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I am kits horrible husband, and will be fighting in the hopes to make it so im not her ex husband.

There are no excuses for the things I have done

Kit thinks im fighting because she said i thought the grass wasn't greener. In truth its because it took everything i did to slap me back into reality of everything I was doing was wrong.

I got caught up in an emotional vulnerability from feeling unseen in my marriage. I said a lot of exaggerated mean things to this other woman about kit to try and gain "more love and empathy" and those words were coming from loneliness and hurt but they were still thoughts I had. Which I know hurt her more than me meeting this woman.

No one has to believe me but I did not doing anything with this other woman besides hug and cuddle. I was missing my love language in my marriage which is physical touch.

I met up with this woman on Monday afternoon. She tried doing things with me Monday night and it didnt feel right and it kind of grounded me back into reality what i was truely doing. I stayed with kits grandma on Tuesday and this woman was gone Wednesday morning.

Instead of fighting kit over money and property im hoping I can earn back her trust and maybe even obe day if it takes years. Earn back her love.

Its going to take time. What I did was not right. I will be seeking therapy this year when my insurance starts with work. Im working with her to make sure I can help her keep the house for our daughter and for her.

Maybe she is a single mother right now but she is not going to be left alone by me. I will be fighting for years to undo the hurt I caused in 3 short weeks. That took years of my sadness to get to.

She might not believe me but I still love her very much. Kit and I have shared 23 years of our lives together. I loved her when we were 13. I loved her when she left me for her ex husband. I loved her and kept her in the back of my mind for 5 years. I loved her when she called me crying because her ex husband was becoming abusive. And I flew her back to be with me. I loved her when we've had our little arguements over the years. I loved her when we were having our little girl and getting to grow older being parents together.

I love her.

It sucks that it took this, to slap me back into reality from everything I was doing and somehow I will at least fight to make surebshe doesnt hate me for everything I said.

And I will fight to try and earn back her love that i threw on the ground. She deserves better. I will be better.

She has always been there for me. I hour I can be there for my family and her.

Im not saying this because im trying to gain a pity party. I need her to see i want to try. And that this isnt just a thing im trying to do because idk "i miss that I had it good" or something.

So if you do read this kit. I still love you to the moon and back. I'm sorry that it took me hurting you. Hurting our 10 year marriag. Hurting our 23 years of friendship, so bad for me to see that still.

#redfoxwritesstuff

dechuis

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finnlongman

You know, I've seen manuscript abbreviations that looked like text-speak, but hand-drawing emojis to stand in for the word ceann (head) in a passage about Cú Chulainn being beheaded is taking that all to a new level

(The line from another manuscript: "Is ann sin d'éirgedar datha aille iongantacha do cheann Choingculoinn")

Manuscript is RIA 23 H 10, Oidheadh Con Culainn, written in 1808.

finnlongman

BREAKING NEWS HE DID IT AGAIN

"a cheann do bheith ar an ngad" but obviously when talking about heads on sticks we should just draw a ☹️ instead

finnlongman

He just keeps doing it. Every time somebody gets beheaded in this text, the word "ceann" gets replaced with 😐 And a lot of people get beheaded in this text (thanks Conall), so this happens a lot.

"Do bhain an 😐 de" He struck the head from him

finnlongman

#can he just not be arsed to write beheaded or is there some kind of taboo around the word

He actually does write the word beheaded (/behead/beheading) multiple times, haha (including multiple times in that first photo). It's the word head he avoids, though not always (he writes it out in the second line of the last picture). This is the only manuscript of the 50+ I've consulted that does this, and it's from 1808, so I don't think there can be any cultural reasons to avoid it. I think he's just entertaining himself, to be quite honest.

This is, after all, the same scribe who gave us this joyous beast:

Which I think is a horse. But I mostly think that because this word is the name of one of Cú Chulainn's horses, not because it actually looks too much like one. It's very cute.

gliondararmodraoi

54. An Ghealach Úr - The New Moon

Original from the Carmina Gadelica in Scots Gaelic and English here!

Aistriúchán Ghaeilge:

An t-ainm Áine an ghrás', An t-ainm Lugh Samhaildánach, An t-ainm Manannán Mac Lir agus a' ghealach ag fás, O! an t-ainm na trí atá d’ ár díon 's gach cás, Má's maith a fuair sibh sinn anocht, Seacht fearr go bhfága sibh sinn gan locht, A Ghealach gheal an tráth, A Ghealach gheal an tráth.

Ba bhreá liom Gaeilge a labhairt.

Tá mé go maith le léamh agus scríobh na Gaeilge. ach, níl a fhios agam cá háit le tosú ag labhairt Gaeilge. ní dóigh liom gur gá dom an blas Gaelach a fhoghlaim. I mo thuairimse, ag foghlaim conas a labhairt, a tharlaíonn an blas díreach. Bhain mé triail as físeáin youtube ach níl go leor mínithe dom a thuiscint sa chuid is mó acu.

#irish language #gaeilge #lgbtqia

canthaveshitingotham-crucified

i hate it when i cant even write a poem about something because its too obvious. like in the airbnb i was at i guess it used to be a kids room cause you could see the imprint of one little glow in the dark star that had been missed and painted over in landlord white. like that's a poem already what's the point

canthaveshitingotham-crucified

you get it. you get the themes. i dont have time to do it justice. just look at it its on the ceiling

brenna

teaboot

wheresmyphonemp3

fadingponycookiedream

andsorrowsend

werefeathers

I don't ever post political but. Welcome to the united states of autocracy... :/

strawberryaerach

Tá mé ag déanamh seinmliosta de cheol Gaeilge. If you have any suggestions, don't hesitate to comment below :)

depsidase

melanie-ohara

Also a decade later she went on to invent apocalypse fiction with The Last Man, a much weirder sci-fi set in a 21st century dystopia devastated by a plague

Bhí sé brónach.

cad é

ag faire ar a grá daoine an oiread sin

cén fáth

Níl grá ag aon duine di ar an mbealach céanna

It was sad.

What is.

Watching her love people so much.

Why.

No one loves her the same way

Had a friend share this on Twitter to me.

I thought it needed to be as Gaeilge

I hope i didn't mess it up

#gaeilge #irish language #poems and poetry #irish poetry

So. I was talking with the wife the other day, and I had made a comment that I wish I had posted more. She mentioned making a post and just schedule it, if, I don't want to make a flood of posts.

I had no idea you could schedule posts. And this brought on the thought. Do a ton of people I interact with post when they are feeling something and need to express it. Whether it be, they found something cool and want to talk about it. Or rant and rave.

Or. Are these just scheduled messages. And that's why sometimes I feel there is no feed back or discourse over things. 🤔

#lgbtqia #vtuber #irish language #gaeilge #sky

strawberryaerach

A cairde!! Paper Owl has created the first Celtic-inspired Irish language anime called Lí Ban, and it's being released on Cúla4 (in Ireland)/S4C (in Wales, and in the Welsh language) on October 15th. There will be 13 episodes, each 11 minutes long. The main character, Lí Ban, is described as a fiery twelve year old girl who goes from being a rebel to a hero after mysteriously being turned into a mermaid and her dog Con was turned into a sea otter. I'll definitely be watching this series- I can't wait!!