Sin @sinsofthestars - Tumblr Blog

Helloooo everyone!!

Name: Sin

Age: 22

Pronouns: They / He

Interests: Link Click, DRDT, PJSK, Milgram, Ave Mujica, ETC.

This is my general blog! I will likely talk a lot about my interests and identities, particularly my experiences with being schizospec and a system. Expect lots of queer commentary as well.

BYF, tags, and sideblogs under the the cut!!

#pinned intro #intro post #sin scribes #sin scrawls #sin sketches #sin spreads

memory-of-stargazing

Just discovered it’s National Schizophrenia Awareness Day!!

I have that!

So! Here’s some awareness from yours truly!!

We are people just like you

We are statistically more likely to be harmed than to do harm

Not all of us are overt, there’s a good chance you have talked to and maybe even been friends with a schizophrenic without knowing!

There’s more schizophrenia spectrum disorders than just schizophrenia, such as schizoaffective disorder or schizotypal personality disorder

“Schizo” is considered an offensive term by many schizophrenics and some even consider it a slur against us, if you aren’t schizospec yourself please try to avoid using it (as well as “psycho” for psychosis!)

Similarly, the recently common “quirky” online phrases “delulu”, “schizoposting”, “I’m so delusional” (without actually having a delusion), etc are also very offensive! We aren’t a joke!

Not all of us hallucinate or have delusions. There’s more symptoms than just those 2 and the schizophrenia diagnostic criteria doesn’t even necessarily require either of them to be present

We can sometimes know we’re having a delusion while still experiencing the delusion, it’s called double bookkeeping

We deserve rights and bodily autonomy (that includes to not be forcefully drugged and locked up without our consent!!!)

We are people just like you

#sin spreads #i didnt know it was schizophrenia awareness day....#anyway this is all true

workplace anomaly game where you have to figure out what object is broken and a QA violation

#sin scribes #today i played “are the wires of this machine usually exposed”#genuinely took me a second to figure out if i was just noticing it for the first time #it was broken if youre wondering

some sortr results

#sin scribes #half the pjsk ships are platonic btw i just really enjoy their dynamics

#sin scribes #im a little surprised by some of this #im probably gonna do a bunch of sortings now bc im pretty bored #maybe update you all later

made an account on sortr to do the drdt ranking thing going around and

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(already changed it dont look for me under that name)

#sin scribes

chartiefartie

Kanade + Mafuyu + Luka (and?/)or Miku Delusion Girl cover

#had to look this up to make sure there wasnt another more popular song called delusion girl #anyway YESSSS I LOVE THIS SONG #i also think it would fit them very well #sin spreads

ashemellow

i dont get why ppl defend yunos writing, and why ppl still call what happened to her an "abortion". like. what. what? dude that was a miscarriage what

the thing is that we're told from the start that all of the prisoners are murderers. as we watch milgram we realize that not all of them have committed murder directly, but have still caused the death of someone by their own actions. kazui didn't kill hinako with his own hands, but you can still say he's partly responsible for her death, because if he hadn't lied to her for all those years, she wouldn't have killed herself when he cane out. same for mahiru. she didn't realize that she was being abusive to her boyfriend, it's true, but what her report card questions at the end is how exactly he was feeling as it all went down, implying that her inattention and neglection of his feelings while she continued to harm him pushed him to the edge. so she's still party responsible for his suicide, too.

but yuno. where tf is her agency? where? how can you compare those cases of indirect murder i just mentioned to a miscarriage? i do think that yuno as a person is well-written, she is a great character worth engaging with, but they fumbled her case completely. they should've made it something else. i don't see any "moral grayness" in her case. what am i even supposed to vote her guilty for? how can someone articulate an explanation as to why she should be voted guilty, when there isn't even anything to judge...? why is a teenage girl who miscarried in the same prison as a dude who killed 12 people??

i don't think any of the prisoners should be in milgram as in milgram the facility, we've seen over and over again that it doesn't help them one bit no matter what we vote. but yuno, with this specific case, just shouldn't be in milgram the story. just make it something else bro what are we doing

even if it was abortion, which i don't consider a crime, it would've made more sense, because it would have happened because of an action of hers, she would've had a choice, a say in the matter. and abortion is also a highly debatable and questionable subject. even if lots of people don't consider it murder, it's still criminalized in lots of countries. but by making her accidentally fall and have no agency on what happened you're just. man what.

also some people say "oh but she's in prison because they're all in there because they feel guilt☝🏻" but that's just a theory... and i get that she feels guilt and considers herself a murderer, not trying to dismiss her feelings, but i still don't get her presence in the story as is since there's. nothing to judge really. she didn't do anything... tripping is a crime i guess

another thing is mahiru's vd. it is in character that mahiru would unconsciously say something so insensitive like that to yuno as her last words ("i wanted to have a baby"), but damn was that an evil writing choice. milgram when they keep forcing this teenage girl who didn't even abort, just accidentally lost the baby, to feel more and more and more guilt over the fact that she fell down the stairs. like okay. mahiru's death only served to make yuno feel guilt over... not having the baby when other people wanted one so bad. even though she didn't even have the choice to keep it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#true true true true and true #it makes sense for her CHARACTER but not for milgram itself #theres no debate to be had and it just falls flat as a case #also the guilt theory doesnt really work imo bc like. mikoto doesnt feel guilt bc he doesnt know it happened #but i also havent thought about that theory a lot #regardless yunos case makes no sense #sin spreads

ashemellow

i dont get why ppl defend yunos writing, and why ppl still call what happened to her an "abortion". like. what. what? dude that was a miscarriage what

the thing is that we're told from the start that all of the prisoners are murderers. as we watch milgram we realize that not all of them have committed murder directly, but have still caused the death of someone by their own actions. kazui didn't kill hinako with his own hands, but you can still say he's partly responsible for her death, because if he hadn't lied to her for all those years, she wouldn't have killed herself when he cane out. same for mahiru. she didn't realize that she was being abusive to her boyfriend, it's true, but what her report card questions at the end is how exactly he was feeling as it all went down, implying that her inattention and neglection of his feelings while she continued to harm him pushed him to the edge. so she's still party responsible for his suicide, too.

but yuno. where tf is her agency? where? how can you compare those cases of indirect murder i just mentioned to a miscarriage? i do think that yuno as a person is well-written, she is a great character worth engaging with, but they fumbled her case completely. they should've made it something else. i don't see any "moral grayness" in her case. what am i even supposed to vote her guilty for? how can someone articulate an explanation as to why she should be voted guilty, when there isn't even anything to judge...? why is a teenage girl who miscarried in the same prison as a dude who killed 12 people??

i don't think any of the prisoners should be in milgram as in milgram the facility, we've seen over and over again that it doesn't help them one bit no matter what we vote. but yuno, with this specific case, just shouldn't be in milgram the story. just make it something else bro what are we doing

even if it was abortion, which i don't consider a crime, it would've made more sense, because it would have happened because of an action of hers, she would've had a choice, a say in the matter. and abortion is also a highly debatable and questionable subject. even if lots of people don't consider it murder, it's still criminalized in lots of countries. but by making her accidentally fall and have no agency on what happened you're just. man what.

also some people say "oh but she's in prison because they're all in there because they feel guilt☝🏻" but that's just a theory... and i get that she feels guilt and considers herself a murderer, not trying to dismiss her feelings, but i still don't get her presence in the story as is since there's. nothing to judge really. she didn't do anything... tripping is a crime i guess

another thing is mahiru's vd. it is in character that mahiru would unconsciously say something so insensitive like that to yuno as her last words ("i wanted to have a baby"), but damn was that an evil writing choice. milgram when they keep forcing this teenage girl who didn't even abort, just accidentally lost the baby, to feel more and more and more guilt over the fact that she fell down the stairs. like okay. mahiru's death only served to make yuno feel guilt over... not having the baby when other people wanted one so bad. even though she didn't even have the choice to keep it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#true true true true and true #it makes sense for her CHARACTER but not for milgram itself #theres no debate to be had and it just falls flat as a case #also the guilt theory doesnt really work imo bc like. mikoto doesnt feel guilt bc he doesnt know it happened #but i also havent thought about that theory a lot #regardless yunos case makes no sense #sin spreads

Inspired by "IM SORRY THAT YOUR FRAGILE EGO WAS HURT" by Connor-P!!

Single David version + ch2 spoilers below the cut

#sin sketches #david chiem #drdt #vocaloid

ashemellow

twitter showing me the worst possible post ever to piss me off wow thank you. literally someone quoting a person i already blocked too why am i seeing this. oh my god how DARE people enjoy fucked up toxic relationships it's problematic!!!!

ppl's obsession with morally rightness is turning them off from super interesting stuff and also making them lose their media comprehension bc they are immediately turned off by characters that are "bad" or relationships that are complicated and/or unhealthy. and then they refuse to look deeper into them bc of that belief that they're bad, and being bad is bad!!! even in fiction!!! can you tell im super pissed off

#bet its all the same ppl tht are like omg i lovee toxic yaoiii but they cant actually hate each other or harm each other bc its problematic #<- prev #this drives me crazyyy it ruins your media literacy #especially in cases where a lot of the cast are objectively not great people #it leads to them sanitizing them for their own comfort #or demonizing their fans #its also like. personal preference does not equal moral rightousness #if it makes you uncomfortable thats completely fine but hating people who do appreciate the nuance is stupid #sin spreads

why do i keep getting death note posts (likes another post) this is so weird

#sin scribes #i havent watched death note in years idk why i do this

isa-not-ysa

All the songs for Link Click's 5th anniversary album, "Dream Out!" have been released! Which song was your favorite?

Which "Dream Out!" (2026) song was your favorite?

Dream Out! 🕰️🎙️

Escape Velocity 💉🏎️

A Web of Lies 🕸️🎭

Unforgiven 🪽⛩️

Moth to a Flame 🦋🕯️

Voting ended onJul 11

#i voted a web of lies because of course i did...#i think my ranking would be #AWoL > MtaF > Dream Out > Unforgiven > Escape Velocity #which is INSANE for me to put the angel themed song so low... this album was just really good tbh #also i might or might not talk about it but MtaF pisses me off. its very good and that makes me angry #dream out is so cute it reminds me of surprising click which is one of my favorites #listen to a web of lies its so good and im not just biased its genuinely good

we should have dislikes on tumblr. not in a serious way just to show our disapproval of something. slight frown emoji

#sin scribes #saw a david post that mildly bothered me #its not a problem or anything i just personally dont think it should exist #like i mean this in the most casual way possible #just. strange creature i do not like

DRDT cast with schizospec and or psychotic disorders!!

notes:

- this is using a loose definition of both terms. disorders that present with psychotic features, or those that are considered schizospec for their relation to negative symptoms (ie. schizoid personality disorder and related terms), will be included.

- these are all just headcanons for fun, and not all of them will be based in canon content!

- spoilers for drdt backstories, and content warning for topics contained in those, but i try to keep it to a minimum

- below the read more will contain explicit references to delusions, hallucinations, disorganized speech, and other symptoms of these disorders. please proceed past that point with caution! everything before the section break will only be the list of disorders for each character

list:

Teruko Tawaki: Schizotypal Personality Disorder

Xander Matthews: PTSD with psychotic features

Charles Cuevas: PTSD with psychotic features

Ace Markey: Brief Psychotic Disorder

Arei Nageishi: Unspecified Personality Disorder with psychotic features

Rose Lacroix: Schizophrenia

Hu Jing: Depression with psychotic features

Eden Tobisa: Schizophrenia

Levi Fontana: Schizoid Personality Disorder

Arturo Giles: Schizoaffective Disorder

Min Jeung: Schizophrenia