There's Nothing Good About Here

I'm a pissed of engineering student who got to see valhalla and couldn't stay. As a result I'm going to spend my time smoking, starving, drinking, and being generally irresponsible.

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I dun goofed.

A good friend of mine asked me on a date this weekend.

I wasn't listening to a goddamn word he said, and said yes. Fuck all. Now I want to puke my guts out and I can't considering I have no gag reflex.

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This stuff has helped me lose some of my weight.

It can be a bit painful if you over exert yourself, but fun at the same time. I like to push myself and then reward myself with my results. To wake up feeling sore in the morning is amazing. The more you do it, the more you can do. The more you can do, the more these will just be your warm-up.

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Note to self...

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This makes me so happy.

[sexy-skinny-bitch]

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The part I don't get.

When I weighed 131 in high school, I was a borderline size 8 with D-sized chest and a massive gut.

Right now I'm a 2-4, B/C-sized boobs, and my gut at least doesn't extend past my chest.

Where the fuck am I storing this?  I didn't put on muscle, I wouldn't feel like shit trying to get to class if I did.

[ganjarexic]

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This more or less encompasses everything I'd like to be up to right now.

Except maybe not in Paris.  Paris wasn't my favorite.

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And.... goals

CW: 131.  Which sucks ass.  I was ten pounds lighter when school started, and I'm really fucking pissed off.

GW: 115

UGW: 105

[kalifornian-vogue]

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Those boots are cute too :D

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Spent all morning eating bagels and watching this. Too many bagels but now I really don't want to eat later. 

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Tomorrow

Finish lab report

Read more for my stupid history class

Pick up better tasting coffee

Buy new cigs. Preferablly in suburbia where they're cheap.

Call the Corpse and hopefully pick up the Corpse

Eat less crap... preferably no crap since I'm going to drink anyway.

I did find the Corpse though and it looks like he'll actually be heading back to the school tomorrow.

:D

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starving yourself... always regret eating but never regret fasting

[yayforcats]

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I want this dress.

[deedeeryle]

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Cute socks. I wish I could wear skirts that short (actually I think that's just her shirt).

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So Food-Log Things

Since I've woken up (after a massive bender with friends): -Two bagels with butter

-2 cookies

-Some grapes

-Miso Soup

-Fried veggies from my parents place

-Appletini

-Sushi roll with four really big pieces of nigiri (that was a total rip, the lady charged us 5x as much for them because I asked for the wrong thing on accident, and she never fucking clarified that eel wasn't on the special when I asked her directly).

-No fucking smokes, so I'm going crazy.

-Also I'm at my parents, so I'm going crazy.

-I miss the Corpse, even if I'm going to go drink like a fish with him tomorrow, so I'm going crazy

I don't want to think about the calorie count.  I don't want to think about yesterdays either, since I ate three effective dinners (we were drinking) and then had several standards of alcohol. Fuck this place.