I'm Silvesary! You can just call me Silv, Silve, or Sary, no real preference! I also have no pronoun preference either, go with whatever you feel fits!
Welcome to my main tumblr blog, where I mostly just post, draw, and maybe even write for whatever I'm really into! I'm mostly a big fan of video games and animation, especially indies!
I have a secondary tumblr blog dedicated to reblogging whatever and anything else I don't think fits my main blog!
At this current moment in time, Commissions are Closed unless I make a post about it! Apologies!
Tag Directory:
Art Tag / Writing Tag / General Talking Tag / Answered Asks / Friend Art / Friend Commissions
YEA!!! As of late they haven't been doing much flipnote stuff and more fully colored animations and I love it!!! I still owe them and attack back too >:3
Oh wait random question where did the name Silve (and silvesary in general) come from? What's ur origin story
Oh I love telling this story!
I went by a lot of different usernames growing up, not a lot stuck but for a while I was just called Silveon! I was inspired by a flipnote hatena user's name and liked the color silver so I just mashed the two and got silveon! (i. did not know the pokemon sylveon existed when i chose that name. lmao)
When I started using Sudomemo after the shutdown of Hatena, I tended to change my username and mash it with other words to sorta celebrate holidays and the like! I remember using Silvesnow at one point for the winter holidays, and for my flipnote one year anniversary I mashed anniversary and Silveon together and ended up with Silvesary!
I. Ended up really loving how it sounded and how unique it was, so it kinda stuck since then! And hilariously enough I usually go by Silve mostly because I knew way too many other people who just went by Silv, and it got confusing fast!
Speaking of the blorbo my avatar is currently, his name is Colt! (I've. talked about him a lot here, he's one of my favorite ocs) But I ended up redesigning him sometime within the past year or two!
He's a character that's very dear to my heart, inspired by some of my childhood experiences such as grief and wanting to be a boy. Oh, and he's able to see the dead too, pretty unfortunate.
Additionally, Let me ramble on a bit about this flipnote!
ok so there's actually not much to say about this, I just really wanted to animate scarf hands while also trying to seamlessly loop an animation and forgot I had made a super cute oc named Yoko years ago??? So I just wanted an excuse to draw and animate her!
For the rest of the flipnote, I wasn't sure what I wanted to do. So I took inspiration from this flipnote and decided to insert a different random oc to be a sort of menacing form of tension? In truth, the two had no relation whatsoever but it's given me ideas for if I ever decide to expand upon Yoko or Lupin!
That, and I do love trying to draw and give spotlight to older ocs of mine that have only like. Two pieces of art! I always feel bad if I end up neglecting characters! X . X
Ok one last drawing for the day, this is where my current profile picture is from. It's an old meme comic I drew back in 2022 that I remade last year for funsies. Based off that one mob psycho meme!
I promised I would also upload the original to this :3
We all start from somewhere! And I say even if you don't think your art style is good enough you should not stop yourself from learning to animate! This was made in 2012 when I was just starting to seriously draw, you can just taste the flipnote hatena era typical style from this.
SO. HI! Maybe you followed me two years back when I was really into Undertale Yellow and are wondering "who is this person posting flipnote animations onto my feed". Hi, that is me.
Really, I just wanted to make a post to explain where I went, what happened, and what am I up to lately for anyone who is curious! I'll put it below a read below as to not explode someone's feed randomly :P There's so much text... and so much explaining @_@ and also some extra images and art, some of it I'll repost later as separate posts!
What Happened?
Well, a lot of things happened. Starting in late 2024 using tumblr became a bit awkward, and I ended up moving over to bluesky for a bit and was active there! Tensions between a previous group of people I associated with kinda drove me away from writing Determined Justice unfortunately, but I still ended up working on the next chapter a little bit over the year. I also spent some time just writing some In Stars and Time fanfiction too, maybe someday that will see the light of day since I really like it!
It was 2025 when things kinda hit the fan. Ever since the year started, I had really wanted to focus on my friendships and trying to be more offline. What ended up happening was a lot of manual labor! I got to help fix up a trashed home, including completely renovating it for other family of mine and destroyed and rebuilt an entire kitchen!
Unfortunately, this came at the cost of some long-term friendships of mine. It wasn't their fault, I just couldn't keep up with them anymore between manual labor and my annual depression creeping back in. I was really disrespectful to one of them on accident, and apologized at the time, though it may have not been enough. I am no longer friends with them or any of the people I've known for the past 10 years as a result(as well as some other factors that made me decide this was the right thing to do). This was a huge blow to my mental health. I'm still grappling with the effects of this, but I'd like to believe I've been getting better!
And lastly, soon after all that stuff a family pet ended up having cancer. I got designated as the caregiver so my life kinda revolves around the schedule of said pet. That and my full-time job too, I am always tired and don't get enough sleep anymore due to having to stay up for said pet. They've lived so much longer than they should have thanks to my care at least!
I stopped drawing and writing since then, until around when this year started! Things have been going better lately, so I've been regaining the urge to create. That, and I've been really thinking about what I'd like to do now. Before, I felt like I couldn't be my authentic self and had to always censor myself and make myself more palatable to those around me. My interests got pushed to the side in favor of others, and eventually I lost sight of who I was and what I enjoyed. So, I'm slowly re-exploring and trying to find myself again!
Where Are You Now?
I don't use bluesky anymore btws, given the site won't let me softblock people I was no longer comfortable using it and moved back to my twitter account! I check it daily but even so I'm not always on my main, I actually tend to only lurk on my private twitter account. The only other media I'm on regularly now is my sudomemo account. Though I would like to get used to using tumblr again! (i still have my discord, but i only stick to the servers i'm in currently!)
What Are You Up To Now/Future Plans?
Well, I'm just trying to figure out what I want to do still! I made a little update post with slightly more details on my sudomemo account, but I'm going back to my roots to try to remember why and what I want to draw for. So, I'm very crazy about and currently making plenty of flipnotes! I have a few in the works, including a fun collab one with mupdie that's getting close to completion!
Sometime last year I also produced some physical acrylic charms of Fortnite Hatsune Miku I'd like to sell, but it kinda got put on the backburner. The charms are hella cute though, haven't figured out if I'd like to try to sell them through Ko-fi or rent a stall at a local flea market. I'd like to actually make art prints and more merch of my artwork before I do a stall though.
(i do not have a miku charm pic on hand so instead here's a pic of my test batch of Colts, I love my son and he is not for sale currently)
And on the gaming side, I still have dreams of a letsplay channel or at the very least compiling different clips of me playing games down and uploading that for funsies. I recently even recorded my full blind playthrough of deltarune chapter 5! So glad I got a little 3d vtuber years ago before the big boom!
Video games have been the only saving grace during the most stressful months this past year! I've since then become a huge fan of The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy after 100%ing it last year, and before the year ended I also finished 100%'ing Persona 4 Golden after putting it off for too many years! Needless to say, p4 is a game with a message I really needed at the time. It's also nice to no longer be a larper, huge fan of p4 but never played it until then haha! I have since then finished Persona 3 Reload(adored that game) and currently play the global version of Persona5X. My coworker got me addicted to the gacha game blame that guy, but also I really am enjoying the story and characters...
I still dream of and am working on writing a script for an indie game I'd like to make in the future though. My biggest calling and dream in life is to make a game that can resonate with at least one person(even if that person is just me :P), and it feels like lately I've hit my stride with what I wanted for the characters, and their stories are finally starting to mesh well and make sense. It's mostly the matter of if I should start with a smaller project with related characters to at least get some experience that I'm stuck on! :p So I will be posting a lot of doodles and drawings of said characters for those projects!
Oh! And if you've survived this long because you're just very curious if I'll be writing again, I'd love to try again! I made a promise to finish Determined Justice no matter what, and I fully intend to hold up that promise! If anything, this amount of time has helped me really flesh out certain plot points and ideas for it. It's just the matter of actually writing it that is!
Though I also do want to write some persona 4 one-shots, because a huge aspect of who I am that I am no longer afraid to contain is that I am a HUGE SHIPPER AT HEART. I love characters in love, especially when it's my favs.
Though, looking back at my one-shots, I will be deleting the second chapter and making This Is Chujin a one-shot again. I had an idea for a narrative and story around grief and working through it, but I realize I just like it as a one-shot better. :P I'll keep the deleted chapter saved on my pc in case, otherwise deletious chapter. I do appreciate the kudos that still keep coming in after all this time for DTJ and This Is Your Favorite Channel, still can't believe people are finding and still enjoying those two works even after two years! Thank you so much!!
OK THAT'S IT FOR MY SUPER HUGE UPDATE POST, TY TY FOR READING!! :D :D
also i slowly amassing a yosuke collection, i just wanted to include this because i have never related to a persona character this hard since goro akechi
hey so remember when I said I was gonna post this here last year? I remember now!
This is a remake of the first completely animated original flipnote MV I made as a kid in 2012~ It's incredible to see how far I've come, even if this wasn't quite the stardom kid me wanted! Though i'drathernotbesuperpopular hahahah...
I'd like to start posting here again, though I don't draw or write as much anymore as of late! So here's some pixel art and flipnote art, all but the last one was drawn last year and never posted! The last one is actually birthday art for a friend!
This year's entry was inspired by all the friend/fan mvs a lot of creators used to make on Flipnote Hatena! I always loved watching and seeing the great variety of ocs and people included, so this is my take! None of the characters except for the thumbnail one belong to me, and are from fellow users of Sudomemo! Let's keep creating and keeping the flipnote art alive!
