SimpleEllegance

I am first and foremost, a nerd

[unforgettable-sensations]

Mercury

The bliss we miss

Was never intended

But when we reminisce

I hate how it all ended

[lilacdollie4]

[stomachforcrows]

Big fan of media that makes you feel like this

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

And if I'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.

k.b. // unknown

[writingdose]

this and also the only difference between fanfic writers and writers who sell their own original works as careers is that fanfics aren’t monetized. that’s all.

being a “professional” writer doesn’t mean your works are inherently better than fanfics. I’ve read so many fics that are more professionally written than some published books.

whether or not a piece of writing is monetized has nothing to do with its quality.

[paper-wounds]

via

[simpleellegance]

How am I to see the sparks from another

When you still burn in my sky

Turning midnight to midday

The last rays of hope clinging to everything

Where you were the Sun

He was a barely twinkling star

And all I’m searching for is the moon

But I observe gold and brilliance in someone else’s sky.

I envy the light, that is not a lie

Because once upon a time it shone for me

But you dipped below the horizon and have yet to been seen

I’ve adjusted to this new night

Yet in a sky full of twinkling light

The last rays of you stretch to an unobstructed view

false hope in a lilac and lavender hue

Yet another carries the bouquet you handed

One of white roses and lilies, like you only half planned it

She drips in lace, a taffeta nightmare

Yet when around you I still feel something there

Perhaps it is better I found out this way

In front of her where what was on my heart was not mine to say

For if it had been you to tell me that June day

Her trust I would have begged you to betray

But it is your choice whose heart you chose to rest and lay

And my soul is a price I cannot pay.

Yet again I find myself repeating the same,

How am I to see the sparks from another

When you still burn in my sky

Turning midnight to midday

[simpleellegance]

I can’t shine like fireworks over his sad empty town.

His sister is my best friend

I’m the honorary aunt to his niece and nephew

His whole family is ready to let me stay with them whenever I’m around

They all wanted us to be together

And he’s marrying someone else.

Someone else is having his baby.

Someone else gets to be his why.

And I was just enchanted to meet him.

[simpleellegance]

Hold on.

How did this mf get in here?

SECURITY!!!

[simpleellegance]

Threat neutralized. Move along.

[simpleellegance]

Hold on.

How did this mf get in here?

SECURITY!!!

[simpleellegance]

That’s rough. Everyone was rooting for you buddy. Too bad they don’t realize you showed so little interest you managed to make me self conscious. I gave you more chances than anyone else has ever gotten. Hell I wasn’t even the one who shut the door.

[simpleellegance]

I have a very clear vision

Of the love I deserve

Moments so charged with emotion

Hearts with no reserve

My grandfather helping my grandmother put on her coat

My parents dancing in the living room

My best friends helping each other on and off a boat

Snatches of love woven together on a loom

Each thread a glittering piece of hope

The fate’s tapestry does slowly unfold

To this vision I cling like a rope

Hoping my story won’t remain untold

Hearts with no reserve

Moments so charged with emotion

Of the love I deserve

I have a very clear vision

[quotefeeling]

“When a relationship is birthed out of convenience or proximity or chemistry alone, it is bound to fail. We need more than a person’s physical presence to maintain a meaningful connection, but we routinely keep people around because… well, simply because they’re already around.”

— The Minimalists, Everything That Remains

[thepersonalquotes]

[simpleellegance]

I have this feeling of unfinished business

Clawing in my chest as my only witness

It fills my ears with cotton and screams into my mind

Reminds me of all the things I can’t find

She settled only when you said my name

That demon living in my heart without tame

But when you left without so much as a parting phrase

The scratching and screaming began its ways

Now that demon controls my throat

Choking words from my lungs building a moat

I can no longer say what I want to do

Because all I wanted was to go with you

This scrambling beast consumes my nights

Ceilings and silence my only fights

Surprised I am at such a loss of sleep

Yet through my mind you crawl and creep

Alone in my bed is nothing new

Even if there is someone else beside you

[simpleellegance]

Pain = 🍞

Assigned Celiac at predictive text

[simpleellegance]

Got to experience something new in a bad way yesterday.

What a wonderful time for my therapist to be on vacation.