Words left unspoken

[sizzlingcoffeeblizzard]

I miss you

If I could go back I’d do things differently. I would change all of it. I would put myself through more pain by keeping it a secret that I knew just so that maybe I had more time with you. That’s all I want, more time. More good days. I miss you so much and I just want you back. I’ve tried to get over you but I’m still in love with you. You left me and I’m the one who pushed you away. It is all my fault and I can’t seem to fix things. I know it’s fine to give up, but I just can’t do that yet.

[sizzlingcoffeeblizzard]

I want to write I love you on a rock and throw it at your face so you know how much it hurts to love you.

[sizzlingcoffeeblizzard]

To my "almost",

Hi. I am writing this to you probably because I don't have the guts to tell you how I feel. I'm too afraid to tell you how much I fell for you, and how much I wanted you to be mine again. I'm afraid that I just had a one-sided feeling, that everything that happened wasn't real, that you weren't real, you weren't there and we weren't real.

But maybe what we had was something. But done at the wrong timing, because we were both lovers who's afraid to break, to fall, to hurt, to love and to be left... again.

I guess almost is never really enough.

But oh God, if time permits, if love does, maybe we could try again,

And I hope everything falls into place that time.

—A letter from your drunk lover; Princess

[thesinwyrm]

Girls don’t like boys.

Girls like middle aged men with chest hair and laughter lines. 

[sizzlingcoffeeblizzard]

Anyway,

Why do I still write about you if I’m doing fine na? Simply because para yung mga natitirang emotions tuluyang mawala na. Sounds weird but this is how I cope up with my emotional baggage. Sabi nga, I write to remember and sometimes to forget. To remember the good times we shared and to forget everything for me to finally move on. I don’t think na mababasa mo to but if you need me, I’m still here.

[sadbreakupquotes-deactivated201]

i love you, but i hate you. i miss you, but i’m better off without you. i want you out of my life, but I never want to let you go. Day 18

(via chocolate-pumkin)

[summer-starlette]

Is it just me, or is intelligence the most attractive thing in a person?

[sizzlingcoffeeblizzard]

fml

anyone else my age: omg i saw this really hot guy at the gym yesterday

anyone else my age: omg the guy I have a crush on totally liked me

me: omg I like someone 29 years older than me who's married with a son... omg!!!!!

[s-tc-udy-blog]

Me after seeing my TC in the halls.

But how could I not?; He is just so adorable :c

[kwentoniblack]

Kung hindi ako gusto ng taong gusto ko. Sana hindi siya magustuhan ng taong gusto niya.

Hahaha (via kwentoniblack)

[sizzlingcoffeeblizzard]

My only question for “you.” How do you feel about me, now? I know you still love me I can feel it inside. Instead of not letting me know how you feel, why don’t you tell me so I can fix it? Damn you.

[sizzlingcoffeeblizzard]

I hate how I can love people so immensely and yet push them away so easily to protect myself. Ganun na lang palagi? Queen of running away?!?

[vecaglen]

Ang gusto ko lang, yung hindi ako susukuan.

[justtryingtabreathe-blog]

Do you ever just shut off?? Like you could be feeling okay and interacting with people and then all of a sudden *boom* you’re empty. Not hating yourself, not caring about anything… Just feeling disassociated and indifferent to live around you.

[thepersonalquotes]

[sizzlingcoffeeblizzard]

Know the feeling when your thoughts starts swimming inside your head, your heart's doing its unusual erratic beating, ten times louder and butterflies were endlessly fluttering in your stomach? This is way more intense than that. Para kang uminom ng halo-halong hard liquors tapos gutom na gutom ka.

[sizzlingcoffeeblizzard]

NEVER GIVE UP

May nagugustuhan ka ba ngayon? Na sa tingin mo ay malabo ka rin magustuhan? Nakaka-inspire lang yung palabas na 'started with a kiss' kahit katagal-tagal na niya parang pinapakita nito na may saysay talaga ang paghihintay, may saysay din ang totoong pagmamahal na pinapakita mo sa isang tao kahit minsan ay binabalewala nito. Pag nagmamahal, dapat handa ka rin masaktan. Kapag pinili mong maghintay, asahan mo na maraming bagay ang maghihinder sayo para tumigil ka na sa paghihintay mo. Kung gusto mo malaman na totoong nagmamahal ka na, kaya mong i-sacrifice ang lahat para sa isang tao. Hindi mo ma-explain kung bakit mo siya nagustuhan. Basta kahit anong mangyari, wag ka susuko basta-basta, ipaglaban mo, ipakita mo na mahal mo talaga siya. Wag mo sayangin ang panahon, Kung sakaling di man effective, maaring ibang storya ang nakalaan sayo. Wag ka mag-alala. God is still working for your greatest love story ever. ❤️