.skinfero

a small diary of a person who thinks too much

[dreamyelectronicmusic]

Simon: School is important. Good grades will help me get out of this small town. Getting a C is unacceptable. I'll get tutoring I can't afford because it matters so much to me.

Simon after his first blowjob: Why shouldn't we skip class????

[aslongasitsblack]

my young royals confession is i don’t really understand when people headcanon simon as particularly effeminate, or at least more effeminate than wille

like simon is skater dude gamer boy scuffed vans baggy jeans wallet chain same haircut all show no table manners sells ritalin in school doesn’t know how to dress and doesn’t care to learn how to

while wille is leather ralph lauren toiletry bag girl bestie purple nail polish grew up in a literal palace haircut every two weeks gay little scarves loro piana seasonal order

and also! of course! they can both be both! they can both be both masculine and feminine!

but i guess what i mean is i find simons softsweetfeminine side the way it’s portrayed in the show often more nuanced and interesting than credited

[viwifey]

A.K.A. VI AND VANDER

[sobadbad]

from this beautiful story by Jay @enjoythesilentworld

Simon and Wilhelm [YOUNG ROYALS] @giftober 2024 | day 3: Gold

[hillerska-official]

Everyday I check back in the ao3 tags for young royals and every day theres more fics, it's so cool to be here right at the start!

[hillerska-official]

Theres 9 pages now :)

[hillerska-official]

By the way. It's at 278 pages now.

[allthefakepeople]

i think @billfarrah has touched on this and probably a few others

but i find it super interesting that so many people see wille as this super awkward, clumsy person and are surprised when he knows how to flirt with simon and i know a lot of these are jokes and also come from wille's first interaction with simon where he trips

but i actually think wille is pretty confident both in his relationship with simon as well as outside of it

take the fish scene for example, he was fully confident and in control in that scene

he's the one who introduces himself to simon in ep 1 and he's the one who asks simon if he wants to spend time with him at the party

he goes to simon in ep 5 of s2 and lays out exactly what the circumstances are, in front of rosh and ayub, without hesitation

he offers to get simon hotdogs

he tells simon that he'd "show him" what he wanted to do if simon ever came to the palace

he lures (lol probably the wrong word but whatever) simon into the music room for a hook up with just one look

he chases after simon's car and puts in clear words that he wants to be with him but he left the crown behind for himself

the times where he does seem awkward or he stumbles over his words are when his and simon's relationship is uncertain

when he asks simon to stay with him for parents weekend, he seems awkward because he's trying to figure out how to phrase his offer and he's not sure where he stands with simon

when he tells simon he got a haircut in their first interaction after their break up, he's just trying to figure out what to say and how to start a conversation

when he asks simon to open the pencil case, he just wants simon to pay him some attention

any of the times where he seems awkward, it's because him and simon aren't on steady ground

i think it's fine if people view him as clumsy and awkward, but i think it's also important to note that when he's certain of his relationship with simon, he doesn't hold back and he actually does have quite a lot of game.

that's all

[sobadbad]

[skinfero]

It's beautiful how Wille is trying to comfort Simon like Simon once did to him, because it worked for him and that's the only form of comfort he knows.

They really learned things from each other.

[skinfero]

"It's been a while."

Hey, Tumblr!

I know, it's been a lot of months, maybe a year. I opened up about this to try to get rid of the anxiety and depression I was dealing with at that time. I went through a lot, started taking meds to help, then stopped because I thought I was better and didn't need them anymore.

Yeah, dumb move, I realize that now.

Got a good job, almost done with school (last year), got a boyfriend. Everything seems fine, but I still feel crappy.

Felt like I needed to come back here after a tough event in my life. A friend died, playing around with a gun, killed by his best friend. It's heavy.

I'm finishing school, but in the end, I don't know what to do anymore. Wanted to study psychology, but I'm not sure anymore.

Can't take it, too much pressure.

Lost everything, losing everything.

[skinfero]

Hey Tumblr!

i feel so empty these weeks

I'm not being as productive as I want to be, it's killing me. I'm on vacation from school and I study more than when I was studying.

But it doesn't seem like enough, living is so empty.

You have to do the things you're told to get money and live a completely mediocre and boring life and I didn't want that...

Living is bad, the people around me that make it so good.

I hope one day I can see life through these people's eyes.

:)

[sosuperawesome]

Saigetsu on Instagram

[ancientsstudies]

The Book of Knowledge, Arthur Mee.

[skinfero]

Hey, Tumblr.

I'm at a perhaps decisive moment in my life, but I'm afraid of ruining everything.

Not for doing something wrong, but for having accepted it so easily. I don't know if I like this person and I'm afraid of hurting them if I'm just confused.

Do I really want this or do I just have the need to have it? Is it just jealousy of someone else's relationship?

I feel like I'm never really ready for something like this, I feel like I wasn't made.

But sometimes I just wanted that.

Do I really want to have someone to share some moment of my life with? Do I really want this kind of relationship?

It just makes me more confused, more and more confused.

Would if I liked the person really would have a better reaction?

I was really happy at the time, but is it because I finally found someone who likes me or because I really like this person?

I feel like complete shit. Just that.

I don't know if I can handle so much pressure.

I do not know. I do not know. I do not know.

I just wish everything could stop for a little bit.

So that I could take a deep breath, so that this suffocation at the bottom of my throat would stop.

My life is shit.

See you, Tumblr.

[lesbianweed]

“Hey, you’re everything to me, okay?”

[skinfero]

I hate my family.

But don't take it for the moment, I really hate my family.

I feel like dying every second I spend in this place.

I just wanted to have a completely normal family.

With parents who loved me unconditionally and siblings who supported me.

I just feel like this is too much for me.

[skinfero]

Hey.

It's horrible to realize that you're buried up to your neck in a completely toxic friendship. Where only you and only you accept that person for who they are and think they're wonderful, but they don't think the same about you.

Always wanting to change her habits with the excuse that she's trying to make you a better person and molding you to what she wants you to be, and what she believes is right.

That person sucks.

That person is horrible.

But you are so dependent on her good morning every day to improve hers that you simply don't do anything to drive away or warn this person who is hurting you.

And you keep letting it hurt and burn and hurt because you're afraid of losing a good friend.

But guess what, that person is a bad friend and is just hurting, hurting and hurting you. Making you more dependent and manipulating.

Get out of it, get out of it.

[skinfero]

I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want It to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want It to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want It to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want It to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want It to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want It to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want it to end I just want It to end I just want it to end

[skinfero]

I just wanted it to be over.