I'll Never Be A Saint

Independent RP blog for a Resist Durge from Baldur's Gate 3 Mature content, 21+ only Mun is 40+ Sideblog, follows from waywardtavsanddurges Please read rules and dossier before interacting

[orbitalyear-deactivated20230513]

i do hear voices but its no big deal

[leneemusing]

SOFT  DETAILS  FOR SMUT  &  INTIMATE  MOMENTS 

[ TRUST ]  sender gently telling the receiver “just let go” as they get them to finish.  

[ TRUSTED ]  receiver gently telling sender “just let go” as they get them to finish. 

[ GRATIFY ]  sender asking “is that better?” after finally penetrating receiver after teasing them. 

[ GRATIFYING ]  receiver asking “is that better?” after finally penetrating sender after teasing them. 

[ CONTROL ]  sender stops stimulating receiver and tells them they have to be still if they want to continue. 

[ CONTROLLED ]  receiver stops stimulating sender and tells them the have to be still if they want to continue.  

[ GAZE ]  sender taking receiver’s jaw and saying “look at me” during sex or foreplay.

[ GAZING ]  receiver taking sender’s jaw and saying “look at me” during sex or foreplay.

[ HOLD ]  sender holding receiver close during an especially intense moment and whispering “i’ve got you.” 

[ HELD ]  receiver holding sender close during an especially intense moment and whispering “i’ve got you” 

[ CLOSE ]  sender wrapping their arms around receiver who is on top after they’ve finished,  holding them close against their chest with their face hidden in their neck while they recover. 

[ CLOSER ]  receiver wrapping their arms around sender who is on top after they’ve finished,  holding them close against their chest with their face hidden in their neck while they recover. 

[ JOY ]  sender getting louder than usual which makes receiver start laughing affectionately,  taking the opportunity to check in. 

[ JOYFUL ]  receiver getting louder than usual which makes sender start laughing affectionately,  taking the opportunity to check in. 

[ TIMID ]  the submissive partner getting self conscious and covering their face,  laughing softly at the intensity.   

[ COAX ]  the dominant partner gently moving the shy or overwhelmed submissive’s hands from covering their face so they can kiss them,  breathing praises against their skin. 

[ ADORE ]  sender whispering “you’re perfect” to receiver after undressing them. 

[ ADORED ]  receiver whispering “you’re perfect” to sender after undressing them. 

[taggedmemes]

NSFW SENTENCES BUT NOT JUST THE SEXY PARTS

including some kink stuff, negotiations, accidents, awkwardness, dirty talk, degradation, dom/sub stuff.

'i need you. but first i should tell you...'

'i didn't know you could do that.'

'you're... really flexible.'

'i didn't mean to do that.'

'fuck! i think i broke something.'

'you want me to put it... where?'

'and you'll definitely enjoy that?'

'i didn't know that was possible.'

'okay, just tell me what to do.'

'i think i've got the hang of it now.'

'is that supposed to happen?'

'fuck, you look so hot when you do that.'

'sorry, sorry— you just looked really funny.'

'look at me.'

'no closing your eyes. i want you to see this.'

'look how pretty you are.'

'you look like a wreck.'

'i think you ruined me.'

'you really like seeing me like this?'

'you really think it looks good?'

'i can barely resist you.'

'you look so perfect.'

'swallow.'

'c'mon, you can take it a bit deeper.'

'shit! did that hurt?'

'i want to go harder but i don't want to hurt you.'

'i want it to hurt.'

'i want to be so sore i can't walk.'

'really got your mouth full there, huh?'

'i can see myself moving inside you.'

'you're so loose i can't feel a thing.'

'you're so tight i can barely move.'

'shit, you're bleeding.'

'did you just cum?'

'did you just pee?'

'fuck, i just lost control...'

'i don't think i can stop...'

'i can feel myself leaking...'

'wait, wait— i need a minute—'

'slow down—'

'i can't, it hurts...'

'i'll keep you here all night if i have to.'

'god, you're so swollen.'

'god, these marks are so red.'

'look at that puffy hole.'

'want me to kiss it better?'

'i want you to fill me up.'

'i want you to stretch me out.'

'i want to see them fuck you.'

'i want my cock to be the only thing you can think about.'

'you're so wet i could stick anything in here.'

'they can do anything they want to you.'

'i love looking at this little hole.'

'be a good slut, won't you?'

'you're so horny tonight.'

'you're so demanding tonight.'

'i don't know if i can do that.'

'i'm going to give you everything you want.'

'hey, looks as if you like that, huh?'

'no need to answer. since you can't, anyway.'

'i think they're enjoying it.'

'you're not in charge tonight.'

'just relax and take it.'

'give it to me already.'

'i don't care, just do it!'

'you know what i want.'

'put your fingers inside me already.'

'i swear i can take it.'

'you haven't even seen half of what i can do yet.'

'don't you want to make me happy?'

'you're making me so proud.'

'do you need a break?'

'let me clean you up.'

[spicyrpmemes-galore]

orgasm control … sentence starters

giving 

“cum. now.”

“can you cum once more for me?”

“no, you’re not allowed to cum. not, yet.”

“alright, you’ve been good. you can cum.”

“if you want to cum, you’ll have to earn it.”

“you want to cum? how badly? beg for it, then.”

“what’s that? you’ve cum too much? you’re too sensitive?”

“i love the noises you make when you cum. let’s hear them, again.”

receiving 

“please, let me cum!”

“it feels too good, i can’t — ! “

“please, no more, i can’t take another.”

“no, no, don’t stop now, i was almost there!”

“have i been good enough? have i earned this?”

“make me cum one more time? just one more time?”

[spicyrpmemes-galore]

praise kink thingies

change pet names/gender as needed

"You're taking me so well."

"You're so obedient, good job."

"Fucking you feels so incredible."

"Your ass looks incredible in that."

"You taste so fucking good, baby."

"Shh, be good and hold still, baby."

"You're being such a good boy/girl."

"Yeah, that's it… just like that, baby."

"You're so much fun to use like this."

"Oh, don't you look so pretty like this..."

"You're face looks so cute when you cum."

"Yeah, ride it like that. You're doing so good."

"I could listen to the noises you make all day."

"I'm so lucky to have you to play with, aren't I?"

"Open your mouth, baby. Just like that, good…"

"You're so good at that… gonna make me cum."

"You’ve been so good lately, you deserve a reward."

"I love the way you look when you’re on your knees."

"Just like that.. you know how to please me so well."

"On your knees, sweetheart… that's a good boy/girl."

"I love it when you whimper like that, it sounds so cute."

"Did you wear that just for me? Oh, it's gorgeous, baby."

"Go on, beg for this, baby. You sound so cute when you beg."

"You make such pretty noises... let's have you make some more."

"Let me see your face while I fuck you. You're too cute not to look at."

"No, keep looking at me. I want to see those gorgeous eyes roll back."

"Aw, do you get shy when I praise you? But, you are such a good boy/girl."

"Don't worry, you can take it. Good boys/girls take everything they're given."

"I'm so proud of you for safewording, baby. Good job, now let's get you cleaned up."

"No, look in the mirror, baby. You deserve to see how how good you look right now, too."

[waywardtavsanddurges]

It's Sinday! And my muses are in the mood to sin. So, I will be trying to do drafts as much as possible, but I'll be reblogging spicy memes and such on everybody. It doesn't matter if we've had much interaction or not, if we have shippy things or not, if you've wanted to start shippy things and have been hesitant for whatever reason feel free. If you want some PWP I am down for that too.

[alleycatboy]

strangles you with the red thread tying us together

[taleswrittenmoving]

@sindernosaint sent 🛌🏻 For your muse to come across my muse naked because they sleep naked + reverse - to astarion (or however it's supposed to be for astarion to discover sinder naked >.>)

He tries, really, to look away but Sinder's beautiful and how can he not stare at the sight of him? It's admiration of the man's beauty that Astarion feels right now, though after a moment he does look away to grant the male some privacy.

Not that he cares about privacy when he's sleeping nude in the middle of the camp, Astarion thinks. Is he even asleep? Judging by the sound of his breathing, he's not yet.

"Bold move to sleep naked in the midst of everyone. Not that I mind, you're a rather beautiful specimen, aren't you darling?"

[sindernosaintarchive]

Sinder hadn't been asleep, but he really hadn't been awake, either. He's somewhere between, his broken mind having him caught in a night terror where everything was boiling hot. His response had been to strip down and lay spread eagle on his back, tossing and turning here and there, totally unaware of what he's doing.

Astarion's voice pierces through the haze and fog of the waking nightmare, however, and his eyes snap open. When he realizes what the rogue has said, and he looks down at himself to see the truth of it, he gives a bit of a yelp and scrambles to gather up the sheets of his bedroll to cover himself. His own camp clothes were strewn about nearby, but not close enough for him to just grab.

He can't bring himself to look Astarion in the eye, cheeks bright red as he covers his lap the best he can. He swallows hard and finally brings himself to look up at the rogue, dark black and red hair falling into his fiery red eyes.

"Can... can you please bring me my clothes... please?" He asks meekly.

[rubyeyedghcsts]

"Oh?" Astarion was indeed surprised. "You have a...guardian of sorts? Well, perhaps not a guardian, maybe...but someone who is invested in those powers of yours...." he thought it over for a moment. "What...exactly did he say about you?"

[sindernosaintarchive]

"I don't know what he is... but he knows who I was..." Sinder said with a painful sigh, shaking his head as he looked up at Astarion. "He told me I... he found me by the scent of blood... from the girl... He said that I... I kill like that regularly! And..." Sinder swallowed hard and shook his head, looking down at his lap again, refusing to believe anything that... creature... had told him was true.

But in the pit of his stomach, he knew those things were true.

"And other awful things that... that make me feel sick. I eat people, Astarion! Or I did... before... I don't want to now, though!"

[sycamorality]

when someone asks me what i like

[sindernosaintarchive]

not me thinking about making sceleritas fel a guest/request muse over here >.>

[sindernosaintarchive]

@baalspawned asked

"Are you....also seeing this horrid little man, or is that just me?" Elion had a sense that Sinder could also perceive the butler that the rest of their companions couldn't see.

Sinder had been out for a walk, unable to sleep due to the events of the previous night. Both he and Elion had tried to piece it all together, the others casting suspicions and accusations on them both. It had been too much, and even after an exhausting day of exploration and dead ends, he couldn't sleep.

Apparently, the cleric couldn't either. But when Sinder had walked up to join him in the solitude of insomnia, he was taken aback by the creature he saw there with him. "Yes, I can see... it. What is it?"

"Ah! Milord, you are here! How fortuitous!" The vile, skeletal creature jumped up and down excitedly as Sinder came to stand beside the cleric, crossing his arms as he looked down at the... thing.

"Milord? What do you mean, who are you?" Sinder asked, wondering why the creature had addressed him in such a manner.

"Who am I? Why, Milord, it is I! Sceleritas Fel, your ever adoring and most loyal butler!" The creature said. "And how wonderful it is that you have stumbled upon one of your siblings! It is most jubilant and joyous when brothers work for a common goal!"

[sindernosaintarchive]

@bloodyarn asked this a long time ago and Jax is finally getting off their ass to answer: Pets his tail when he is distracted with something else. Who will tell her tails can feel touch too ? It's not, like, when you pinch someone's elbow skin, that they would not notice. But, Babette waited very patiently until Sinder was not looking, she deserves the funny tail flickers.

Sinder gave a little bit of a yelp when the other warlock pet his tail, more out of surprise than anything else, and he spun around to look at Babsi with a dark red flush to his ash-white cheeks.

"Babsi!" He nearly squeaked her name. "That's...! Um... that's very sensitive..."

The flush to his cheeks only deepened, his tail swishing behind him now as he sheepishly bit his lip. He's not really upset, but he's surprised, and he really doesn't know where to go from here. So he just stands here awkwardly, tail swishing nervously until he's tired of that and he reaches behind himself to grab it and bring it forward, forcing the thing to stay still.

"And sometimes it has a mind of it's own, it seems."

[twinkleicingdeath]

-- Dark Elf . pt1 sentence starters that are quotes from the Legend of Drizzt series by R.A. Salvatore.

“Have you my payment?”

“Should the doomed boy know of his house’s fate before he dies?”

“The child comes this night”

“Let the females of the house see to the important matters of this battle.”

“We are under attack”

“You performed with your usual excellence—as we have come to expect.”

“What place is this that is my world; what dark coil has my spirit embodied?”

“Look at his eyes”

“What do you see that the rest of us cannot?”

“We will not know until we investigate.”

“Do you want an escort?”

“Execute your appointed task, and let us be done with it!”

“Even wizards have their place.”

“He is mine to rear, and I need no help from you!”

“Catch them all, or you will land in Sorcere, the school of magic. That is not where you belong!”

“Perhaps one day soon to be the weapons master.”

“Where do I sleep?”

“You will address her as Matron Mother”

“Do you need another nap?”

“You may find your time here enjoyable but only if you can learn some control over that wagging tongue of yours.”

“Do all drow children possess such innocence, such simple, untainted smiles that cannot survive the ugliness of our world?”

“The parry is wrong”

“In a real battle, I would have been dead.”

“I doubt not your prowess with the blade.”

“Sarcasm will cost you your tongue”

“They will ruin him!”

“Have you reconciled yourself to the act you committed?”

“You were cunning enough to get away cleanly with the deed.”

“You should watch your back for scimitars.”

“She steals everything that makes us worth more than the stone we walk upon!”

“You would not enjoy your life as a drider.”

[sindernosaintarchive]

@bonegrieve asked Ozymandias sighed, pointing his dagger at Sinder. "You keep looking at me like that, and I will take the liberty of removing your eyes." ( Pre-tadpole, mayhaps? )

"Remove my eyes and I will eat your spleen for breakfast." Sinder sneered before looking back down at the specimen he'd been disecting. Not for any sort of research, simply for the joy of finding out how the thing worked.

The tiny frog was splayed open on his workbench, pinned to a plank by thick, long pins. Its lungs were expanding and contracting and heart beating, kept alive by a false life spell the sorcerer had cast. He poked and prodded at the guts of the creature, a twitch of a smile playing at the corner of his lips when he made the thing spasm. He looked back up to Ozymandias then, tilting his head to the side.

"I was not staring. Not at you. I was lost in thought. Has Gortash approached you with his ideas yet?"

[rubyeyedghcsts]

"Hmm?" he gave a lazy quirk of the brow, idly rubbing at Scratch's jaw. "Well, I..." he was a bit taken aback at the comment. "I...suppose I just...figured you have your reasons and that....you would be able to control it?" he wasn't exactly sure. "But go on, you look like you're going to be ill if you don't get it off your chest."

[sindernosaintarchive]

Sinder looked over to Astarion as he spoke, and let out a tiny, defeated laugh as he shook his head and brushed his hair out of his eyes behind his ear. "If I could control it, that poor bard would still be alive... I didn't want to kill her..."

Another deep sigh and he looked down at his hands folded in his lap again. "A... strange little... thing came to me last night. A disgusting undead imp or something, I don't know what it was... He claimed to be my butler... The things he said about me, about what I've done... He praised me for what I did to that poor girl... It makes me feel sick..."

[bloodtwin]

it seems he has made another social error. ‘ ⸻ & uh. how would you define normal, exactly ? because my instincts told me this was a perfectly fine thing to do. seemed quite friendly, i thought. look, there's even a smiley face. did you see the smiley face ? ’

[sindernosaintarchive]

"I didn't say I didn't like the message." Sinder's immediate defenses went up. "I did see the smiley face. It's... a smiley face." Yes, well done Sinder, you can identify a smile, that's progress!

"I don't know what normal is either. I just do what the others do, they seem normal. And none of them have left me messages in blood outside my tent to say 'Hello', so... it must not be normal."

...

"I still like it though."