nyan nya nnay

normalest harada keizou and okazaki hanano fan

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the more i think about harazaki the more mutually destructive and tragic they become in my head and i think thats a big plus

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still an active enjoyed of sweet fluffy harazaki...just the counter balances ever i think

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the more i think about harazaki the more mutually destructive and tragic they become in my head and i think thats a big plus

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guess whoseee bacckk to posting somewhat regularly cause harazaki has STILL not left my brain god they're so peak everyone get more harazaki

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harazaki peak ok?

yes.... yes anon...harazaki peak....everyone gets more harazaki...I love you harazaki

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Are you alive

no

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I wanna like Okazaki. I really do. She’s just so poorly done it’s not even funny. No phantom thief set up, no real deep dive in her character, no foreshadowing until the very last moment. She quite literally came out of nowhere. And it’s not like her backstory isn’t interesting. It’s very open and traumatizing and you can see a small outline on what lead her to become that way, but even then it’s not in the show. It’s only on the terminals which you have to search for. It’s just a waste. Even worse is her relationship with Ninomiya. It does nothing but worsen her character by adding unnecessary SA which isn’t even well written. It’s barely acknowledged besides the Q/A. We would’ve never known that detail if it weren’t for the questions. It was just added to make her seem more evil. It’s so stupid.

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okay enough of that back to our regularly scheduled programming holds up my obnoxiously large harazaki poster

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still on my pjeg ponderings but holy balls i did not so much biphobia to come out of damon sexuality reveal from the bird app like...you guys do know that if a bisexual guy is actively attracted to and in a relationship with a guy doesn't change the fact he's bisexual right??? right??? i mean giving them the benefit of the doubt i don't recall him showing mcuh outward attraction to the girls like he did the guys (or i was just to fixated on damon being a little weirdo about desmond /affectionate you might think my favourite pairing was wolfgrace but suprise!! it was them! i forget their ship name am i a fake fan..)

bit of a tangent but it always feels weird whenever people change canonically lgbt characters sexualitys in headcanons not just in like queer -> straight but also like... bisexual -> lesbian/gay or vice versa feels just ehhh if your going to change a queer characters label i feel like at the core you keep them attracted to the gender/genders they are alreadu attracted to and add to that rather then remove

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i do not go here anymore and my pjeg fixation has long since passed but reading through the plot details for edens garden for some reason the biggest shock to me was ulysses having a unrequited crush on wenona not cause it was like unexpected or that i expected it to be requited or whatever but because ulysses has been various forms of aro-spec in my head for so long i genuinely forget it wasn't canon.

feel the need to clarify since i vehemently despite characters being headcanoned as aroace just because of being "loners/cold/cynical/not being intresting enough to ship" etc never saw him as aroace for those reasons i just really liked him and found him relatable and when that happen i project all my labels into said character cause a little indulgence never hurt anyone anyways intersex transfemine aroace lesbian ulysses is real cause he is me and we are one and i started to identify with baby bug bug /ref

also im unsure if im biased with how much i viewed and enjoyed ulysses and wenona as a qpr (something about them gave such "we understand eachother" mutual life partners who kinda dislike everyone else but they have eachother and are content) but i feel like there was...a bit of an overlord in romantic relationships/crushes in edens garden...ooooh simi complains about having to many canonnical ship swhen shipping is my favourite thing ever!! my steaks too buttery and my lobsters too juicy ahhh!! but like considering their situation and with them all not being dumb teenagers i dont knowwwww

..i also have something to say about all the crucial relationships/friendships being set up in chapter 1 when they could have been more spaced out (think the only exceptions were diana and grace?)

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feel like sometimes people just use qprs as a way to ship aroace characters romantically and be morally correct without looking into any of the nuances and just protray them as a romantic couple...of course all qprs are different and dependent on the people involed but just...

not every aromantic person is looking for a qpr or even intrested in one! like how not every alloromantic person is looking for a romantic relationship or even intrested in one!

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not tagging this one cause i dont wanna clog up the searches but this is entirely about teiked....im sorry i dont care much for their characters but i cant see them as anything beyond tei being his caregiver and well enabler! was this relationship deeply profound and affected them both absoulutely! but platonic relationships can be just as deep and i dont know i cant see ikeda in any sort of partnership tbh

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feel like sometimes people just use qprs as a way to ship aroace characters romantically and be morally correct without looking into any of the nuances and just protray them as a romantic couple...of course all qprs are different and dependent on the people involed but just...

not every aromantic person is looking for a qpr or even intrested in one! like how not every alloromantic person is looking for a romantic relationship or even intrested in one!

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oka poking harada with the snout of her mask to get his attention

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harazaki...harazaki thats utterly tragic...doomed from the start cause harada wants her to live he wants her to be happy and to be able to heal from everything but she just can't let herself do that cause she views herself beyond saving fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

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harazaki...harazaki thats utterly tragic...doomed from the start cause harada wants her to live he wants her to be happy and to be able to heal from everything but she just can't let herself do that cause she views herself beyond saving fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

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okazaki dynamics drools

most of these came from roleplays and my own rewrites but might as well send them off into the world i could probably make one for every tetro character and have something to say

isono

ohhh going into major headcanon territory i think oka used to watch her streams became fascinated with her as a person and did some stalking into her history (she bases her own life off isonos in her interview to like how does she know some of that stuff hello???) anyways i think she developed a little crush on ol miki miki after isono called her cute okazaki finds her appealing atleast from a visual standpoint and her intrest is further peaked as isono begins taking up company with tsuno so she begins looking into her more this digital angel facade was all one big ruse to cope with her own struggles wasn't it? how charming! perhaps okazaki could be the devil that dragged this angel down into the depts of true the despair- the one to make her fall from grace tumbling down from the pearly gates of hevean...oh okazaki would want nothing more

harada

HAHAHAH HARADAAAAAA!!!! forgive my bias but let me spill a little oh okazaki is so charmed by him he's just so nice she wants to watch him unravel soooo bad she instictively knows he's not entirely what he seems like and is clawing at him furiously to figure out what skeletons he's hiding in his closet but like also aw aw your so cute i want to put you in my pocket aw aw let me take you away and be the only thing you care about EVER okay? she lovessss seeing him smile cause she finds it pretty and she wants to take it and put it up on her wall like a trophy, her love for him is more impulsive, feral almost animalistic where she wants to rip him apart peice by peice just so she can keep him with her forever and everrrrr- this was stated but harada in contrast was scared of her!! before she started acting more weird i think he instictively realised something was very very wrong with her and distanced himself from her and with his stable support system he had noooo reason to talk with her…so what happens when he loses those people? what happens when he begins feeling like an outcast and when he spirals…who is still there? okazaki might be rotten company but she is /still/ company and after such loss who wouldn't attach themselves to the first person that semeed to genuinely want to be around you? of course he still knows what she is and what kind of person she is but maybe…he could come to accept that- after all he didn't do many great things in his past and those bad habits were being relearned weren't they? rotten people deserve eachother dont they? and hanano was the worst there was.

yukino

yukino ohh yukino…okazaki couldnt help but seethe in jealousy at the slightest mention of her name whenever it fell out of haradas mouth with that smile okazaki desperatly wanted for herself but it didn't belong to her did it? it belonged to some stupid girl harada was still longing for even while they weren't close she'd stare for hours at her at the picture of yukino in haradas stupid locket he kept around with him at all times, what was it about her? perhaps her lovely curls of red hair or the way her whole face seemed to sparkle when she smiled, what kind of person was yukino hirano anyways? appearance wise she…wasn't bad well- no she was horrible okazaki hated her but even she couldn't deny the fact yukino was…cute annoyingly so that it replayed in okazakis mind even when she wasnt stareing at harada…but she hated yukino right? well she hated tsuno aswell- but she also loved tsuno did that mean she loved yukino? perhaps she'd gotten ahead of herself with imagineing a girl that likely wasn't much more then a ghost at this point and with her death yukino left something precious behind, its only fair that since okazaki found it afterwards that it belonged to her now right? farewell fair yukino you musn't fret about him anymore, don't worry no matter how many times i make him break ill always be there to peice him back together

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all okazaki ships should use the zaki at the end i dont make the rules its just true