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[nabooloved]

a sweet giggle bubbled out of the queen at his scoffing and the turn of his head attracted an onslaught of kisses. she peppered the side of his face with kisses like one would a puppy; something about his agitation in the face of her teasing always made her want to show him in even more adoration.

❝ amazing, ❞ she smiles lazily as she finally settles down on his chest, resting her chin and arm over it. she sighed as her heart slowly recovered, thrumming softly against his chest. ❝ how'd you like it? ❞ aside from the obvious incident with the hand, she wondered at times if it would ever be too much for him.

[simulamorem]

System buzzed and circuits warmed at the slew of kisses Symphony couldn't seem to RESIST. No one had ever wanted him quite the way she did, not even in his former life. No one had ever looked at him quite the way she did.

He felt soothed by her resting close. Tidied gently with his remaining hand over her stray strands of hair - not working to fix anything really. "It's good," Revenant agreed. "I like seeing you have so much fun," TEASING at the way she had delighted in teasing him, even used the leash to her advantage. Admitting, "And it combines with the leash pretty well, I think..."

Damn, he really liked the leash.

"Maybe we'll try without the other restraints sometime... when you feel up to it." Didn't have to be tonight, depending on whether or not she felt like continuing. Having a breather - an intermission, maybe - after the highest setting was probably a good idea too, even if tonight's had just been an accident. But he would leave that up to her.

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her satisfaction was evident in everything about her, her flushed skin, her normally pristine now wild hair that had been disturbed by all her movement, her heavy lids and lopsided smile...

she looks down at him with a tilt to her head. ❝ you ripped your entire hand off and you're teasing me about my enthusiasm? ❞ she laughs. gods, how silly did she look on top of him?

❝ yeah, i guess i kind of liked it, ❞ she reaches behind her ear to adjust her hearing aid before doing the same to his scarf, left askew after her constant pulling and gripping. ❝ i liked all the noises you were making, ❞ her voice drops to a shy whisper. ❝ you never sound like that. ❞

[simulamorem]

A whole series of breathy laughter left him. GOOD POINT. Then something of a soft scoff before he turned his head away, shying. "Couldn't help it..." Half-murmured. But he knew that was probably what Symphony liked about all his noise.

His sounds were normally more reserved... but this haptic mod in combination with Symphony's effect on him had ripped him right open. When he needed release that badly, she made it hard not to beg for it.

"How d'you feel?" Pale blue glow eyeing her up and down, he reached to cradle her face in his good hand, brushing his thumb over soft lips - longing to TOUCH more of her and now having one less hand to do it with.

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symphony sighed and shook her head disapprovingly before obliging. she crawls closer until she was hovering over his top half, leaning down to plant a more gentle kiss on his lips. a kiss that displayed more pity and empathy than lust or passion. the affectionate rub on his chest seemed to indicate that she still harbored some guilt despite her scolding.

her kiss was slow and patient, losing herself within it for a minute before she forces herself to pull away.

❝ we should probably figure out how to reattach that before bed, ❞ she says. ❝ you sure you're okay? ❞

[simulamorem]

His remaining hand welcomed her closer, soothing over her bare back not unlike her hand soothed his chest. He kissed gently, lazily, DEEPLY, at Symphony's pace but with a touch more hunger. "Mmhm," answering in the affirmative and gazing after her like he could only think of KISSING.

"There's a kit in the... closet. You don't have to think about it now," he offered, indicating there was no hurry. "You like the haptic thing, don't you?" Teased warmly as he watched her. He liked how eager she'd been to use it, how much she'd obviously enjoyed his responsiveness.

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the motherfucker started laughing.

❝ shit, ❞ she hisses as she had forgotten about his haptic still being set to high. she reached over to immediately push it all the way down to where it was originally before they started before returning her ire back to her lover.

❝ what is so—— ❞ she smacks him flimsily on his chest with a towel. ❝ ——funny? does that not hurt like hell? ❞

however, as much as she'd hate to admit, his laughter did soothe her in that it assured her that he was in no immediate pain. and her relief showed as she sat back and sighed heavily, a hand resting on her chest as the shocking sight had spiked her heart rate yet again.

❝ that scared the fuck out of me, ❞ she sighs. ❝ i think we need to retire the cuffs for now. ❞

[simulamorem]

A deep, immediate sigh as the switch was tuned down, mechanical frame slumping lax. His desire was still FLYING HIGH but sensation, at least, wouldn't be fueling it, and he could finally start to catch his simulated breath. Then a slight flinch at the harmless smack of the towel - his legs recoiling a bit protectively as if worried his vulnerable length might be the next target.

Regardless, he couldn't help chuckling softly still at the queen's scolding. "No... It's fine," he assured again. He lost limbs pretty REGULARLY. It was usually only the removal itself that hurt; once they were off, there was no pain, it was just annoying. Not like the pain would have bothered him now anyway... "Doesn't hurt." With his now freed and working hand, Revenant motioned her closer. "Come here and kiss me," beckoned with a ghost of a smile at the corners of modded lips.

It was still funny to him he'd ripped off his damn hand. And he still liked the cuffs... They might work better on the beast, maybe. But it wasn't important for right now.

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her heart beat rapidly pressed up against his chest, the brief bout of his familiar fog did little to cool her overheated skin. she cursed softly between breaths but it was so slurred it was incomprehensible. her brows knit together and delicate lips parted as if she were in pain, but she was absorbed in the afterglow and the feeling of his massive mod still twitching inside her as her body accepted the last of his seed.

❝ oh, rev... ❞ her damp forehead pressed against his cheek as she forced herself to drag her face away from the comfort of his neck and towards his mouth. ❝ that was... ❞ her lips finally aligned with his as she was about to lean in for a kiss when the sound of a second spark pulls her attention away.

the sight of his lone hand sitting amongst their pillows was enough to IMMEDIATELY sober the queen. she didn't gasp and pull away until she looked down saw his poor, sparking STUMP resting next to her knee.

❝ rev! ❞ she removes her weight entirely from his lap as panic surged through her, even as her hormones SCREAMED at her to remain interlocked with him. fluid uncomfortable poured from her entrance, but she was quick to grab a towel revenant had conveniently left out for them to wipe away what she normally fought to keep inside her for as long as possible. ❝ are you okay? what happened? ❞ a hesitant reached for his severed wrist, but pulled away at the last second, fearing it would hurt.

❝ fuck, we shouldn't... ❞ her trembling hands reached up to free his remaining hand from his binds. ❝ this was stupid, i should known better than to do that on our first try. ❞

[simulamorem]

"Mm—" The soft start of a whimper when she abruptly lifted off him, the mess that spilled over his cock. Optics flickered, struggling to focus and put together the cause of her alarm. But he couldn't think. He still felt HOT. "My... Please-" A slight jerk of his hand still in the restraints - and it was only when his other arm moved that he realized that hand was MISSING.

Oh.

Revenant stared down at where his wrist ended while Symphony started on his cuffs. But in the meantime, his vocoder produced soft, breathless little spurts of laughter. He certainly didn't appear to be in pain. "Shit," but he said it still LAUGHING. "It's FINE, Sym," Revenant assured. "I just need... Shit, I can't think." His head rested back dazedly. He needed his haptic tuned down, needed a minute to breathe, so to speak, if they were going to stop to chat or fix his hand.

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her heart soared at his sweet words and the poor noises her body was pulling from it. it excited her further, her hips moved with more gusto.

❝ yes... ❞ she panted as she felt her body reaching closer and closer to the brink. then a clumsy hand finally reaches down to push his haptic to it's absolute limit. ❝ that's it... that's my good pet. ❞

it wasn't long until the queen was crying out in ecstasy. her back was straight, head lulled back as her platinum hair moved with her movements until her trembling knees gave out at the same time her sex did. her entire frame was wracked with a fierce tremble as she came, soaking his lap and the sheets below.

his chains were pulled taut until they weren't, and not too long after did the queen collapse on top of him, her face tucked in his neck as she fought desperately to catch her breath.

[simulamorem]

He only noticed her reaching for the switch due to the fumble of her fingers there before pushing it to the end of its path.

ALL AT ONCE, wisps of cool, dark smoke began drifting up from the simulacrum's seams. His joints locked up. HE CAME AGAIN, soundlessly. A short spark was heard, and his wrist ripped free of his hand, dropping down to pin the sheets with only a stump of raw wiring like he'd meant to grip there, while his now detached hand fell loose of its cuff and dropped twitching to the pillows.

Finally a short, belated groan left him. Revenant shuddered with a soft rattle of his metal, still spilling helpless into Symphony by the time she slumped forward over him, her body warm and soft — he wanted to touch so much of her, taste so much of her. His load finally finished but he still BURNED and ACHED. The glow of his gaze was faint, dazed as his frame started to relax, barely. Twitching. Shuddering.

Her breath was hot on his neck and it made him feel like he had to come again. If he hadn't lost count before, he certainly had now.

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there was a GENUINE second that symphony worried that revenant would damage the headboard if kept him bound a second longer, worried she had missed a creaking sound if there was one. however his hips did slow and the attempt to comply to her authority was there.

she could see his lips move but couldn't hear the words over the sound of her own heavy breathing.

❝ what was that? ❞ she pulls the leash tighter, quieting her breathing to hear him better, however her own hips sped up. she wanted him to make this rare, beautiful noises she can only pull from him whenever this collar gripped his neck like this.

[simulamorem]

Another hitch of static at the tug of the leash. His cock twitched inside her, and for a moment Revenant lay utterly STILL, concentrated on not coming again. Finally he groaned, recovered, just before Symphony picked up her pace.

"Fuck..." Vocoder breathed rough and ragged. The next sound from the simulacrum was nearly one of pain, closer to a whimper, pale blue glow flickering. "Please," he murmured again - before working to summon a little more of his voice, "Please. Please..." He felt so HOT he couldn't think. Molten. Melting. Only aware of the heat burning him up, and Symphony slick and soft on top of him.

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❝ gods—— ❞ the queen gasps harshly feeling him finish inside her, her lips sloppily against his cheek as her eyes fluttered close and her walls squeeze tight around him. ❝ easy, easy... ❞ she whispers and sits up again in order to hopefully slow down his thrusting.

❝ you're acting so greedy and spoiled today, ❞ she scolds him before grabbing a hold of the chain still tied to his collar. ❝ i let you get away with far too much, ❞ she says before pulling.

she had plans for his climax but he came sooner than she expected——which she supposed she shouldn't have been surprised by. either way, it seemed she would have to save it for her own climax. it was about time she start focusing on her own pleasure anyway.

she begins to move on top of him, pulling on his collar harder all the while. ❝ easy, rev... ❞ she reminds him each time she feels him attempt to thrust back up into her.

[simulamorem]

Vocoder crackled softly with a touch of static that might have been some other noise of strain. She felt so good hugging his cock, and he ached so sweetly for her — he felt like he wanted to come again.

But at just the soft chime of his chain leash, before Symphony had even pulled, his hips slowed again, settling. He was greedy... But the collar made him want to behave.

She didn't make it easy.

Revenant's bindings were pulled TAUT now as he strained them fighting the urge to move. His hips rolled slow and gentle, trying to be patient and complement Symphony's motions even as the slick heat of her made his system temps climb ruthlessly high. "Mm..." He felt LIGHTHEADED, he wanted to come so badly. "Please," murmured so softly he may not have even realized he was saying it aloud. "Please..."

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GREEDY INDEED. but it was hard to discipline him when he sounded like that and when his movements felt this good.

❝ shh, shhh... ❞ she soothes him as if his small pleas broke her little heart. her hips didn't move yet, but her muscles did TIGHTEN around him as she leaned down. she planted a hand on the side his head for stability while the hand that had been clutching his scarf instead held his jaws tightly when he tried hiding his face away. she angled his face so he was looking up at her again before claiming his lips in a hard kiss.

only then did she start to move on top of him, refusing to peel her lips away even as it pulled sweet music from her throat. ❝ fuck... ❞ she breathed into his mouth, her lips occasionally slowing to pant heavily down his throat——a hand maintaining its tight grip on his jaws even as her hips quickened.

[simulamorem]

He continued to thrust gently inside her - only finally stilling when his head was taken in her delicate hands. His face turned at her urging, pale glow meeting her gaze hazily. The faux marble plates of his chest rose and fell hard.

There seemed a short DELAY before he registered the press of her lips, groaning in a noise that bordered a whine, writhing in his bindings like he ached to reach for her. His mouth was made wet with want, his kissing dazed, clumsy.

Another pleading sound when Symphony began to move. He could feel himself coming undone; it felt so easy, he couldn't bear to resist now. The sound of her alone, her taste in his mouth and her hot breath on his face, could have been the end of him. REVENANT DIDN'T STAND A CHANCE.

Ecstasy was piercing. Lancing through him then like a bolt.

"Fuck-" Mechanical frame stiff and stuttering, firing its burden inside her, soaking hot. Some soft, breathless sound left him, starting to thrust again with a sudden URGENCY as he came.

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an interesting response to her question. ❝ then i suppose you wouldn't mind if i just bumped up the sensitivity just a little bit more, ❞ she suggests as her hand moved to revenant's hip where the switch was located, her own hips continuing to move so that he could FEEL the effects to his haptic with just this small change.

there wasn't much left to adjust, being just one small push away from his haptic reaching its maximum sensitivity, however she wanted to save that for the apex of their pleasure.

her hand returns to add pressure to his chest, trying to keep him steady as she indulged in a few more selfish grinds before finally reaching down with a single hand and lining up his head against her entrance.

her head lulled back and a relieved, SATISIFIED sigh escapes her as she slowly sinks lower, taking him deeper. her fingers tense at the soft velvet of his scarf as her walls part and stretch to accept him until she feels his head reach the warmth he had LEFT BEHIND on the ride here. a brief tremble rushed through her once he was fully situated inside her.

[simulamorem]

Something like a short breath sounded from his vocoder, like he'd started to speak and then stopped.

At this rate, the tank was going to hit EMPTY before the end of the night.

She rubbed on him, sweetly, gently, even as the switch was tuned a little higher - simulated breathing ran hard, hitching in rough gasps as Revenant SQUIRMED and tried to turn and bury his face away in his arm again. A low moan that almost sounded defeated. If he hadn't been too sensitive before, he nearly was now.

His hips moved, greedy and impatient while still fighting to be gentle, trying to reach as much of her slick as he could until Symphony finally shifted to let him in. EVEN THEN he didn't lay still, arching and trying to sink deeper inside her with a groan. Her grip on his scarf made him shudder.

He didn't wait. He was thrusting, slow and steady, just as soon as she was seated, as if determined to fit deeper, groaning low again at how slick she was. Soft and PERFECT. "Sym," seemed to plead dazedly. "Sym..."

Perhaps the only thing that kept his pace controlled was that if he went any faster, he would finish helplessly.

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it's like her mouth couldn't resist his, pressing in for another deep kiss even after his poor, sweet plea. however she laughs a little into the kiss. ❝ again? ❞ she teases him. ❝ so GREEDY tonight. ❞

but his plea appeared to move her as reluctantly pulled away from his lips and her hand lets go of his mod in order to straddle him once again, his cock resting under her weight as she hips moved idly. ❝ not too sensitive yet? ❞ she smiles, asking how he was feeling without outright asking him.

[simulamorem]

Her sweet laughter only made him feel more DESPERATE. As if the sound convinced him she was going to keep teasing, strike another bargain of some kind before he could have what he craved.

But she obliged him. Mechanical spine curved high, immediately missing Symphony's bodily warmth as she moved back to sit up and straddle him. Pressed on top of him without taking him yet. A small groan escaped his vocoder, low and heady. "Good," Revenant quickly assured her, voice soft and slightly breathless. "Feels good." He made a gentle little rock of his hips, trying to BEHAVE and be patient.

The thick length of him twitched underneath her, less patient.

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the queen moaned alongside him as she successfully emptied more of him, pushing her fingers as deep as it could go inside him as he spurt out the last of himself onto her hands and his abdomen.

❝ that's it... that's it... ❞ she breathed as her fist slowed around his twitching cock, watching with a fascinating gleam in her eyes as a string of the sticky liquid connected with what little had collected on the soft velvet of his waist, to which a singular twitch managed to sever that connection.

she gently eases her fingers out of his tight entrance, however her other hand remained locked around his cock. she leans down to collect some of his cum with her tongue, some off his mod and some of the rest of him.

only when she was satisfied with the taste in her mouth did she maneuver to rest of his side, immediately leaning in for a passionate kiss as her hand slowly continued stroking him.

❝ how was that? ❞ she briefly breaks their kiss to whisper, her lips wandering to the corners of his lips and his cheek in order to allow him the opportunity to answer.

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A harsh faux breath and an added groan when her fingers were eased out of him, left him feeling stretched and empty - and feeling like they should use that mod more often.

His hips rose, GENTLY, toward her mouth as she bent to taste him, watching her now. Pale blue glow following her when she finally made it to his side for a kiss. Caught her lips with his HUNGRY, kissing deep and wet and hard as he tasted himself in her mouth, feeling his head get hazy again with every pump of her hand. "Good," he managed a bit breathless, and clearly angling to try and catch her lips for further kissing. "Really good."

It was hard to think with her hand still working him and that heady, salty taste in his senses. Revenant nosed at the queen's cheek, if he was allowed to reach - finding that he had a nose now with which to do so. "I wanna be inside you again," he urged quietly, making gentle thrusts into her hand. "Please."

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❝ hard not to with all those pretty noises you're making, ❞ she teases back, watching as her hands had him easily falling back to his blissful thrusts and groaning.

it didn't take much pleading for the queen to be persuaded, her fist tightening around him and picking up her strokes as she gently introduced a third finger inside his tight ring that greeted them all.

❝ so tight, ❞ she breathes as worked him over, stimulating him from both ends. seeking one more release she can feel approaching. her breasts bouncing somewhat from the desperate motions of her hands.

[simulamorem]

He felt far too close for what felt to him like far too long - when in reality it was probably only a minute or so. Symphony's FOCUSED attentions stoked the heat in him, ruthless, scorching, made him imagine the insulation of his wiring splitting open, peeling back, and exposing the raw metal, or all his pretty gold detailing starting to MELT over marble plating.

Vocoder fought hard through ragged, fitful breaths, static rasping at the edges of the sound. Soon Revenant's hips gave up trying to chase the motions of the queen's hands - and instead his frame seemed to simply SUBMIT TO HER. Not long after, and gilded hips gave a short jerk, spilling another load, less this time even as his high wracked him with a stifled groan.

[nabooloved]

she got a lot more out of him this time around. she sat up as soon as she feels him begin to feel him wiggle and thrust, stroking him until she was sure she got every last drop out of him.

the movement slowed somewhat, but still maintained a steady, decent pace.

his small plea was almost convincing and for a moment it looked like she was considering it. a kiss wouldn't be possible from this position given their height difference, at least not without completely letting go of——and she wasn't sure yet if she WANTED to let go just yet.

❝ how about just one more? ❞ she bargained as her fingers gradually sped up once again, his cum making her stroking all the more warm and SLICK over his mod. just one more orgasm and she'll allow him the break he was begging for.

[simulamorem]

If her hesitation wasn't answer enough, the way her hand began to move quicker again was. Vocoder faithfully reproduced a long, hissed exhale, the simulacrum SQUIRMING, bindings pulled taut. Despite it all, Revenant breathed a chuckle. "How easily you've gone mad with... power," he teased, interrupted by a short huff at his own release making her motions slick and smooth. Dizzying.

Optics fell dark again, marbled face leaned into his arm as his only place to hide somewhat. His hips were too clumsy now, needy, to have any hope of keeping time with her hands - but they certainly kept TRYING. "F.. Faster," urged so softly at first Symphony may not have heard it. "Please... Please." He felt so hot. He had just finished but her touch felt— impossible, and he was losing COUNT anyway, and he just wanted to come again, clinging tight around her fingers.

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❝ yes, ❞ she says as her hands continue their motions easily, either said in question or in ENCOURAGEMENT. more likely the latter as she simply repeats. ❝ yes. ❞ the sounds he was making was everything she wanted to hear. he was so close, she could feel it. perhaps she moved a fraction FASTER but the queen otherwise kept her motions precise and consistent.

❝ let go, ❞ she encourages softly. this would only be his second time letting go, but it was FAR from his last time tonight.

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Back arched - he squeezed, shuddered around every motion of her fingers as he released in a thick rope, making a MESS of himself and Symphony's hand. His high burned through him in waves, the only sound from him being the harsh strain of faux breath until a stifled groan toward the end.

All the while thrusting gently, fighting to keep time with Symphony's movements.

He found his relief was short-lived; he still ACHED. Still ached and burned for more of her. Pale glow lit again, gazing up at the queen with equal parts warmth and HUNGER. "Kiss me," Revenant all but begged, half-whispered. "Please." He wanted her closer. Her wanted her lips, her tongue, her taste.

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❝ hm? is that good? ❞ she smiles as she gently begins to pump her fingers in and out, both hands falling into sync as they worked to please him. her dark eyes absorbed his every move and listened to his every breath, her hands quickening as if to seek another GROAN from him.

❝ seeing you like this... i can see the appeal, ❞ she coos as she gently worms a third finger inside him, pumping all three in and out of him, occasionally curling them, timing it with her other hand as it reached to tighten around his head. ❝ makes me want to fuck you just as good as you've fucked me. ❞

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His wrists made a short jerk at their bindings, rendered unable to muffle the groan that left him as soon as her fingers started to move. All of him ached with newfound appetite. He was beginning to feel very EXPOSED with nothing to grab and nowhere to hide - but it wasn't a bad feeling. Just made his system run hotter.

Whether it was the work of her fingers or the way she was talking, when Revenant uttered her name again, it was in WARNING. "Sym-" The sound of his breath was racked with a soft tremble, his length thick and hot in her hand, the heat of him nearing the precipice again, pale glow falling dark as he fought between holding out and GIVING IN.

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she smiled, satisfied by how easily and efficiently she was able to open his next panel. immediately a delicate finger CIRCLED the tight ring, enjoying how REAL it felt to feel him squeeze and flex under her attention the same way she enjoyed watching the way his cock would twitch like he had nerves and muscles.

her fist slowed as she reached over to where he had already STAINED himself, making sure her fingers were coated with enough of his warm drops for him to feel it before reaching back under. she gently worked those two fingers inside him, pumping and twisting her fist around his cock. her fist stopped around his head, squeezing there gently when her fingers reached in as far as they could.

she hums feeling him flex tightly around her fingers.

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Gilded flesh shuddered tight at just the initial brush of her finger, the sim's mechanical spine arching off the bed with a breath of a groan. Fingers flexed RESTLESS where his wrists were bound.

Another catch of faux breath when she fit her gentle fingers inside him. "Shit," cursed under his breath, optics flickering. All of him felt— HOT. He wasn't acclimated to being penetrated; even without the haptic slider, even without the added stimulation, the feeling made his every wire burn. A NEED he wasn't used to, and now it had been scaled up.

"Symphony," half-murmured and hazy, a thoughtless plea as much as praise, hips gently rising again into her touch.