Halo 💜

I litteraly just talk about my life, stay if you'd like ✨

[milesgmorales]

MARVEL’S SPIDER-MAN: MILES MORALES (2020) dev. Insomniac Games

[dontmeantobepoliticalbut]

[pol-ar-ity]

There wasn’t yelling. There wasn’t fighting. There wasn’t “fuck you” and “I never loved you” and “I’m not going to miss you.”

There were two tired hearts. Still beating, but no longer in sync. Four eyes that never seemed to meet at the same time. Twenty fingers that no longer entwined. Two pairs of lips that hadn’t met in months.

So we said goodbye. We said we’d keep in touch. We said “good luck,” and we meant it. And it hit me:

I spent so long being mad at you, that I forgot you were human, too. That we were both flawed. That I loved you, I loved you, I loved you.

I still do.

“i’m sorry for not realizing you were doing your best”

[thislovethathurt]

“I think we were meant to be but we did it wrong.”

—4:15 PM

[simplypredicable]

Unfortunately me being in a very dark place caused me to lose motivation to continue leaving offerings for the fae. But I plan on trying again very very soon.

[simplypredicable]

I think I'm realizing how peaceful life is when you litteraly don't talk to ✨ anyone ✨

[simplypredicable]

I went through a lot of shit a couple of months ago and being on social media was the absolute worst. I was constantly worrying about other people and it made me really anxious all of the time. I decided to just simply log out one day. I even deleted the apps. Of course I keep my alt accounts for the ✨memes✨ but other than that I kinda just disappeared. I still talk to a few friends of course, the ones I discovered were truly there for me. But I also worked up the courage to quit talking to the ones who aren't, mainly because I always worry about hurting someone's feelings. And it's been really nice. I'm working on getting better, I'm learning to let go and love myself. I'm tired of being broken by ignorant people over and over again. I know I deserve better and I refuse to settle for less. I have a nice job with awesome co-workers who I consider my close friends and I have a very bright future ahead of me. I got this, I promise. Of course I still have Tumblr simply because I have no personals on here, but it would be really nice to make some new friends for a change 💜

[simplypredicable]

I think I'm realizing how peaceful life is when you litteraly don't talk to ✨ anyone ✨

[simplypredicable]

I went through a lot of shit a couple of months ago and being on social media was the absolute worst. I was constantly worrying about other people and it made me really anxious all of the time. I decided to just simply log out one day. I even deleted the apps. Of course I keep my alt accounts for the ✨memes✨ but other than that I kinda just disappeared. I still talk to a few friends of course, the ones I discovered were truly there for me. But I also worked up the courage to quit talking to the ones who aren't, mainly because I always worry about hurting someone's feelings. And it's been really nice. I'm working on getting better, I'm learning to let go and love myself. I'm tired of being broken by ignorant people over and over again. I know I deserve better and I refuse to settle for less. I have a nice job with awesome co-workers who I consider my close friends and I have a very bright future ahead of me. I got this, I promise. Of course I still have Tumblr simply because I have no personals on here, but it would be really nice to make some new friends for a change 💜

[simplypredicable]

I think I'm realizing how peaceful life is when you litteraly don't talk to ✨ anyone ✨

[katerinapetrova]

THE BOYS IN THE BAND (2020) Dir. Joe Mantello

[simplypredicable]

So today my girlfriend left me for her ex that she broke up with about a year ago, they were very toxic and unhappy yet she still decided to go back to her after 8 months of us being together. I put my all into what we had. I really loved her. We weren't perfect, but to me we were pretty darn close. But I decided that I'm deserving of true love, not a love that makes me scared. Not a love that I should have to beg for. So I choose me. I hereby declare that I love myself. I love myself like no other because I deserve it. I deserve to be happy. I have a terrible judge of character, often times I think too highly of people I shouldn't, I think that they'll be different for me. I thought that about her. And in the end I'm stuck blaming myself for what went wrong. But that's not what I want. I know that it's not me who's at fault. But I also don't want to be mad at her because I know she's a good person and one day she'll realize that too. But I'm not waiting for her. I'm going to continue waking up every day for myself, I'm going to do things that make me happy and I'm going to surround myself with people who truly love me and care about me. It hurts so much right now, and I know that it will hurt for a really long time from now. But I know that I'll be okay because I'm a strong person, she told me I have a good heart and that's one thing I'm proud of. I'm going to get through this, not because I have to, but because I can. I'm not going to let anybody hold me back from seeing my true worth. Thank you to my friend for doing my makeup and dressing me up so I could feel pretty today. It truly is what I needed. And I really hope everyone else who took the time to read this is having an amazing day. Remember to smile for yourself today.

[simplypredicable]

Ok so like I went outside to inspect my garden and I'm awfully positive that there is now a faerie circle there! I have never seen any mushrooms growing near or around my house before but all of a sudden I see them around my flowers! Now I'm not entirely sure if this was the case and it was slightly hard to make out the shape but I just thought I'd update you all 💜

[heavensdoelet-deactivated202009]

“You should love for no reason.”

—  Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov (via wethinkwedream)

[simplypredicable]

I've taken it upon myself to go outside once a day in my yard and pick up as much trash as possible and to water the plants when needed, I've heard that the fae feels more welcomed when a person is kind to the earth, it also makes me feel happier knowing that I'm doing a good thing for my home.

[simplypredicable]

I've been leaving quite a few offerings out for the Good neighbors, last night I made them tea with sugar and a bit of butter. Other nights I left them milk and sugar. My cats have both been staring and following the same thing in the air even though I can't see anything, and my youngest cat will play and chase at something that I can't see as well. I'm looking into meditation and just different ways to communicate with them once I build up trust, but of course I'm still not sure if they're even here yet, especially because it's only been a few days and it would surprise me if it happened so fast. I've also been seeing lots of fast moving things in the corner of my eye and sometimes even glitter??? Or just like shimmmmer??? It's all so crazy and confusing, and I will admit that I've had a lot of doubts and moments where I'll get so scared that I'll want to give up but I keep telling myself that this is a good thing and that I deserve to be happy and to do something that makes me happy.

[halloweenhearted]

Yes please!

[simplypredicable]

Remember to say thank you to the Earth !

[heavensdoelet-deactivated202009]

Don’t interact with my blog if you’re a witch who is a bitch to baby witches who ask you for any sort of advice or recommendations because you assume they aren’t doing any outside research beyond asking for your advice. 

1. Who says they aren’t also doing outside research. Who said YOU are the first and only person they went to for advice? They could be spending hours on google, other tumblrs, forums about witchcraft- you don’t know. Maybe they asked for YOUR advice or a recommendation from you because they connect with the way you present your craft. They want YOUR view point not “oh im too lazy to go on google so ill ask a random tumblr witch” (im not saying that’s never the case but don’t act like it’s all of them because some of ya’ll do)

2. Humans are social creatures and not all witches are solitary. There’s a difference between googling something and getting one on one advice from someone given directly to you- especially with something like witchcraft where one person’s traditions and crafts can vary exponentially.

NO, you are not obligated to share your advice or crafts, my issue isn’t with people that politely decline. But I’ve seen so many tumblr witches respond to completely respectful anons asking for advice or even book recommendations met with just straight up vitriol. I’ve seen baby witches legitimately insulted because they dared asked someone for advice. Don’t want to give advice? Say no, but you don’t need to give them a whole paragraph about how lazy they are or how entitled they are or how theyre not real witches because all they did was ask for your advice because they look up to you. There’s no fucking reason for that and you’re a bitch.

I don’t need the negativity. I don’t fucking like you, I don’t like your fuckin energy,

[simplypredicable]

From someone who is personally a baby witch I genuinely appreciate this! I have done plenty of my own outside research but being able to hear it from someone else, especially when they tell you what's correct or incorrect, it makes you feel better about it because you never know what can be unreliable on the internet. And sometimes we have certain questions that the internet just can't answer and so having someone who is willing to talk to you and answer your questions really means a lot to all of us.

#FaeWitch #babywitch