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[weltenwellen]

Joan Didion, The Year of Magical Thinking

[spiderword]

I can always be relied upon to endure, and that is the facet of my personality that others find most useful. No instinct for self preservation, only an addiction to suffering, a prevailing sense of worthlessness that penetrates all fantasies of value to the world around me, all pretences of self respect. You can force me to my knees and subject me to the most extreme depravity of the human condition, and I will smile, dust myself off, rise, and ask, “What next?”.

#370- excerpts from the book I’ll never write

[sissy-n-17]

8:56 PM

Lovin & Livin

I have decided to care less about what might people think and talk about me.

Whatever you do, people will always have something to say.

When you are sorrounded with narrow headed critcs and fault finders ? How am i supposed to act ?

when one wrong move and you will all be judged. So should there must be a need for me to take precautions on that ?

Some people will believe what they wanted to believe. Their inputs about me refers from what they only see.

I don't have to explain anything and seek their approval. It isn't necessary to please everyone just to feel being accepted or just to make yourself you belong.

I am feeling good with myself this way.

I was born this way. I am in my own natural way.

I wouldn't like to loose myself just to fit in.

We have our own individualities and I think everyone should respect that.

If they don't like me? So be it. But I won't change myself, nor just to please you no matter how bicth you think i might be.

I will do what I want and their opinions doesn't matter.

It's my life. I should be the most to define it.. Not them.

I WON'T LOSE MYSELF to be favored by everyone.

What others think about me is entirely none of my business.

Cause small minds talk about people.

Considering their big head with a pea brain ?

Who talks so much but knows nothing.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Being able to effectively communicate with people who are dumb is a very smart skill to have

[sissy-n-17]

HOW IT STARTED

You're the one and that's for certain

I don't know how but it felt so sure

of all the people I've met,

your the one I would never forget.

You're a rare kind of a woman,

and I wish to be your man.

My heart speed up fast

call it kove at first sight, but

truly i fell deeply in love

You smiled and it brightens up the dark

Simultaneously shines like tha stars at night

Side to side walking through that carefully trimmed garden

With yellow lampost street and fountain

and I was like a moth and your the flame,

drawn with it's warnth just couldn't restrain

This feeling I can't ignore

this feeling I can't deny

Even if I try to, even if I tell myself.

It's like a newfound source of life,

that even at jupiter and mars,

does capable to breathe and survive

'Cause my heart and mind now works together

of which it both pleases to punder

that you and are meant for each other

of which I must not ignore

As silence engulfed between me and you

I made a plan to confess and tell you

My hands were trembling in shiver

searching for the right words to say

afraid I might displease you and turn away...

But it frightens me more see you walking away...

suddenly out in desperation ......

I motion to have you in my possession

You put an end to my years of searching

like a piece in a puzzle that is missing

I know now where I should be going

and I have never been so sure of anything.

I have loved you ever since that day

and it grow stronger day after day

My favorite memory of "us together"

I will always cherish

well engraved to my heart to never perish

[realsurrealfeel]

“A Midsummer Night’s Trip” by Mear One

[wnq-writers]

“You’ll find only what you look for. All else is a blur.”

— afkwrites

[sissy-n-17]

Feeling so greatful, but deep inside.. insecure.

[sissy-n-17]

HOW IT STARTED

You're the one and that's for certain

I don't know how but it felt so sure

of all the people I've met,

your the one I would never forget.

You're a rare kind of a woman,

and I wish to be your man.

My heart speed up fast

call it kove at first sight, but

truly i fell deeply in love

You smiled and it brightens up the dark

Simultaneously shines like tha stars at night

Side to side walking through that carefully trimmed garden

With yellow lampost street and fountain

and I was like a moth and your the flame,

drawn with it's warnth just couldn't restrain

This feeling I can't ignore

this feeling I can't deny

Even if I try to, even if I tell myself.

It's like a newfound source of life,

that even at jupiter and mars,

does capable to breathe and survive

'Cause my heart and mind now works together

of which it both pleases to punder

that you and are meant for each other

of which I must not ignore

As silence engulfed between me and you

I made a plan to confess and tell you

My hands were trembling in shiver

searching for the right words to say

afraid I might displease you and turn away...

But it frightens me more see you walking away...

suddenly out in desperation ......

I motion to have you in my possession

You put an end to my years of searching

like a piece in a puzzle that is missing

I know now where I should be going

and I have never been so sure of anything.

I have loved you ever since that day

and it grow stronger day after day

My favorite memory of "us together"

I will always cherish

well engraved to my heart to never perish

[just-shower-thoughts]

“It’s never too late to start” is a terrible midset for procrastinators

[sissy-n-17]

Important Shortcut Keys System

CTRL+A. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Select All

CTRL+C. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Copy

CTRL+X. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Cut

CTRL+V. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Paste

CTRL+Z. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Undo

CTRL+B. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Bold

CTRL+U. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Underline

CTRL+I . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Italic

F1 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Help

F2 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Rename selected object

F3 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Find all files

F4 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Opens file list drop-down in dialogs

F5 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Refresh current window

F6 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Shifts focus in Windows Explorer

F10 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Activates menu bar options

ALT+TAB . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Cycles between open applications

ALT+F4 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Quit program, close current window

ALT+F6 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Switch between current program windows

ALT+ENTER. . . . . . . . . . . . . . Opens properties dialog

ALT+SPACE . . . . . . . . . . . . . . System menu for current window

ALT+¢ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . opens drop-down lists in dialog boxes

BACKSPACE . . . . . . . . . . . . . Switch to parent folder

CTRL+ESC . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Opens Start menu

CTRL+ALT+DEL . . . . . . . . . . Opens task manager, reboots the computer

CTRL+TAB . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Move through property tabs

CTRL+SHIFT+DRAG . . . . . . . Create shortcut (also right-click, drag)

CTRL+DRAG . . . . . . . . . . . . . Copy File

ESC . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Cancel last function

SHIFT . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Press/hold SHIFT, insert CD-ROM to bypass auto-play

SHIFT+DRAG . . . . . . . . . . . . Move file

SHIFT+F10. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Opens context menu (same as right-click)

SHIFT+DELETE . . . . . . . . . . . Full wipe delete (bypasses Recycle Bin)

ALT+underlined letter . . . . Opens the corresponding menu

PC Keyboard Shortcuts

Document Cursor Controls

HOME . . . . . . . . . . . . . . to beginning of line or far left of field or screen

END . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . to end of line, or far right of field or screen

CTRL+HOME . . . . . . . . to the top

CTRL+END . . . . . . . . . . to the bottom

PAGE UP . . . . . . . . . . . . moves document or dialog box up one page

PAGE DOWN . . . . . . . . moves document or dialog down one page

ARROW KEYS . . . . . . . move focus in documents, dialogs, etc.

CTRL+ > . . . . . . . . . . . . next word

CTRL+SHIFT+ > . . . . . . selects word

Windows Explorer Tree Control

Numeric Keypad * . . . Expand all under current selection

Numeric Keypad + . . . Expands current selection

Numeric Keypad – . . . Collapses current selection

¦ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Expand current selection or go to first child

‰ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Collapse current selection or go to parent

Special Characters

‘ Opening single quote . . . alt 0145

’ Closing single quote . . . . alt 0146

“ Opening double quote . . . alt 0147

“ Closing double quote. . . . alt 0148

– En dash. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0150

— Em dash . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0151

… Ellipsis. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0133

• Bullet . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0149

® Registration Mark . . . . . . . alt 0174

© Copyright . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0169

™ Trademark . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0153

° Degree symbol. . . . . . . . . alt 0176

¢ Cent sign . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0162

1⁄4 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0188

1⁄2 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0189

3⁄4 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0190

PC Keyboard Shortcuts

Creating unique images in a uniform world! Creating unique images in a uniform world!

é . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0233

É . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0201

ñ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0241

÷ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . alt 0247

File menu options in current program

Alt + E Edit options in current program

F1 Universal help (for all programs)

Ctrl + A Select all text

Ctrl + X Cut selected item

Shift + Del Cut selected item

Ctrl + C Copy selected item

Ctrl + Ins Copy selected item

Ctrl + V Paste

Shift + Ins Paste

Home Go to beginning of current line

Ctrl + Home Go to beginning of document

End Go to end of current line

Ctrl + End Go to end of document

Shift + Home Highlight from current position to beginning of line

Shift + End Highlight from current position to end of line

Ctrl + f Move one word to the left at a time

Ctrl + g Move one word to the right at a time

MICROSOFT® WINDOWS® SHORTCUT KEYS

Alt + Tab Switch between open applications

Alt +

Shift + Tab

Switch backwards between open

applications

Alt + Print

Screen

Create screen shot for current program

Ctrl + Alt + Del Reboot/Windows® task manager

Ctrl + Esc Bring up start menu

Alt + Esc Switch between applications on taskbar

F2 Rename selected icon

F3 Start find from desktop

F4 Open the drive selection when browsing

F5 Refresh contents

Alt + F4 Close current open program

Ctrl + F4 Close window in program

Ctrl + Plus

Key

Automatically adjust widths of all columns

in Windows Explorer

Alt + Enter Open properties window of selected icon

or program

Shift + F10 Simulate right-click on selected item

Shift + Del Delete programs/files permanently

Holding Shift

During Bootup

Boot safe mode or bypass system files

Holding Shift

During Bootup

When putting in an audio CD, will prevent

CD Player from playing

WINKEY SHORTCUTS

WINKEY + D Bring desktop to the top of other windows

WINKEY + M Minimize all windows

WINKEY +

SHIFT + M

Undo the minimize done by WINKEY + M

and WINKEY + D

WINKEY + E Open Microsoft Explorer

WINKEY + Tab Cycle through open programs on taskbar

WINKEY + F Display the Windows® Search/Find feature

WINKEY +

CTRL + F

Display the search for computers window

WINKEY + F1 Display the Microsoft® Windows® help

WINKEY + R Open the run window

WINKEY +

Pause /Break

Open the system properties window

WINKEY + U Open utility manager

WINKEY + L Lock the computer (Windows XP® & later)

OUTLOOK® SHORTCUT KEYS

Alt + S Send the email

Ctrl + C Copy selected text

Ctrl + X Cut selected text

Ctrl + P Open print dialog box

Ctrl + K Complete name/email typed in address bar

Ctrl + B Bold highlighted selection

Ctrl + I Italicize highlighted selection

Ctrl + U Underline highlighted selection

Ctrl + R Reply to an email

Ctrl + F Forward an email

Ctrl + N Create a new email

Ctrl + Shift + A Create a new appointment to your calendar

Ctrl + Shift + O Open the outbox

Ctrl + Shift + I Open the inbox

Ctrl + Shift + K Add a new task

Ctrl + Shift + C Create a new contact

Ctrl + Shift+ J Create a new journal entry

WORD® SHORTCUT KEYS

Ctrl + A Select all contents of the page

Ctrl + B Bold highlighted selection

Ctrl + C Copy selected text

Ctrl + X Cut selected text

Ctrl + N Open new/blank document

Ctrl + O Open options

Ctrl + P Open the print window

Ctrl + F Open find box

Ctrl + I Italicize highlighted selection

Ctrl + K Insert link

Ctrl + U Underline highlighted selection

Ctrl + V Paste

Ctrl + Y Redo the last action performed

Ctrl + Z Undo last action

Ctrl + G Find and replace options

Ctrl + H Find and replace options

Ctrl + J Justify paragraph alignment

Ctrl + L Align selected text or line to the left

Ctrl + Q Align selected paragraph to the left

Ctrl + E Align selected

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[sissy-n-17]

ONE WINDY HOT SUMMER

I ROSE INTO A PITFUL SLUMBER

AN AWFUL PORTRAIT I REMEMBER

DWELTS MY HEART INTO VAST SOMBER

SUNKEN SOUL OF REMOURSE

EPISODES I ONLY GOT WORSE

FORGIVE ME BROTHERS AND SISTERS

FOR MUTINY AGAINTS LAW OF RIGHTEOUS

THE WORLD HAS BLURRED MY VISION

DROWNED BY THE WAVES OF EMOTION

THIS COULD BE A PERMANENT SOLUTION

WAY TO ESCAPE IN THIS DARK PRISON

MY FAITH WAS LOST AND TORN

I YELL GOD IN SCORN OF QUESTION

INTO THE MOON I WISH AND MOURN

MAY MY LIFE BE ETERNALLY GONE TO OBLIVION

[just-shower-thoughts]

“It’s never too late to start” is a terrible midset for procrastinators

[sissy-n-17]

[sissy-n-17]

Ctto

[just-shower-thoughts]

Introverts aren’t anti social, they’re pro solitude

[sissy-n-17]