Mary

1993 | 🎭

[streetmatt]

Escalator.

By Matti Merilaid.

[simplymaryv]

What happens next?

When the music fades away and all I am left with is the idea of what was.

Will my heart still beat the same

Or will if skip a couple beats knowing that this is the beginning

The beginning of the long decay

[thehopefulquotes]

“I laughed and said, ‘Life is easy.’ What I meant was, ‘Life is easy with you here, and when you leave, it will be hard again.’”

— Miranda July; No One Belongs Here More Than You

[simplymaryv]

My heart hurts,

Knowing that you were cremated today. I didn’t go because I wanted to be a helpful sister to the living but M, why did you have to go and blow your brains out? Who am I kidding? I didn’t want to go because I knew I would ball my eyes out. To lose you to mental health is like a stab to my heart.

Why did you have to be so strategic and methodical? We loved you man. I appreciated your existence and the interactions we shared. Your heart was so kind. “Sometimes, some days”

I have to trust that this makes a difference. I have to trust that my helping these kids have a spiritual connection will help them to fight the good fight until the end. I can’t do this alone. I don’t want to. I’m so afraid that if I lose you H. I will not recover.

[resqectable]

“Dreams are hopeful because they exist as pure possibility. Unlike memories, which are fossils, long dead and buried deep.”

— Shaun David Hutchinson, We Are the Ants

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

{Words by: Virginia Woolf from day and night/ Mahmoud Darwish}

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

{Quote by Chris Mc geown}

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Quote by Luna Adriana

[thoughtkick]

“With the right music, you either forget everything or you remember everything.”

— Unknown

[simplymaryv]

What happens when everyone fades away and I’m left with this person looking back at me?

[thoughtkick]

“Don’t wait too long. Life takes unexpected turns, and we don’t always have the time we think we have.”

— Sylvain Reynard, Gabriel’s Rapture

[quotefeeling]

“In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.”

— Martin Luther King Jr.

[surqrised]

“Don’t force someone to make time for you, if they really want to, they will.”

— Unknown

[thepersonalquotes]

[perfectfeelings]

“Never be afraid to fall apart because it is an opportunity to rebuild yourself the way you wish you had been all along.”

— Rae Smith

[stay-close]

“A ship in harbor is safe, but that is not what ships are built for.”

— John A. Shedd

[thehopefulquotes]

“Go out and do something. It isn’t your room that’s a prison, it’s yourself.”

— Sylvia Plath

[emotionalwords]