I have never been so stress sick. I have never worried quite so much to my core. Gods I hope you are alright, I hope the folk are around you too. I still don't understand what is happening. I've never been so confused.
You knew what hurt me, why did you pick what was most painful. Is it painful for you too? Is this what you needed? Is it helping?
If any part of you loves any part of me, truly so, why not let me say goodbye?
Is there kindness in this? In no answers from anyone?
Gods I hope you are alright, at the very least far more alright than I am now.
But when I said I love you, that I care for you I meant it, I always will.
I won't ever forget about the kindness you gave me. I know the pain and grief I feel right now is love that has no where else to go.
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