âą cw. implied suicidal ideation , implied depression , religious guilt , religion , smoking , tinysy bit suggestive in one part.
âą note. I havenât wrote in a very long time so forgive me if my writing seems disorganised, this is in such a weird format too, I wrote this between 1am until 4am .. I had an intense urge to write this because Iâve been tempted to smoke recently and I thought writing about it is better instead. no beta read sorryyy, Iâll probably come back to this in a few hours and fix some stuff. please do let me know if you enjoyed this thank youâŠanyway happy reading and smoking everyone âĄ
There are those who believe smoking is a great sin, as it is tainting oneâs body with impurity. After all, the body is a great gift from God.
At a very young age, Sunday has been taught this belief by his father, Mr. Gopher Wood. Telling the young Sunday stories of addicts meeting death in cruel and ill ways, even as far to show him pictures of the consequences of defiling their bodies, this is what it looks like to be punished by the divine. The images look like it came straight out of a nightmare for the feather-headed child.
He would constantly tell Sunday to not interact with those that pursue this sin, as they are tempted by evil. He wouldnât want to clawed by this misdeed would he?
With the belief drilled into Sundayâs head, he canât help but scowl at the sight of people smoking. Why would they treat their temple in such a disgraceful way? Are they ungrateful?
Sunday despises the smell of smoke as well, it reeks of dirtiness, clawing at his insides. The thought of it makes him incredibly sick to the point that he drinks a concerning amount of holy water after getting home. Their selfishness deepens his hatred even more.
Silently, he would mentally curse out these imperfect sinners upon seeing them.
Sunday had mixed feelings when he found out youâre a smoker, a part of him wants to understand your habit, but another part is still anchored to the belief heâs had since young.
He tries to not think ill of you, as youâre someone who he cherishes deeply, but the stick between your fingers still bothers him.
Loving you would mean heâd have to go against of what he believed.
One day, laying beside you in your bed, he decides to ask you about your addiction. With a nervous exhale, he asks ââŠCan you tell me why you smoke?â. Silence graces the room for a few seconds, staring at the ceiling, you respond âIt .. calms me down, you could say that itâs a coping mechanism for meâ.
Sunday stills at your answer, he tries to understand your reasoning, but isnât there another way for you to cope in a way that doesnât affect your health negatively?
âBut smoking causes damage to your body⊠itâll only worsen your lifeâ ⊠âand even cause your passingâ. He spoke the last sentence above a whisper. How could you say that something that horrible comforts you? Sunday tries to not bring up such harsh outcomes, but he canât help but accidentally remember the images he has seen as a child.
There is silence in your end, causing Sunday to turn his head only to see you staring back at him with only a gentle smile that for some reason, shot an ache in his heart. Suddenly, he thinks doesnât want to know your actual reason. It canât be that youâŠ.
Noticing the sad expression he has, you tried comforting him âItâs nothing you should worry about, Iâll be alrightâ. You closed your eyes and shuffled more closer to him, in hopes to ease his mind. Unfortunately, it doesnât, and heâs more worried than before.
Like the most guiding person he is, Sunday tries to find ways for you to let go of this addiction.
He wonders what it is about smoking that calms you, is it the smell? Then he would try to find candles with a similar smell, or even go as far as to custom a perfume thatâs exact to it. Or is it the feeling of having something delicate and light between your fingers? He has no problem with lending his fingers for you to hold. What about the taste? Heâll make the effort to travel far for candies that deliver a similar taste. If the feeling of something in your mouth is what calms you, he wouldnât be against sliding his finger past your lips, even if it would fluster him. Maybe itâs the nicotine? Heâs sure there are more enjoyable activities that could stimulate you.
âŠBut if itâs the awaiting death that actually comforts you, Sunday will do everything he can to prove you that life will get better. He will go to the moon and back to help his beloved dove.
He no longer stand further way from you when you smoke, staring at your relaxed form as the cigarette you hold between your gentle fingers release a tall wisp of smoke, he thinks you look beautiful like this, and oddly enough, he doesnât wince at the smell of the smoke anymore, rather it is comforting to him.
It amuses him, what would his father think? To see him with a âsinnerâ.
Sunday, the person who once despised smokers, now carries a lighter with him for you, even insisting to light your cigarette. He gets near to your face and carefully ignite the lighter near your cigarette, he thinks the strong glow of the fire reflected in your eyes is one of his favourite view of you.
He once asked you to lend the extinguished cigarette as he doesnât support littering, telling you that heâll keep it for you until a trash can appears. But what you donât know is, he hid it in a folded tissue, stored away in his drawers, and occasionally brings it out to kiss the area that touched your lips.
Sunday still doesnât encourage your habit, but he knows itâs something you canât easily let go. With that, he learns to love your imperfection.
He hopes someday he can become the cigarette between your lips instead.
+ also ur a selfshipper like me!!, is it okay to ask u about ur selfships (o^âœ^o)
gosh I havenât been on here for a bit, got distracted by other interests⊠anyway, thank youu fufu
I have a lot of selfships but Iâll focus on sakadays! I yume with gaku and natsuki ^^ and hmm I honestly donât know how to exactly talk about my selfships, would you want to know how I specifically met them? anything else? fufu
- osaragi isnât the most expressive, but the faint blush and small smile doesnât goes unnoticed by you.
- when she notices you being touchy towards herâgrabbing her waist and stroking her body gently, sheâll hug you and hide her face on your shoulders, trying to calm down her beating heart. if she has enough courage, she would leave kisses on your skin
- make outs would be rare, but osaragi would love french kissing you. she prefers to either be on top of you or you pinning her down, she just loves the feeling of each otherâs bodies being close. your lips having a glossy look after a session is endearing to her
- but when you both do make out, sheâll put a piece of candy in her mouth for you both to fight over! sheâll eat a minty one if sheâs feeling more playful
- leaving kisses on her legs and thighs really does it for her, bite them and leave hickeys too when you can. osaragi would be breathing heavily from your teasing
- sheâs a lovergirl at heart, so please give her all of your affection âĄ
- kei is very not used to affection, so teasing him would be very fun (for you). wouldnât push you away because of your antics, but if he was snail, heâd definitely hide in his shell
- holding his face and staring intently to his eyes would fluster him a lot. your faces are so close to each other, he could almost feel your lips. if you do it for too long, heâll start to look around everywhere but you. but if you wonât let go at all, heâll start muttering âplease stopâŠâ (he doesnât want you to, but heâs just way too shy). how could he not blush when your pretty face is directly in front of him, he will never forget that view
- another way to tease kei is to whisper sweet or even dirty things to his ears. heâll turn stiff and grip his clothes, trying to regain his composure.
- want to overstep the line a little more? kiss, bite or lick his ears and the oh so powerful assassin would start heavily panting. heâs so flustered he doesnât know what to do with himself, if you roughen your actions a little more, he would start whimpering
- aside from that, you should tug his hair and bite or suck his Adamâs apple. at this point heâs nothing but a puddle. heâs thankful to wear turtlenecks to hide the hickeys you gave him
- uzuki kei may be a dangerous person, if not the most. but only you know how weak his heart is
- since shin can read minds, you donât even have to lift a finger to get his knees buckling (and you should take advantage of it). stare at him intently while heâs exercising, heâs trying so hard to keep his cool but your thoughts of undressing him in your head is making it harder for him (hah).
- you can think the most dirtiest things ever while having a stoic expression or sweet smile. shin is always in a hard time because of you
- he could be talking to sakamoto and suddenly he sees an image of you about pinning him to the bed. he canât even scold you without looking suspicious to mr sakamoto
- straddling him is another way to fluster him, no matter how many times you do it, itâll always make him go shy.
- you should feel up his abs and biceps! he doesnât have those for no reason. you could also put your mouth to good use and kiss them. at this point, shin should just give up on pushing you away and let you play with him
- itâs fun to tease shin with how reactive he is with his feelings, especially with that clairvoyance he has! bully him all you want
- gaku definitely has a thing for biting.
- cover him with bite marks, heâll shudder from how sharp your teeth are on his skin. if you bite down on anywhere that is more sensitive, heâll whine and pant
- bite him until his skin bleeds, heâll never get over how good the feeling is (and probably get turnt on.)
- I really think he likes you roughing him up, so push and shove him whenever you can. hold his jaw harshly, or even his throat, and maybe tightly to the point he can barely breathe. and if youâre strong enough, manhandle him.
- he gets off to your praises too, he doesnât hear them often before meeting you. âyouâre so strong, gakuâ, âyouâre really good at playing that gameâ, âyouâre amazing at this gakuâ and whatever else. gaku would want to hear them more and get desperate to impress you all the time
- if you send more than enough praises to him, he might just bow down to you and breathe heavily due to the intense adrenaline heâs getting from your loving words
- if heâs in a really submissive mood, even kissing you would turn him whiney. leave teasing kisses on his face while having a loving gaze towards him just makes him soo giddy and needy.
- gaku is deep down still childish, similar to an abandoned puppy. heâs happy to receive whatever affection youâll give to him
iâd like to think shin enjoys lifting you up and spinning you around when you hug, just to show you how strong he rly is (not like you donât know that already)
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â gloria, i wanna take you to euphoria ! â ⶠàŁȘËàż * sakadays multi characters
ê° â ËïœĄâ ââââ contents: suggestive, gn reader, making out, spitting, dry humping, hickeysâ `âŠ Ë ÖŽÖ¶ đâč how they kiss youâŠ
ê° â ËïœĄâ ââââ featured on this disc: yoichi nagumo, natsuki seba, shin asakura
â°âȘŒânagumo kisses you like youâre both in a constant game of cat and mouse. itâs competitive and intoxicating with a strong surge of adrenaline bustling through your veins but oftentimes itâs fleeting.
he allows for his bottom lip to gently graze yours then retracts himself from your vicinity with the mere purpose of seeing the dazed look on your face that was anticipating more. he enjoys the shocked gasp and reprimand that comes from you, followed by a murmur of âdickhead.â which he classically retorts with, âhey, thatâs not nice!â
the roles switches up constantly, something he indulges in, but a sick part of him canât help but bask in the sight of you desperately grinding down on his clothed crotch with your forehead littered by sweat as you incoherently rasp in his ear for him to kiss you harder. his mouth twists up in a sadistic manner against the column of your neck, âhm? want more neck kisses?â he feigns innocence.
his playing dumb act grinds your gears to the fullest and makes you want to choke him out till your heartâs content but heâd probably brush off your actions with a snippy comeback.
you loudly groan in frustration and his eyebrows pull up at your outburst, your hips halt against his pelvis, âgod, do i have to spell everything out for you?â you grab a fist full of his noir hair to perfectly align his head with your face, âkiss me properly, nagumo.. on the lips.â
he likes seeing you all riled up. he tauntingly smirks, âah! you shouldâve just asked, silly.â before you can argue on thatâs what you were doing in the first place, he encloses the space, humming contently. your lips moves together in sync, rapidly harmonizing in a sensual way. his tattooed hands slip under your shirt caressing the bare skin but the small delight comes to a pause once he uses his teeth to gently pull at your bottom lip, teasingly letting it go out from his hold. he drily chuckles at you chasing after his lips for more.
â°âȘŒânatsuki kisses you like a pornstar in love. itâs lewd but intimate, igniting an untamed flame in the pit of your stomach, rapidly flickering waiting to be extinguished, but your heart beats erratically against your chest with warmth blooming around the organ.
it can be messy at times with his saliva smearing onto your chin and drippling off, or, it can be sweet and memorable leaving you smitten with butterflies for the rest of the day; pick your poison, he doesnât mind either way.
he likes to sneak up on youâ at first it was an occasional habit heâd done unintentionally but now he uses his airy footsteps to his advantage. slithering his toned arm around your stomach to pull you closer to his broad chest and grips at your jaw with his calloused hand to tilt your head upwards to somewhat face him
âopen your mouth.â he calmly instructs, as if what he planned to do next was just a run-on-the-mill activity. you comply and suddenly feel a warm droplet of spit land onto your tongue, your eyes widens and before a squeal could erupt from your throat he captures your lips with his.
natsuki pants heavily against your mouth his hot tongue hastily collides with yours as he subconsciously begins to rut himself into your figure, his eyebrows deeply furrows together. his lips are soft on yours but has intensity far too hot to handle. âs-slow down natsuâŠâ your meek voice trembles in between the heated kisses.
his usual nonchalant complacence crumbles apart. his plump lips glistens once he pulls away, a small string of saliva connecting the two of you. âcanât. sorry. you just taste so damn good.â some darken strands of hair stick to his forehead; heâs dizzy but pushes through to quench his thirst.
â°âȘŒâshin kisses you like heâs almost afraid of you. heâs not and he swears by it but the way his body stiffens with his shoulders nearing his ears and rigid lips stilled has you thinking the former. he touches you as if youâre a porcelain doll glossed over with iridescent medium, and that sometimes translates into his fear of messing up.
he gets in his head a lot and stays there. but as the relationship progresses, he gains his confidence within his abilities to please you and once that layer of skin grows, thatâs all he dedicates himself to. heâs rough which causes teeth to clash but heâs also sweetly passionate with his movements.
an extremely slow day at sakamotoâs store leads to you on top of the store counter with him between your legs. he disregards the opportunity to flip over the closed signâ the thought of being caught fuelled something dubious inside of him.
his large palms roam from your thighs to grazing over your chest eliciting a choked up gasp from you. heâd become too cocky, perhaps for his own good. his lips moved with delicious vigour against yours, slowly increasing the tempo with every passing second. soft grunts and huffs comes from the blond mixed in with your panting.
âis this too much?â he asked as he departs from your space with antsy eyes. you whine restlessly, âitâs not enough.â you tug at the belt loops of his baggy jeans, pulling him back in your vicinity and his face plants in the crock of your neck instead. suckling and nipping at the delicate skin and swirling his tongue around the area. your whimpers fills his ears like a lullaby.
eventually, his ministrations cause a darken bruise to appear. he ogles at the sight that encourages him to continue but an unfamiliar intruding thought enters his mind. a customer outside was planning on coming in and purchasing pockys. and while shin knows it would be morally ethical to put a stop to your activities, he canât find the strength to do so. heâs completely and utterly drunk off by your smell and touch; what a bad influence you are.
âá°. I havenât wrote anything in a long while T_T forgive me. I have no idea what to call this as well, relationship hcs? something like that. this piece isnât the best but I wanted to write for natsuki..! please enjoy this ⊠âĄ
oh Natsuki⊠with that expression and the laid back personality that he has, people hesitate to talk to him. he doesnât socialize all that much too, always spending his days in JCC workshop room. he doesnât have a lot of friends too, mostly coworkers that he pays no attention to.
âŠbut what he does have is you as his lover.
donât let his nonchalant attitude deceive you, heâs actually rather playful when he wants to be. he once took advantage of his invisibility suit and went to surprise you, letâs say that he went back to his workshop with a bruise on his face (deserved). he teases you sometimes but itâs nothing suggestive specifically, he just enjoys seeing your reactions. heâll lean into you and get close to your face as possible, and stay still until you start squirming, says âare you getting shy just by being close to me?â with a smirk. after heâs satisfied, heâll back off and go along with his day as if he didnât just make you quiver a few minutes ago.
though heâs not always the ideal attractive boyfriend, heâs a bit of a nuisance as well, purposely getting on your nerves. steals your snacks, putting out his foot to make you trip (to which he grabs you by the waist to keep you from falling), and pretend that he didnât hear you talking. as always, heâll let out a small smile to your huffing. heâs sooo irritating, acting like this while having that handsome stoic expression
there are times where heâs too busy to hang out with you. so when he has free time, he makes up by cuddling you while listening to music on his bed. his music taste is a plus to his attractiveness. . . if heâs in the mood, heâd start a 5 minute make out session! or kiss all over your face, heâs sappy like that.
+syn.â how do they generally spend their off day? Is it any different when you're with them?
+notes. â PART ONE. | redirect to blog navigation.
⊠shishiba.
The last time you saw Shishiba was months ago. When you are free from work, he is busy. When you are at work, he is busy. He is rarely free not that you misunderstand but it sure takes a toll on you, especially when you check in with Osaragi where he is she simply says she does not know which sounds more like âyou donât need to know.â Odd, right?
However, today he is here visiting you at your house. He is sitting on the small sofa as you do the chores. The curtains are reaching out for the room. Shishibaâs eyes are glued on you as you move from one place to another doing chores. He has not spoken a word since he arrived and the silence is creeping you out. The summer heat is unbearable and on top of that, you are sweating buckets because of his scrutinizing gaze. Why isn't he saying anything? Have you done something wrong?
Has Shishiba done something to offend you? He is here as he promised. For someone who lives a normal life and who is going to live a normal life as far as he is aware he is scared of you. He is scared because you make him restless. He can not ever fathom what goes on in your head. He can not read you like he can with others. So, you make him restless yet he waits for you: to blink back when he blinks; to nod back when he nods but today is rather peculiar from your perspective. He thinks you are angry. He feels you are upset. Is he compromised? Have you become a thing to be used against him when all he can give you is background presence in your life?
âDidnât you miss me?â He finally asks. You halt in your steps, unable to look at him. The clothes in your hands are wrinkled under the tension of your palms.
âI did.â You start to put the clothes in the washing machine as you hear his voice again. It is in a lower tone than before.
âwhy not do anything about it?â You pause whatever you are doing and grace him with a glance. He is staring at you so intensely that it almost feels like he is starting into your naked body. Keeping up the eye contact he stretches his legs apart, letting his hands run on his trousers watching your eyes follow the movements as Shishiba taps on his thighs. Now, that's something new for the dull monotonous tune in your life. You could match this new rhythm that he is trying to invoke within you. You quietly follow him keeping up the fierce eye contact.
As you sit on his lap, curling one of your arms around his back Shishiba's hand swings towards your face. He squeezes your cheeks giving more pressure than is required forcing your mouth open. It hurts. It feels good too. He pushes his index finger into your mouth, watches you suck his finger, and then waits before he pushes another one. His other arm is by your belly which is holding you on one of his thighs is pressing onto your flesh. You feel him. You feel his touch: by the time he leaves in the morning while you will be waking up empty, he will not be a fever dream. He will leave marks on your body, little shreds of evidence all over your house. He is here with you, for you. How can you forget that?
âLet's see how much you missed me,â His voice rasps against your skin as he pushes his fingers inside your pussy slipping through your short pants. Why are you even wearing pants when he is visiting you? Your hand that is resting on his shoulders grips his dress suit tightly, a shocked gasp escaping from your chest. Maybe he got a little carried away but as your facial muscles start to relax his fingers start to move: in and out. The single sofa has limited the way you spread your legs so you move closer to his body gripping the collar of his white shirt with your other hand that was resting on the handrest of the sofa a while ago. âLooks like you missed me as much as me.â Shishiba huffs out. Oh god. he sure is chatty when not needed.
Actually, Shishiba only talks to throw off someone from their game but he can not do that to you. Even if he does, it backfires on him somehow. He does not want to be compromised any more than he already is. He is an assassin after all. He can not get under your skin. The territory of intimacy is limited just to skin and sex, not love and lust. His thick dextrous fingers have started to get impatient making your grip on his clothes tighter. Your chest has started to bottle the moans and mewls as your breathing gets uneven and erratic. You would love to kiss him now. You know you want it. He knows you want it to. why? because there is just a thread of gap between his mouth and yours. You are practically breathing into his mouth.
Shisiba feels your pussy walls clenching around his fingers as you arch your head back letting out a loud moan. It is a shame that Shishiba was not able to see how you looked as you moaned his name. He has rarely seen that face. Your 'cum-face'. You always seem to hide it behind the clouds of orgasmic high. Either you bury your face in the nook of his neck, or he has to fuck you in doggy style or prone bone. You never let him truly see you and forcing you has always backfired on him.
You the tip up your head wrapping his tie around your palm to pull him closer to your face and put your lips onto his, the tension at the bottom of your stomach getting stronger, and stronger and stronger. The moment you were about to peak he pushed you away breaking the kiss
There is nothing but a daze in your eyes, wetness over his trouser pants, and a superior sensation painted over his face. He saw you.
⊠gaku.
You are being unusually needy today. He has visited your place a couple of times yet the way you act makes Gaku wonder if someone is hiding in your house or not. Indeed, he informed you about his arrival and it took at least fifteen minutes for him to get to your house which is enough for you to let someone hide or someone could easily threaten you to that point. A welcome hug as well as a kiss, that is indeed the first time you have greeted him so well.
âWhy is that door locked?â Gaku points at the brown door of your bedroom.
âIt's 'cause the A.C. is on you moron,â you say bonking his head lightly with the food packet you had in your grip. He watches you. You tilt your head and touch his forehead softly saying his name, âGaku . . .â No! He does not have a fever but he is acting so indifferent today.Â
But so are you. You are . . . worried which is new for him. It has always been his job to worry, to worry about your safety. He knows your melting point much better than you do. He knows where to touch and when to taste you.Â
âGaku, what are you doing?" Your words escaped from your lips as he grazed his nose against your neck while his hands rested along your thighs with an inch of space.Â
âWhat do you think?â his lips barely touch your skin as he retreats slowly from your body, leaving you surprised at his way with you today. But his hands are intact, fingers clamped at the edge of the kitchen counter as his eyes dart all over your confused face. âI saw you, on the other day,â he inches forward his nose nudging yours making you pull away, âSo, I couldn't help it. I came to see you.â You try to contain your astonishment but judging from his slight curve at the corner of his lips, you let out a low gasp at his spite. You were so familiar with his ways. His Adam's apple moved as he noticed your parted lips and in an instant, his sturdy hands pulled you closer to his chest making you sharply gasp, your arms resting on his shoulders.Â
The eye contact lasted mere a few seconds before he started to place violent wet kisses along your nape. You try to give him the space, the food he so hungrily searches but it is not enough. âGakuâ you gasp feeling his fingers against your pussy lips. You hear him smile agsint your lips. He is pleased because you are not wearing any pants. Arenât you a sweet little thing? Always so prepared and ready for him. Indeed, he does not have to coax you for sex and intimacy but he feels a little bit of pity for you; the way you seek him even when he is here with you.Â
It seems that he has missed you so much that he is impatient and desperate. Thatâs why the indifference. Thatâs why the question . . . he keeps rubbing your clit, occasionally pinching it making you squeal against his neck while working his lips around your neck, collar bones. His other hand travels under your top grabbing one of your boobs at first and then pinching your nipple. You return the favor by biting on his skin. The push and pull of pressing each otherâs pressure points, finding each otherâs melting point goes on until Gaku starts to feel a strain in his pants. He breaks the kiss leaving you gasping. He looks around and finds a stool set against the cabinet. He carries you in his arms but of course still focused on your lips, working his tongue into your mouth. He makes you sit on his thigh. Thank God, he came here wearing boxers and a t-shirt.Â
You have already started to move back and fro. At this point, he is not even guiding you. You are moving your hips on your own. His hand is around your waist, it is just there so that you do not lose your balance.
âThere.There.â He coos. âYouâre almost there.â It is so frustrating sometimes how well he knows you, how used to he is with your body. You do not bother if Kumanomi is the reason behind this confidence. You just wanna feel good, chase this euphoric high till you grasp it. His hands roam under your clothing squeezing here and there, pinching your nipples as you quicken the pace to the peak. It is kind of exhilarating to watch someone, someone he likes, desperately chase orgasm and cum so hard.Â
Gaku gives you the time to calm down, reach the ground state, and get back your natural pattern of breathing. The way your sweaty chest heaves turns him on all the more. The top you are wearing has started to stick to your skin here and there.
âMy turn.â Gaku pulls your other leg into his lap, making you sit properly on his lap this time. He eyes you to undo his pants. Getting the cue, as soon as you work your hands to unzip his pants he groans loudly. The strain in his pants hurts a little less. He is sure you will help him to relieve the pain.
⊠kei uzuki.
Uzuki did not mean this to happen when he decided to grace you with a visit. It was supposed to be his off day. He was just wandering in your neighborhood and now he is in your drawing room fighting for his dear life as you jerk him off. Had you not chosen to turn on the dim light of your drawing room he would have drowned in shame, because he doubts he would be able to look at you or maintain proper eye contact during normal conversation after you have seen him like this: vulnerable and desperate like a hungry lion pup.
His navel rises and falls at an irregular pace yet so quickly that Kei fails to sneak a glance at you in between his ragged intake of breaths. At this point, how he is panting for air does not make it at par with his bodyâs necessities. At this point, even if he were to open his eyes he would see you all blurred. But Kei still desires to take a glimpse of you as your calloused fingers are wrapped and busy working on his throbbing cock. Â
With each passing moment, he tends to feel his hands lesser and lesser . . . which are resting at the edge of the cabinet; they are starting to feel numb; his fingertips hurt from gripping the wooden surface so hard; maybe by the time he cums, his nail marks will be the only evidence that he was here.Â
He partly opens his eyes only to focus on your luscious lips which seem confident, it would be delightful to taste a little, wouldnât it? Though his vision is all hazy Kei glances at his member finding the tip glistening in pre-cum, at least he thinks so, he feels so. Â
âYouâre close, Kei. . can you feel it?â and he is forced to shut his eyes out, cease his breathing at the tickle of your voice through his ears embarrassment gushing in his veins. He could practically feel his ears burn, so hot that it hurt, it itches. His right hand flies around your nape earning him a bonus point, and a soft squeal from you. He is brave enough to think you moaned under his touch but not brave enough to open his eyes and cherish the look on your face rather he is thinking. . . thinking how he loves the feeling of his long sturdy fingers perfectly fitting in between your painted ones while he is balls deep inside you hitting your sweet spot with slow strong thrusts, just like you want; the kind that makes you see stars. He needs to interlace his fingers with yours every time he is inside you. He thinks it makes him cum more by doing so, well, quantitatively. Â
But when you wrap those pretty fingers around his cock he could almost feel a quick trip of heaven and back. Visions clouding, his grip around your nape growing stronger with each thrust of your hand, his lips being punished by his fierce teeth, those very teeth that have marked you in the most intimate partsâ in between your thighs, inner side of the wrist, on your nipples and sometimes on your waistline. Kei tries to pull you a little closer so that he can bury his face in the nook of your neck thinking of leaving bruises on your neckline than on his lips. You just stop the pace so suddenly that he gasps loudly, pulling you closer as a course of reaction.Â
You chuckle as he watches you closely, through the strands of his hair. His lips latch onto your neckline sucking fiercely as if he were to suck the life out of you, followed by squelching noises and his rough, unrefined moans. âFuck, he isâhe is gonna leave marks...â, you tense up and start to pump his cock again.Â
This time with slow and full yet strong thrusts. You feel his teeth graze lightly, almost a feather touch. âKei, donât leave marks.â, you remind him; your voice soft enough that he pulls away making you regret your words instantly.  Â
âdo-don't worry. I won't.â, his hot breath hitting your ear-lobe, sending shivers down your spine. Kei won't since he wants to feel his euphoric high a little longer; He feels his orgasm approaching, his inner thighs quivering, and he bucks his hips up. He could feel the rope of self-control tugging, going tight, and waiting for it to snap rather than sever it by himself. The urge to kiss your lips seemed to overpower the prior, so much so that it might just snap yet he did not want to leave the sight of your pretty hand, refined and polished fingers nails thinking maybe, someday, just maybe he would see a diamond sparkling on your ring finger bearing his name as you give him a slice of heaven, just like how you're doing it now.
⊠shin asakura.
There is never an off day for someone who works at a convenience store but it sure a little less busy during afternoons like these. Sakamoto is probably playing with Hana as Aoi tells him about the customers she attained during her shift. Lu is taking a nap. Thanks to the rotation of shifts Shin gets to laze around a little during his afternoon shifts. He never forgets to let you know beforehand This is how it has always been. The peace of this humid afternoon during summer is surely draining, not to mention mind-wrecking at times when you fail to show up on certain days. Shin understands that; he understands how busy life can be but still can not help but miss you. The rotating table fan is creaking, the fan blades are making noise as it exhausts itself to its sole purpose yet can not be at par with the heat in the air. It is not just summer that is making Shin sweat buckets. You are a contributing stimulant too. Besides, he can endure the sweat as well as heat if you keep working on his cock like that, lips wrapping around his member as you sit under the desk of the cash counter while he sits on the chair, legs spread wide apart from each other.Â
You pleasuring him like this on afternoons has become a bad habit of his even though it is occasional. He wants to return the favor sometimes too but you do not let him do that. Why? because he often imagines eating you out by making you sit on the cash counter. He thinks about it way too much to let it slide as a wet dream or even as a ridiculous whim of a loverboy. But now his mind is filled with the sole thought of you sucking his cock. You are just so good at this. He is a little bit jealous of how pleasurable you make him feel, which makes him wonder about how you are so good at this.  Â
âHurry up,â Shin pants as you lick and kiss his tip occasionally sucking the flushed leaky tip.Â
âSomeone might come.âÂ
No one will come, at least not any customer. No one ever visits during this time not as long as you are blowing him, not until you walk out of the shop because when you enter the shop you flip the sign board. No! Shin does not need to know this. If he does, he will definitely stop texting you, will not ask you anymore to meet him, and will say things like, âNo. no. I'm busy babe.â or âToday? today the store is packed.â  So, you do as he asks.Â
Watching you swallow up to the base of his cock into your mouth he is forced to close his eyes. He will have wet dreams if he keeps watching you like that. Your head moves up and down, to the base from the tip in a slow motion. His tummy starts to twitch, breathing becomes uneven you quicken your pace. You start to suck hard and faster making him tip his head backward, hands clamping on the edge of his seat clenching harder as he comes undone followed by a gasp.Â
His cum is still in your mouth when he looks at you still catching his breath. You wipe your lips off after swallowing his seed to say, âYou're always in a hurry.â Â
OH NO! Here it comes. âmaybe I should just move in with you,â you lie. You know that he can read your mind, but you still lie because you've always wanted to know if he uses that against you or not.Â
âWhy?â He puts his cock into his slacks. âwhy are you saying that?â Â
âI don't know. â Shin holds your arm dragging you near the counter. It's as if you want him to read your mind.
 âI wanted you to hurry âcause â he cages you as you lean back, against the counter after he drags the chair to take a seat. âbecause I wanted to do this.â He cups your entrance making you inhale a sharp intake of breath. You sit on the counter as he spreads your legs apart; he holds one of your legs near his shoulders to lick against your calf muscle. âyou wouldn't hurry if I just told you so,â Shin leaves kisses over your calf muscle in an agonizingly slow pace. âSakamoto-san has gone to an arcade. Lu had gone to visit her family.â Wait. What? âAnd I? Shin pushes aside licking your dripping arousal off your skin. It tastes like salt and weed. âI am alone with you inside a locked storeâ with a smirk.â Shin then proceeds to hook his arms around your inner thighs spreading them apart to bury his face in between your legs. At first, you watch him give you quick licks by using only the tip of his tongue but as you get a little comfortable, rest your legs on his shoulders, comb through the hair strands that were falling on his face ticking you as well as hindering him to taste your pussy, Shin starts to lap against your entrance using all of his tongue.Â
Come to think of it, this is the first time he is going down on you. He feels so good though seems skittish. When did he get so good?
- osaragi isnât the most expressive, but the faint blush and small smile doesnât goes unnoticed by you.
- when she notices you being touchy towards herâgrabbing her waist and stroking her body gently, sheâll hug you and hide her face on your shoulders, trying to calm down her beating heart. if she has enough courage, she would leave kisses on your skin
- make outs would be rare, but osaragi would love french kissing you. she prefers to either be on top of you or you pinning her down, she just loves the feeling of each otherâs bodies being close. your lips having a glossy look after a session is endearing to her
- but when you both do make out, sheâll put a piece of candy in her mouth for you both to fight over! sheâll eat a minty one if sheâs feeling more playful
- leaving kisses on her legs and thighs really does it for her, bite them and leave hickeys too when you can. osaragi would be breathing heavily from your teasing
- sheâs a lovergirl at heart, so please give her all of your affection âĄ
- kei is very not used to affection, so teasing him would be very fun (for you). wouldnât push you away because of your antics, but if he was snail, heâd definitely hide in his shell
- holding his face and staring intently to his eyes would fluster him a lot. your faces are so close to each other, he could almost feel your lips. if you do it for too long, heâll start to look around everywhere but you. but if you wonât let go at all, heâll start muttering âplease stopâŠâ (he doesnât want you to, but heâs just way too shy). how could he not blush when your pretty face is directly in front of him, he will never forget that view
- another way to tease kei is to whisper sweet or even dirty things to his ears. heâll turn stiff and grip his clothes, trying to regain his composure.
- want to overstep the line a little more? kiss, bite or lick his ears and the oh so powerful assassin would start heavily panting. heâs so flustered he doesnât know what to do with himself, if you roughen your actions a little more, he would start whimpering
- aside from that, you should tug his hair and bite or suck his Adamâs apple. at this point heâs nothing but a puddle. heâs thankful to wear turtlenecks to hide the hickeys you gave him
- uzuki kei may be a dangerous person, if not the most. but only you know how weak his heart is
- since shin can read minds, you donât even have to lift a finger to get his knees buckling (and you should take advantage of it). stare at him intently while heâs exercising, heâs trying so hard to keep his cool but your thoughts of undressing him in your head is making it harder for him (hah).
- you can think the most dirtiest things ever while having a stoic expression or sweet smile. shin is always in a hard time because of you
- he could be talking to sakamoto and suddenly he sees an image of you about pinning him to the bed. he canât even scold you without looking suspicious to mr sakamoto
- straddling him is another way to fluster him, no matter how many times you do it, itâll always make him go shy.
- you should feel up his abs and biceps! he doesnât have those for no reason. you could also put your mouth to good use and kiss them. at this point, shin should just give up on pushing you away and let you play with him
- itâs fun to tease shin with how reactive he is with his feelings, especially with that clairvoyance he has! bully him all you want
- gaku definitely has a thing for biting.
- cover him with bite marks, heâll shudder from how sharp your teeth are on his skin. if you bite down on anywhere that is more sensitive, heâll whine and pant
- bite him until his skin bleeds, heâll never get over how good the feeling is (and probably get turnt on.)
- I really think he likes you roughing him up, so push and shove him whenever you can. hold his jaw harshly, or even his throat, and maybe tightly to the point he can barely breathe. and if youâre strong enough, manhandle him.
- he gets off to your praises too, he doesnât hear them often before meeting you. âyouâre so strong, gakuâ, âyouâre really good at playing that gameâ, âyouâre amazing at this gakuâ and whatever else. gaku would want to hear them more and get desperate to impress you all the time
- if you send more than enough praises to him, he might just bow down to you and breathe heavily due to the intense adrenaline heâs getting from your loving words
- if heâs in a really submissive mood, even kissing you would turn him whiney. leave teasing kisses on his face while having a loving gaze towards him just makes him soo giddy and needy.
- gaku is deep down still childish, similar to an abandoned puppy. heâs happy to receive whatever affection youâll give to him
can u (pls pls pls pls) do shin (sakadays) as a bf headcannons ........ thank u, sending u lots of love <3
HI DEAR!! tysm for your request đ
iâm soooo happy someone requested something for shin i love him sm heâs the loml and this was so fun to write./shin fans get ready for january 2025 cuz sakadays episode 1 means shin is going to appear !!
iâm sorry for any grammar mistakes but english is not my first language, iâm trying my best to improve!
đȘ· ; gn! reader, it is mentioned once that reader puts on makeup, Shin being the adoptive son of Taro and Aoi.
SHIN ASAKURA BF HEADCANONA
Did I just hear "best boyfriend ever"? Because Shin IS the best boyfriend ever.
With Shin being a clairvoyant, it was way easier for him to know if his love for you was unrequited or not.
But Shin is really unexperienced, he never had a serious partner or experienced any kind of strong love before he met you.
He even asked Sakamoto for advice! Isnât he the cutest??
During the first weeks of the relationship compliments were not his best card⊠he tried okay? but he ended up embarrassed and all red⊠he really wants to be able to do that but heâs lacking confidence.
when that happens PLEASEE reassure him that is okay to not know how to express his feelings.
he loves receiving hugs and cheek kisses from you.
He likes looking at you while youâre getting ready, especially if youâre putting on makeup. He loves watching your focused face and asks you what youâre doing, itâs his way to show you that heâs interested in everything you do!
Heâs not a big fan of PDA but doesnât mind it; he just does whatever you want to.
He smiles like an idiot whenever you hold his hand! He prefers hand-holding since it makes him think that you rely on him and feel safe around him. (Please hold his hand and go on long walks with him.)
Since he knows whatever youâre thinking about, he always provides you with everything you want or need. Want to watch this movie? Heâs buying the ticket. Craving a specific dessert? Heâs cooking it for you or suggesting a cooking date.
ACTS! OF!! SERVICE!!!! He does whatever you want, whenever and wherever, just to see you smile! He is, in fact, in love with your smiling face.
Heâd do anything you suggest. He even agreed once to let you dye his hair. If you have colored hair, heâd ask you to dye a strand of his hair the same as yours so you can match. . . đ„č
If youâre in college and have trouble studying, heâs going to help you in the best way possible. He might not even know what heâs doing, but please bear with him; heâs trying his best! Expect study dates where he tries to help you but ends up stressing over your exams.
About datesâŠ
Dates with Shin are AMAZING!! In everything he does, you can just feel his love for you and how deeply he cares about you.
One time, you two were walking together in a park and he spotted some pretty white flowers. He decided to put one behind your ear, but he did it so gently that you worried you were going to melt under his touch. And the way he was staring at you?? You died instantly.
Youâre never going to be alone because the whole Sakamoto family (mainly Lu and Heisuke) follow you around and take the cutest pictures of you two.
Shin is very embarrassed by it but you love his family and you understand that they just want to protect him.
Taro and Aoi love you and approve of your relationship with their âson.â They even invite you to go on family trips with the whole family, and you have to admit, those are the BEST family trips ever! Not only you spend time with your beloved clairvoyant boyfriend, but you also meet and have the chance to bond with his family.
You and Lu prank him a lot, and every time he scolds her and not you, because honestly, he canât be mad at you.
(Hana asked you to marry Shin and he became so red you thought he was going to explode)
Introduced you to Natsuki and Akira and honestly they couldnât believe that he got a partner as pretty as you! He was both flattered and offended by that commentâŠ
âoh uhm thank y- WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?â (Akira apologized for both her and Natsukiâs way of wording it)
Honestly I think a part of your relationship includes you taking care of him. Since you know what happened during his childhood, whenever possible, you take the opportunity to hug him and whisper sweet nothings in his ear. He loves and deeply cherishes those moments.
Overall 10/10 experience WOULD RECOMMEND!! nice guy with a nice family?? iâm in!
- youâre mostly the one that initiates anything first, and gaku would gladly indulge in your little antics.
- when you brought up the mention of rough housing/play fighting, he doesnât think much of it. but if you start the first shove, oh youâre not leaving his grasps for a while
- once he understands the gist of it, heâll let you âwinâ first. though he does secretly likes the feeling of being pinned down, shoved, pushedâwhatever else. itâs a comforting feeling for him (due to the lack of touch from a parental figure lol), you mightâve unlocked a new love language of his
- once you thought you almost won, gaku will immediately lean up and push you to the floor. heâll slowly close the gap between both of your faces, gazing into your eyes with his own alluring red ones. oh both of your faces are sooo close, he could feel your panting breath on his face. once heâs satisfied, gaku will leave a peck on your lips and puts his focus back to his Switch. donât get him wrong though, that kiss is a reward for him, not you.
- you could also bite him, he enjoys that too. either on his cheeks, biceps, or if youâre feeling a bit riskyâhis shoulders or torso. be careful though, heâll bite you back 10 times harder and might even make you bleed (and he wonât admit fault)
- overall, gaku is truly happy to play fight you any time + he gets to win (even if itâs just a silly fight). he wonât ever pass on playing games with you, especially if it includes touching each other all over and the feeling of your skin on his.
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