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hi guys this is my intro i may or may not update idk uhh

im swashz 👀

my sona up there aha

Im genderfluid, go by he/she

i like-

the Stanley parable

roblox

animal jam

slime rancher

story and walking sims

pizza game beta 🥹🤤

a hat in time

bbieal 🙂‍↕️

im most interested in tsp, roblox, aj and pizza game!

ps. i also selfship with PG

i lub animals in general. and video games and arts and other stuff.

okh byue

#stickers by strangergraphics-archive #lunardividers #captorkinnie-deactivated20187224 #cherishedpngs #intro post #blog intro #might update later idk #i never made one of these b4 #btw the deactivated guy isnt actually deactivated

nocturnalwxii

I don't usually share my own experience on here and just reblog information abt Ukraine but I can't keep it like this any longer. because I'm a real person behind the screen and I can just cease to exist at any moment. because this has been our reality for years, and the world must always remember how bloodthirsty russians are.

tonight russians carried one of the most brutal attacks with tons of drones, cruise missiles, and ballistic missiles, killing several civilians and wounding dozens.

after the sleepless night, I'm just shaking right now at the realisation that my family and I could've died tonight because multiple missiles and drones were flying right above our house. hearing the sound of a drone approaching, I legit thought it was going to fucking hit our house, the explosions were EXTREMELY LOUD. and it's like this all the time.

when you leave the shelter in the morning, you try to get at least some sleep so you can carry on with your day. but for some, the day won't continue. they will have no dreams, no future to build. because RUSSIANS KILLED THEM. and throughout the day, you feel something inside you dying over and over again. this emptiness, born of the realisation of reality, consumes you.

I'm scared for my friends, for their families, and for all Ukrainians. I'm scared for my friend who is currently fighting in the war. I want justice for all of us and for my country. for all the civilians and military personnel who were tortured and killed, for all the POWs, for all those who were deported, for all the children who have been living in fear, for those who were killed, and for those who were forcibly taken into ruzzian "families". I just want to live happy. I want my people to live happy. but instead, we have to fight for our existence every single day. I want russia to burn for everything these terrorists have done. fuck all of them.

I'm eternally thankful to our defenders for me being alive today. I'm eternally thankful to our rescue workers.

please remember about Ukraine.

remsterden

my controversial opinion

remsterden

I now realize I did this with myself. Watch my glasses slowly become one

( from left to right: November 2025, february 2026, april 2026 )

#reverse mitosis...

baldimoreplayhouse99

baldi, baldi! let down your hair!

stanleyparableconfessions

If the Bucket isn't a good partner for Stanley, it follows that isn't isn't a good partner for the Narrator, right?

I mean, we know the Narrator eventually leaves the Parable (or would've left if we hadn't stopped in the Epilogue) because he realizes his attachment to Stanley isn't really healthy.

Personally I am of the belief that Stanley is The Narrator's reassurance bucket. He created him for companionship, to have someone to talk a that wouldn't talk back. He starts neglecting the people in his life just to work on/spend time with Stanley. Probably gets a divorce about it. Stanley might've started as an empty vessel, much like a bucket, and even though the Narrator knows this he finds himself attached to him (maybe even In Love With Him, if you take Stanley's love of the bucket as romantic, which you don't *have to* but the game seems to support in some way).

However, Stanley isn't real. And the bucket, well, it is just a bucket. It can't correspond his feelings, not really. Stanley's love for it comes from a place of devastating loneliness, it isn't really healthy.

I think the game in the end is trying to teach us to let go. Things change. They come to an end. You can't stay stuck forever, you can't let your fantasies/your creative work/your nostalgia run your life.

It is such a shame that just as the Narrator finds the strength to let go, we drag him down again, because our own desire to keep the Parable going forever and the Settings Person's power is stronger.

There is a shipper in my heart who believes that Stanley and The Narrator are meant to be together forever in a fucked up antagonistic co-dependent endless narrative cycle, but if we take canon seriously, it would probably be for the best they split apart. Stanley wants his freedom. The Narrator wants his freedom. They can't be free as long as they're trapped with each other in the Parable, as long as the player will keep them trapped in the cycle.

(If we want them to be happy we need to turn off the game. Reject Settings' offer. Touch grass and let go.)

(Of course I'm not doing that though. I'm slurping up that fanfiction like it's the world's tastiest ramen. Men kissing? Brother sign me up. Let's keep this train going until the heat death of the universe.)

Anyway, yeah. That's my personal reading.

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#413 buckets so far!

stanleyparableconfessions

I just think The Bucket is not a good partner for Stanley at all. "Press [key] to ignore anyone in your life except me" is not something a good companion says. Sure, it reassures Stanley and can probably effectively transfer a liquid from one location to a different location but other than that? It didn't even try to understand Stanley's passion for pressing the number 3 on the keypad behind the boss's desk. And it tells Stanley not to listen to the Narrator, who guides Stanley through this nightmarish purgatory and wishes him well (in some endings.) Also it just isn't a good person overall, trying to take over the parable like some kind of dictator and all.

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#410 buckets so far! although i'm not sure if the buckets are appropriate for this post..

swashz

i would like to mention the music played for the bucket

this one is so unsettling. they even have a heartbeat sfx near the end!

killing the bucket brings this sad, but relieved (?) song

this one gives a very heavenly vibe to me

this one also makes me feel unsettled

#tsp #tspud #tspud bucket #Spotify

sum superthieves doodles for @rexila-rites

#tsp #tspud #superthieves au #triple baka #roblox bear

bucketcrusher9

#ouu hes so #cute!!!#its like a bald chiwawa

my lb stanley is that he is just sick and since narrator has been struggling with guessing emotions he second guesses himself and comes to the conclusion that Stanley is in love lol

#tsp #tspud #tsp stanley #the stanley parable #love bug au

ny4n--s0d4-deactivated20260517

5k notes and I clean my room

2.5k I'll clean half of my room

stanleyparableconfessions

people should consider the ending to the tsp demo when writing angst fanfics instead of the skip button or zending. IT IS SOOO GOOOD. THE MAN IS ON THE VERGE OF TEARS YEARNING FOR FREEDOM.