U found me

Yo yo yo It's sir_ksft here. I'll be sharing thoughts here like some blog.

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This might be random, but this man

Erling looks scary🥀

I CAN'T BE THE ONLY ONE

😭😭😭

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"Oh, circumcise my love for you It's far too vapid and aimless I wanna be painless Love soldier, I want closure"

Cupid by jack Stauber's micropop

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fuck ts

I woke up in my bed, staring at my pillow wishing it was her. It was warm in my room, to warm for my liking. I got up and stared at the food. The one I can't bring myself to eat. I threw it away in the trash can as It bring me disgust.

Walked to this bitch ass school knowing she won't be there. it's so quiet these days. And guess what? I couldn't focus, I was tired from lack of sleep and her. I'm hurting. I'd cut so deep just to hug her rn. Heck I'd let her do anything to me. Yell, hit? idgaf. As long as it's her who does it.

Bet this is what it feel when I ain't near her. I guess I can't do particularly much about this fucking infatuation, but that doesn't stop the pain. It's like a knife being pushed deeper and deeper into your scar-filled chest.

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alright I take back what I said. I do miss her. So fucking much that my heart aches now that she isn't here.

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FOR WILLI

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Bro🙏

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The masculine urge to die

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As a human being who dyes my hair a lot, I only did what I do best. I dyed my hair agn.

Thing is just that I was bored of looking like Asteria so I cut of some more hair before dying it dark red this time. And it came out black/purple.. I mean at least fine shyt seems to be loving it but still😭

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Not my music class teacher having this EXACT poster on the classroom wall🥀

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Omg you changed ur pfp and I didn't know who you were

yup, just wanted it to match with my dc pfp

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You're out of reach yet right in front of me.

Can't you just.. stop moving on?

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I jst rlly fucking missed you and yet i can't hug you, pick you up in the air and spin you around as if i'll never let go. Which i would. If it only was a choice.

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Yk the skiing fit is hard when people don't know your gender✌️

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Big hug for u<333

And a even bigger hug 4 u <3

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I'd love some strong alcohol and nobody else but you in my sight.

You don't have to but i'd pass a bottle to you

And we could get drunk together

by the creek. Looking up at the stars and clouds with their might

See, they aren't so scary.. right?

I'd watch you, thinking I'm also looking up

I just want to see you happy

Because it's what makes me happy, N

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Honestly can't keep my horses alive for more then a few nights, I always end up jumping of a cliff or sum shit😔

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How I miss the old you

I love you-I think

Love it, you

I need u-to hear you

Talk to me

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Darling..?