One Foot In The Grave

[sin-to-win]

The urge is so bad today. Why can’t I just reach out? I can’t. I can’t do it. Am I ashamed? Yes. Am I scared? Yes. Fuck you.

[sin-to-win]

Is this a 2021 repeat? The infatuation? Is it fake? Another cycle repeating itself.

I’m fucking sick.

[my-bundle-of-thoughts]

“To my favorite person in the world, I know things are over and I know that means that we won’t get to create any new memories together. I know I lacked a lot of things, and I’m sorry for hurting you. Every day I talk to you, sometimes in whispers, sometimes in sobs, but every day I do. I know a lot of things now, one of which is that I should have given you space and me not giving you this created the biggest space possible. I know how incredibly much I miss you and also that that alone is not a great enough incentive to get us to talk again anymore. I know what we had was special and irreplaceable and nothing makes up for the fact that we don’t get to sit in silence together anymore. I know I’m sad, I can feel it every day when I open my eyes and every day when I lay my head down again on the pillow. It’s becoming a part of me, a you shaped hole in my heart. I know what would feel good and what is the right thing to do, and it raffles me that this time they are two completely different things. I know I had you. I know I lost you. I know it’s already been a while. The one thing I don’t know is whether this will end up being just a break or a good luck in another lifetime kind of thing. And it scares me how I don’t even know which one would be the better option. I don’t know why I’m writing this. but I guess when the day comes that I figure out why it is that I still talk to you in my head every day, the rest will figure itself out. With all my love, always”

— Annedi Bergsma 

[little--bumble--bee-deactivated]

why does everything make me so upset! why does every tiny miscommunication make me want to kill myself! these things wouldn’t hurt me if i was a normal person and it makes me feel so damaged and unlovable!

[lxstmyhed]

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[eboytaem]

literally the worst part of mental illness is that sometimes you become hyper-conscious of what’s happening and you just sit there thinking “why am i acting like this? why am i like this?! this can’t be a normal reaction!!!” and you just get even more irrational and frustrated cuz why are you so fucked up

[borgeslabyrinth]

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Like a river flows surely to the sea, some things are meant to be.

[sin-to-win]

I’m scared. I don’t remember what you smell you like. I don’t remember you. I don’t remember you. Who are you. Who were you?

Why can’t I be just fucken normal? Why these cards ? Why this life?

ITS UNFAIR.

[dailyflicks]

NEW GIRL 1.01

[schmidtsburg]

[gcladriel]

NEW GIRL REWATCH | 1.09, The 23rd

[sadpanda]

Printing this out and carrying it with me like he’s my husband out at war

[perfeqt]

“We often want it so badly that we ruin it before it begins. Overthinking. Fantasizing. Imagining. Expecting. Worrying. Doubting. Just let it naturally evolve”

— Unknown

[love]

by later operator

[you--broke--all--your--promises]

I’m starting to forget what your voice sounds like.

It feels terrible.

Please call me.

I miss your voice.

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe, we are happy together, living the life we always talked about. and in that universe, i wouldn’t have to say you were the one that got away.

[eboytaem]

literally the worst part of mental illness is that sometimes you become hyper-conscious of what’s happening and you just sit there thinking “why am i acting like this? why am i like this?! this can’t be a normal reaction!!!” and you just get even more irrational and frustrated cuz why are you so fucked up