Stuff and things

Yeah...

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Deja Vu

I've completely lost it. And here I am, bitching, always just come here to bitch and moan. Should probably start a journal, practice my hand writing for once. "Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know, Feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold. It's like something takes over me, Soon as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like deja vu. I wanna get away from this place I do. But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't And why? I just don't know..."

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What do you do when the one thing you always looked forward to, that gave you your drive, and your confidence just walks out the door? What if you don't care about anything else or yourself enough to find any more drive? What do you call it when the emotional rock bottom you've met before is far more appealing than the rock bottom you're at now? What're you supposed to do when you feel you can't trust the people you've always took your problems too? I'll just drink my whiskey, and smoke my weed, and hope my heart finds the beat it needs.

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Sorry

I'm a human being.

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Goodbye Tumblr

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me: hello yes brain can we go one day without feeling aimless, empty, and dead inside?

brain: lol no

me: okay that's fair

[hallucination]

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Avatar don't not rotate wuut

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Ye holy budith

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I love you

All I wanna do is touch your butt, party with ya, hold ya, love on ya, and know you're mine. What's the big deal? Why the wait? Can't you see thee effect you have on me? Or do you just not care? "As much as a woman can" my ass.

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I guess I'm being punished for my wrong doings in the past.

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Just can't take anymore.

The best love is no love, then you're invincible.

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You're so frickin cute! OMG

Thanks!

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[deactivated-blog]

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Every body lies. And nobody keeps a secret.

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Stuck in limbo, I can't go you got my gears grindin, If you don't mind then I guess don't mind it.

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New low. I make myself sad. Meh