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HURT ME

Please, I just want to feel whole, like my own person, not shattered up, not hollow, not like this, I hate this, if this is what it's like being alive I hate it, there's no joy in life anymore and all I do is filling the void and stupid holes with lies!!!! Lies!!! Fake feelings!! I feel nothing I'm emotionless and worthless!!!! Fuck me!! Fuck you!!!

I legit don't know who I am, i feel so hollow. Help me please I can't do this I don't know what to do or how to live properly, i don't even know if it's worth trying. I don't know what I like, who I like, why or how. I have no emotions yet I feel them all. It's all so fuzzy yet clear. It hurts I want it to end I just want it to fucking STOP

I don't know who I am. I've never known who i was. I'm loosing something, is it myself? I don't even have a amyself, I'm barely even a fucking ghost. What am I???? Who am I???? Help me help me help me help me help me help me help me help me

Trigger yourself trigger yourself trigger yourself trigger yourself trigger yourself triggerbyourself trigger yourself trigger yourself trigger yourself trigger yourself trigger yourself trigger yourself

I’m weak and pathetic

Yeah that was really nice. Takes me back home. Back I to your arms. God I hate you, fucking nasty cunt.

Tbh putting the lighter against the skin would be something fun. Probably feel the same like the cigarette rubbings ya gave me when I was 6. Ya liked that didn't you, ya nasty fuck

Uh

I want to kill myself

WHY ARENT YIU FUCKING DEAD YOULL JUST BE TIRED TOMORROW FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!

YOU FUCKING CUNT

Oh

Hospital: Your dad might have been found dead

Me:

#good

Ugghhh tfw yyour death day has to e canvelled cause you invited a friedn over fuufuvufkfuvkfkvukf da,nit fuck!!!!! how much longr ddo i have to stand in this fucking hell hole called “family”

Don't you understand? I never wanted you to care

It hurts to breath

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