a VERY touch starved man. So touch starved, in fact, I can see him doing almost ANYTHING to get someone to touch him, even (and kind of especially?) picking a fight with them and goading them on.
If you donāt think a hatefuck with Lucio would be amazing? You would be incorrect, my friends. (Be prepared for the sad part of this post. It may be the first of many. Who knows? I donāt.)
Pretty much everyone hates Lucio, and Lucio just wants to be loved, even if if means degrading himself before them and goading people into such a blind rage that they canāt do anything but grab him by the hair from behind and fuck the ever-loving shit out of him, leaving nicks and bruises (HICKIES TOO) and small cuts/tears everywhere.
Lucio dishes out verbal lashings as well as he takes them, so thereās a lot of attempted banter and backtalk, only for whoever is fucking him to gag him with whateverās closest to them.
Because of Lucioās aforementioned touch starvation and his ways of coping being very degrading and harsh, Lucio has a MASSIVE forced pseudo-kink (like, not actually his kink, but one he takes upon himself in an attempt to make others love him) for being called degrading names and calling his lover degrading things. Slut, whore, bitch, cumrag? You name it, he probably feeds off of it in bed.
But, but, BUT- when MC comes into Lucioās life? Heās found the first and only person who he couldnāt goad into a fit of fury, or at least, not visibly. Heās found someone who he canāt make hate him truly, because they understand what heās trying to do, and to an extent, they understand why heās trying to do it.
Lucio has never felt good enough for anyone. Not for his parents, not for Nadia, or Asra, or Julian, or really ANYONE. Not even for the Devil, Iād venture to say. Thatās why when MC doesnāt let him push them away and doesnāt let him get away with egging people on and picking fights or degrading himself, heās understandably confused and even a little distrusting of MC.
Thereās no way MC could possibly tolerate him, let alone like him, he thinks. This is all a cruel joke, and it will all be over the moment he starts to believe itās real.
Slowly but surely, though, MC begins to help break Lucio of his self-loathing and his urges to push others to anger for no reason, because there are other more healthy, constructive ways of seeking human contact than running into a room and essentially screaming āFIGHT ME MOTHERFUCKERā in someoneās face.
Lucio starts to realize that MC genuinely cares about him and wants to help him, and wonāt take any ifs, ands, or buts from him, let alone any self-deprecating talk (which earns him a chiding scold and an order to write down positive things Lucio likes about himself) or (Arcana forbid) tries to spout hateful talk about MCās friends (namely, Asra, Julian, and Muriel- MC will make Lucio write positive aspects about each of them after he verbally abuses them, too, even if they werenāt around to hear it).
The first time MC introduces the idea of asking for affection to Lucio, though, heās so confused itās kind of cute? Itās completely on accident, MC had a bad day at the shop and approaches Lucio and just asks in an almost pitiful voice if they can have a hug, and Lucio just stared at them owlishly, blinking. Because 1) Someone is asking HIM for a hug?? And 2) Someone is ASKING him for a hug?? What a strange concept to him that you can just ask for what you need instead of forcing a fight to get it in the most convoluted way possible.
So, Lucio wraps MC in a hug, and almost smothers them from enthusiasm until MC coughs and nudges their head against his chest, and he loosens his grip, but only marginally, enough that they can breathe again. (But thereās no way heās letting them out of this hug, not when this is the first positive affection he may very well have ever experienced in the history of ever.)
After that day, MC offers Lucio physical affection more regularly, with small caresses of the cheek and the back of Lucioās hand and his palms. MC also places these little feather-light kisses on his face and hands and neck, which Lucio definitely swoons over? And MC definitely has a little nest at the magic shop for cuddle piles in their space, and Lucio has the servants set up an entire room just for cuddling after heās introduced to that?
Dear goodness, once this man has felt affection, he becomes the clingiest man in the world.
But donāt mistake this clinginess for submissiveness. Lucio does have his subby moods, but he can also be a total power-bottom and loves to dom from the bottom as well.
Make no mistake, our switchy man likes to order MC to suck his cock or eat him out, but he also loves being pegged (a little bit of a leftover kink he discovered during his toxic self degradation period, repurposed by him and MC in a MUCH healthier context than before), and he loves being fucked by real cock, too. It took time for him to admit to this one, and it took even more time to break him of the toxic behaviors that came with this for him, but boy was it worth it for MC to coax it out of him, to end up with such a pretty boy on his hands and knees in front of MC, who takes their sweet time teasing him and taking care of his every physical need (food, water, loving caresses) before giving him what he craves: as much physical contact as he can get, touching as much of him as possible.
He might even develop an overstimulation kink, simply because once the loving touches from MC start, heād never want them to stop, even after his cock is raw as hell and his asshole is stretched out from the multiple thorough fuckings he just recieved (a few of which were probably fingers-only).
When he and MC make love, though, itās the softest, sweetest thing, because Lucio is so grateful for everything MC has done for him, especially for teaching him the value of himself and of others.
Also, outside of all of this, Lucio loves his dogs. More than anything or anyone (except maybe MC??) He loves Mercedes and Melchior so much that if this were a modern AU, his favorite candy would be M&Ms just by association of the initials with his dogs.
Mercedes and Melchior are so protective of Lucio, especially with all Iāve described above, so when MC comes into his life, theyāre super wary of them.
It takes a long time and a lot of caution, gentle care, and dog treats (probably specially commissioned by MC from Selasi, everyoneās favorite Baker man) to get them to trust MC and see that MC cares about Lucio, and them too.
Y'all I have just too many headcanons for this man on this subject, so Iām gonna call it here for now and simmer in the pot of emotion I have over our boy Lucio (which I didnāt even know I really felt so deeply about until I wrote this post)
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