Engravings and Expressions

#amenta rp #industrialbruise

uh, random person, the person in question has spent the last couple of days trying to get ib to kill himself, and that was. literally on a post with them doing that? like it’s not an awesome response but you have really fucked up standards to be yelling at ib about this and not them.

[Niki posts a a half dozen of jewelery images with commentary over the course of a few hours, reblogs some from jewelery and aesthetic blogs, and queues up more of both]

do it. i believe in you.

not yet, anon, but here’s a teaser

hope that makes you feel better

#amenta rp #industrialbruise #suicide baiting cw #injury cw

anon I do not have enough swear words to properly convey my feelings toward you but here’s a try. [lots of vulgar language, mostly in Voan with some smatterings of Tapap and Oakh].

and yet i sit here and stare at the knife block and think about improving the world

#amenta rp #industrialbruise #suicide cw

You dying would not improve the world; it would, actually, make it a poorer place.

#amenta rp #industrialbruise #nice anon

even if you were a melty gross mutant you would still be a person

thanks, anon

that’s a good thing to remember

Are you on birth control? Either way you should definitely dump him, that's really not okay.

Yeah, I’ve been careful about it ever since I sprung, which, like, he knows, but it still--

I think he got that we were done but I’ll send him a message just in case I don’t want to have to deal with him showing up here or some-fucking-thing.

#amenta rp #Anonymous

shit

that shitting impulsive idiot – shit –

if you’re the slightest bit relevantly impulsive you should be on long-term birth control in the spring.

it doesn’t matter that it’s less of a disaster because Voa, or if you know your partner’s careful about it, it, augh.

shit did he stop it without telling you

what the fuck

basically

he confessed to me this morning that he’d been skipping doses

shit

that shitting impulsive idiot -- shit --

if you’re the slightest bit relevantly impulsive you should be on long-term birth control in the spring.

it doesn’t matter that it’s less of a disaster because Voa, or if you know your partner’s careful about it, it, augh.

shit

#amenta rp #spring #personal

I really hate spring.

Two of my neighbors have babies and I die a little inside every time I see them and the boyfriend and I keep fighting and Tapa is maybe exploding a little and I am so shitting done with spring.

vent about your boyfriend so i can theraputically tell you what an asshole he’s being

#amenta rp #industrialbruise #personal #spring

I mean, it’s spring, it’s the obvious thing, he wants a kid too. He thinks we’re clearly compatible enough in spring too nevermind that we keep fighting, and we should just have one rather than waiting another year.

I think that that is so very much not a decision I can make while it is spring, and also I’m not actually completely sure about that especially given this mess and that is why we agreed in winter about this not to mention doing that this late in the season is risky and UGH

this is one of the few things that I expect is probably easier in credit countries, there’s a huge barrier to deciding this in the spring.

Two of my neighbors have babies and I die a little inside every time I see them and the boyfriend and I keep fighting and Tapa is maybe exploding a little and I am so shitting done with spring.

#amenta rp #personal #spring

blackoutlandish

Just because you never supported their murder doesn't mean no one else arrived at that conclusion because of your influence.

It is not news to me that I fucked up.

#amenta rp #blackoutlandish #harassment cw #reds cw

I’d recommend turning off anon, at least for a few weeks until they get bored. I don’t even know if these people actually care, rather than just poking you with it because you react.

Anon, if you actually care about the subject it doesn’t help to harass people, that just makes them more opposed to your position. It especially doesn’t help to harass people who have already changed their minds and are trying to help.

I’m back (hopefully)

The hellsite started silently losing posts and then just plain not working on my everything, and by the time I noticed it was spring, which rather put a dent in my motivation to do anything about it.

* if you posted something in the last while you want me to see ask me about it, I’m not going through everything since it stopped working.

* I may also have tried to respond to something and it got eaten, it looks like that happened to bunch of things but I can’t remember what half of them were. I will try to reconstruct my response if my memory is jogged.

* Looking through what actually got posted it looks like not much about my boyfriend went through, so: I have a boyfriend. I am currently too irritated with him to give a good overview, ask me again in a few days

* Anyone who posts untagged baby pictures will be summarily blocked.

* Spring is terrible.

#amenta rp #spring #technical difficulties

sooo related to the cooking club (I should post more about it, I’m not very good at anything complicated but it’s interesting), there’s this boy who lives an an apartment building a few blocks down who’s been attending and he’s really cute and asks smart questions and aaa.

#amenta rp #cooking #sinter's life

okay actually i’m gonna stop vagueblogging for a minute

if the way you wanna express being on my side, as somebody who’s gone through NAT, is sending hts anons about how hilarious it is that her husband was secretly a criminal and she’s probably a redfucker? please just don’t be on my side

especially the part where you’re being an asshole to someone about how she probably likes redkink and probably is hypo, haha, what kind of sick disgusting person would be like that

most of this shit probably isn’t true, and most of the rest of it is just being a pointless asshole about something genuinely shitty that happened to her

i really don’t like having to take her fucking side here. because every time i do i have to rethink whether the shit that happened to me was really wrong.