Troposphere

"Sorry friend, I think I accidentally got mind vomit all over you."

[singmeaquietsong]

“Now, now, my dear, I never said that I didn’t have a dance partner.”😘 . . . #doodle #doodles #doodlesofinstagram #sketchbook #sketchbookspread #sketching #drawing #draweveryday #art #artistsoninstagram #green #greendrawing #sketch #portraitsketch #coloredpencil #pen #pencildrawing (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDEjEo5HOpM/?igshid=ddpvaiqq94gj

[singmeaquietsong]

Work in progress of my sweet little demon angel - trying to figure out how to draw an accusatory expression...👼😈 . . . #angeldrawing #demon #angel #drawings #dailydrawing #sketchbook #sketch #sketching #sketchbookdrawing #sketchoftheday #art #artistsoninstagram #illustration #drawing #artoftheday #artist #watercolor #watercolorpainting #watercolorart #demondrawing (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CC6LonCHrMU/?igshid=62q794miqf29

[singmeaquietsong]

“Who knows when some slight shock, disturbing the delicate balance between social order and thirsty aspiration, shall send the skyscrapers in our cities toppling?” 🏙 . . . #sketch #sketchbook #doodle #figuredrawing #profiledrawing #coloredpencil #colerase #draweveryday #dailydrawing #art #artofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #girldrawing #morningvibes #morningdrawing (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CC3mpQpHvLh/?igshid=kt938wf14g05

[singmeaquietsong]

“Who knows when some slight shock, disturbing the delicate balance between social order and thirsty aspiration, shall send the skyscrapers in our cities toppling?” 🏙 . . . #sketch #sketchbook #doodle #figuredrawing #profiledrawing #coloredpencil #colerase #draweveryday #dailydrawing #art #artofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #girldrawing #morningvibes #morningdrawing (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CC3l1M-HZwZ/?igshid=131uvffi9je0o

[singmeaquietsong]

Sometimes everything is cold and wet and grey and I hate everything. But sometimes Washington is really pretty. #sunset #pier54seattle #seattlewaterfront #sunnydays #elliottbay #bainbridgeisland #centralwaterfront #pikeplacemarket #pikeplace (at Seattle, Washington)

[singmeaquietsong]

Did you know that most crises lines only offer support from US number or US server? If you’re traveling I guess it sucks to suck. 

[singmeaquietsong]

I want to kill or be killed. 

[singmeaquietsong]

I hate it when he makes me feel this way. It’s ridiculous. He makes me hate myself. He makes me want to give up. Life, hope, trying, to hell with all of it. It’s absolutely bonkers. He’s just gonna insist that he wasn’t wrong to have that opinion, that it made sense, or was logical or whatever, in this stupid stubborn arrogance, and continue not understanding the real issue with it, or why it makes people feel shitty. “Ooooh my opinion makes sense, I’m entitled to this opinion, I have every right to make this judgment”. NO, you don’t. FUCK YOU. YOU DO NOT. I hate it I HATE IT I HATE IT ALL. IT HURTS SO MUCH just please please make it stop. Please just take me away kill me destroy me light me on fire rip me from my bones please PLEASE I’M BEGGING. 

His stupid opinions on “it’s not as hard as it is for you, really”. You know what, screw you. You know ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Who are you to come in here with your ignorance and callousness and just fuck me over and dismiss my struggles like this? GO TO HELL. Why do you get to dance in and just leave me in this wreck that you made? One stupid conversation and it turns my day into complete crap. It’s times like these I regret talking to you. I didn’t need to talk to you today. I really didn’t. Why did I? Why did I decide to share with you what I was talking with her about? Talking to her on its own was a perfectly pleasant and fine experience just on its own. And you wonder why I don’t take you seriously when you say “oh I have mental health struggles too”? Just, why do you do this? WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME

It’s a cycle. It’s all-consuming. It eats me and it’s all I can think about. I try my best to not think about it for a while but sooner or later it comes back just as intense, I cry and wail and rant for an hour, and the as suddenly as it rose it wanes, and it starts all over again.

FUCK YOU.

[chicaner]

Things you should consider doing before Trump becomes president

-Get any doctor’s appointment taken care of if you have Obamacare -Take advantage of any student loan forgiveness if you can -Get an IUD if you need birth control -Legally change your name if you’re trans -Get a passport -Save up your money

We have little under two months until the presidency changes over. Take advantage of your rights while you have them. Please feel free to add onto this post, these are the only things I can think of right now.

[singmeaquietsong]

No joke though read his (and Pence’s) 100 day plan, as well his list of potential nominees for cabinets and Scalia’s seat, they’re terrifying. Be prepared. 

[singmeaquietsong]

3 Symptoms of Executive Dysfunction – And How Not Recognizing Them Might Result in Ableism

Did you know there's a term for what can make folks with anxiety, autism, ADHD, or OCD unable to get things done? It's not about being “lazy” – here's what you need to know about what's really going on.

[singmeaquietsong]

The concept of “selfishness” confuses me greatly. 

Because if it really only is defined as “most of the decisions you make in life are based on what you want/what your needs are versus others’ needs and desires”, then why is selfishness considered a bad thing? Shouldn’t people prioritize the state of their minds first? Would that not be a good thing?

It’s a crowded world, and everyone is simply trying their best. The best that we can do is simply to try and achieve our wants, and do things that make us happy in life, in a manner that least encroaches on other people’s ability to do things that makes them happy? 

And when we run into opposing goals with people, we try our best to compromise. We re-calibrate what makes us happy, let go of certain things and try to achieve happiness without it, or we press on because certain things are too essential in our quest for content, and so forth. 

But I just don’t necessarily agree with the assessment that prioritizing other people’s happiness above your own should be the norm? 

[singmeaquietsong]

I hate everyone I hate everything it’s just so much simpler to resign to being a fucking hermit. Why do people even try nothing is fair anyways. You all can just go fuck yourselves. 

[singmeaquietsong]

Literally such small things upset me. I feel like a lot of times when I try to initiate plans with friends it never happens, for a variety of reasons, but never really because of lack of effort. LIke today I found out that the friend I had wanted to go and visit over fall break had another one of our friends come and visit. And like it looks so fun so good for them, but I’d asked her like three weeks before if she was free and if I could visit Twin Cities over fall break and she had said that it’s probably best not ‘coz she had another friend visiting from Kansas like the week after and what not. And then I tried to make plans for Thanksgiving break and she wasn’t free then either. So I was just like “oh whelp I don’t know what else to do or suggest” and now I find out that she was fuckin’ free over fall break after all and so why si that our other friend could visit but I couldn’t? Is it me? Do I just do something that I’m not aware of when I’m hanging out with other people that makes people avoid me? Like that thing where everyone knows what the rule is but you’re also not supposed to say the rule out loud but everyone except me knows it and won’t tell me? 

I’m not really sure what’s going on. 

[lths-blog2]

the person I reblogged this from is a cute peach

[eraserz]

Fun Little Depression Things That Piss Everyone Else Off

- Forgetting literally everything from phone calls to visits to where you put your wallet(I just had it I swear )

- Needing 12 hours of sleep everyday but only in the middle of the day

- Void days

- “I’ll clean my room tomorrow” everyday

- eating everything or nothing

[sandandglass]

The Half Hour S05E09 – Emily Heller

[belovedbane]

Concept: I finish school. The job I work isn’t my dream job but I enjoy doing it greatly still. It pays enough to cover everything I might need. My bills are never overdue. Money is not a thought in my head. I have a place to live. So do my dogs. It is nice and warm, I have some plants, my bookshelves are full, my sheets are always clean. There is time to read at the end of a day. I read a lot. Thinking is a good thing. I meet up with friends regularly, old and new. They love me. We make memories. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I travel a few times a year, always different places. The places I see steal my breath away. The people I meet teach me of life. They are good. There is no war. The sea calls to me and pay visit. I am independent. I am content.