Dead Girl Walking - Jin BTS rated M
AN: Based on the movie/musical Heathers! If you haven’t seen it you 100% need to watch it, the songs are so funny and so fantastic and the movie is basically the original mean girls. Some quotes were taken from the musical and it was really fun to channel my inner veronica sawyer
“Y/N I Swear to god if you don’t get out of my right now you wont live to see tomorrow” Just another one of there stupid threats. What’s so great about them? How does everybody in school love them so much, they’re a group of stupid bitches that get everything they want and its starting to drive me crazy. “I said get out of my way!!” She wouldn’t stop shouting and she was really started to grind at me, I’m walking down the already packed hall, I can’t move to get out of her way with everybody standing around. The hallways were always like this and it always gave Heather the chance to scream at somebody, today, I was her target. “For fucks sake, fine, I’ll move you” Heather pushed me and between everything that was going on and everybody that was walking along the halls I couldn’t help but trip on my own feat and fall over dropping everything I had out of my hands. “Heather why do you have to be such a huge dick all the time” I looked up at her, me and Heather used to be good friends, I was never really scared of her like most of the other victims in school. I probably should have been, the girl could give me hell at the snap of her fingers. She has a group called ‘the heathers’ so called because each of them are basically her little whipping dolls. She’d never used them against me and never really made me a main victim of the school them rolls were left to people like Martha Dunstock or as they like to call her ‘Martha Dumptruck". They were honestly the most foul people in the school. sadly though when it comes to popularity you either get no mercy and became the but of every joke in the school or you basically want to be one of them and join in making yourself a ‘Heather’, as you can guess my roll wasn’t the latter. “What did you say to me you little biotch” “She said why do you have to be such a dick” I knew the second voice as soon as I heard it. Jin. Jin was my now best friend in the school, when Heather decided I wasn’t popular enough she basically threw me into the rejects bin. I was on my own for a while but then I met Jin and what can I say, I had a best friend vacancy and he just so happened to fill it. He always helped me study and was somebody to talk to when things weren’t going so great and he always stuck up for me when people said things “You’re lucky I’m feeling nice Jin, but I’d take this advice if I were you. You’re lucky enough that a lot of girls in this school want to fuck you, play your cards right and get away from the losers while you still have enough popularity points.” With that Heather walked over me pushing the crowds that were pushing around shouting at somebody else to move for her, as I watched her walk away it was a a sea of people parted for her like she was some God or something, I would give anything to be like that but the only way to be like that is have money, implants and/or the morality of cold blooded bitch. “You alright down there?” Jin stretched his arm out so that I could grab it to help myself back up. I’d managed to pick up all my books, having to dive for one of them before somebody stood on it. “I swear to God Heather is going to get what’s coming to her one day, along with the rest of the Heathers” “You can’t let them get to you Y/N, High schools nearly over and when it is, that shits dead and gone and we’ll be free” I couldn’t help but laugh at Jins choice of words “We? Jin, no offence but it’s not like you need to be free. Nobody says anything to you, Heather said it herself. You have popularity points unlike me who is basically the dirt of the school” As I’m saying this I’m also having to wipe my books clean of all the dirt that it had collected laying on the floor. “Honestly Y/N, It could be worse. Try being Martha, she’s gets this kinda crap daily. You need to think yourself lucky” Jin smiled at me, the idea of Martha getting ruthlessly bullied didn’t make me happy, Martha was a nice girl but it does put things into perspective. ……………………….. Two days had gone by and luckily I’d managed to avoid Heather and her army pretty well but there’s only so long that kinda of lucky spree could hang on for and I knew it. “Y/N” I turned around and I could see here jut looking at here stood with her two main ‘Heathers’ behind her. Everybody looked at her when she shouted and it’s the first time the dinner hall has ever been this silent in my years of coming to this school. “Yes Heather” I feel the tone I used was maybe a little over happy, possibly with a sarcastic tone but I didn’t really mind. “Party tonight, You’re invited” She walked over to me as she informed me of the party and I couldn’t help but roll my eyes. “And you’re inviting me because?” “I’m not all bitch Y/N, I can see somebody who has a nice bone structure, mascara, maybe some lip gloss and were on our way to being something a little more than a high school wanna be don’t you think girls?” “She could stand to lose a few pounds” One of the girls behind her also named Heather made that comment and I nearly snapped as I believe there is nothing wrong with my weight, just another beauty standard held way to high and way to ridiculous but before I could say anything I heard Heathers voice shout over “Shut up Heather” “Sorry Heather” “Basically, you have one shot at popularity Y/N, You might as well try it out. To old times sake?” She looked at me and I couldn’t exactly understand what was going on, she almost seemed like she was being nice to me, but this is Heather. There had to be more behind this than meets the eye. “I’ll see you there” I didn’t actually know if I was going to go to this party but I thought this was the best thing to say to stop the conversation carrying on. Besides if I didn’t want to go all I had to do was just… not turn up right? “I’ll text you the details later. Oh.. and make sure to bring Jin along” Heather walked away and pretty much everybody in the hall stayed silent until she left the room completely and I could feel all there faces turn to me when they did. Some where already looking at me with the scared faces they give Heather and her clan when they walk into a room. I imagine assuming that I wouldn’t pass this chance for the world. Others where looking at me with complete jealousy and that I could understand. I just stayed where I was in the middle of the lunch hall and felt a hand on my shoulder. “Whys everybody looking at you, you do something stupid again” Jin just looked at me a laughed as he jumped up onto the higher set of tables that I was next to and I just shook my head in a 'I can’t even explain’ motion “Y/N” A timid voice came from behind me and I knew who it was straight away. “Hey Martha” “Hey” She looked at me and didn’t say anything as if she’d already forgotten what she came over for. “You okay” Jin asked her. The hall hard started picking up in volume now so things seemed a bit more normal, Jin and Martha always got along, Jin was friends with everybody in school, popular or un-popular. He was to nice not to be friends with everybody and the popular people wouldn’t shun him out of there groups simply because of the way he looked and how good he was at singing and music studies. To many girls wanted him and to many guys wanted to be him for them to be able to throw them out of there clicks. “Yeah, I was just wondering. You’re not seriously going to take her up on that offer are you? I mean I know the two of you used to be friends, but I always saw you as a good person. Both of you” Martha looked at both of us and obviously picked up on Heather telling me to invite Jin to the party. “I wouldn’t worry about it Martha, I’ll never be like her” Martha just smiled and walked away. Martha was always nice and Me, Jin and a few other people in the school must have been the only people that were actually friendly to her reminding me just how lucky I actually was not to be bottom of the pecking order. I was still facing where Martha was standing as I could feel Jins stare behind me and I turned to look at him slightly laughing. I explained the situation and got the obvious response of 'You’re not going are you?’ and 'Its a trap’ I really wasn’t sure what to think, I risked something by going but I also risked something by not going. If I go then I could be popular for my remaining time In high school and everybody knows it must be amazing to be popular but I’ve never actually wanted to be LIKE that. I never have and never will be able to be a 'Heather’ just another person sticking there head so far up somebody ass that you lose all your morals but if I don’t go then 'Well done Y/N you just passed up the one shot to have a slightly easier ride in high school’ not to mention what might happen if I actually reject an invite. I thought things were bad now I can’t actually imagine what would happen if I was to, God forbid I offend her. She went easy on me sure, but only when it was in her best interest. “She said you were invited to Jin” I looked at him as I remembered his invite, to be honest it could be kinda nice going to a party with Jin, getting to know him a little better being drunk with him. I mean, I know not everything is like the movies but usually good things happen when the hot guy and the girl get drunk and they start touching each other and “No way am I going to that shit” I just giggled as I was pulled out of my thoughts, It’s not the first time I had thought about Jin like this but they were just passing fantasy’s, not I would ever actually play on. Besides, he’d just crushed it so I just made a 'Fuck you face’ at him knowing he’d think it was because he’d rejected my offer of drinking rather than rejecting my invisible offer of drunk sex and I started to chuckle to myself. “It’s only a party, you never know things could go.. well maybe?” ——————- The idea of going to the party sounded more appealing as he day went on and I couldn’t stop thinking about all the bad things that could come from not going to the party. I don’t know if that was my sub-concious trying to make me go due to my teenage need to be liked and popular but it was the strongest feeling in my head at the time. 'I’ll pick you up tonight and we’ll get some drink before we head to the party, we have catching up to do Y/N’ Heather had text me and the weird thing is, for the first time in years the Miss almighty mythic bitch was actually showing who she used to be, before we were all infected by high school. I was also confused as to where she got my number but I shrugged that one of with the excuse of popular people can find out anything. The bell to signal the end of school rang and I stood up and packed away all my books walking out of the door. “Decided what you’re going to do yet” As soon as I walked out I jumped out of my skin when I heard Jins voice, he must have been waiting for me to leave the class. I looked at him, I knew that I was going to go, I just didn’t know what he’d say when I told him “Miss fucking trouble eh” He looked at me and I could tell he could sense that I was going to go. “Jin I’m going so that I don’t cause trouble, I don’t want this to come back at me, there’s no possible way me not going can end up good. Heather would slit my neck in front of the hole school” He just raised his eyebrow at me as if I was being the stupidest person in the world. “Fine, but make sure to let me know how it all goes Trouble” He winked and ran off to his car and waved at me before he got in. He usually drove me everywhere other than home from classes. I loved walking home, it was only a ten minute walk. ———– The party was loud and basically everything I expected it to be. everybody was overly drunk, running around doing stupid things. My senses were being attacked by the loud music, the smell of alcohol and the bright lights coming of what must have been the cheapest party light bar they could get there hands on, I was stood in the corner on my own, yet I was kinda excited to be at the popular peoples party. People were trying to talk to me as if I was human and one guy even smiled at me without any hint of mockery at all and that’s not something that happened very often in my life. 'HERE’ I could hear the voice over the loud music as a girl had a try of shots and she was giving them out to who ever she could see at the time, I grabbed one and took a shot. It added to the small tipsy feeling already starting to grow on me but it was nothing I couldn’t handle. “So, Y/N What’s going on with you a Jin” “Nothing” Heather had come straight out of the crowed of people and pushed her drunken self up next to me, he face seeming troublesome. “You’re not serious. How do you have him around and not try to fuck him” “He’s just a friend Heather, nothing more” She laughed out louder than was necessary, the overly drunken state seeming to bring out an even bitchier side than usual. “Oh please, like you haven’t though of him fucking you? Hell, I’ve even thought about it” I wasn’t sure where she was going with the conversation or what she was trying to get out of it. I had thought of having sex with Jin, I’d thought about it a lot but I wasn’t just going to announce it out in the middle of a party of people I wouldn’t trust with …. well, anything. “Seriously Heather, he’s my friend” “You seriously aren’t fucking him are you, fucking hell Y/N you’ve slipped so far down since I left you, you need my help” I don’t know how or why I managed to say the words that were about to come out of my mouth, I wasn’t drunk enough to blame alcohol but I was certainly tipsy enough to say that it added to my courage. “Heather, where do you get off judging my life and the choice I make” “Y/N that boy is months worth of shower head masturbation material and you’re just letting it go to waste. You were never that stupid when we were younger” As much as I was annoyed at what I she was saying I had no answer as to why I hadn’t been with Jin other than the cliché 'We’re just friends and I don’t see him like that’ or the 'I wouldn’t want to ruin the relationship’ so I just bit back with anything “Back of Heather, its my life” I could see disappointment in her eyes and it made my blood boil. “I brought you here to give you a chance and this is your thank you. You’re just another little Dumptruck aren’t you and to think, I could have made you great” “Fuck you Heather, I’m 100x better without you” Everybody had started to hear the conversation and as I was walking out I could here the words 'loser’ and laughed coming from them all. I knew I’d ruined my reputation as much as anybody could at this moment but popularity isn’t worth becoming a bitch over. “Oh and Y/N” Just before I walked out of the door I could hear her voice. “Make sure to let Martha know you’re the reason our focus isn’t souly on her any more, I’m sure she’ll thank you” With that I walked out, I had nothing to say, what could I say, I’d basically signed my death certificate. I pulled my phone out of my pocked and text Jin. 'You home?’ 'Yeah I’m home, hows your night going’ I didn’t text him back, I just made my way to his house as it was closer than anywhere else, and despite the shit that went on tonight, it did give me some good ideas. ——— I was outside and wanted to get Jins attention, I could see him in his window at his desk. He must have been studying. I started throwing small rocks at his window but failed to get his attention, I have no idea how they manage to do it in the moves and then remembered that I actually owned a phone. 'Come let me in’ I could see him look at his phone and then look out his window as he smiled and waved before walking downstairs to open his back door so nobody heard us “It’s midnight what’re you doing here, did you go?” Jin and I walked upstairs into his bedroom trying not to make any noise as his parents must have been in bed at this time of night and I only answered him when I got in there. “Yes I went, and I wanted to see you” “Okay well, what happened” “Other than me making sure I signed my bus ticket into complete and utter loser vile, not much” I could see the confused look on his face and I couldn’t help but smile. “Basically Heather declared me to be a dead girl walking in front of everybody there and life is going to get a lot harder” “There’s nothing wrong with loser vile, at least we’re all friends there” “Like you’d know what its like Jin, every girl that knows you wants you and you know it” “That’s not true” “Ugh, yes it is, you’ve never been a loser in your life and you never will, you’re too…” I look at him and I can’t help myself from getting lost. Heather was right, I was stupid for letting myself get friend zoned with Jin, I had no idea how he felt towards me but I knew that I wanted something from him, and with the liquid luck running through my body I couldn’t help but grab a chance. I pulled the neck of his top into me and kissed him lightly, nothing to brave but I had to make a statement. “You’re too perfect Jin.” His eyes were surprised and he was slightly taken back. “Are you drunk” I wish I could say yes and blame the alcohol, but I wanted to be brave, I wanted him to know that I wanted him and not just drunk me. “Everybody was talking about you at the party, about how hot you are and how everybody wants you, they’re right, everybody does want you. Including me Jin” “Are you drunk?” He asked again demanding an answer “No” “Good” Jin pulled my body close to his and pushed his chest into mine, his movement had become fast. he pushed his hands into my hair and left no time for conversation as he moved his mouth to mine kissing me simply but deep. “That means I can do this” He snaked his hands up under my dress pulling my underwear down as I step out of it, I never knew Jin would react this well to my advances but I was glad he did, I started to kiss his neck and that’s when Jin raised my leg over his hip and dipped his fingers to play with my clit. “Fuck, you really are Trouble” The feeling was fantastic, His fingers glided over the lips of my pussy and I bit down harder my his neck, I could hear him suck in a short breath as he placed his palm over me and pushed down adding a lot more pressure to my clit and I gasped. “Jin, I want you to fuck me so bad” I could see the look in his eye and I knew he liked what I was saying. “For to long I’ve been thinking about what it would be like” I moved my hand to the one covering my pussy and started to move it so that he was playing with me faster and made sure to moan for him. “I don’t want to have to think about it any more Jin, I want to know.” He moved his free hand to my hair pulled back on it hard and I couldn’t help the smile that came onto my face, his hand was gripping so hard it was painful, but it was cancelled out by how sexy it was having him like this, as much as he was now in control of me, I knew that anything I said could change the situation. “I’ll show you exactly what it feels like” Jin suddenly pushed one finger into my pussy and I couldn’t help but gasp. He was anything but slow as I expected. He was finger fucking me faster than I knew was possible and it felt in credible. I could feel his finger wiggling inside me as could feel him push another one in. I could feel him rub my walls, his hand still locked in my hair although his grip seemed to have relaxed a little bit but my moans where coming out fast. The look on his face was proud. Jin never showed a side like this, only when he was sticking up for me in school and even then he was never so… dominant. As his fingers went harder inside me my moans turned into screams and I knew I needed to feel him inside me. “Jin please fuck “Shut up” As he told me to shut up I could feel his hand tighten up to the grasp he had when he first put them there. “You want to know what its like to be fucked by me” He turned me around and pushed me on the bed pulling on my legs so that my ass was up in the air. “The you need to shut the fuck up and let me fuck you like I do in my head” He was being so sexy, I knew Jin had this side in him. If I knew it only took sneaking into his house at 3 in the morning then I would have done it sooner. “Ji….. fuck” As the first letters left my lips I felt a hard slap on my ass and I’d never known spanking to feel so go before. “I said shut up” His voice was a little louder this time, but not so loud that it could wake anybody else sleeping in the house. “You’re not the only one playing out a little fantasy here, Trouble” As he was talking he bent down. The nickname trouble stuck in my head as I felt him push the bottom on my dress up and swipe his tongue along my slit. “You’ve thought about this before?” “Y/N, I’ve thought about this millions of times, my best friend is one of the hottest girls in school in my opinion, you think i could avoid looking at your ass on occasion and thinking about feeling you around my dick?” He took another swipe at my slit and I couldn’t help let out a little moan. The noise that came out of his mouth when he could see I was enjoying myself was indescribable. It was the sound of need, pleasure and authority all in one. He pushed his face into me and started tasting all around me and that was me gone, I couldn’t hold any of it in and I was a moaning mess. He played with my clit changing from sucking licking and flicking it with his tongue and I couldn’t help but move my hand around and push his face further into me. I pushed back and he started moving his tongue up and down pushing into my core and wiggling it around before moving back down and attacking my clit. “Fuck Jin” Ugh, the noises coming out of my mouth must have sounded desperate but I didn’t care, I was and I wanted him to know it. “Yes, Y/N” He stopped and moved his body so he pushed me down flat and he was hovering just above me. I could feel his hand moving my hair to one side of my neck and he started placing kisses on the now exposed skin. I looked at his as clear as I could from this position and he lightly laughed at my attempted to see him. “You’ve always been beautiful Y/N” He kissed me again, but on my lips this time, the kiss changed the mood of the night in an instant. The kiss was full off passion, it seemed like he’d been waiting for this as much as I had. No longer was he in charge and animistic, but he was gentle and sweet. I could taste myself on his lips and something about that felt so strange but so, intimate. I felt like he was mine for the taking and hopefully, I’d be his. “Jin, Please. Can we?” I really didn’t want to ask the full question but luckily he didn’t play dumb. He turned me around so I was flat on my back and pulled his pant down his legs and off his body completely. He pulled my dress over my head and pulled my underwear clean off my body and unclipped my bra, the last item of clothing I had left on my body. “Do I need to get a condom?” He asked me and I could see the slight look of awkwardness on his face. The fact that he cared enough to ask even though a little bit embarrassed was slightly admirable. “I’m on the pill Jin” I laughed at him a little making him laugh a little two, he pulled his own top of over his head and started to kiss my lips softly “I know that, I just wanted to make sure you were, ya know” We smiled and just stared at each other, something felt so right about this moment. Nothing was awkward and there were no nerves, like we had done this together a million times before. Jin pushed forward grinding his dick into my body. “You ready” I smile and nod my head, he reaches down between or bodies and lines himself up with me and It feels like forever until he pushes just the tip of himself inside me. I make a small noise but I need more. I look up to face him wondering why he stopped but he’s already looking at me, he moves his head down connecting his lips to mine one last time and pushing his hands through my hair and he pushes his length in my slowly causing me to arch my body as the kiss also became deeper. Once fully inside me he starts grinding against me making sure I could feel him everywhere, I was a moaning mess even with our lips still connected, his tongue was everywhere inside my mouth and my tongue had joined him, breaking every few seconds for breath. Once I’d gotten used to him I could feel him start to move properly. I could feel it all over my body. He moved his hand to my knee and brought it upwards so my leg was being held under his arm and it granted him a fantastic position and at this point I had lost it. “Fuck Jin, Harder” He kept his pace the same but every time he thrust back inside of me it was deeper and harder and I couldn’t help but whine every time. I could feel a new sensation building up inside me and I was starting to care less and less about how I sounded or how I looked and just threw my head back in need of more. Jins face was incredible. He didn’t take his eyes away from mine, the look of pleasure and pride glowing on his face as he bit his lip watching me squirm under him. “Make me cum Jin” With that he let out a small moan and pulled my other knee up so that both my shins were up against his chest and he started rocking in and out of me faster whipping his hips into me. Nothing had ever felt so fucking good, I could feel the pleasure running up and down my spine and my stomach was in knots and they were getting tighter and tighter. I could feel my legs begin to shake and my body closely followed. “Don’t come yet, wait for me” Jin could obviously tell I was close by the reaction of my body but I didn’t want to hold it. I couldn’t, it felt to good. I couldn’t control my body as it started to pulse and I came around his dick. As I did I grabbed onto the bed as tight as possible trying to control my lack awareness of my body but as I came I could feel Jin grunting, his hand flying in my hair as I opened my eyes to watch his looking at me, mouth slightly parted and cock twitching inside off me making my orgasm so much richer that my moans got even louder along with the repetition of his name. Jin wrapped his arms around my body and fell to the side holding me close to him. “So tell me everything that led up to this from tonight, because I’m really curious” I laughed as his words were jagged and breathy but I couldn’t help but laugh at his words and the realisation of what had just happened. “I’ll tell you later, I need time to rest”
