i wanna be tiny

17//Height: 5’4 SW: 134lbs LW: 111.5 CW:125.5 Gw1: 115 Gw2: 110 Gw3: 105 Gw4: 100 UGW: 95 I AM PRO RECOVERY, leave if you may be triggered<3 can’t reply to comments, send an ask if you need! Stay safe🤎

[sippingleaves]

Can someone just make me feel wanted, and loved? I will literally do anything at this point lol

[sippingleaves]

Can someone do this and coach me🥺 coaches pls dm

[sippingleaves]

Ana coaches, message me plz! Will do anything if you can actually help me lose weight faster!!💕

[sippingleaves]

I’m sad all the time 🤩 can someone coach me? Trying so hard to get to my ugw for so fcking long

[sippingleaves]

Can someone just make me feel wanted, and loved? I will literally do anything at this point lol

[sippingleaves]

AAAAA MY SKINNY AFFFFF BEST FRIEND TWITTER VENTEd about HOW SHE EATS SO MUCH LMAOOO BC SHE ATE A POT NOODLE LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO LMAO LMAO so I’m going on a 48 hour fast because I have to be better than her I’m a horrible person xxxxx

[anxietyfroggo]

There has been a British voice in my head saying " bit sad innit" for the past week.

[kendalljennerwannabe]

[sippingleaves]

Lmao srry this is actually me

[dhalirious-deactivated20210531]

112 vs 131

Photo on the right is my passport photo from 03/20/2020 at my hw. Left is my new passport photo taken 10/12/2020 at my new lw. Cant believe I just gave myself thinspo

[sippingleaves]

Yeeey dropped 2lbs overnight im guessing poop n water weighttt

[sippingleaves]

Hey so,

I literally binged for like a MONTH AND A HALF straight, do I even have an ed?? Lmao??

But yeah I gained like 13lbs and I’m like back right where I was so (: that’s frickin great (:

Anyway yesterday I started restricting again yesterday but also not really because I ate like 950 cal. I’m 18 hours into a fast now but I meal prepped for like 4 days so I’m gonna eat dinner so it doesn’t go to waste, but I’ll fast for atleast 2 hours more.

If anyone else has done this where you just fall off the wagon and don’t care at all about food for a period of time please let me know!! Bc I feel like I don’t have an ed or I’m faking it and idk what’s wrong w me ):

Anyway it feels like really good to be fasting again and hopefully back on track soonish..

[sippingleaves]

Just reblogging bc I never got back on track after this, but I’m trying to ease myself back in rn.

I can’t believe at one point I was eating 300-500 cal a day I can’t wait to get back to that point.

But rn I’m just trying to make sure I’m eating max my TDEE of 1500 and average about 800-900 cal. Hopefully in a few weeks I’ll be back to 300-500, I’m gonna try and update every day.

Not that I think anyone cares, just because it’s a motivator.

Before I started binging, I was at 111.5 lbs. literally 16 lbs away from my UGW. And now I’m 125lbs. 30 lbs away (: and that’s was only a few months ago.

I think some of it is water weight, I’ve not been able to poop properly to weigh myself yet either (sorry for tmi lmaoo). Buttttt yeah. I’ll try update every day.

Today I ate 1530 cal. :/

[aspiringcoolgirl]

I hate those posts that are like “EVERYONE has a little bit of a bloat on their stomach” bc it’s like I have Instagram and I know that’s not true ???

[aspiringcoolgirl]

“It’s your uterus” ok where is every models uterus then u fucking liar

[enraged-chihuahua]

fuck this *unfocuses my eyes*

[thin-books-tea-deactivated20171]

You could have: • thin arms • a cute butt • a flat tummy • slim calves • boney hands • visible collarbones • no double chin • thin legs • hipbones • (slightly) visible rips • a thin body

Don’t binge.

[del1cate-ange1]

telling myself this every day

[skvnilla]

I used to be @softskinnydream but I got terminated after like, 5 years so here I am again. If u r an active blog in September 2020 pls reblog this so I can follow you

[thewetblankie]

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[kritical-velociraptor]

Boosting this for followers or stumblers onto my blog.

I can’t help with 99% of eating disorder stuff because just thinking about it triggers crazytownbananapants for me, but this could really help some people.

[lady-freak-beast]

Signal boost for all the girls and boys working with recovery.

[and-none-for-gretchen-weinersbye]

I used this when I was recovering from my binge eating disorder and it saved me. This app works wonders and the best part is its indiscreet (it just says RR and has a picture of a bird so no one who looks through your phone will know what it is) and it is passcode locked so no one can get in. I highly recommend it!

[paintingmyselfnew]

I really recommend this even as a first step in getting some help. The sooner you start recovery the easier it will be to get healthy again. Eating disorders are hell.

[imhungrytolive]

Passing along 🌻

[small-casket8]

Recovery can start anytime. Even if you’ve tried before. You just need the right time.

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

[sippingleaves]

Hey so,

I literally binged for like a MONTH AND A HALF straight, do I even have an ed?? Lmao??

But yeah I gained like 13lbs and I’m like back right where I was so (: that’s frickin great (:

Anyway yesterday I started restricting again yesterday but also not really because I ate like 950 cal. I’m 18 hours into a fast now but I meal prepped for like 4 days so I’m gonna eat dinner so it doesn’t go to waste, but I’ll fast for atleast 2 hours more.

If anyone else has done this where you just fall off the wagon and don’t care at all about food for a period of time please let me know!! Bc I feel like I don’t have an ed or I’m faking it and idk what’s wrong w me ):

Anyway it feels like really good to be fasting again and hopefully back on track soonish..