I've been having a lot of bad days recently and I'm going through this adjustment period because I resent someone for taking part in overstepping boundaries with A and now they work even more closely together. And I know I don't know everything but I NEED to in order to get over this awful feeling. Stop calling him, stop texting him, stop buying him presents, stop asking him for advice with your shitty boyfriend. Stop keeping him in he parking lot until 4am. Step back and think about who you're talking to and how you would feel if this was happening to you. It's so bad. Its made me so insecure about everything I say, everything I do or wear and every part of my body. I think about it even when everything is fine. I probably need a therapist but they're too expensive wah



















