victoria

"I see no point in living if I can't be beautiful"

[skinnysweethrt]

Girlblog Intro ♡

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"You're in the yard, I light the fire

You write, I tour, we make it work

You're beautiful and I'm insane

We're American-made"

౨ৎthe music i listen to- lana del rey, the smiths, fiona apple, mazzy star, jeff buckley, enya, the sundays, cas, hole, clario, etc. just music in general

౨ৎi like movies and shows like breakfast club, girl interrupted, howls moving castle, priscilla, buffalo 66, virgin suicides, death note, skins, black swan, anything sophia coppola, lotr, twin peaks, supernatural, smallville, david lynch in general

౨ৎbooks-bell jar, girl interrupted, the secret history, pride and prejudice, literally anything dostoevsky or jane austen, virginia woolf, brontes etc. (open to suggestions)

౨ৎfavorite lana songs- burning desire, freak, if you lay down next to me, tulsa jesus freak, venice bitch, any song on ultraviolence, trash magic, every man gets his wish

౨ৎmy favs-lana, priscilla, deer, changing seasons, sad poetry, writing, pink things, losing w31ght, pinterest, lace, my boyfriend

☆ive been off here for a while but now im baackkk and this will be less juvenile than before. if you love romance, girlhood, escapism, and general whimsy, let's be moots ♡

.ೃ࿐i don't take credit for things unless it says so I'm just a girl blogging relatable stuff I see.ೃ࿐

ᡣ𐭩 i love being a girl who overthinks and reads

*ੈ✩‧₊˚i want to be skinny and pretty*ੈ✩‧₊˚

-literature, music, the 60s, writing-

just a teenage girl (16)

Things to know: i sometimes post abt ana types of things so tw, idk when i'll post

No GROWN ass men on my page (gtfo of tumblr)

[ur-missing-love-letters]

𝑈𝑙𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑟

[skinnysweethrt]

new gorillaz album

[skinnysweethrt]

I have absolutely no idea who I am

I thought I knew myself, but then when I do or get the things I think I like, I just hate it so much. Relationships? Always wanted one. Now I have a serious one and it’s what should be perfect and I am some sort of ungrateful child. Who even is the soul in this animated meat sack they call human?

[skinnysweethrt]

2026 will be it this year

[skinnysweethrt]

this WILL be me this summer or else…

[dollylittledoe]

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[pollywolly21]

I’m not so sure what’s wrong with me

[ttursdayggirl]

Meow like can everyone just disappear and give me a moment.

[1111angelgirl1111]

2000s gloomy fall

[girlbloggeravenue]

[princesscrybaby02]

[heylolitaheysblog]

The virgin suicides ɞ

[fawnyangl]

Teenage girl core

[littlefagg0t]

[springfairey]

[skinnysweethrt]

No amount of coffee can truly fill the void where my heart should be

[skinnysweethrt]

Am I an awful person for hating dating my crush?

I’ve liked him for years now at work, but we’ve only ever gone back and forth flirting. We kinda stopped because he had a girlfriend last year but I still really liked him. He’s attractive and funny, but he and I are dating now and he’s lowkey assimilating to my ex 😭. He used to want to be a chef but he’s gotten into cars because he makes more money that way. Now that I’m actually dating him, idk if I have ‘feelings’??? He and I are just so very different and I try to tell him how I feel but he’s such a boy abt all of our convos and stuff. The more he texts me the more I want to push him away. I hate to say it but I think we are on two different levels conversation-wise… he’s always trying to flirt with me, but instead of making butterflies in my stomach I kind of just want to run away??? Is that normal??? He won’t talk about anything very deeply with me except about the engine of a car because that’s what he’s in school for.

I just feel like he doesn’t “get” me like my friends get me (if that explains anything), like I feel up tight around him. I just feel intensely guilty because every time he messages me I just want to throw away my phone. It’s like there is a barrier in between us, but it’s mostly me. He’s just so sweet which is why i feel bad about everything, but I’m suffocated by this. It’s not like I brought it on either, because I stopped flirting with him as soon as I found out he had a girlfriend. Now that he’s broken up with her he’s just suddenly all ‘let’s go on a date’ and he’s changed from how he used to be. For some reason the things he does just annoys me because I feel so awful about myself that his advances towards me feel like he’s pitying me. He used to be less… not ghetto, but like, playboyish in a way that reminds me of instagram reels. I just wish he would try not to act like he’s grown (physically not mentally) and accept he’s a teenager because it isn’t cute. I know im at a deficit because im so unexposed to physicality (i have never consensually kissed anyone or had a serious relationship that lasted for more than a week). It’s really not him though. Im such an awful person because im so avoidant. I hate myself for it. I just wanted love but im not sure if this is it??? HELP!!!

AHHH WATCHING TWIN PEAKS TO AVOID MY MISERY