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☯️ Beauty behind the fantasy ☯️

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The Truth Is In The Eyes

Please, don't look me in the eyes. I'm scared you might realize the truth. Go away, it's cold in here. I want to be alone. If I showed you what's inside my head, you would be scared. It's dark and empty. Cruel, without mercy. What would a person like you do in the world like this? You will be hurt. Don't come any nearer, I can't help you. I can't save you. I couldn't even save myself.

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Man Of The World

“Strong and brave, living his dream. Following his purpose. Success was his middle name. Everything he achieved, he deserved. Every sacrifice he made was to become what he wanted.

He became very strong. He called himself "Man Of The World". That's how big he was.

He thought that he was unbreakable, that there wasn't a thing that could bring him down.

He thought that there wasn't even a one enemy that could win against him.

Apparently he forgot about the one unfair player. Human's worst enemy called death.

When the death came, knocking on his heart he realized. He realized that nobody in this world can be unbreakable, that nobody can be undefeated.

Man of the world or not he was like everybody else. Everything he achieved he couldn't bring with him. All of his treasures left behind him. He went up those stairs like everybody else.

Than he realized that we are all the same. No matter what we have, no matter what we wear. No matter what we think inside our head we all die the same. Naked in front the sky, with bare hands and empty mind.

We all end up in the same place after all. We all end up in the cold darkness of the coffin buried in the dirt.

How ironic, we go where we belong to. In the dirt.

Dirt belongs to dirt. That's why we feel a need to be clean, that's why we clean ourselves every day.  But no matter how many showers you take, you're a human and you're always be dirty. Dirty from all the dust you've been collecting your whole life. Dirty from the marks that life made on your skin. Dirty from the lies your mouth created. Dirty from the thoughts your brain registered.” -EnnaM. 

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Alexithymia

I'm scared. Scared of touches, scared of words and emotions. Please go away. Why do you love me? Why are you trying to scare me?

I don't want to be loved, I don't want to love. I hate commitments and I hate relationships. Go away from me. Why are you climbing on the wall that's this tall? What's the point? Why do you like making me uncomfortable from the sweetness of your words?

How don't you understand that I'm a flower born in the lonely field without anyone beside me.

First when I was curious I let them approach me and they did. I didn't like it. After they left I wasn't feeling good. I felt useless, not good enough. I mean, they made me feel that way.

It hurt so much. Since than i promised I won't let anyone too close. Cause we're all people, it's in our veins to hurt each other. -EnnaM. 

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Spirited Away / / Quote

Lin: "What's going on here?"

Kamaji: "Something you wouldn't recognize. It's called love."

- Spirited Away ♡

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Once you’ve met someone you never really forget them. It just takes a while for your memories to return.

Spirited Away - Hayao Miyazaki  (via ilovequotes1)

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-You don’t remember your name? -No, but for some reason I remember yours. 

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”Nothing that happens is ever forgotten, even if you can’t remember it.” -Zeniba (Spirited Away) 

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"Her eyes are shining.Shining from the tears, gathering in her eyes. Are her sacrifices worth all the pain she's going thru? Her hands are tired. Everything she wants in life, she has to work hard for it. But the thing is, she never got what she wanted. " - EnnaM

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 "It's up to you if you wanna forget us. It's up to you if you wanna kill us. We were just one star in the ocean of million others. The sky will still shine even without us on it." -EnnaM.